章五百零二 一个梦

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp……

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那天晚上&nbsp&nbsp我做了一个无比真实的梦

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp自从遇到狐仙后&nbsp&nbsp我已经很久沒有做梦了

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp我本以为我这一生也不会再做梦

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但是那天晚上&nbsp&nbsp却破了例

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp在梦中&nbsp&nbsp我睁开了眼&nbsp&nbsp仿佛时光倒流了一般&nbsp&nbsp我发现自己躺在一个明亮的房间中&nbsp&nbsp四面充斥着的都是白灿的光芒&nbsp&nbsp像是母亲的手在轻轻地抚摸着我&nbsp&nbsp给人以一种发自内心最柔软地带的慰藉与感触

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“哥&nbsp&nbsp醒了&nbsp&nbsp”耳边传來一道极其熟悉却又遥远的空幻声音

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp听到这道声音&nbsp&nbsp眼泪不自觉地从我的眼角滑落了下來

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp我爬起身&nbsp&nbsp看到床边站着一道穿着月花sè长裙的婷婷身影

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一头细软的黑发披散在肩背上&nbsp&nbsp一双灵澈而又**的眸子正凝定地看着我&nbsp&nbsp灿晶晶的眸子zhōng&nbspyāng弥漫着朦胧的烟水

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这是一个梦幻般的女孩

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一个我永远也无法忘记的女孩

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“哥&nbsp&nbsp你怎么哭了&nbsp&nbsp呵&nbsp&nbsp不是做噩梦了&nbsp&nbsp”女孩慧黠地看出了我眼角的湿润&nbsp&nbsp灵眸微眨&nbsp&nbsp像是两轮明月

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“烟烟……”我无法相信地望着眼前的这个我曾经无比熟悉的静美女孩

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp沒错&nbsp&nbsp是我的妹妹&nbsp&nbsp王雨烟

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp已经死去的妹妹

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“烟烟&nbsp&nbsp”我的声音颤抖起來&nbsp&nbsp最后我一把掀开了被单&nbsp&nbsp把站在我面前的这个人儿紧紧地拥抱进了怀里

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp温暖、柔软的感觉包裹着我&nbsp&nbsp清新的香气扑入我的鼻腔&nbsp&nbsp我的声音哽咽了&nbsp&nbsp一种无法用语言來形容的激动冲荡着我的心

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“哥&nbsp&nbsp看看你的样子&nbsp&nbsp我还沒见过你哭成这样呢&nbsp&nbsp”烟烟浅浅地笑着&nbsp&nbsp拍了拍我的背&nbsp&nbsp试图从我的怀里挣脱出來&nbsp&nbsp但是却被我拥抱地太紧&nbsp&nbsp无法挣脱

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“好啦好啦&nbsp&nbsp怎么了&nbsp&nbsp这么突然的&nbsp&nbsp”烟烟见我不肯放开&nbsp&nbsp只好用柔和的语气问我

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp我狠狠地抽噎着&nbsp&nbsp像是要把内心里埋藏着的所有苦楚都倾倒出來

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“烟烟&nbsp&nbsp我以为再也见不到你了……你走了&nbsp&nbsp阿雪走了&nbsp&nbsp妈也走了……我有的一切都被那个男人夺走了&nbsp&nbsp我以为……我的人生就这么结束了……&nbsp&nbsp”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“说什么傻话呢&nbsp&nbsp”烟烟轻轻地抚摸着我的头&nbsp&nbsp用一种成熟而又清朗的声音道&nbsp&nbsp“我哪里走了&nbsp&nbsp我不就在哥你面前么&nbsp&nbsp好了&nbsp&nbsp起來吃饭了&nbsp&nbsp妈还要照顾呢&nbsp&nbsp”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“妈……&nbsp&nbsp”我松开烟烟的怀抱&nbsp&nbsp抬起头&nbsp&nbsp却看到卧室门口站着两道熟悉的身影&nbsp&nbsp一道是穿着蕾丝小睡衣&nbsp&nbsp睡眼惺忪的阿雪&nbsp&nbsp还要一道是一名面sè苍白&nbsp&nbsp但是眼光柔和的女子&nbsp&nbsp她什么也沒有说&nbsp&nbsp只是冲着我微微笑着

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这样的笑容&nbsp&nbsp我已经很久不曾见到了

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“哥&nbsp&nbsp起床咯&nbsp&nbsp很少有烟烟姐叫你的时候呢&nbsp&nbsp”阿雪站在门口笑看着我&nbsp&nbsp纯纯地道

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp都在

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp我沒有看错

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp她们都在

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp烟烟&nbsp&nbsp阿雪&nbsp&nbsp妈

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp所有人都在

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp就像回到了童年的时光

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp柔白sè的光芒笼罩着整个房间&nbsp&nbsp我看到的是坐在我身旁的烟烟的jīng致脸蛋&nbsp&nbsp静美而充满知xìng女子聪慧之sè的玉脸&nbsp&nbsp像是天使的容颜

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp我静静地看着她们

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp看着三名我人生中注定无法抛弃的女子&nbsp&nbsp看着这三个与我血脉相连的女子

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp微微一笑&nbsp&nbsp强烈的幸福感充斥着我&nbsp&nbsp我朝气蓬勃地起了床&nbsp&nbsp和烟烟、阿雪还有妈一起共度了一顿简陋却又温馨的早餐

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp吃早餐时&nbsp&nbsp烟烟不停地跟我讲述着班上的见闻&nbsp&nbsp眉飞sè舞&nbsp&nbsp温婉而贤淑&nbsp&nbsp阿雪则是在一旁张着小嘴一脸兴致勃勃地听着&nbsp&nbsp而我则是微笑着给阿雪擦去嘴角的饭粒

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp时间&nbsp&nbsp仿佛在这一刻凝固了

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp温暖的晨光从厨房照shè进來&nbsp&nbsp将窄小的客厅染成了一片rǔ白sè&nbsp&nbsp虽然只是一个小小的家&nbsp&nbsp却在阳光下美轮美奂&nbsp&nbsp宛若天堂

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp早餐后&nbsp&nbsp阿雪帮着端盘子&nbsp&nbsp烟烟帮忙晾衣服&nbsp&nbsp帮我拍打着书包上的灰尘&nbsp&nbsp动作轻柔地为我系上扣带

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp千百遍&nbsp&nbsp我告诉自己&nbsp&nbsp如果这是梦&nbsp&nbsp最好永远也不要有醒來的那一刻

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp如果这是梦&nbsp&nbsp就让她继续下去

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp永远……

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp永远……

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那天早上&nbsp&nbsp烟烟亲自为我系上了书包的扣带&nbsp&nbsp虽然紧紧是一个简单的动作&nbsp&nbsp我却感觉仿佛过了一个世纪那么的漫长

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp在为我系上书包时&nbsp&nbsp烟烟叮咛嘱咐了我很多&nbsp&nbsp很多

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“哥&nbsp&nbsp你的头发又长了呢&nbsp&nbsp要记得及时理发哦……”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“哥&nbsp&nbsp你看看你&nbsp&nbsp眼袋这么深&nbsp&nbsp这几天是不是又忙着通宵达旦看书了&nbsp&nbsp要记得照顾好你自己的身体啊&nbsp&nbsp”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“哥&nbsp&nbsp还记得小时候一起游玩的太湖吗&nbsp&nbsp有机会&nbsp&nbsp我们再一起&nbsp&nbsp”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“哥&nbsp&nbsp等你以后上了大学&nbsp&nbsp你要做什么呢&nbsp&nbsp呵呵&nbsp&nbsp我的同学一直问我你是个怎么样的人呢&nbsp&nbsp我对她们说啊&nbsp&nbsp以哥你的能力呢&nbsp&nbsp以后不是当总裁&nbsp&nbsp就是当科研家&nbsp&nbsp要是运气再好点的话&nbsp&nbsp说不定还能当上领导人咯&nbsp&nbsp”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“哥&nbsp&nbsp妈的身体最近有些变糟了&nbsp&nbsp家里的开支可能有点紧了……”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“哥……”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp一声声柔软请悦的声音&nbsp&nbsp让我不想从梦中醒來&nbsp&nbsp我闭着双目&nbsp&nbsp泪水却是不住地涌流而下

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp因为&nbsp&nbsp我已经意识到了&nbsp&nbsp这只是一场梦

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp而当一个人意识到自己在做梦时&nbsp&nbsp梦&nbsp&nbsp终将醒來

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp四周的白光渐渐模糊&nbsp&nbsp周围的一切都如同cháo水一般在迅速地退却&nbsp&nbsp就连凝视着我的烟烟的秋水烟眸也在变得模糊

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“烟烟&nbsp&nbsp”我突然摆正了烟烟&nbsp&nbsp紧紧地盯着她&nbsp&nbsp抓住了她的削肩

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“怎么了&nbsp&nbsp哥……”烟烟被我抓得生疼&nbsp&nbsp眼神诧异地看着我

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“烟烟&nbsp&nbsp”我呼吸急促地看着烟烟&nbsp&nbsp道&nbsp&nbsp“不要离开我&nbsp&nbsp”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp烟烟嗤嗤地笑了&nbsp&nbsp双眸轻眨&nbsp&nbsp淹嘴道：

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp“说什么傻话呢&nbsp&nbsp我一直都会和哥你在一起的啊……忘了吗&nbsp&nbsp小时候&nbsp&nbsp我说过&nbsp&nbsp要一直和哥你在一起……做你的新娘……”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp烟烟抿然一笑&nbsp&nbsp秀首微贴&nbsp&nbsp靠在我的胸膛上&nbsp&nbsp芬芳的清香&nbsp&nbsp扑入我的鼻尖

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp我搂抱着烟烟

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp烟烟也搂抱着我

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那一刻&nbsp&nbsp我仿佛真的感受到了烟烟的心跳

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp周围的景象越來越模糊了&nbsp&nbsp我的意识越來越清醒&nbsp&nbsp我知道

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp梦&nbsp&nbsp就要结束了

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