第1055章 寡妇心理

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp就在唐军和桃花说话时&nbsp&nbsp寡妇也在里面吃饭&nbsp&nbsp胸脯挺得异样的招人&nbsp&nbsp眼神很不安分&nbsp&nbsp四处张望&nbsp&nbsp绝对有勾搭男人的技术

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp当她的眼睛扫shè到墙角时&nbsp&nbsp无意中看到了唐军&nbsp&nbsp心里即刻笑了&nbsp&nbsp低声说嘿&nbsp&nbsp今天怎么这样凑巧&nbsp&nbsp居然看到邻居小帅哥&nbsp&nbsp这小弟自从当了市长可很久沒去我家做客了&nbsp&nbsp今天要好好讥讽他几句

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp寡妇赶忙凑了过去&nbsp&nbsp搭话道：“哇&nbsp&nbsp唐市长也來这里喝酒&nbsp&nbsp见到你很高兴&nbsp&nbsp最近忙吗&nbsp&nbsp怎么看不到你去我家串门了&nbsp&nbsp是升官后眼高了&nbsp&nbsp”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp唐军被这位不速之客惊了一下&nbsp&nbsp抬起头一看竟是寡妇&nbsp&nbsp马上客气道：“哦&nbsp&nbsp姐姐也在这里&nbsp&nbsp沒有眼高&nbsp&nbsp最近确实很忙&nbsp&nbsp实在抽不出时间去拜访你&nbsp&nbsp你和儿子生活的好吗&nbsp&nbsp”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp寡妇说rì子过得不算jīng彩&nbsp&nbsp但还说得过去&nbsp&nbsp当然比不了你们做领导的那么潇洒&nbsp&nbsp每天都有人请客

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp唐军说天天吃喝也沒劲儿&nbsp&nbsp我现在就很反感喝酒&nbsp&nbsp因为酒这玩意儿不是什么好东西&nbsp&nbsp既冲击你的胃&nbsp&nbsp还冲击你的肝脾&nbsp&nbsp再严重点就能要你的命

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp寡妇呵呵一笑&nbsp&nbsp说你又在装正经&nbsp&nbsp现在领导哪个不是喝出來的&nbsp&nbsp就拿我们局新去的局长马志远來说&nbsp&nbsp刚上任一个星期就把局里的酒鬼书记喝爬下了&nbsp&nbsp马志远过去不是唐书记的手下吗&nbsp&nbsp我看是名师出高徒哦

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp唐军哈哈大笑&nbsp&nbsp说沒错&nbsp&nbsp马志远过去在南市区是我的手下&nbsp&nbsp现在提升了&nbsp&nbsp怎么着&nbsp&nbsp想让我给你说说&nbsp&nbsp提你做个小官

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp寡妇摇摇头&nbsp&nbsp说沒有那个意思&nbsp&nbsp我这个人从來不喜欢当领导去管别人&nbsp&nbsp喜欢心平气和的生活&nbsp&nbsp其实领导这个词以前在我的眼里比较神圣&nbsp&nbsp等后來接触的多了也就发现和正常人沒什么区别&nbsp&nbsp只不过称呼上有所不同

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp你比方说有人搞破鞋了&nbsp&nbsp但有的领导也搞了；有人贪污了公款&nbsp&nbsp但很多领导也贪了&nbsp&nbsp所以我个人的观点把领导看的很直接&nbsp&nbsp是人而不是神&nbsp&nbsp以前公司领导对我很好&nbsp&nbsp有事沒事都主动和我说话&nbsp&nbsp从來沒在我的面前摆过当官的架子

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp但其他的同事对领导的评价就和我不一样了&nbsp&nbsp他们都说领导平时很严肃&nbsp&nbsp从來沒有主动和他们说过一句话&nbsp&nbsp这让我十分感谢领导给我的面子&nbsp&nbsp能把我一个小人物看得那么起眼&nbsp&nbsp那真是在抬举我

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp到后來&nbsp&nbsp领导参加了一次宴会非让我跟着去陪客&nbsp&nbsp这才发现领导的意图并不好&nbsp&nbsp好像是想让我用容貌去讨好每位來宾&nbsp&nbsp从而达到他的目的&nbsp&nbsp我觉得这不是我的xìng格&nbsp&nbsp也不会去男人面前作出有损我人格的事

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp之后&nbsp&nbsp我对那位领导有了看法&nbsp&nbsp所以再见到他的时候就沒觉得他比我有多高尚&nbsp&nbsp马志远之前的那位局长&nbsp&nbsp我同样有一种感觉&nbsp&nbsp不是他的人不守信&nbsp&nbsp而是他有点sè&nbsp&nbsp一次沒人的时候他用手摸了我&nbsp&nbsp那天把我吓坏了&nbsp&nbsp所以提前就下了班

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp正因为我的思想观念太土气&nbsp&nbsp所以这些年我的生活一直过得很低调

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp寡妇侃侃而谈&nbsp&nbsp像是在唐军和桃花面前装淑女&nbsp&nbsp唐军心里却把她臭骂了一顿：“你丫装什么大瓣蒜&nbsp&nbsp你跟我是邻居&nbsp&nbsp别人不知道你底细&nbsp&nbsp我还不知吗&nbsp&nbspsāo得都快赶上狐狸了&nbsp&nbsp也许是你主动让领导摸&nbsp&nbsp非要说成领导想揩你的油&nbsp&nbsp哎呀&nbsp&nbsp这种女人&nbsp&nbsp夹紧双腿愣是冒充处女&nbsp&nbsp简直太可笑了&nbsp&nbsp”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp唐军虽然心里有看法&nbsp&nbsp但表面上还是顺风草&nbsp&nbsp猛夸寡妇是好样的&nbsp&nbsp一个女人这么多年走过來&nbsp&nbsp从沒有人说过什么闲话&nbsp&nbsp绝对很了不起&nbsp&nbsp寡妇被夸后心里热乎乎的&nbsp&nbsp然后眯笑着说我做人是有原则的&nbsp&nbsp不像某些人&nbsp&nbsp巴不得和领导套近乎&nbsp&nbsp是女人&nbsp&nbsp靠美sè大献殷勤；是男人&nbsp&nbsp溜须拍马讨好领导&nbsp&nbsp在某种利益的互换下&nbsp&nbsp升个一官半职&nbsp&nbsp还觉得高高在上得意忘形

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp这或许就是不同的人xìng决定了不同的思想&nbsp&nbsp现在我要关心的不是领导对我的评价&nbsp&nbsp而是我每天的工作付出&nbsp&nbsp一份劳动得到一份收获&nbsp&nbsp这才是天经地义的事情

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp寡妇今天豪情壮语&nbsp&nbsp非要挑战唐军的酒量&nbsp&nbsp连住跟他喝了三杯&nbsp&nbsp桃花在一旁等得不耐烦了&nbsp&nbsp她早想走了&nbsp&nbsp心里把寡妇骂了八遍：“rì你妈的&nbsp&nbsp一个妇道人家逞能什么&nbsp&nbsp莫非喝多了想给唐军开腿&nbsp&nbsp真不要脸&nbsp&nbsp”

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp唐军倒沒惧怕寡妇挑逗&nbsp&nbsp端起杯子又要跟她干&nbsp&nbsp结果被桃花拦住&nbsp&nbsp说现在已经几点了&nbsp&nbsp知道吗&nbsp&nbsp不要再喝了&nbsp&nbsp赶快各回各家休息好了&nbsp&nbsp大家这才收住口&nbsp&nbsp结了帐&nbsp&nbsp散席而去

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp回到家&nbsp&nbsp唐军的酒劲还沒有散去&nbsp&nbsp靠在沙发上回想寡妇说过的话&nbsp&nbsp觉得这段时间确实很少和寡妇來往&nbsp&nbsp正好今天很闲&nbsp&nbsp去她家坐坐&nbsp&nbsp省得让她说自己做官眼高&nbsp&nbsp把她这位邻居忘了

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp敲开寡妇家门&nbsp&nbsp她正在看电视&nbsp&nbsp茶几上有一杯冒着热气柠檬汁&nbsp&nbsp还有一盘开心果被她吃掉了一半&nbsp&nbsp旁边堆积了很多皮

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp唐军说既然今天寡妇姐提到我不來你家做客的事&nbsp&nbsp那就过來跟你聊聊

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp寡妇眯笑着看了唐军一眼&nbsp&nbsp超薄的睡衣里面抖动的厉害&nbsp&nbsp估计沒有戴rǔ　罩&nbsp&nbsp接着&nbsp&nbsp她起身给唐军倒了杯饮料&nbsp&nbsp说以后沒事就多过來走动&nbsp&nbsp沒有外人&nbsp&nbsp你姐我又不会吃了你&nbsp&nbsp唐军能感觉寡妇内心寂寞的程度&nbsp&nbsp故意问姐姐现在还跟大郎和小田來往的沒有

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp寡妇摇了摇头&nbsp&nbsp说这两人都很年轻&nbsp&nbsp靠不住&nbsp&nbsp过來玩玩还行&nbsp&nbsp真正过rì子都也不靠谱

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp唐军同情心大起&nbsp&nbsp说一个女人沒有丈夫确实很难&nbsp&nbsp对了&nbsp&nbsp我忘了你以前的丈夫是怎么死的&nbsp&nbsp好像你跟我说过一回&nbsp&nbsp是得了淋巴癌

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp寡妇摇了摇头&nbsp&nbsp眼泪刷的出來了&nbsp&nbsp说不是淋巴癌&nbsp&nbsp是肝硬化&nbsp&nbsp唐军啧啧嘴&nbsp&nbsp叹息道好好一个人咋就能得这样的病&nbsp&nbsp简直太不幸了

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp寡妇还沒有忘记过去的丈夫&nbsp&nbsp一提起他&nbsp&nbsp心都碎了&nbsp&nbsp然后跟唐军诉苦&nbsp&nbsp说前夫的病都是我逼的&nbsp&nbsp那时我总嫌弃她沒本事&nbsp&nbsp总是跟他闹&nbsp&nbsp最后他挪用了公款去做生意&nbsp&nbsp不小心被银行发现&nbsp&nbsp之后就把他开除了

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp当时我真的接受不了&nbsp&nbsp每天起得很早&nbsp&nbsp也不知道起那么早究竟要做些什么&nbsp&nbsp但只感觉心很乱沒有睡意

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp其实&nbsp&nbsp我的眼角一直都沾留着哭过的痕迹&nbsp&nbsp不是想埋怨谁&nbsp&nbsp只是想到一些事情很伤心

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那几年我跟着前夫并沒享了福&nbsp&nbsp等他丢掉了工作后我们的rì子过得更艰辛了&nbsp&nbsp在我每天的唠叨下&nbsp&nbsp他终于忍受不住&nbsp&nbsp然后将我抛下&nbsp&nbsp自己一人去了南方&nbsp&nbsp可是沒走了几个月&nbsp&nbsp他就返了回來&nbsp&nbsp说给别人打工太累&nbsp&nbsp他的身体抗不住

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp那天&nbsp&nbsp我望着他在外风霜后的一张脸&nbsp&nbsp心里很是难过&nbsp&nbsp于是&nbsp&nbsp依在他的怀里哭了起來&nbsp&nbsp就觉得他作为一个男人也不容易

    &nbsp&nbsp&nbsp&nbsp前夫并沒有说出一句像样的话&nbsp&nbsp因为这几年他沒做出什么成绩&nbsp&nbsp让我受了委屈&nbsp&nbsp所以他的内心里也不好受

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