正文 36另一种爱的方式+番外
第三十六章另一种爱的方式
【放心，真的面临死亡,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">也会让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">比<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">先走,为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">安葬，让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">安心。把痛苦留给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">,把寂寞留给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">,这是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的方式。】
颜珏打水回来，看到文景坐<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">床边，脚上的短靴被正她一翘一翘弄着玩。颜珏问，“程北望
呢？”
“公司有事，出去打电话了。”文景脚一勾,穿好鞋下地,“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">家厉先生这小身板也不行啊,怎么说病就病，都快赶上<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">了！”
颜珏放下水壶，伸手<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">文景头上敲了一下，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是妇科，厉铮是感冒转肺炎，能一个比法吗？”
文景笑一下，表情有些不好意思。颜珏又给熟睡的厉铮掖掖被角，这才转身问文景，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">那边怎么样，大年初一的还跑医院来看<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们，程同学他那个妈不会又挑<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">理吧？”
厉铮自从年三十那天晕倒，王英连同厉言和颜珏当即把他送到了医院，值班大夫很快确诊，是感冒后积劳成疾转成的急性肺炎，打了一夜的针，现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">烧总算退些了。王英第二天就有会要去外地，临走没给颜珏一个好脸色，外加把厉言赶走，这才女旋风一样飞走了。
文景耸耸肩，牙齿咬着嘴唇，“程同学带<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">出去住了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">住的倒和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">近，就<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">汀岛B座临两条街的公寓，条件虽然比不上从前，不过幸好暂时躲得过他妈，总算让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">新年喘口气。”
从程北望对文景的保护来看，颜珏暂时给他打了个及格分，不过，“不过<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们总不能就这么躲<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">婆婆一辈子，如果解不开她的心结，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">打算以后怎么办？”
颜珏的话让文景无法解答，她颓废的垮了肩，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">也不知道，过一天算一天吧，大不了离婚，她妈现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不就想他赶紧和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">离了，再找个新<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">给他们老程家延续香火吗？”
“颜珏回来了。”说曹操曹操到，程北望收着手机从外面回来，“怎么了，又说什么伤心事了？这脸皱的都赶上保姆张妈那张脸了。”
张妈是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">程北望家做了几十年的老保姆，一脸褶子以斤论，程北望这么说文景，文景肯定不高兴，她斜下眼睛，“嫌弃<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">老了？嫌了说话，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">帮<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">再找个年轻的，漂亮的怎么样？”
颜珏<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一旁笑笑没说话，她倒真想看看程北望是什么态度。
程北望脸上笑容收起，几步走到文景身边，揽住她肩膀，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">要对自己有信心点，不管<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">成什么样，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">都是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">程北望的老婆，唯一的老婆。”
文景眼范泪光，一时对温柔诚恳到不行的程同学不知该说些什么。倒是颜珏咳嗽两声，“程同学，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的话现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">可是有旁证的，什么时候违背了要遭雷劈的！”
她轻轻巧巧的说着威胁的话，看着床上躺着的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，又给他掖掖被角。身后的文景倒先跳脚，“颜珏，不带这么诅咒<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">家程同学的，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">信着他呢！”
颜珏笑了，恋爱中和婚姻中的女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">总是不长记性的忘记一句话——宁愿相信世上有鬼，也别相信男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的破嘴。男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的嘴除了有接吻的功能外，最擅长的就是上嘴皮贴下嘴皮说好听的哄自己的女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">。对文景和程北望这对依靠相亲走到一起的一对情侣，颜珏的不放心可以理解，毕竟文景的情况现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不容乐观，毕竟她和她婆婆的关系相对更加紧张。
“颜珏，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">放心，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不会辜负文景的！”程北望一字一句，信誓旦旦。颜珏摆摆手，“别和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">表决心，对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">老婆好点，早点把<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">妈的事情解决才是真的。”
“行了行了。”她看看表，“时间不早了，今天怎么也是大年初一，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们就别陪<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">医院候着了，赶快回家包饺子过年吧。”
对颜珏的逐客令，文景不以为然，她突发奇想，“颜珏，要不<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和北望今天就<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">医院里陪<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们过年吧，咱们包饺子，聊通宵！”
颜珏绝倒，她真的很替文部长的智商着急，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">医院包饺子？聊通宵？她当这里是北戴河疗养地了吧。“行了行了，别异想天开了，快走快走。”
文景和程北望被颜珏打发走，她回到厉铮病床边，看着她男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">长长的睫毛，忍不住伸手去拨弄，“厉先生啊，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">到底想装睡到什么时候啊？”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">怎么知道<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">装睡？”发烧的关系，厉铮嗓子有点哑，他声音沙沙的看着颜珏说。颜珏笑，她从床边爬起来，给厉铮倒杯水，扶他起来喂他喝水，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">装睡时候睫毛是动的，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不知道？”
喝了水，厉铮靠<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">颜珏为她准备好的靠枕上，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">睡了多久？”
“从昨天下午三点晕过去到现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，整整二十个小时。”颜珏目光深深地看他，“厉铮，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">知道吗，如果不是医生说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是疲劳过度外加发烧才睡这么久，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">都以为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">……”
“以为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">会死？”厉铮拉过颜珏的手，掌心温热，“放心，真的面临死亡，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">也会让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">比<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">先走，为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">安葬，让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">安心。把痛苦留给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，把寂寞留给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，这是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的方式。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不会比<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">早走，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不会让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">伤心，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们不能同时来到这个世界，却一定是手拉着手迈进棺材板的，厉铮，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">这辈子别想甩开<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">！”
男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">摩挲着女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的掌心，缓缓点头。誓言就是这样，平静无波时信誓旦旦像百分百可行，可真等遇到惊涛骇浪时，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们往往会选择另一条路，不久之后的厉铮就是。
肺炎和小孩儿们得的百日咳差不多，要养足一定日子才算好的了。厉铮整整<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">医院住了小半个月，打了吊水无数，吃了药品无数才算康复出院。
正月十五。
颜珏<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">家里包着汤圆，包的活计是从妈妈那里学来的，爸爸老家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">江南水乡，每年正月十五都喜欢吃自家包的汤圆，爸爸的妈妈<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">世时爸爸的妈妈给爸爸做，后来爸爸的妈妈过世了，就改成妈妈这个西北的媳妇现学现卖给爸爸做了。妈妈手艺很好。
芝麻陷是颜珏提前几天就腌好的，颜珏<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">里面加了桂花和玫瑰，远远放<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">桌案上闻着就是香甜，她往盆里倒了些开水，趁热伸手进去和粉，等粉和好了，颜珏的手也被红了，没办法，谁让糯米粉必须用开水和才能保持粘性。
她拿起赶得一张皮，舀了勺馅放进去，边对屋里的俩<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">喊话，“差不多准备吃汤圆了。”
厉言也<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">她家，他这次是私下和领导软磨硬泡好久才跑回来了，目的自然是见俞渝。不过不知道是太巧还是不巧，颜珏听说俞渝又被外派采访了。大过年的，真不消停。叹口气的功夫，颜珏包好了十五个汤圆，刚好锅里的水也开了，她拿起汤圆，一起下锅。没一会儿，白色上浮水面，像一个个小雪球，颜珏笑着把它们盛出锅，朝外面喊，“好了哦。”
她支着下巴，看吃的烫嘴，却依旧不忘对她发牢骚的厉言。“哥，嫂子，绅士她怎么这么封建，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">都说女大三抱金砖，俞渝还没大<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">满四岁呢，就三岁零十一个月，哥，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">支支招，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">咋样才能把婶婶这个强力工事拿下。”
厉铮吃的比厉言斯文许多，两兄弟坐一起，颜珏真的不信厉铮和厉言一样当过兵。他舀了个汤圆<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">勺里，吹了吹，才递到颜珏嘴边，看着她吃，他嘴里说，“这个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">真没什么办法，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">嫂子当初是因为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">妈觉得门第不同，属于软件可协调矛盾，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和俞渝……怎么说……改变不了的硬件问题。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">才硬件问题！”颜珏和厉言一起出声，颜珏更是要出嘴里汤圆一口汤汁，直接喷了厉铮一脸。厉铮湿着张脸，无可奈何的表情，他接过颜珏递来的纸巾，“其实无论是硬件问题还是软件问题都不是真的问题，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">担心的是，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和俞渝差距四年的年纪，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">生观和价值观到了之后会产生很大分歧，再加上<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">……”
厉铮看眼弟弟，后者竖了眉毛，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">怎么了！”
“年轻气盛，做事冲动，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">觉得妈是担心<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">三分钟热度。”女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的青春像灿烂夏花般<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">当即盛开似火，过了那个年纪凋零的速度快的可怕，厉铮理解母亲担心的是什么：年华逝去，容颜衰老，到时候厉言还能否接受这四年的差距。
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不会！”那天，厉言留下这句话，以及一个原本装了十个汤圆的空碗离开厉铮的公寓，回部队去了。
大病一场之后，厉铮的身体总给颜珏一种不放心的感觉，所以当十五过后，厉铮提出回公司上班时，颜珏依然决定<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">没开学这段时间里到厉铮的办公室“陪读”。
年后的日光比起年前的苍白多了些葱茏的黄色，微暖的照<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">沙发上盖着薄毯熟睡的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">身上。颜珏本来是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">画画，可不知是空调的声音过去规律，还是室内温度太适于午睡，总之颜珏就那么手拿画笔画板的睡着了。厉铮看完第二份设计图纸时，抬头发现了睡着的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，这才拿来薄毯给她盖上。
他撩起她一束发丝放<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">唇边，轻轻地嗅，是好闻的味道。可有<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">偏偏要煞风景，颜珏啧啧嘴，闭着眼，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">三天没洗头了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">闻<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">头发上的油味儿吗？”
厉铮拉她起身，“没记错，昨天好像有个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一直缠着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">要洗鸳鸯浴？”
“胡说。”颜珏脸红的拉开毯子起身，她才不会说昨晚那个像个女土匪一样，强压着厉先生陪她洗了一场火辣辣鸳鸯浴的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是自己呢！她只不过太想他而已。“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">去买杯咖啡，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">要吗？”
“唔……”厉铮低头沉吟下，“那就来杯卡布奇诺吧。”
卡布奇诺还<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">咖啡机里冒着泡泡，咖啡厅隔壁座位两个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的对话声吸引了颜珏的注意。当第一个女声出现时，颜珏认出那是属于程北望妈妈的声音，尖酸刻薄，带点张狂。她只是没想到，程北望妈妈和谁说话都这个口气。
“说个数吧，要多少钱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">才答应给北望生个孩子？”颜珏看不见她<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，却想象的出程北望妈妈此时双手抱肩，昂着头一脸高傲指使的样子。第二个女声传来时，颜珏真惊了，竟是Chris。
Chris不知是刚刚哭过还是感冒过，声音闷闷的，程北望妈妈说完话半天，颜珏才听她说，“抱歉，阿姨，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的要求<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">答应不了，真的，北望他现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">有他自己的家庭，有他深爱的妻子，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不想也不能去破坏他们，虽然<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">承认<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">还爱他。”
咖啡机<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">继续转，颜珏冷笑一声，Chris果然和程北望有过曾经，她没想错。没说话，颜珏继续听。为了好友的幸福，她甘愿做个无耻的窃听者。
程北望的妈妈<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">继续，“既然爱就行了，阿姨承认，阿姨当初强行拆散<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和北望是阿姨不对，阿姨如果知道北望如今娶了个不能下蛋的鸡阿姨当初怎么也不会反对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和北望的事情的。”
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">才是鸡，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们全家都是只会下蛋不会好声叫唤的鸡！颜珏气得头顶直发晕，她扶着桌台，往隔壁靠了靠，因为程北望母亲的声音明显变小了。颜珏听她小声说着这些话，“告诉<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，别给脸不要脸，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的底<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">早摸透了，如果<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">有更好的选择<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">当<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">会选<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">这个没<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">要的□吗？和北望分开之后，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">被多少男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">睡过，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">自己记得清吗？据<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">所知，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爸到现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">还<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">赌，而<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">妈的癌症也一直<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">靠<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">维持，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">把话说明白了，要么<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">老老实实去和北望和好，然后给他生个儿子，顺利的话，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">会让北望和那个女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">离婚娶了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，到时候<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">既有钱救济家里，还能享受程家少奶奶的殊荣，何乐而不为，而且……”
她顿了顿，继续，“就算<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们北望最后不会娶<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">作为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们程家继承<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的生母，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们也是不会亏待<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的。”
上午十点，咖啡厅里的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">三三两两坐着，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不多，所以颜珏拍案而起的声音<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">空间里显得格外明显，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">说够了没？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">实<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">听不下去了，什么叫生不了蛋的鸡？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">生的出程北望那家伙，那<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">岂不是要尊称<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一声好鸡了？就<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">这种家庭，文景配<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们，是糟蹋了！”
服务员刚好送来打包的咖啡，被颜珏这一发飙一吓，站<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一步之遥的地方不敢进退，颜珏骂完，夺过咖啡要走，可想想又折了回来，她做了那天最有失身份的一件事，把厉铮那杯卡布奇诺直接兜头伺候向了程北望那个妈。
她想，泡沫配上程妈妈那头大卷发，也算得上一番景致，对得起她“好鸡”的名号了，当然，这一切的前提是没有半路杀出的Chris的话。
Chris那样的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，应该是第一次这么狼狈，乌黑的头发洒满棕色的液体，远远的颜珏闻到咖啡和她头上发油的浓郁香气。颜珏嘴巴抿紧半天，却没道歉。
“活该。”说完这句，她调头离开，也不去听缓过神来的程妈妈说的那些骂骂咧咧。自尊，是先要尊重自己，才能要别<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">来尊重<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">；自爱，是先要自己爱自己，才能要周围的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">。此时替程妈妈挡了咖啡的Chris<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">颜珏眼里成了不自尊不自爱的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">。
咖啡厅离厉铮他们公司所<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的蓉北商业街东段30号有二十几米远的距离。颜珏出来的匆忙，身上穿的衣服不多，只有一件薄棉袄，此时漫无目的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">马路上走出好远的她被风一吹才觉出冷来。近处有个报亭，橱窗里摆着几包香烟外壳。颜珏走过去，敲敲窗，“来包茶花！”
“啥是茶花？”窗开了，里面的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一口东北口音回答。颜珏懊恼地反应过来，这种地方哪里会卖女士香烟，她从钱包里拿张粉票子，“随便来包什么烟。”
香烟这东西，从来不是个好东西，无论是几块钱一包的双喜，还是几十块一包的中华，许久没抽烟，尼古丁的强烈味道刺激着她味蕾，一阵咳嗽。
一双手<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">她背上拍拍，颜珏转脸看，是不知什么时候出现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">自己身边的Chris。Chris挨着她坐<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">马路边，拿过她手里燃了三分之一的香烟，放<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">地上熄灭。“颜珏，知道吗？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">很羡慕文景。”
颜珏嗤笑一下，“羡慕她什么，羡慕她不能生孩子，然后能腾个位子出来给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">？”
颜珏的话没让Chris生气，她莞尔一笑，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是真羡慕她，她有<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">怎么个能给她出头，愿意给她出头的朋友，那时候，哪怕有一个朋友肯帮帮<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">也许就不是现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">了。”
“想听听<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的故事吗？”她额头上还带着没擦净的咖啡渍，颜珏想拒绝却说不出口，只能低头玩手里的烟盒。
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">本名不是Chris，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">原来的名字叫简洁，简单、洁净，大家都说那是个好名字。”
【番外】<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是简洁。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">比程北望小三岁，上大学那会儿，是她来火车站接的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们那批学生。那时候的他比现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">瘦，但是却不淡薄，拎着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">从家乡小城拿来的两个大包裹，气也不喘就搬上了车，丝毫没有其他城市里男孩子那种娇气。如果不是他后来问<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">包里带的什么，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">想<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们是不会有后来的故事的。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">带的是整整两大包的馍，城里物价高，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">上大学不容易，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">想节省。可那些馍没等吃上半个月就长了毛。可<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">把毛弄下去还是吃，最终吃到食物中毒，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">体育课上晕倒，醒来时，他拿着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">床铺下面的馍对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">大吼，“以后再敢吃这种东西，就给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">好看。”
后来<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">自然是没再吃，因为他成了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的男朋友。很奇怪吧，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">自己都觉得奇怪，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">俩<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一起莫名其妙的，可就是这么莫名其妙的却让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">有了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">生里最纯粹也最单纯的一段感情。
程北望对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">很好，比校园里绝大多数女生的男朋友都好，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">来月事肚子痛，那时候寝室供暖不好，他就<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">外面开房，加了热宝，再抱着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">暖肚子。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">说句话<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">信吗？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一起四年，他没越雷池一步。但不要怀疑，他很正常。
四年光阴很快过去，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">大学毕业，他研究生毕业，结婚的事情自然而然被他提起，可那时的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">什么都不敢想，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">老家来信，爹把家里的钱全输光了，娘得了癌，他家境那么好，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是高攀。
果然<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">见到了他妈，他妈那时候比现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">年轻，脾气也更大，直接甩了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一张支票，说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的底细<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">都清楚了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">配不上<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">家程北望，离开他。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">知道吗？那时候<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">成绩优秀，本来学校要报送研究生的，但是他妈妈施压，于是已定就成了暂定。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">想读书，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">想改变<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的命运，于是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">学业和爱情面前<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">选了前者。
可事实上，偷鸡不成蚀把米说的就是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爹来城里那天带<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">去见个大老板，说要<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">老家合资盖厂，他说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是大学生，懂的多，去了不怕被骗。
事实上，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爹哪会被骗。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">醒来时，那个男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">已经<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">身上呼哧呼哧了，他那根棒子把<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">割的好疼，血流了好多。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">喊疼，可<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">知道怎么？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爹就<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">门外，他对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">说：闺女，忍忍，爹欠<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">钱了。
后来那个男的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">身上做了三次才算泄气。
事后<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">穿上衣服回学校，就当什么都没发生，可<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">却怀孕了，更让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">忍受不了的是，晕倒那天，刚好北望来学校找<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">。
后来<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">退学，四处打工，然后再时不时被爹“叫出去”一次，习惯是个可怕的东西，它让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">习惯堕落。
后来<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">瞒着爹来了这座城市，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">认真工作，曾经<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">也幻想过幸福，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">知道，那个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是厉总，不过<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和他太好了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">压根没机会。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的故事就这么多，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">放心，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不会破坏<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">朋友的婚姻，无论是他还是她都值得幸福。
作者有话要说：更新了6000字，私语要累死了，这周的任务完成，不过估计出版稿要修很多，加油，大家觉得Chris咋样，我觉得是个追求幸福的好妹纸
【放心，真的面临死亡,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">也会让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">比<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">先走,为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">安葬，让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">安心。把痛苦留给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">,把寂寞留给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">,这是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的方式。】
颜珏打水回来，看到文景坐<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">床边，脚上的短靴被正她一翘一翘弄着玩。颜珏问，“程北望
呢？”
“公司有事，出去打电话了。”文景脚一勾,穿好鞋下地,“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">家厉先生这小身板也不行啊,怎么说病就病，都快赶上<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">了！”
颜珏放下水壶，伸手<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">文景头上敲了一下，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是妇科，厉铮是感冒转肺炎，能一个比法吗？”
文景笑一下，表情有些不好意思。颜珏又给熟睡的厉铮掖掖被角，这才转身问文景，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">那边怎么样，大年初一的还跑医院来看<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们，程同学他那个妈不会又挑<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">理吧？”
厉铮自从年三十那天晕倒，王英连同厉言和颜珏当即把他送到了医院，值班大夫很快确诊，是感冒后积劳成疾转成的急性肺炎，打了一夜的针，现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">烧总算退些了。王英第二天就有会要去外地，临走没给颜珏一个好脸色，外加把厉言赶走，这才女旋风一样飞走了。
文景耸耸肩，牙齿咬着嘴唇，“程同学带<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">出去住了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">住的倒和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">近，就<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">汀岛B座临两条街的公寓，条件虽然比不上从前，不过幸好暂时躲得过他妈，总算让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">新年喘口气。”
从程北望对文景的保护来看，颜珏暂时给他打了个及格分，不过，“不过<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们总不能就这么躲<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">婆婆一辈子，如果解不开她的心结，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">打算以后怎么办？”
颜珏的话让文景无法解答，她颓废的垮了肩，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">也不知道，过一天算一天吧，大不了离婚，她妈现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不就想他赶紧和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">离了，再找个新<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">给他们老程家延续香火吗？”
“颜珏回来了。”说曹操曹操到，程北望收着手机从外面回来，“怎么了，又说什么伤心事了？这脸皱的都赶上保姆张妈那张脸了。”
张妈是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">程北望家做了几十年的老保姆，一脸褶子以斤论，程北望这么说文景，文景肯定不高兴，她斜下眼睛，“嫌弃<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">老了？嫌了说话，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">帮<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">再找个年轻的，漂亮的怎么样？”
颜珏<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一旁笑笑没说话，她倒真想看看程北望是什么态度。
程北望脸上笑容收起，几步走到文景身边，揽住她肩膀，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">要对自己有信心点，不管<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">成什么样，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">都是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">程北望的老婆，唯一的老婆。”
文景眼范泪光，一时对温柔诚恳到不行的程同学不知该说些什么。倒是颜珏咳嗽两声，“程同学，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的话现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">可是有旁证的，什么时候违背了要遭雷劈的！”
她轻轻巧巧的说着威胁的话，看着床上躺着的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，又给他掖掖被角。身后的文景倒先跳脚，“颜珏，不带这么诅咒<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">家程同学的，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">信着他呢！”
颜珏笑了，恋爱中和婚姻中的女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">总是不长记性的忘记一句话——宁愿相信世上有鬼，也别相信男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的破嘴。男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的嘴除了有接吻的功能外，最擅长的就是上嘴皮贴下嘴皮说好听的哄自己的女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">。对文景和程北望这对依靠相亲走到一起的一对情侣，颜珏的不放心可以理解，毕竟文景的情况现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不容乐观，毕竟她和她婆婆的关系相对更加紧张。
“颜珏，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">放心，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不会辜负文景的！”程北望一字一句，信誓旦旦。颜珏摆摆手，“别和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">表决心，对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">老婆好点，早点把<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">妈的事情解决才是真的。”
“行了行了。”她看看表，“时间不早了，今天怎么也是大年初一，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们就别陪<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">医院候着了，赶快回家包饺子过年吧。”
对颜珏的逐客令，文景不以为然，她突发奇想，“颜珏，要不<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和北望今天就<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">医院里陪<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们过年吧，咱们包饺子，聊通宵！”
颜珏绝倒，她真的很替文部长的智商着急，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">医院包饺子？聊通宵？她当这里是北戴河疗养地了吧。“行了行了，别异想天开了，快走快走。”
文景和程北望被颜珏打发走，她回到厉铮病床边，看着她男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">长长的睫毛，忍不住伸手去拨弄，“厉先生啊，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">到底想装睡到什么时候啊？”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">怎么知道<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">装睡？”发烧的关系，厉铮嗓子有点哑，他声音沙沙的看着颜珏说。颜珏笑，她从床边爬起来，给厉铮倒杯水，扶他起来喂他喝水，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">装睡时候睫毛是动的，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不知道？”
喝了水，厉铮靠<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">颜珏为她准备好的靠枕上，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">睡了多久？”
“从昨天下午三点晕过去到现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，整整二十个小时。”颜珏目光深深地看他，“厉铮，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">知道吗，如果不是医生说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是疲劳过度外加发烧才睡这么久，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">都以为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">……”
“以为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">会死？”厉铮拉过颜珏的手，掌心温热，“放心，真的面临死亡，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">也会让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">比<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">先走，为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">安葬，让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">安心。把痛苦留给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，把寂寞留给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，这是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的方式。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不会比<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">早走，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不会让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">伤心，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们不能同时来到这个世界，却一定是手拉着手迈进棺材板的，厉铮，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">这辈子别想甩开<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">！”
男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">摩挲着女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的掌心，缓缓点头。誓言就是这样，平静无波时信誓旦旦像百分百可行，可真等遇到惊涛骇浪时，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们往往会选择另一条路，不久之后的厉铮就是。
肺炎和小孩儿们得的百日咳差不多，要养足一定日子才算好的了。厉铮整整<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">医院住了小半个月，打了吊水无数，吃了药品无数才算康复出院。
正月十五。
颜珏<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">家里包着汤圆，包的活计是从妈妈那里学来的，爸爸老家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">江南水乡，每年正月十五都喜欢吃自家包的汤圆，爸爸的妈妈<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">世时爸爸的妈妈给爸爸做，后来爸爸的妈妈过世了，就改成妈妈这个西北的媳妇现学现卖给爸爸做了。妈妈手艺很好。
芝麻陷是颜珏提前几天就腌好的，颜珏<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">里面加了桂花和玫瑰，远远放<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">桌案上闻着就是香甜，她往盆里倒了些开水，趁热伸手进去和粉，等粉和好了，颜珏的手也被红了，没办法，谁让糯米粉必须用开水和才能保持粘性。
她拿起赶得一张皮，舀了勺馅放进去，边对屋里的俩<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">喊话，“差不多准备吃汤圆了。”
厉言也<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">她家，他这次是私下和领导软磨硬泡好久才跑回来了，目的自然是见俞渝。不过不知道是太巧还是不巧，颜珏听说俞渝又被外派采访了。大过年的，真不消停。叹口气的功夫，颜珏包好了十五个汤圆，刚好锅里的水也开了，她拿起汤圆，一起下锅。没一会儿，白色上浮水面，像一个个小雪球，颜珏笑着把它们盛出锅，朝外面喊，“好了哦。”
她支着下巴，看吃的烫嘴，却依旧不忘对她发牢骚的厉言。“哥，嫂子，绅士她怎么这么封建，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">都说女大三抱金砖，俞渝还没大<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">满四岁呢，就三岁零十一个月，哥，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">支支招，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">咋样才能把婶婶这个强力工事拿下。”
厉铮吃的比厉言斯文许多，两兄弟坐一起，颜珏真的不信厉铮和厉言一样当过兵。他舀了个汤圆<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">勺里，吹了吹，才递到颜珏嘴边，看着她吃，他嘴里说，“这个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">真没什么办法，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">嫂子当初是因为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">妈觉得门第不同，属于软件可协调矛盾，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和俞渝……怎么说……改变不了的硬件问题。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">才硬件问题！”颜珏和厉言一起出声，颜珏更是要出嘴里汤圆一口汤汁，直接喷了厉铮一脸。厉铮湿着张脸，无可奈何的表情，他接过颜珏递来的纸巾，“其实无论是硬件问题还是软件问题都不是真的问题，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">担心的是，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和俞渝差距四年的年纪，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">生观和价值观到了之后会产生很大分歧，再加上<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">……”
厉铮看眼弟弟，后者竖了眉毛，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">怎么了！”
“年轻气盛，做事冲动，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">觉得妈是担心<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">三分钟热度。”女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的青春像灿烂夏花般<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">当即盛开似火，过了那个年纪凋零的速度快的可怕，厉铮理解母亲担心的是什么：年华逝去，容颜衰老，到时候厉言还能否接受这四年的差距。
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不会！”那天，厉言留下这句话，以及一个原本装了十个汤圆的空碗离开厉铮的公寓，回部队去了。
大病一场之后，厉铮的身体总给颜珏一种不放心的感觉，所以当十五过后，厉铮提出回公司上班时，颜珏依然决定<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">没开学这段时间里到厉铮的办公室“陪读”。
年后的日光比起年前的苍白多了些葱茏的黄色，微暖的照<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">沙发上盖着薄毯熟睡的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">身上。颜珏本来是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">画画，可不知是空调的声音过去规律，还是室内温度太适于午睡，总之颜珏就那么手拿画笔画板的睡着了。厉铮看完第二份设计图纸时，抬头发现了睡着的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，这才拿来薄毯给她盖上。
他撩起她一束发丝放<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">唇边，轻轻地嗅，是好闻的味道。可有<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">偏偏要煞风景，颜珏啧啧嘴，闭着眼，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">三天没洗头了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">闻<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">头发上的油味儿吗？”
厉铮拉她起身，“没记错，昨天好像有个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一直缠着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">要洗鸳鸯浴？”
“胡说。”颜珏脸红的拉开毯子起身，她才不会说昨晚那个像个女土匪一样，强压着厉先生陪她洗了一场火辣辣鸳鸯浴的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是自己呢！她只不过太想他而已。“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">去买杯咖啡，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">要吗？”
“唔……”厉铮低头沉吟下，“那就来杯卡布奇诺吧。”
卡布奇诺还<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">咖啡机里冒着泡泡，咖啡厅隔壁座位两个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的对话声吸引了颜珏的注意。当第一个女声出现时，颜珏认出那是属于程北望妈妈的声音，尖酸刻薄，带点张狂。她只是没想到，程北望妈妈和谁说话都这个口气。
“说个数吧，要多少钱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">才答应给北望生个孩子？”颜珏看不见她<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，却想象的出程北望妈妈此时双手抱肩，昂着头一脸高傲指使的样子。第二个女声传来时，颜珏真惊了，竟是Chris。
Chris不知是刚刚哭过还是感冒过，声音闷闷的，程北望妈妈说完话半天，颜珏才听她说，“抱歉，阿姨，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的要求<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">答应不了，真的，北望他现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">有他自己的家庭，有他深爱的妻子，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不想也不能去破坏他们，虽然<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">承认<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">还爱他。”
咖啡机<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">继续转，颜珏冷笑一声，Chris果然和程北望有过曾经，她没想错。没说话，颜珏继续听。为了好友的幸福，她甘愿做个无耻的窃听者。
程北望的妈妈<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">继续，“既然爱就行了，阿姨承认，阿姨当初强行拆散<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和北望是阿姨不对，阿姨如果知道北望如今娶了个不能下蛋的鸡阿姨当初怎么也不会反对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和北望的事情的。”
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">才是鸡，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们全家都是只会下蛋不会好声叫唤的鸡！颜珏气得头顶直发晕，她扶着桌台，往隔壁靠了靠，因为程北望母亲的声音明显变小了。颜珏听她小声说着这些话，“告诉<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，别给脸不要脸，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的底<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">早摸透了，如果<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">有更好的选择<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">当<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">会选<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">这个没<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">要的□吗？和北望分开之后，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">被多少男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">睡过，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">自己记得清吗？据<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">所知，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爸到现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">还<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">赌，而<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">妈的癌症也一直<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">靠<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">维持，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">把话说明白了，要么<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">老老实实去和北望和好，然后给他生个儿子，顺利的话，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">会让北望和那个女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">离婚娶了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，到时候<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">既有钱救济家里，还能享受程家少奶奶的殊荣，何乐而不为，而且……”
她顿了顿，继续，“就算<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们北望最后不会娶<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">作为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们程家继承<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的生母，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们也是不会亏待<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的。”
上午十点，咖啡厅里的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">三三两两坐着，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不多，所以颜珏拍案而起的声音<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">空间里显得格外明显，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">说够了没？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">实<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">听不下去了，什么叫生不了蛋的鸡？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">生的出程北望那家伙，那<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">岂不是要尊称<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一声好鸡了？就<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">这种家庭，文景配<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们，是糟蹋了！”
服务员刚好送来打包的咖啡，被颜珏这一发飙一吓，站<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一步之遥的地方不敢进退，颜珏骂完，夺过咖啡要走，可想想又折了回来，她做了那天最有失身份的一件事，把厉铮那杯卡布奇诺直接兜头伺候向了程北望那个妈。
她想，泡沫配上程妈妈那头大卷发，也算得上一番景致，对得起她“好鸡”的名号了，当然，这一切的前提是没有半路杀出的Chris的话。
Chris那样的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，应该是第一次这么狼狈，乌黑的头发洒满棕色的液体，远远的颜珏闻到咖啡和她头上发油的浓郁香气。颜珏嘴巴抿紧半天，却没道歉。
“活该。”说完这句，她调头离开，也不去听缓过神来的程妈妈说的那些骂骂咧咧。自尊，是先要尊重自己，才能要别<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">来尊重<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">；自爱，是先要自己爱自己，才能要周围的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">。此时替程妈妈挡了咖啡的Chris<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">颜珏眼里成了不自尊不自爱的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">。
咖啡厅离厉铮他们公司所<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的蓉北商业街东段30号有二十几米远的距离。颜珏出来的匆忙，身上穿的衣服不多，只有一件薄棉袄，此时漫无目的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">马路上走出好远的她被风一吹才觉出冷来。近处有个报亭，橱窗里摆着几包香烟外壳。颜珏走过去，敲敲窗，“来包茶花！”
“啥是茶花？”窗开了，里面的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一口东北口音回答。颜珏懊恼地反应过来，这种地方哪里会卖女士香烟，她从钱包里拿张粉票子，“随便来包什么烟。”
香烟这东西，从来不是个好东西，无论是几块钱一包的双喜，还是几十块一包的中华，许久没抽烟，尼古丁的强烈味道刺激着她味蕾，一阵咳嗽。
一双手<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">她背上拍拍，颜珏转脸看，是不知什么时候出现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">自己身边的Chris。Chris挨着她坐<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">马路边，拿过她手里燃了三分之一的香烟，放<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">地上熄灭。“颜珏，知道吗？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">很羡慕文景。”
颜珏嗤笑一下，“羡慕她什么，羡慕她不能生孩子，然后能腾个位子出来给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">？”
颜珏的话没让Chris生气，她莞尔一笑，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是真羡慕她，她有<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">怎么个能给她出头，愿意给她出头的朋友，那时候，哪怕有一个朋友肯帮帮<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">也许就不是现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">了。”
“想听听<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的故事吗？”她额头上还带着没擦净的咖啡渍，颜珏想拒绝却说不出口，只能低头玩手里的烟盒。
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">本名不是Chris，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">原来的名字叫简洁，简单、洁净，大家都说那是个好名字。”
【番外】<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是简洁。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">比程北望小三岁，上大学那会儿，是她来火车站接的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们那批学生。那时候的他比现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">瘦，但是却不淡薄，拎着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">从家乡小城拿来的两个大包裹，气也不喘就搬上了车，丝毫没有其他城市里男孩子那种娇气。如果不是他后来问<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">包里带的什么，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">想<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们是不会有后来的故事的。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">带的是整整两大包的馍，城里物价高，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">上大学不容易，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">想节省。可那些馍没等吃上半个月就长了毛。可<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">把毛弄下去还是吃，最终吃到食物中毒，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">体育课上晕倒，醒来时，他拿着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">床铺下面的馍对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">大吼，“以后再敢吃这种东西，就给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">好看。”
后来<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">自然是没再吃，因为他成了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的男朋友。很奇怪吧，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">自己都觉得奇怪，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">俩<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一起莫名其妙的，可就是这么莫名其妙的却让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">有了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">生里最纯粹也最单纯的一段感情。
程北望对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">很好，比校园里绝大多数女生的男朋友都好，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">来月事肚子痛，那时候寝室供暖不好，他就<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">外面开房，加了热宝，再抱着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">暖肚子。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">说句话<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">信吗？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">们<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一起四年，他没越雷池一步。但不要怀疑，他很正常。
四年光阴很快过去，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">大学毕业，他研究生毕业，结婚的事情自然而然被他提起，可那时的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">什么都不敢想，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">老家来信，爹把家里的钱全输光了，娘得了癌，他家境那么好，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是高攀。
果然<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">见到了他妈，他妈那时候比现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">年轻，脾气也更大，直接甩了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">一张支票，说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的底细<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">都清楚了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">配不上<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">家程北望，离开他。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">知道吗？那时候<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">成绩优秀，本来学校要报送研究生的，但是他妈妈施压，于是已定就成了暂定。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">想读书，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">想改变<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的命运，于是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">学业和爱情面前<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">选了前者。
可事实上，偷鸡不成蚀把米说的就是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爹来城里那天带<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">去见个大老板，说要<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">老家合资盖厂，他说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是大学生，懂的多，去了不怕被骗。
事实上，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爹哪会被骗。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">醒来时，那个男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">已经<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">身上呼哧呼哧了，他那根棒子把<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">割的好疼，血流了好多。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">喊疼，可<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">知道怎么？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">爹就<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">门外，他对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">说：闺女，忍忍，爹欠<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">钱了。
后来那个男的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">身上做了三次才算泄气。
事后<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">穿上衣服回学校，就当什么都没发生，可<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">却怀孕了，更让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">忍受不了的是，晕倒那天，刚好北望来学校找<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">。
后来<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">退学，四处打工，然后再时不时被爹“叫出去”一次，习惯是个可怕的东西，它让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">习惯堕落。
后来<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">瞒着爹来了这座城市，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">认真工作，曾经<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">也幻想过幸福，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">知道，那个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">是厉总，不过<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">和他太好了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">压根没机会。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">的故事就这么多，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">放心，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">不会破坏<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com989bdf1155LS0=E021290EC57SS">朋友的婚姻，无论是他还是她都值得幸福。
作者有话要说：更新了6000字，私语要累死了，这周的任务完成，不过估计出版稿要修很多，加油，大家觉得Chris咋样，我觉得是个追求幸福的好妹纸