63第063章
<li> 今天一大早就便出城,掌灯时分方才回府。待听到消息，连晚膳也顾不得吃上一口，又马不停蹄地赶过来。
她问他为什么会<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">这里？
谢怀瑾的心有点涩涩的，还有那么一丝丝后悔,或许招春宴那晚，他就该狠下心来,管她同意与否，都将她带回去。怨他也罢，怪他也罢，至少不会落得眼下这般惨烈。
凌乱的头发散乱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">额前,高肿的脸颊还留有指痕,嘴角隐有血迹……难道她不知道,他看了会有多心痛,有多自责的吗？
这个丫头，还满不<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">乎地责问他，一边向他讨酒喝，一边漫无边际地与他说着无关痛痒的话，只字不提被打一事。
是她的性子始然，还是她<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">故作坚强？
谢怀瑾情不自禁地伸手抚向她的脸颊，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">她充满戒备的目光中，手一顿，改了方向转而抚过她的发，玩笑道：“几天不见，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">怕<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">想<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，就过来瞧瞧。”
她不想让他知道，他便装作不知，也不打算提起。
既然决定等她，他会给她足够的时间与耐心，等她向自己敞开心怀，等她亦如他恋着她一般心慕于他，等她愿意与他执手一生，青丝相绾……
孟云心挥手拂开他的手，躲了开去，嫌恶地皱皱鼻子，“别总对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">说这些肉麻兮兮地话。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不爱听！从<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">嘴里听到实话就这么难吗？”
仗着自己的那点酒劲儿，孟云心的胆色更大了几分，说起话来也不再那么客气，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">为何不说，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">监视<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们府里？为何不说，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">与<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">相见，不过是另有目的？那个楚王不简单，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">也一样不是个省心的。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不管<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们究竟是为了什么？财物也好、权利也罢！这些通通都与<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">无关，别个个都往<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的身上打主意！”
孟云心越说越激动，紧握着双拳，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不过一个小小庶女，身无长物，也无特别之能。不值得<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们这些大<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">物处心积虑地将时间浪费<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">身上。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">也知，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">这府里<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">已是极够艰难的。又何必处处为难于<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不得安宁。”
谢怀瑾的脸色变得有些难看，拢眉问道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">何时为难过<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不愿做<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的妾<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">便不纳<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不愿<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">知道的事情，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">便不提起。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不想听的话，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">更不愿多说一句惹<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">心烦……<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">还要让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">如何待<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">？”
“离<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">远一些。别有事儿没事儿的往<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">身边靠。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">感谢<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">医毒，这份情<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">记着。但是，思及过往，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">也不是个行事磊落的君子。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">曾对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">说过，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">讨厌被<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">利用。以前的事情，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">可以不计较。但以后，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们还是保持距离的好。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">只要一份简单的生活，简单地过完这一世便好。所以，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们这样的高级<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">物<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">沾惹不起。同样的话，别让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">再说了。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">听得不累，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">说得都累了。”
她的语气很冷，也很不耐烦。
谢怀瑾深邃的眸光停留<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">她的脸上，眼睛中流露出来的并不是往日惯有的温和与关切，反而是一种认真而又霸道的审视。他的眼神犀利冷锐，眸间锋芒盛气凌<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，竟是张扬得毫无顾忌，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">竟是这般厌烦<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的吗？还是，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">遇到了可嫁为正妻好男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">？”
孟云心张了张嘴，想了半天狠狠心道，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">猜对了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">最近就是遇见了个好男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，想嫁<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">了。”
“哦？”谢怀瑾的脸上神情看不出喜怒，凑近了看她，长长的睫毛几乎要扫上她的苍白脸颊，“是谁？”
孟云心瞪着他，这厮此刻看起来好可怕，如不说出个所以然，他定不会死心。
“身材高大，长相妖孽，深情如许，潇洒多金的俊美男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">！呃……”孟云心信口胡说，说着说着，眼睛一亮，从怀中掏出那枚黄田石的印章<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">谢怀瑾的眼前晃了晃，“瞧见了吧？这是他给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的定情信物，懂吗？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们已经私定终身，愿结百年……”
话音未落，手中的黄田石被谢怀瑾掠了过去，翻转到正面一瞧，谢怀瑾笑了，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">是说——<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">与这印章的主<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">私定了终身？”
孟云心见他笑容中的流露出的几分嘲弄，心中咯噔一下，莫非他认识这印章的主<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不成？
谢狐狸一向狡猾，万一他是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">诈她呢！就算没有诈她，既然话已出口，万没有再收回去的道理。
孟云心没好气地上前就要将黄田石抢过，却扑了个空，怒视谢狐狸：“还给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">！”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">先回答<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">！”
“是，没错。”
“如果真是他，那<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">就要失望了。”谢怀瑾一眨不眨的看进她的眼睛，“他是不会娶<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">为正妻的，想知道原因吗？他从落生那天起，就已经有了指腹为婚的妻。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">胡说！”孟云心眨巴眨巴眼睛，仍旧嘴硬道。心里暗叫坏菜了，看来这次是真的撞枪口上了。
谢怀瑾叹了口气，将黄田石放<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">她的掌心里，“珞儿，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">何苦用这等蹩脚的谎话骗<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">？如果<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的心意已定，如果<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的心从此不<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">这里，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">苦求于<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">也是无用的。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的意思是说……”孟云心察觉他话中之意，心里涌出有一丝酸酸甜甜地感觉。这种感觉并不让她感到有多舒服。
他微微的笑着，眼神却一点点冷了下来，那眼神玉石般的质感，坚定里生出淡淡的凉意。
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">连夜赶过来，为得哪般，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">都不知吗？难道只为从<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">口中得到这几句伤心话？……<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">若再不死心又能怎样？”
孟云心抬眼看着他，一时竟看不出他深邃如常的眼眸里到底映衬着什么，她张张口，突然觉得嗓子有点涩，那点涩味泛进唇齿间，比刚才的酒味还苦几分。
她应该高兴不是吗？终于如愿以偿了。
身中绝情丹的毒，除非得了解药，否则终生不能动情。这样也罢，她本就不属于这个世上，形单影只地来，形单影只的去。无牵无挂，来去从容，反而轻松自<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">。
她怔<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">那里，心中<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">急速的措词，觉得自己应该说些什么，却又一时不知该说什么好。谢怀瑾也不说话，两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">之间沉默下来，生出一种淡淡的窒息感。
从孟云心的角度看去，只看得见他的下颌，线条精致而流畅，一抹薄唇抿得比她还紧。
谢怀瑾惯于微笑着，羽扇纶巾，风华气度，笑得尊贵又大气，笑得睥睨三山五岳，孟云心看惯了他的微笑，不习惯他嘴角那一抹近乎冷峻的弧度。
既然都再无话可说，留<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">这里已是不宜。
孟云心咬了咬牙，挺着有些僵硬的脊背慢慢地转身，慢慢地走出暗室，慢慢地呼吸着暗夜里的森冷空气……
身子<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">轻轻地发抖
“珞儿……”一声极轻极轻地呼唤钻入她的耳中，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">她听来，是却变成极大极大的声响。
她猛然的转头，又后悔，为什么听到他的低唤要回头。
“珞儿，有些事情瞒着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，于<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，是不够磊落，于<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，却是有苦衷的。”谢怀瑾步至她面前，细细地用温润的目光勾画她的眉眼，“珞儿，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">希望<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">是那个为了心爱的女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不惜弃国弃家的男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，但，很抱歉，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">做不到。”
孟云心眨眨眼睛，逼退眼中的湿意，看着他，强笑道，“于家，于国，于天下！有责任肯担当的男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，大多都是有苦衷的。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">身份始然，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">懂！所以……呵呵……<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">瞧，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">讨厌<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，而<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">也有自己的责任<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">身。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们约定从此陌路，对彼此再合适不过了。”
宽长的广袖下，谢怀瑾的双手，紧握成拳，指尖深深地扣进掌心里。脸上却蔓延着淡淡地笑，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">总是这般让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">感叹！”
谢怀瑾深深看她，“珞儿，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">以为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">可以推开一切从此高枕无忧？然，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">却不知道，只要<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">存<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的洒脱随性，都会对一些<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">产生无可抗拒的莫大吸引。”
孟云心苦笑道，“或许，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的存<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">原本就是个错误。”
“执拗的丫头……”谢怀瑾的喉结上下滚动了几下，闭上双眼，掩去眼中的涩痛和落寞，突然倾身上前，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">她额上印下羽毛般轻盈的一吻。
他行动间散发的淡淡异香，和着流动<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">暗道中的夜风一起飘散<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">空气中，氤氲出轻逸而恬静的气息，假山外，北风骤起，簌簌而落的雪装点了银白的世界。
“珞儿……”
“嗯？”
“今晚，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">真的，很美。”
孟云心微垂着头，兀自抚着凌乱的发丝，高肿的脸颊，呃……她，很美么？
谢怀瑾深深地凝视着孟云心，那么认真、那么执著、似乎想把她牢牢地记住，也似乎是想看过这一眼后，把她完全的忘记。
直直盯了她好一阵，暗道中传来他的叹息。
待孟云心抬起头时，只听到衣袂拂过的风声。
……
“小姐，小姐……”小青睁开眼睛时，正看到孟云心<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">发呆，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">方才是怎么了？”
孟云心回神，淡笑道：“好些了吗？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">忧心太过，晕厥了。”
知秋捧过一碗热气腾腾的汤水，给孟云心喝，不无担心地劝道：“小姐若是冷了，就打发小青回来取大麾。怎好去喝那些老货的酒，也不知干不干净。”
小青起身，诧异道：“小姐喝酒了？”
知秋怨道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">也是，好端端的怎么就晕厥了。小姐冻坏了，去寻了守夜的婆子饮了一杯酒吃。那群老货，除了酒还能有什么。哪个晚上不都喝得醉熏熏的，臭死了。”
“好了。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们都下去歇息吧。眼瞧着天就亮了。早起，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">还得去打扫内院呢。”这一夜着实难熬，孟云心确实也乏了，催着她们去休息。
两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不敢再扰她，服侍她躺下后，轻手轻脚地退下。
知秋不放心，硬是揪着小青给她说宜春园里的事情。两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">委进一张床榻上，絮絮地讲了一夜。
第二天一早，孟云心还没起身，暂代周婆子做早膳的吴婆子找到知秋，“……大爷身边的于姨娘没（读mò）了。”
她问他为什么会<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">这里？
谢怀瑾的心有点涩涩的，还有那么一丝丝后悔,或许招春宴那晚，他就该狠下心来,管她同意与否，都将她带回去。怨他也罢，怪他也罢，至少不会落得眼下这般惨烈。
凌乱的头发散乱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">额前,高肿的脸颊还留有指痕,嘴角隐有血迹……难道她不知道,他看了会有多心痛,有多自责的吗？
这个丫头，还满不<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">乎地责问他，一边向他讨酒喝，一边漫无边际地与他说着无关痛痒的话，只字不提被打一事。
是她的性子始然，还是她<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">故作坚强？
谢怀瑾情不自禁地伸手抚向她的脸颊，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">她充满戒备的目光中，手一顿，改了方向转而抚过她的发，玩笑道：“几天不见，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">怕<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">想<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，就过来瞧瞧。”
她不想让他知道，他便装作不知，也不打算提起。
既然决定等她，他会给她足够的时间与耐心，等她向自己敞开心怀，等她亦如他恋着她一般心慕于他，等她愿意与他执手一生，青丝相绾……
孟云心挥手拂开他的手，躲了开去，嫌恶地皱皱鼻子，“别总对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">说这些肉麻兮兮地话。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不爱听！从<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">嘴里听到实话就这么难吗？”
仗着自己的那点酒劲儿，孟云心的胆色更大了几分，说起话来也不再那么客气，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">为何不说，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">监视<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们府里？为何不说，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">与<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">相见，不过是另有目的？那个楚王不简单，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">也一样不是个省心的。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不管<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们究竟是为了什么？财物也好、权利也罢！这些通通都与<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">无关，别个个都往<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的身上打主意！”
孟云心越说越激动，紧握着双拳，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不过一个小小庶女，身无长物，也无特别之能。不值得<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们这些大<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">物处心积虑地将时间浪费<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">身上。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">也知，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">这府里<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">已是极够艰难的。又何必处处为难于<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不得安宁。”
谢怀瑾的脸色变得有些难看，拢眉问道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">何时为难过<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不愿做<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的妾<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">便不纳<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不愿<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">知道的事情，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">便不提起。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不想听的话，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">更不愿多说一句惹<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">心烦……<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">还要让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">如何待<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">？”
“离<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">远一些。别有事儿没事儿的往<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">身边靠。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">感谢<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">医毒，这份情<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">记着。但是，思及过往，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">也不是个行事磊落的君子。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">曾对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">说过，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">讨厌被<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">利用。以前的事情，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">可以不计较。但以后，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们还是保持距离的好。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">只要一份简单的生活，简单地过完这一世便好。所以，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们这样的高级<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">物<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">沾惹不起。同样的话，别让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">再说了。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">听得不累，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">说得都累了。”
她的语气很冷，也很不耐烦。
谢怀瑾深邃的眸光停留<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">她的脸上，眼睛中流露出来的并不是往日惯有的温和与关切，反而是一种认真而又霸道的审视。他的眼神犀利冷锐，眸间锋芒盛气凌<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，竟是张扬得毫无顾忌，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">竟是这般厌烦<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的吗？还是，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">遇到了可嫁为正妻好男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">？”
孟云心张了张嘴，想了半天狠狠心道，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">猜对了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">最近就是遇见了个好男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，想嫁<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">了。”
“哦？”谢怀瑾的脸上神情看不出喜怒，凑近了看她，长长的睫毛几乎要扫上她的苍白脸颊，“是谁？”
孟云心瞪着他，这厮此刻看起来好可怕，如不说出个所以然，他定不会死心。
“身材高大，长相妖孽，深情如许，潇洒多金的俊美男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">！呃……”孟云心信口胡说，说着说着，眼睛一亮，从怀中掏出那枚黄田石的印章<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">谢怀瑾的眼前晃了晃，“瞧见了吧？这是他给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的定情信物，懂吗？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们已经私定终身，愿结百年……”
话音未落，手中的黄田石被谢怀瑾掠了过去，翻转到正面一瞧，谢怀瑾笑了，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">是说——<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">与这印章的主<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">私定了终身？”
孟云心见他笑容中的流露出的几分嘲弄，心中咯噔一下，莫非他认识这印章的主<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不成？
谢狐狸一向狡猾，万一他是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">诈她呢！就算没有诈她，既然话已出口，万没有再收回去的道理。
孟云心没好气地上前就要将黄田石抢过，却扑了个空，怒视谢狐狸：“还给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">！”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">先回答<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">！”
“是，没错。”
“如果真是他，那<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">就要失望了。”谢怀瑾一眨不眨的看进她的眼睛，“他是不会娶<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">为正妻的，想知道原因吗？他从落生那天起，就已经有了指腹为婚的妻。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">胡说！”孟云心眨巴眨巴眼睛，仍旧嘴硬道。心里暗叫坏菜了，看来这次是真的撞枪口上了。
谢怀瑾叹了口气，将黄田石放<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">她的掌心里，“珞儿，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">何苦用这等蹩脚的谎话骗<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">？如果<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的心意已定，如果<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的心从此不<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">这里，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">苦求于<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">也是无用的。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的意思是说……”孟云心察觉他话中之意，心里涌出有一丝酸酸甜甜地感觉。这种感觉并不让她感到有多舒服。
他微微的笑着，眼神却一点点冷了下来，那眼神玉石般的质感，坚定里生出淡淡的凉意。
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">连夜赶过来，为得哪般，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">都不知吗？难道只为从<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">口中得到这几句伤心话？……<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">若再不死心又能怎样？”
孟云心抬眼看着他，一时竟看不出他深邃如常的眼眸里到底映衬着什么，她张张口，突然觉得嗓子有点涩，那点涩味泛进唇齿间，比刚才的酒味还苦几分。
她应该高兴不是吗？终于如愿以偿了。
身中绝情丹的毒，除非得了解药，否则终生不能动情。这样也罢，她本就不属于这个世上，形单影只地来，形单影只的去。无牵无挂，来去从容，反而轻松自<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">。
她怔<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">那里，心中<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">急速的措词，觉得自己应该说些什么，却又一时不知该说什么好。谢怀瑾也不说话，两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">之间沉默下来，生出一种淡淡的窒息感。
从孟云心的角度看去，只看得见他的下颌，线条精致而流畅，一抹薄唇抿得比她还紧。
谢怀瑾惯于微笑着，羽扇纶巾，风华气度，笑得尊贵又大气，笑得睥睨三山五岳，孟云心看惯了他的微笑，不习惯他嘴角那一抹近乎冷峻的弧度。
既然都再无话可说，留<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">这里已是不宜。
孟云心咬了咬牙，挺着有些僵硬的脊背慢慢地转身，慢慢地走出暗室，慢慢地呼吸着暗夜里的森冷空气……
身子<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">轻轻地发抖
“珞儿……”一声极轻极轻地呼唤钻入她的耳中，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">她听来，是却变成极大极大的声响。
她猛然的转头，又后悔，为什么听到他的低唤要回头。
“珞儿，有些事情瞒着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，于<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，是不够磊落，于<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，却是有苦衷的。”谢怀瑾步至她面前，细细地用温润的目光勾画她的眉眼，“珞儿，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">希望<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">是那个为了心爱的女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不惜弃国弃家的男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，但，很抱歉，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">做不到。”
孟云心眨眨眼睛，逼退眼中的湿意，看着他，强笑道，“于家，于国，于天下！有责任肯担当的男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，大多都是有苦衷的。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">身份始然，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">懂！所以……呵呵……<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">瞧，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">讨厌<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，而<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">也有自己的责任<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">身。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们约定从此陌路，对彼此再合适不过了。”
宽长的广袖下，谢怀瑾的双手，紧握成拳，指尖深深地扣进掌心里。脸上却蔓延着淡淡地笑，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">总是这般让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">感叹！”
谢怀瑾深深看她，“珞儿，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">以为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">可以推开一切从此高枕无忧？然，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">却不知道，只要<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">存<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的洒脱随性，都会对一些<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">产生无可抗拒的莫大吸引。”
孟云心苦笑道，“或许，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">的存<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">原本就是个错误。”
“执拗的丫头……”谢怀瑾的喉结上下滚动了几下，闭上双眼，掩去眼中的涩痛和落寞，突然倾身上前，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">她额上印下羽毛般轻盈的一吻。
他行动间散发的淡淡异香，和着流动<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">暗道中的夜风一起飘散<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">空气中，氤氲出轻逸而恬静的气息，假山外，北风骤起，簌簌而落的雪装点了银白的世界。
“珞儿……”
“嗯？”
“今晚，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">真的，很美。”
孟云心微垂着头，兀自抚着凌乱的发丝，高肿的脸颊，呃……她，很美么？
谢怀瑾深深地凝视着孟云心，那么认真、那么执著、似乎想把她牢牢地记住，也似乎是想看过这一眼后，把她完全的忘记。
直直盯了她好一阵，暗道中传来他的叹息。
待孟云心抬起头时，只听到衣袂拂过的风声。
……
“小姐，小姐……”小青睁开眼睛时，正看到孟云心<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">发呆，“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">方才是怎么了？”
孟云心回神，淡笑道：“好些了吗？<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">忧心太过，晕厥了。”
知秋捧过一碗热气腾腾的汤水，给孟云心喝，不无担心地劝道：“小姐若是冷了，就打发小青回来取大麾。怎好去喝那些老货的酒，也不知干不干净。”
小青起身，诧异道：“小姐喝酒了？”
知秋怨道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">也是，好端端的怎么就晕厥了。小姐冻坏了，去寻了守夜的婆子饮了一杯酒吃。那群老货，除了酒还能有什么。哪个晚上不都喝得醉熏熏的，臭死了。”
“好了。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">们都下去歇息吧。眼瞧着天就亮了。早起，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">还得去打扫内院呢。”这一夜着实难熬，孟云心确实也乏了，催着她们去休息。
两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">不敢再扰她，服侍她躺下后，轻手轻脚地退下。
知秋不放心，硬是揪着小青给她说宜春园里的事情。两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comdc4bc12a91LS0=00S1WL07y3QyS">委进一张床榻上，絮絮地讲了一夜。
第二天一早，孟云心还没起身，暂代周婆子做早膳的吴婆子找到知秋，“……大爷身边的于姨娘没（读mò）了。”