正文 42第四十一章
门外的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">出现的太突然,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">还没做出对他最终判决的时候。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">本能地挂了电话,默不出声。
此刻要不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">二楼,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">甚至会毫不犹豫地从阳台爬出去遁走。
他又唤了两声,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">仍旧不声不响，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">就是不想理他,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的概念中，理了他就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">原谅了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">屈服了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">里面,”默了一阵后他说，“第一，这个房间的灯亮着，第二,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">刚才听见了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的说话声,第三……”说完这一句,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">拿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">手中的手机兀然响起，愣是吓得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">一哆嗦。
他又扣了扣门：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">数五下，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">是自己来开门呢，还是等着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">去拿了钥匙再开门，当然，后者是有代价的。五，四……”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">皱紧着眉头，站起身迈出一步又退了回来。他这是干什么，做错事的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">反倒理直气壮地来威胁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">了？
当数到一之后外面就没动静了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">心念直转，一个箭步冲到门口，想着趁他不备偷溜出屋，虽然没有想过这么晚了能去哪里，但就想折腾的他不得安宁。
门一开，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">傻眼了。
尼玛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">被骗了！
刚刚说数完五声去拿钥匙的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">正好整以暇地站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">房门口，面部表情毫无波澜，守株待兔这个词被他诠释的恰到好处。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">要不要这么聪明，要不要这么了解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">！
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">惊悚到一时反应无能，直愣愣地处<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">门口，进也不是退也不是。
等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">神魂归位的时候，直觉想把门当着他的面“啪”一声关上。
但还不待<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的手指头动一下，他却先一步一掌撑开门，拉过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的手腕把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">拖出了屋。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">放开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">，放开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">……”<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">叫嚣着，另一只手狠狠地掰着他拽着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的手指，可硬是分毫也撼动不了。一股酸意直冲眼眶，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">怒极，泪眼朦胧中一口咬上他抓着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的手背。
只听身边的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">“嘶——”了一声，却仍不松手。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">也不敢咬的太狠，见他无动于衷干脆就松了口，瘪瘪嘴再忍不住憋屈，眼泪珠子哗啦啦地掉，随之而来的便是毫不遮掩的大哭出声。
待<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">再也掉不出一颗眼泪，吸着鼻子一抽一抽的时候，才猛然发现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">已经被他拉着坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">了他的房间里他的床边。
他的指腹摩挲着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的面颊，轻轻地抹去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">满脸的湿意，而他此刻的姿势——跪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">床边，置身于<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的双腿间，一手圈着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的腰仰头静静地望着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">，那眼神，深邃地仿佛能把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">吸进去。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">用脚尖顶了顶他的腹部，想把他推离，却被他一把拽住脚踝。
“哭够了？来说说，什么事能气成这样，伤心成这样？”他说。
一听他这句话，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">不禁又有泪意上冒的趋势，可这泪意却突然生生转成了难耐的笑意。
他估计是察觉出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">今天被琼瑶女主附身，趁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">还没再次爆发出来的时候竟挠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">脚心痒痒，让她胎死腹中。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">身子不断扭动使劲挣了挣没挣脱，干脆又笑又哭起来，且哭的声嘶力竭，惊天动地。
他这才立刻松了手，抬眼一看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">那只打雷不下雨的面部表情，无奈地一笑。
“从来不是个喜欢哭的姑娘，再不说原因<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">可就真不再过问了。”
他起身状似要离开，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">冲着他的背影大吼：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">今天差点就再也见不着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">了！”
他骤然转身，眯着眼静待<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的下文。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">撅撅嘴，低下头压低了声音愤愤道：“打<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">电话也不接，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">知不知道那电梯出事故直接从五楼落到二楼，还好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">歪打正着反应快，才没有摔得粉身碎骨。”
室内一时出奇的安静，空气中的气压似乎瞬间下降了几档，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">缓缓抬头想看清他的表情，看他此刻会有什么表态，抬头的那一瞬却撞进某副硬实的胸膛。
他并没开口说什么，只是一只手轻拍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的后背，像小时候父亲安慰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">般，无需言语就能表达万千……
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当最后一个寒假来临时，每天打开电脑的使命就变成了投简历。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">一连投出十几份简历都杳无音讯后，便随口向戎海东抱怨了几句，他一排理所当然的表情，跳着眉冷嘲热讽：“就<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">大学那不学无术的样，能有单位要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">那真是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">家眼光独到了。”
最后他仿佛收留无家可归的小狗般收留了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">……
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">可没有那种家里能安排工作却往外推偏要自己出去闯一闯的倔劲儿，于是欣然应了下来，第二天便走马上任。
从此<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">就过上了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">单位他是领导，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">家里——他还是领导的日子。
这样的状态一直持续到答辩完那一天。
从答辩教室出来一身轻松，结果差强<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">意，但毕业是绝对没有问题的。
“去市医院。”<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">校门口拦了辆出租车<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">说道。
戎爷爷这两天听说身体不好住院了，因为忙着毕业事宜一直抽不出时间去看他，今天一忙完也不打算跟荣海东说一声了，直接就独自过去探望，路过医院门口时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">水果店挑了几种质软喂甜的水果一道带进去。
顺着服务台告知的病房号走到了对应的病房门口，正要踏脚进去顺带张嘴喊一声戎爷爷，就听里边传来一声：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">是不是跟敏丫头好上了？”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的心咯噔一声，这是戎爷爷的声音，他是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">问戎海东吗？他老<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">家怎么会知道？
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">止住了脚步，这种情况下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">竟胆怯地不敢进去不想面对，其实也有一部分原因是想听听另一个当事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">怎么说。
“是。”答案斩钉截铁。
室内静默了一瞬，接着又是戎爷爷的声音：“可是她并不知道那事，这样对她来说……并不公平。”
“事情都已经过去许久了，让她知道了，赵叔叔也不能回来，只会让她无法<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">这个家自处。”戎海东的声音有一阵沉默，接着声音低到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">几乎听不见，“爷爷，其实是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">没有勇气告诉她。”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">一开始一头雾水，但愈听愈有一种不好的预感。而随后戎爷爷的那句“是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">们戎家欠了那丫头的”让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">更加肯定了自己心中的想法。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">禁不住倒退几步，心中一个劲儿的告诉自己不可能的，一定不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">想的那样，可是只有那一种答案能解释他们一切的对话——他们就是肇事者，让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">失去爸爸的凶手。甚或于并非“他们”，而就是那个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">最不希望的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">默默地出了医院，呆呆地站了一会儿，而后一抹脸，满脸的湿意。
作者有话要说：预计还有5章左右完结吧，尽可能在春节前完成。对于由日更发展到隔日更再发展到季更最后半年更，我表示我去面壁……
此刻要不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">二楼,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">甚至会毫不犹豫地从阳台爬出去遁走。
他又唤了两声,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">仍旧不声不响，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">就是不想理他,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的概念中，理了他就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">原谅了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">屈服了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">里面,”默了一阵后他说，“第一，这个房间的灯亮着，第二,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">刚才听见了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的说话声,第三……”说完这一句,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">拿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">手中的手机兀然响起，愣是吓得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">一哆嗦。
他又扣了扣门：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">数五下，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">是自己来开门呢，还是等着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">去拿了钥匙再开门，当然，后者是有代价的。五，四……”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">皱紧着眉头，站起身迈出一步又退了回来。他这是干什么，做错事的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">反倒理直气壮地来威胁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">了？
当数到一之后外面就没动静了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">心念直转，一个箭步冲到门口，想着趁他不备偷溜出屋，虽然没有想过这么晚了能去哪里，但就想折腾的他不得安宁。
门一开，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">傻眼了。
尼玛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">被骗了！
刚刚说数完五声去拿钥匙的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">正好整以暇地站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">房门口，面部表情毫无波澜，守株待兔这个词被他诠释的恰到好处。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">要不要这么聪明，要不要这么了解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">！
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">惊悚到一时反应无能，直愣愣地处<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">门口，进也不是退也不是。
等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">神魂归位的时候，直觉想把门当着他的面“啪”一声关上。
但还不待<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的手指头动一下，他却先一步一掌撑开门，拉过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的手腕把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">拖出了屋。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">放开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">，放开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">……”<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">叫嚣着，另一只手狠狠地掰着他拽着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的手指，可硬是分毫也撼动不了。一股酸意直冲眼眶，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">怒极，泪眼朦胧中一口咬上他抓着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的手背。
只听身边的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">“嘶——”了一声，却仍不松手。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">也不敢咬的太狠，见他无动于衷干脆就松了口，瘪瘪嘴再忍不住憋屈，眼泪珠子哗啦啦地掉，随之而来的便是毫不遮掩的大哭出声。
待<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">再也掉不出一颗眼泪，吸着鼻子一抽一抽的时候，才猛然发现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">已经被他拉着坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">了他的房间里他的床边。
他的指腹摩挲着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的面颊，轻轻地抹去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">满脸的湿意，而他此刻的姿势——跪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">床边，置身于<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的双腿间，一手圈着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的腰仰头静静地望着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">，那眼神，深邃地仿佛能把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">吸进去。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">用脚尖顶了顶他的腹部，想把他推离，却被他一把拽住脚踝。
“哭够了？来说说，什么事能气成这样，伤心成这样？”他说。
一听他这句话，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">不禁又有泪意上冒的趋势，可这泪意却突然生生转成了难耐的笑意。
他估计是察觉出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">今天被琼瑶女主附身，趁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">还没再次爆发出来的时候竟挠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">脚心痒痒，让她胎死腹中。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">身子不断扭动使劲挣了挣没挣脱，干脆又笑又哭起来，且哭的声嘶力竭，惊天动地。
他这才立刻松了手，抬眼一看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">那只打雷不下雨的面部表情，无奈地一笑。
“从来不是个喜欢哭的姑娘，再不说原因<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">可就真不再过问了。”
他起身状似要离开，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">冲着他的背影大吼：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">今天差点就再也见不着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">了！”
他骤然转身，眯着眼静待<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的下文。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">撅撅嘴，低下头压低了声音愤愤道：“打<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">电话也不接，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">知不知道那电梯出事故直接从五楼落到二楼，还好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">歪打正着反应快，才没有摔得粉身碎骨。”
室内一时出奇的安静，空气中的气压似乎瞬间下降了几档，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">缓缓抬头想看清他的表情，看他此刻会有什么表态，抬头的那一瞬却撞进某副硬实的胸膛。
他并没开口说什么，只是一只手轻拍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的后背，像小时候父亲安慰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">般，无需言语就能表达万千……
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当最后一个寒假来临时，每天打开电脑的使命就变成了投简历。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">一连投出十几份简历都杳无音讯后，便随口向戎海东抱怨了几句，他一排理所当然的表情，跳着眉冷嘲热讽：“就<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">大学那不学无术的样，能有单位要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">那真是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">家眼光独到了。”
最后他仿佛收留无家可归的小狗般收留了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">……
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">可没有那种家里能安排工作却往外推偏要自己出去闯一闯的倔劲儿，于是欣然应了下来，第二天便走马上任。
从此<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">就过上了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">单位他是领导，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">家里——他还是领导的日子。
这样的状态一直持续到答辩完那一天。
从答辩教室出来一身轻松，结果差强<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">意，但毕业是绝对没有问题的。
“去市医院。”<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">校门口拦了辆出租车<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">说道。
戎爷爷这两天听说身体不好住院了，因为忙着毕业事宜一直抽不出时间去看他，今天一忙完也不打算跟荣海东说一声了，直接就独自过去探望，路过医院门口时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">水果店挑了几种质软喂甜的水果一道带进去。
顺着服务台告知的病房号走到了对应的病房门口，正要踏脚进去顺带张嘴喊一声戎爷爷，就听里边传来一声：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">是不是跟敏丫头好上了？”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">的心咯噔一声，这是戎爷爷的声音，他是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">问戎海东吗？他老<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">家怎么会知道？
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">止住了脚步，这种情况下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">竟胆怯地不敢进去不想面对，其实也有一部分原因是想听听另一个当事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">怎么说。
“是。”答案斩钉截铁。
室内静默了一瞬，接着又是戎爷爷的声音：“可是她并不知道那事，这样对她来说……并不公平。”
“事情都已经过去许久了，让她知道了，赵叔叔也不能回来，只会让她无法<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">这个家自处。”戎海东的声音有一阵沉默，接着声音低到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">几乎听不见，“爷爷，其实是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">没有勇气告诉她。”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">一开始一头雾水，但愈听愈有一种不好的预感。而随后戎爷爷的那句“是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">们戎家欠了那丫头的”让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">更加肯定了自己心中的想法。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">禁不住倒退几步，心中一个劲儿的告诉自己不可能的，一定不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">想的那样，可是只有那一种答案能解释他们一切的对话——他们就是肇事者，让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">失去爸爸的凶手。甚或于并非“他们”，而就是那个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">最不希望的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comcbb363400e">默默地出了医院，呆呆地站了一会儿，而后一抹脸，满脸的湿意。
作者有话要说：预计还有5章左右完结吧，尽可能在春节前完成。对于由日更发展到隔日更再发展到季更最后半年更，我表示我去面壁……