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晚上,若渐离出了一趟门，回来时脸色比大便还臭，气杀腾腾，臭小子，老子不发威，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">是病猫是吧。一脚揣开六十六号门，指着倒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">沙发上的历斯然大骂：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">妈的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">想害死老子是吧？老子问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，他妈的什么时候要跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">结婚了,老子是长得猥琐了点,可用得着这么败坏么，跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">结婚？老子用万能的右手也不要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">这个死小子！妈的，一想就要吐！”他捂着嘴巴真的进了厕所,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">里面呕个不停。好一阵才出来，面色难看，看见历斯然更是一脸嫌恶，离他远远的，指着他继续骂。
“老子给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">当牛当马当丫环，供<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">使唤也就罢了，还要赔上老子的名气，好歹老子也是个作家，也是有头有脸有地位滴！没错，老子是欠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">几次命，可老子不是一直<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">还吗？就凭老子给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">设计的那套反跟踪系统，也够还几条命了！还被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">嫌这嫌那，凭什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说要跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">结婚，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">就得配合<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">啊？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">真想揍死<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">丫的！”
“老子多好多正派一<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">啊，全毁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">死小子手中了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">美女面前毁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">清白也就罢了，居然敢扬言跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">结婚？老子没女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">喜欢么？当年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">俄罗斯，那个满大街追着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">跑的金发小妞是谁？老子不屑，不屑，知道吧？”
越说越上瘾，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">他面前卑躬屈膝得太久了，好不容易站直一回，得抓紧机会。不得不承认，骂这臭小子的感觉太爽了，得求老太太以后多给他几次机会。可是，不对劲啊，他怎么不反抗呢，这不像他的性格啊，平时骂他一句，他直接把他抵墙壁上了，大作家骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">一向没有流氓擅长，打<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">更加不擅长。这太不正常了，他偷偷走近历斯然，只见他眯着眼睛，脸上的眼泪像珠子似的流个不停。
“喂，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">哭什么啊，骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">几句又不痛！”若渐离慌了，这下好，从来不敢骂他，可骂他一回，却把他骂哭了，他真不是故意的啊。
“喂，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">别哭啊，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">不骂行了吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">错了，错了，不该骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">！”无数的追截围剿中，无数次的流血流汗中，甚至无数次死亡环境中，也没见他哭过啊！历斯然哭了，他死定了！
“好好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">承认<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">猥琐，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">欠揍，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">活该被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">欺负，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">别哭啊！”若渐离要哭了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">都承认错误了，道歉了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">怎么还哭？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">多憋屈啊，好不容易骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">一回，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">一声不吭，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">就投降了，喂，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">怎么还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">哭啊！
若渐离没辙了，他小心翼翼地走近历斯然，小心翼翼地弯下腰：“要不，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">答应给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">结婚？”一说完就捂了嘴，脸色苍白。
“她不要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，她不要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">好不容易爱上一个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，却不要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。”历斯然哑声说道，眼泪无声流淌。“可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">却舍不得伤害她。那天晚上，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">给她下了催眠药，看着她睡得那么美那么甜，却下不了手。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">这一辈子没这么忍过，为了她，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">什么都忍了！”
若渐离终于松了口气，原来不是他骂哭的，是失恋了，爱情，真不是个好东西！还是他想得透彻，实行得透彻！
“她那个傻女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，那么傻，却记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">喜欢吃红烧肉不要肥肉，喜欢跟清儿抢鸡蛋羹，就多做一碗放<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">面前，记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">不吃辣，她自己喜欢吃辣，却<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">做菜时不放辣椒，记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">喜欢吃排骨汤不要姜，她记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">那么多，却说不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。”他笑起来，“她居然说，要给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">换部车，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">那车太破了，怕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">泡不到女孩子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">不知道她说话的那样子，多小心，看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">生气，还以为伤了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">的自尊，她哪知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">生气是因为她总是一个劲把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">住别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">怀里推。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说，傻不傻？这世上有多少<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">看见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">就跑，就躲，就杀，只有她，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">她身边一年，她从来没有防备过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，这个傻女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，没一点心计，也没一点防患意思，只知道对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">好，从不知道对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">坏。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们去大悲寺，她不止把钱包给了那些乞讨的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，还把衣服也给了她们，还答应帮她们找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，这得多傻啊，给自己找了一身的麻烦事。可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">就爱她的傻，知道嘛，她是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">见过最美好的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。”眼泪继续流。
呃？给他换车？若渐离想笑没笑出来。他那车羡煞了多少<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">啊，功能齐全，一车多用，只怕是把她卖了也换不了一辆车！
“她说她不敢接受<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">的爱，她喜欢安稳。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">答应她从此跟她过安稳的生活，拆断<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">的翅膀给她收着，可是她不信，她不信！她说她没有勇气拿一生来赌！”历斯然惨笑，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">如此卑微地爱她，却不能换她一个承诺。”
若渐离叹气，换作是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">也不信啊。换作是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">也不肯跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">啊。太折腾，太年轻，太不定性，太喜怒无常，太随心所欲，太没安全感，根本就不是个居家型的好男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。突然又黑脸，他这么多缺点，自己怎么就跟他满世界跑呢？难怪这臭小子一说要跟他结婚，历家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">都信了，他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">一起也有好些年了吧？两<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">合作探险，合作赌博，合作暗算<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，合作盗窃，也是无恶不作啊。他检讨，他自己也是个没女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">要的坏男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。
“要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">一起确实不合适，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">要是真爱她，就离开她。”若渐离正色说道。
“连<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">都说不合适。”历斯然绝望地笑了。
那从未断过的眼泪，连若渐离看着都心酸，爱成这样，痛心这样，这小子也算是报应，当初他无视过伤害过多少女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">的心！“世界上有一种鸟没有脚，生下来就不停的飞，飞的累了就睡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">风里。一辈子只能着陆一次，那就是死亡的时候。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">就属于这种鸟。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">不甘于平淡，不甘心停泊，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">就是风。她不一样，她是一棵树，一辈子就呆一个地方，她要安宁，要平淡，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们幸福的概念不一样，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">的幸福<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">于追逐，不断追逐，她的幸福<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">于安稳，现世安稳。所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们不合适结婚。”若渐离冷静地分析，像每次他们作案时时分析案情一样。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">可以为她停留，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">能为她停留多久？鸟终是要飞的，风终是要走的。而树她不能为了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">短暂的停留或者一个无法兑现的承诺，将一生交付给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。她的条件不容她去赌。她不是一个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，她还带着孩子。”这注定是一场无望的爱情。也是他的劫数吧，一直不言爱，一旦爱，就栽了，栽得惨。
“没一点希望了？”历斯然喃喃自问，叫他如何死心！
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">可以用手段将她绑走，也可以将她杀死，她的心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">无法掌控，要得到她的身体没一点问题。”若渐离冷冷地说道。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">他妈闭嘴！”历斯然心一阵绞痛。
“怎么，才听一听就受不了？这可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们常做的事。她能跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们也做这些吗？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">抢个压寨夫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">来，也得她有压寨夫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">的素质才行，听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说过，她连车都不敢开，以后怎么逃命！别忘了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们一年到头不是搞别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，就是别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">搞<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">爱她也得为她的安全负责。就算她真跟了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">前面说的，不是被绑架，就是被杀死！只不过动手的不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">！”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">他妈闭嘴！闭嘴！”历斯然猛地跳起来，拽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">若渐离的胸前，猛地一拳头甩过去，若渐离甩到了地上，嘴角出了血。
若渐离慢慢用手擦去血迹，同情地看着一脸暴戾，眼睛血红如着了魔一般的历斯然，轻轻说道：“放手吧。”
历斯然像只受伤的小兽，发出一声咆哮，一拳头砸过去，桌子从中而断。他瘫坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">桌子的一边，想着，她的平姐姐就<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">桌子的那一边，她们，再也合不到一起去了。每一只手都<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">干涉他们，每一个理由都<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">推开他们，他想起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">大悲寺的那个中午，她睡着了，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">她身边躺下，阳光暖暖照<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">他们的身上，脸上，风柔柔地吹着他们的头发，虫子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">他们的身下发出令<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">心醉的呢喃，水流从他们的脚下流过，水面上每一朵金色的波浪都见证着他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">一起，见证他们共同的心跳。那一刻如果就此死去，多好，美丽永恒。而现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，他们再也没有可以共享的美丽事物了，她的阳光和他的阳光必定不再一样。吹过他的头发的风，再也吹不到她，各<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">脚下的虫子天各一方，再也不会相遇。他没有擦脸上的泪水，抬起头对若渐离说道：“不是要去死亡谷吗，就明天吧。”就这样吧，他们说，爱她，就放开她。
晚上,若渐离出了一趟门，回来时脸色比大便还臭，气杀腾腾，臭小子，老子不发威，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">是病猫是吧。一脚揣开六十六号门，指着倒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">沙发上的历斯然大骂：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">妈的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">想害死老子是吧？老子问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，他妈的什么时候要跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">结婚了,老子是长得猥琐了点,可用得着这么败坏么，跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">结婚？老子用万能的右手也不要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">这个死小子！妈的，一想就要吐！”他捂着嘴巴真的进了厕所,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">里面呕个不停。好一阵才出来，面色难看，看见历斯然更是一脸嫌恶，离他远远的，指着他继续骂。
“老子给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">当牛当马当丫环，供<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">使唤也就罢了，还要赔上老子的名气，好歹老子也是个作家，也是有头有脸有地位滴！没错，老子是欠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">几次命，可老子不是一直<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">还吗？就凭老子给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">设计的那套反跟踪系统，也够还几条命了！还被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">嫌这嫌那，凭什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说要跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">结婚，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">就得配合<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">啊？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">真想揍死<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">丫的！”
“老子多好多正派一<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">啊，全毁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">死小子手中了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">美女面前毁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">清白也就罢了，居然敢扬言跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">结婚？老子没女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">喜欢么？当年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">俄罗斯，那个满大街追着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">跑的金发小妞是谁？老子不屑，不屑，知道吧？”
越说越上瘾，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">他面前卑躬屈膝得太久了，好不容易站直一回，得抓紧机会。不得不承认，骂这臭小子的感觉太爽了，得求老太太以后多给他几次机会。可是，不对劲啊，他怎么不反抗呢，这不像他的性格啊，平时骂他一句，他直接把他抵墙壁上了，大作家骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">一向没有流氓擅长，打<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">更加不擅长。这太不正常了，他偷偷走近历斯然，只见他眯着眼睛，脸上的眼泪像珠子似的流个不停。
“喂，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">哭什么啊，骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">几句又不痛！”若渐离慌了，这下好，从来不敢骂他，可骂他一回，却把他骂哭了，他真不是故意的啊。
“喂，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">别哭啊，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">不骂行了吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">错了，错了，不该骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">！”无数的追截围剿中，无数次的流血流汗中，甚至无数次死亡环境中，也没见他哭过啊！历斯然哭了，他死定了！
“好好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">承认<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">猥琐，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">欠揍，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">活该被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">欺负，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">别哭啊！”若渐离要哭了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">都承认错误了，道歉了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">怎么还哭？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">多憋屈啊，好不容易骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">一回，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">一声不吭，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">就投降了，喂，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">怎么还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">哭啊！
若渐离没辙了，他小心翼翼地走近历斯然，小心翼翼地弯下腰：“要不，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">答应给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">结婚？”一说完就捂了嘴，脸色苍白。
“她不要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，她不要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">好不容易爱上一个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，却不要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。”历斯然哑声说道，眼泪无声流淌。“可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">却舍不得伤害她。那天晚上，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">给她下了催眠药，看着她睡得那么美那么甜，却下不了手。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">这一辈子没这么忍过，为了她，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">什么都忍了！”
若渐离终于松了口气，原来不是他骂哭的，是失恋了，爱情，真不是个好东西！还是他想得透彻，实行得透彻！
“她那个傻女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，那么傻，却记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">喜欢吃红烧肉不要肥肉，喜欢跟清儿抢鸡蛋羹，就多做一碗放<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">面前，记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">不吃辣，她自己喜欢吃辣，却<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">做菜时不放辣椒，记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">喜欢吃排骨汤不要姜，她记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">那么多，却说不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。”他笑起来，“她居然说，要给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">换部车，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">那车太破了，怕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">泡不到女孩子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">不知道她说话的那样子，多小心，看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">生气，还以为伤了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">的自尊，她哪知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">生气是因为她总是一个劲把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">住别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">怀里推。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说，傻不傻？这世上有多少<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">看见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">就跑，就躲，就杀，只有她，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">她身边一年，她从来没有防备过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，这个傻女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，没一点心计，也没一点防患意思，只知道对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">好，从不知道对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">坏。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们去大悲寺，她不止把钱包给了那些乞讨的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，还把衣服也给了她们，还答应帮她们找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，这得多傻啊，给自己找了一身的麻烦事。可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">就爱她的傻，知道嘛，她是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">见过最美好的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。”眼泪继续流。
呃？给他换车？若渐离想笑没笑出来。他那车羡煞了多少<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">啊，功能齐全，一车多用，只怕是把她卖了也换不了一辆车！
“她说她不敢接受<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">的爱，她喜欢安稳。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">答应她从此跟她过安稳的生活，拆断<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">的翅膀给她收着，可是她不信，她不信！她说她没有勇气拿一生来赌！”历斯然惨笑，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">如此卑微地爱她，却不能换她一个承诺。”
若渐离叹气，换作是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">也不信啊。换作是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">也不肯跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">啊。太折腾，太年轻，太不定性，太喜怒无常，太随心所欲，太没安全感，根本就不是个居家型的好男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。突然又黑脸，他这么多缺点，自己怎么就跟他满世界跑呢？难怪这臭小子一说要跟他结婚，历家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">都信了，他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">一起也有好些年了吧？两<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">合作探险，合作赌博，合作暗算<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，合作盗窃，也是无恶不作啊。他检讨，他自己也是个没女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">要的坏男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。
“要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">一起确实不合适，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">要是真爱她，就离开她。”若渐离正色说道。
“连<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">都说不合适。”历斯然绝望地笑了。
那从未断过的眼泪，连若渐离看着都心酸，爱成这样，痛心这样，这小子也算是报应，当初他无视过伤害过多少女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">的心！“世界上有一种鸟没有脚，生下来就不停的飞，飞的累了就睡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">风里。一辈子只能着陆一次，那就是死亡的时候。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">就属于这种鸟。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">不甘于平淡，不甘心停泊，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">就是风。她不一样，她是一棵树，一辈子就呆一个地方，她要安宁，要平淡，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们幸福的概念不一样，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">的幸福<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">于追逐，不断追逐，她的幸福<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">于安稳，现世安稳。所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们不合适结婚。”若渐离冷静地分析，像每次他们作案时时分析案情一样。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">可以为她停留，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">能为她停留多久？鸟终是要飞的，风终是要走的。而树她不能为了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">短暂的停留或者一个无法兑现的承诺，将一生交付给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">。她的条件不容她去赌。她不是一个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，她还带着孩子。”这注定是一场无望的爱情。也是他的劫数吧，一直不言爱，一旦爱，就栽了，栽得惨。
“没一点希望了？”历斯然喃喃自问，叫他如何死心！
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">可以用手段将她绑走，也可以将她杀死，她的心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">无法掌控，要得到她的身体没一点问题。”若渐离冷冷地说道。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">他妈闭嘴！”历斯然心一阵绞痛。
“怎么，才听一听就受不了？这可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们常做的事。她能跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们也做这些吗？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">抢个压寨夫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">来，也得她有压寨夫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">的素质才行，听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">说过，她连车都不敢开，以后怎么逃命！别忘了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们一年到头不是搞别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，就是别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">搞<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">们，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">爱她也得为她的安全负责。就算她真跟了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">前面说的，不是被绑架，就是被杀死！只不过动手的不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">！”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">他妈闭嘴！闭嘴！”历斯然猛地跳起来，拽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">若渐离的胸前，猛地一拳头甩过去，若渐离甩到了地上，嘴角出了血。
若渐离慢慢用手擦去血迹，同情地看着一脸暴戾，眼睛血红如着了魔一般的历斯然，轻轻说道：“放手吧。”
历斯然像只受伤的小兽，发出一声咆哮，一拳头砸过去，桌子从中而断。他瘫坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">桌子的一边，想着，她的平姐姐就<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">桌子的那一边，她们，再也合不到一起去了。每一只手都<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">干涉他们，每一个理由都<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">推开他们，他想起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">大悲寺的那个中午，她睡着了，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">她身边躺下，阳光暖暖照<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">他们的身上，脸上，风柔柔地吹着他们的头发，虫子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">他们的身下发出令<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">心醉的呢喃，水流从他们的脚下流过，水面上每一朵金色的波浪都见证着他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">一起，见证他们共同的心跳。那一刻如果就此死去，多好，美丽永恒。而现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">，他们再也没有可以共享的美丽事物了，她的阳光和他的阳光必定不再一样。吹过他的头发的风，再也吹不到她，各<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com5c8c7e497b">脚下的虫子天各一方，再也不会相遇。他没有擦脸上的泪水，抬起头对若渐离说道：“不是要去死亡谷吗，就明天吧。”就这样吧，他们说，爱她，就放开她。