正文 38他没有病
“狄千。”箫彤推开花房<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">玻璃门,狄千正在给几盆茶花浇水，背对着自己。仿佛没有听到,依旧四平八稳地端着水壶。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">有事…想问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”箫彤态度谦和，与他隔着几盆花,不过三四米<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">距离,他这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">态度,反而显得刻意了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">听得见。”箫彤夺下他手里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">水壶，比他矮半个头，仍旧仰着头要与他对视。狄千睨眼：“少夫人想知道什么？”眉眼皆是浓浓<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不屑。
“孟璟澜他…”“如果少夫人想知道关于少爷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">事情…那么无可奉告。”狄千面色肃然,眼神猛地尖锐起来。
“狄千…<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">这么恨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，总该给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">一个理由。”箫彤蹙眉，有些不甘示弱。“慕无彤，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">配问吗？！”仇万将玻璃门摔得哐当响,惊得里面两人齐刷刷地转眼。
仇万脾气暴躁，大步上前，手上已掏出腰里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">别枪，箫彤吓得定在原地一动不动。“万！”狄千也是一惊，将箫彤挡在身后。
“这个女人早就该弄死她，留着就是个祸害！”仇万那种疯狂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">表情着实出了箫彤<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">意料，身体止不住地颤抖。
“别拦着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">今天就要给十百一个交代！”“她要是出了事，少爷怎么办？”狄千扣住他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手腕，遏制住仇万<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">动作。
仇万却在听到少爷两个字之后越发地怒不可遏：“要不是她，少爷又怎么会变成这样？！”狄千一面和仇万缠斗，一面回头对箫彤吼了一声，“还不快走，留着等死吗？”
箫彤小腿发软，脚步阑珊，跌跌撞撞地弄翻了几个花台，直到走出花园，才摔坐在地上，捂着脸，眼泪止不住地涌出指缝。
“宝宝，怎么坐在这里？”孟璟澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音在几步外，渐渐近了，“怎么哭了？”蹲□，动作温柔却又带着几分强势，移开她遮着脸<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">小手。
箫彤面上泪痕交错，一双眼愣愣地看着他，突然伸手搂住孟璟澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">脖子，动作有些猛，他不防，晃了晃竟然被她扑到在地上。孟璟澜诧异，箫彤却是压在他身上，死死地搂着他，间或啜泣几声，呼吸着孟璟澜身上熟悉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">味道。
连他身边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人都这样恨她，那他…是不是该…更加恨她？
“还是这么喜欢咬勺子。”戏谑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音从头顶上方传来，箫彤松开嘴，勺子掉回咖啡杯，捡起几滴印在浅色裙摆上。
她手忙脚乱地阻止褐色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">污渍在裙摆上晕开，这才刚送来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">新衣，当下心疼不已。冯翎轻笑，拉开另一边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">椅子。
对面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">女人早就不是多年前圆脸圆眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">小胖丫头，纤细<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">身段，貌美<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">脸都曾是她巴巴妄想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，如今都成了现实，只是一双眼里藏了太多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">悲伤，只是轻轻地眨一眨眼，仿佛都会倾泻而出。
“寻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">出来叙旧吗？”冯翎拐回思绪，半开玩笑地问，说话永远是温温和和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">口气。“冯翎…”箫彤褪去嘴角<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">嗔笑，眼睛瞥向立在不远处<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">狄千。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">想…知道孟璟澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">事。”她双手绞在一起，指甲扣进手背也不自知。冯翎仿佛意外，笑意愈浓：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">天天和璟澜在一起，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">事情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">该比<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">清楚得多。”
“冯翎，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">想知道这八年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">离开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">八年孟璟澜到底出了什么事。”她有些激动，红黑格子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">桌布被她揪成一团。
“无彤，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不能…”“别说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不能！”箫彤声音尖锐，“孟璟澜小心翼翼地守着秘密，半个字都不肯告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，就算被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">发现失聪，就算<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">再怎么误解，他依旧不肯松口。”
“有好几次，他半夜痛醒，去书房找药，连掉在地上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">药瓶都捡不起来。”箫彤眼里闪着点点泪花，“他竟然吃止痛药，孟璟澜这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人，从来都不怕痛，怎么会吃止痛药。”到最后，她有些语无伦次。
“无彤。”冯翎伸手压住她颤抖<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手。“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">很害怕…”泪花聚成一股，最后夺眶而出，砸在勺子尾上，溅碎成一大片，“狄千和仇万简直恨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">入骨，他们都将宋十和窦百<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">死推在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">身上，可又缄口不提原因。凭什么泼这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">脏水，却不给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">理由。”
“璟澜不是病，是伤。”冯翎看着眼底一片凄楚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">箫彤，幽幽地开口，到底还是没有忍住。犹记得多年前，她眼泪汪汪地求他，跪下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">那一瞬，他立刻背弃了他以为最坚定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">友情。他总是见不得她哭…
箫彤错愕地仰脸，面色有些白。“璟澜受了点伤，这么多年一直没有养好。”冯翎说得轻松，箫彤却揪了心。
“冯翎…”箫彤低头看着咖啡上已经融尽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">泡沫，露出下面褐色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">咖啡，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">说谎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">时候，眼睛总是眨得很快。”冯翎不可置信地正视箫彤，她扯了扯嘴角，“所以不要对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">说谎。”
冯翎失笑，有些无奈：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">这丫头真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">长大了。”箫彤拧了眉头，不置可否<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">模样，眼里是掩不住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">焦躁，最后垂了视线。孟家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人都不喜欢她，她在孟家那么小心翼翼地活着，她早就长大了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">失踪之后，璟澜几乎疯了，查出那天在路上突袭<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">是戚家人，他没沉住气，一个人闯去戚家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">本部。”
箫彤一震，冯翎眼色复杂：“十百千万为了保护璟澜，死了两个，他也中了三枪，如果最后不是戚若允赶到替他挡了一枪，他必死无疑。”
“戚若允…”箫彤喃喃，她记得戚若允那样居高临下地蔑视她，说自己才是世界上最爱孟璟澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人。往时她不服，可是，在她千方百计逃跑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">时候，戚若允却可以为他付出生命。
“有一枪打在这里。”冯翎食指在额角上点了点，箫彤看得心惊，“他一直不肯治，拖了八年，直到找回<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，才答应接受治疗。”
“宝宝！”孟璟澜大步走过来，喘得有些厉害，似乎很急，将她从位置上拉起来，箫彤趔趄一步被他扶住。
“叙旧也叙得差不多了，无彤，谢谢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">咖啡。”冯翎双手兜在口袋里，笑眯眯地站起来。与孟璟澜交身而过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">时候，用只有两人才听得清<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音撂下一句，“Peter说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">再这样半途跑出来，就没法治了。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">们…聊了什么？”孟璟澜手不自觉握住她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，拇指在她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手背上来回磨蹭，这是他不安<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">表现。
“叙旧。”箫彤浅浅地勾了嘴角，孟璟澜盯着她依旧泛红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">眼睛，心底呼啸着惶恐不安，最后却什么也没有问。
书房里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">灯亮着，箫彤杵在门外，手扶着门把，手心浸润着一片汗渍，最后吐了一口气，推门进去。
孟璟澜低着头在写字，面上架着一副眼镜，银色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">边框掩去几分不羁，衬得他瞬间斯文起来。她没见过这样书生气质<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">孟璟澜，温文尔雅。
虽然一只耳朵没有听力，可他到底是警觉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，抬起头看见站在门口定定出神<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">箫彤，合上笔记本，正要塞进抽屉，却被箫彤一把按在桌子上。
“宝宝。”孟璟澜松开笔记本上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手，“这么晚还不睡，明天不是有课吗？”“孟璟澜，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">就这样写了八年吗？”她眼睛一眨不眨，晶莹闪烁。
孟璟澜不过错愕了片刻，依旧挣扎：“只是随手记一记。”箫彤没有说话，转身从书架最底下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">柜子掏出一叠笔记本，十六本，叠放得整整齐齐。
他唇边溢出苦笑：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">都看过了？”“孟璟澜，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">已经回来了，为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">还要一直写？”箫彤扯了扯嘴角，“是不是担心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">又会离开？”
孟璟澜手握紧了又松开，几次之后，才淡淡地开口：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不会离开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，是不是？”尾音轻颤，明明是那么不确信，却非要说得这样肯定。
“孟璟澜，往后都不用再写了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">会一直陪着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”孟璟澜刻意与她拉开一米<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">距离，好看清她面上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">每一个表情。
相反于孟璟澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">被动，她伸手圈住他精壮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">腰肢：“何必一定要记住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">反而能活得轻松一点。”
“没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">又何必活着。”孟璟澜挣扎许久，缓缓抬手揽住她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">肩膀，“医生告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，子弹挫伤了海马体，影响长期记忆能力，会对陈旧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">事情渐渐遗忘。”
“那时候满心满眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">怨，倒不如忘了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。可是当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">样子在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">脑子里模糊起来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">又害怕了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">恨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，人已经离开了，连回忆也不肯给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">留下。”
箫彤小手附在他背上，从前她总是梦到他，清晰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">五官，却是冰冷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">触觉。而当下他背脊传来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">温热，才真实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">感觉到他是真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，才清楚这不再是一个梦。
箫彤捋起他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">刘海，拇指盖在他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">伤疤上：“为什么之前不愿意治疗？”有些埋怨，又有些心疼。
“不想活了。”孟璟澜喃喃一句，迎上箫彤惊疑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">目光，坦坦荡荡，“宝宝，没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不想活了。”有些撒泼似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">玩笑，却让她心酸不已。
“一面想要忘记<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，一面又害怕真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">忘记。”他轻笑，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">每天都告诉自己，今天是最后一天回忆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，却每一天都被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">打败，日复一日地欺骗自己。”
“孟璟澜，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">说得这样深情款款，可是这八年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">却有这么多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">女人。”似真似假<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">恼意，箫彤眸色清明，逼视得孟璟澜几乎躲闪。
作者有话要说：有人觉得这里的孟璟澜太脆弱太卑微了...
在爱情面前，他卑微一点...谅解啦...
呃...其实小百才是最痛苦的，小百果然不适合写正剧，我果然还是写轻松的料啊！
所以，为了缓解小百受伤的心，下午出发，带病出游的孩纸伤不起...
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">有事…想问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”箫彤态度谦和，与他隔着几盆花,不过三四米<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">距离,他这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">态度,反而显得刻意了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">听得见。”箫彤夺下他手里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">水壶，比他矮半个头，仍旧仰着头要与他对视。狄千睨眼：“少夫人想知道什么？”眉眼皆是浓浓<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不屑。
“孟璟澜他…”“如果少夫人想知道关于少爷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">事情…那么无可奉告。”狄千面色肃然,眼神猛地尖锐起来。
“狄千…<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">这么恨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，总该给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">一个理由。”箫彤蹙眉，有些不甘示弱。“慕无彤，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">配问吗？！”仇万将玻璃门摔得哐当响,惊得里面两人齐刷刷地转眼。
仇万脾气暴躁，大步上前，手上已掏出腰里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">别枪，箫彤吓得定在原地一动不动。“万！”狄千也是一惊，将箫彤挡在身后。
“这个女人早就该弄死她，留着就是个祸害！”仇万那种疯狂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">表情着实出了箫彤<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">意料，身体止不住地颤抖。
“别拦着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">今天就要给十百一个交代！”“她要是出了事，少爷怎么办？”狄千扣住他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手腕，遏制住仇万<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">动作。
仇万却在听到少爷两个字之后越发地怒不可遏：“要不是她，少爷又怎么会变成这样？！”狄千一面和仇万缠斗，一面回头对箫彤吼了一声，“还不快走，留着等死吗？”
箫彤小腿发软，脚步阑珊，跌跌撞撞地弄翻了几个花台，直到走出花园，才摔坐在地上，捂着脸，眼泪止不住地涌出指缝。
“宝宝，怎么坐在这里？”孟璟澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音在几步外，渐渐近了，“怎么哭了？”蹲□，动作温柔却又带着几分强势，移开她遮着脸<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">小手。
箫彤面上泪痕交错，一双眼愣愣地看着他，突然伸手搂住孟璟澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">脖子，动作有些猛，他不防，晃了晃竟然被她扑到在地上。孟璟澜诧异，箫彤却是压在他身上，死死地搂着他，间或啜泣几声，呼吸着孟璟澜身上熟悉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">味道。
连他身边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人都这样恨她，那他…是不是该…更加恨她？
“还是这么喜欢咬勺子。”戏谑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音从头顶上方传来，箫彤松开嘴，勺子掉回咖啡杯，捡起几滴印在浅色裙摆上。
她手忙脚乱地阻止褐色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">污渍在裙摆上晕开，这才刚送来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">新衣，当下心疼不已。冯翎轻笑，拉开另一边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">椅子。
对面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">女人早就不是多年前圆脸圆眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">小胖丫头，纤细<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">身段，貌美<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">脸都曾是她巴巴妄想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，如今都成了现实，只是一双眼里藏了太多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">悲伤，只是轻轻地眨一眨眼，仿佛都会倾泻而出。
“寻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">出来叙旧吗？”冯翎拐回思绪，半开玩笑地问，说话永远是温温和和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">口气。“冯翎…”箫彤褪去嘴角<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">嗔笑，眼睛瞥向立在不远处<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">狄千。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">想…知道孟璟澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">事。”她双手绞在一起，指甲扣进手背也不自知。冯翎仿佛意外，笑意愈浓：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">天天和璟澜在一起，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">事情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">该比<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">清楚得多。”
“冯翎，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">想知道这八年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">离开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">八年孟璟澜到底出了什么事。”她有些激动，红黑格子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">桌布被她揪成一团。
“无彤，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不能…”“别说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不能！”箫彤声音尖锐，“孟璟澜小心翼翼地守着秘密，半个字都不肯告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，就算被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">发现失聪，就算<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">再怎么误解，他依旧不肯松口。”
“有好几次，他半夜痛醒，去书房找药，连掉在地上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">药瓶都捡不起来。”箫彤眼里闪着点点泪花，“他竟然吃止痛药，孟璟澜这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人，从来都不怕痛，怎么会吃止痛药。”到最后，她有些语无伦次。
“无彤。”冯翎伸手压住她颤抖<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手。“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">很害怕…”泪花聚成一股，最后夺眶而出，砸在勺子尾上，溅碎成一大片，“狄千和仇万简直恨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">入骨，他们都将宋十和窦百<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">死推在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">身上，可又缄口不提原因。凭什么泼这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">脏水，却不给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">理由。”
“璟澜不是病，是伤。”冯翎看着眼底一片凄楚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">箫彤，幽幽地开口，到底还是没有忍住。犹记得多年前，她眼泪汪汪地求他，跪下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">那一瞬，他立刻背弃了他以为最坚定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">友情。他总是见不得她哭…
箫彤错愕地仰脸，面色有些白。“璟澜受了点伤，这么多年一直没有养好。”冯翎说得轻松，箫彤却揪了心。
“冯翎…”箫彤低头看着咖啡上已经融尽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">泡沫，露出下面褐色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">咖啡，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">说谎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">时候，眼睛总是眨得很快。”冯翎不可置信地正视箫彤，她扯了扯嘴角，“所以不要对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">说谎。”
冯翎失笑，有些无奈：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">这丫头真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">长大了。”箫彤拧了眉头，不置可否<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">模样，眼里是掩不住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">焦躁，最后垂了视线。孟家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人都不喜欢她，她在孟家那么小心翼翼地活着，她早就长大了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">失踪之后，璟澜几乎疯了，查出那天在路上突袭<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">是戚家人，他没沉住气，一个人闯去戚家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">本部。”
箫彤一震，冯翎眼色复杂：“十百千万为了保护璟澜，死了两个，他也中了三枪，如果最后不是戚若允赶到替他挡了一枪，他必死无疑。”
“戚若允…”箫彤喃喃，她记得戚若允那样居高临下地蔑视她，说自己才是世界上最爱孟璟澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人。往时她不服，可是，在她千方百计逃跑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">时候，戚若允却可以为他付出生命。
“有一枪打在这里。”冯翎食指在额角上点了点，箫彤看得心惊，“他一直不肯治，拖了八年，直到找回<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，才答应接受治疗。”
“宝宝！”孟璟澜大步走过来，喘得有些厉害，似乎很急，将她从位置上拉起来，箫彤趔趄一步被他扶住。
“叙旧也叙得差不多了，无彤，谢谢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">咖啡。”冯翎双手兜在口袋里，笑眯眯地站起来。与孟璟澜交身而过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">时候，用只有两人才听得清<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音撂下一句，“Peter说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">再这样半途跑出来，就没法治了。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">们…聊了什么？”孟璟澜手不自觉握住她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，拇指在她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手背上来回磨蹭，这是他不安<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">表现。
“叙旧。”箫彤浅浅地勾了嘴角，孟璟澜盯着她依旧泛红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">眼睛，心底呼啸着惶恐不安，最后却什么也没有问。
书房里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">灯亮着，箫彤杵在门外，手扶着门把，手心浸润着一片汗渍，最后吐了一口气，推门进去。
孟璟澜低着头在写字，面上架着一副眼镜，银色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">边框掩去几分不羁，衬得他瞬间斯文起来。她没见过这样书生气质<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">孟璟澜，温文尔雅。
虽然一只耳朵没有听力，可他到底是警觉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，抬起头看见站在门口定定出神<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">箫彤，合上笔记本，正要塞进抽屉，却被箫彤一把按在桌子上。
“宝宝。”孟璟澜松开笔记本上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手，“这么晚还不睡，明天不是有课吗？”“孟璟澜，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">就这样写了八年吗？”她眼睛一眨不眨，晶莹闪烁。
孟璟澜不过错愕了片刻，依旧挣扎：“只是随手记一记。”箫彤没有说话，转身从书架最底下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">柜子掏出一叠笔记本，十六本，叠放得整整齐齐。
他唇边溢出苦笑：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">都看过了？”“孟璟澜，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">已经回来了，为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">还要一直写？”箫彤扯了扯嘴角，“是不是担心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">又会离开？”
孟璟澜手握紧了又松开，几次之后，才淡淡地开口：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不会离开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，是不是？”尾音轻颤，明明是那么不确信，却非要说得这样肯定。
“孟璟澜，往后都不用再写了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">会一直陪着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”孟璟澜刻意与她拉开一米<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">距离，好看清她面上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">每一个表情。
相反于孟璟澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">被动，她伸手圈住他精壮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">腰肢：“何必一定要记住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">反而能活得轻松一点。”
“没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">又何必活着。”孟璟澜挣扎许久，缓缓抬手揽住她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">肩膀，“医生告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，子弹挫伤了海马体，影响长期记忆能力，会对陈旧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">事情渐渐遗忘。”
“那时候满心满眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">怨，倒不如忘了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。可是当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">样子在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">脑子里模糊起来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">又害怕了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">恨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，人已经离开了，连回忆也不肯给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">留下。”
箫彤小手附在他背上，从前她总是梦到他，清晰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">五官，却是冰冷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">触觉。而当下他背脊传来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">温热，才真实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">感觉到他是真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，才清楚这不再是一个梦。
箫彤捋起他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">刘海，拇指盖在他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">伤疤上：“为什么之前不愿意治疗？”有些埋怨，又有些心疼。
“不想活了。”孟璟澜喃喃一句，迎上箫彤惊疑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">目光，坦坦荡荡，“宝宝，没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不想活了。”有些撒泼似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">玩笑，却让她心酸不已。
“一面想要忘记<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，一面又害怕真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">忘记。”他轻笑，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">每天都告诉自己，今天是最后一天回忆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，却每一天都被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">打败，日复一日地欺骗自己。”
“孟璟澜，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">说得这样深情款款，可是这八年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">却有这么多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">女人。”似真似假<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">恼意，箫彤眸色清明，逼视得孟璟澜几乎躲闪。
作者有话要说：有人觉得这里的孟璟澜太脆弱太卑微了...
在爱情面前，他卑微一点...谅解啦...
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