正文 24爱和等待
孟璟澜猛地抬头,眼神凌厉，眸色冰冷,她一个激灵，稳了稳手上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">托盘。片刻他似乎才看清眼前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人,目光不自觉软下来。
“宝宝…”孟璟澜抬手揉了揉额角,瞥了一眼手表,“这么晚了，怎么还不睡？”沙哑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音透着温柔。
“李嫂炖了蛋花甜酒。”她绕到他身侧，眼角忍不住去瞟他压在手下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">笔记本,简介<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">页面上字迹潦草，一条一条<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，她看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不太清楚，孟璟澜看似随意地合上笔记本,放进书桌<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">抽屉里，其实指尖颤得厉害。
他微微仰着头，看着她恬静<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">侧脸，一勺一勺地将蛋花甜酒舀进碗里，黑色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">鬓发垂下遮住小半张脸，他有些出神。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不吃吗？”孟璟澜看着两只小瓷碗里只盛了一碗，他记得这是她最喜欢甜品，往时她总是抱着一大盅，炫耀似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">在他面前晃一晃，小气吧啦地只允许他喝一口。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">晚上不习惯吃东西。”她将小碗推到他面前，面上表情很平静，仿佛在阐述一个事实，他有些错愕，从前她生冷不忌，总是吃得胃疼了就嚷嚷着再也不吃夜宵了，可是才一好，就忘得干干净净。
“陪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">坐一会儿。”箫彤端着托盘转身要走，孟璟澜拉住她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手臂。他将她拉进怀里，箫彤挣了挣。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">先吃东西，一会儿该凉了。” 孟璟澜松了手让她从腿上站起来。箫彤挑着他对面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">位置，垂着头，百般无赖地拨弄着手指，耳边时有汤匙碰碗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">脆响。
箫彤有些走神，她很害怕和孟璟澜这样安静地相处，总让她产生一种两人之间熟悉得不分彼此<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">错觉。
“宝宝，在想什么？”突如其来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音吓得她抬头，孟璟澜已经绕到她身后，手肘撑在椅背上，弯着腰，脸几乎贴在她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">耳廓上。
“只是有点困了。”她心虚，方才脑子里一直转着过去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">种种，不是她刻意去想起，只是一幕一幕地跃出，她控制不住。
“宝宝，要是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">们能一直这样，多好。”孟璟澜脸颊贴在她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">颈间，“如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">想…”她几乎脱口而出，突然顿住，眼睑半垂，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">困了，想睡了。”她站起身，孟璟澜晶亮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">眸色微暗。
浴室传出淋淋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">水声，箫彤侧身躺着床铺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">一侧，卧室里静成一片，床头突兀地想起电话震动<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音，一直在响，最多几秒便又是下一通。
箫彤生出几分不耐，抓起电话，上面显示<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">是冯翎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">名字，一遍一遍地重复。孟璟澜才刚刚进去，她心念一动，按下接听键。
“已经睡了？”冯翎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音依旧斯斯文文，带着极浅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">笑意。“冯翎。”箫彤唤了他一生，对方似乎愣了片刻：“无彤？”
“孟璟澜在洗澡。”她眼睛盯着浴室里明亮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">灯光，“有什么事吗？”“没什么大事，只是好久没有一起打球了，想要找他挥上两杆。”冯翎说话向来稳重而谨慎，即使说谎也很难听出来。
“冯翎。”箫彤咬着嘴唇，那边冯翎应了一声，“孟璟澜是不是有…什么病？”几个人里，同她最熟悉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，还是冯翎。所以她也不拐弯抹角。
“怎么，他最近生病了？”冯翎言语间有小小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">惊讶，箫彤闭了闭眼：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，不用骗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”
“无彤，其实…<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">没有想象中那么恨他。”箫彤一怔，放在膝盖上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">双手揪着薄被，没有接话，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">就这么离开，有没有后悔过？”
“…没有。”重重地叹了一口气，她一直告诉自己，从来不后悔，这样才对得起躲躲藏藏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">八年。
“就像<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">要帮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">守着秘密一样，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">同样也要帮璟澜守着他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">秘密。”冯翎声音轻下来，像是提醒，“璟澜从来不防<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，只要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">想知道，他拦不住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”
箫彤怔怔地看着已经黑下屏幕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手机，脑子里一直萦绕着冯翎最后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">那一句话：“无彤，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不后悔，是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不知道他有多爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，可是总有一天，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">会后悔。”
孟璟澜发梢淌着水，刚走出浴室就发现箫彤眼神直勾勾地盯着他，或许并不是盯着他，只是望着他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">方向出神。
“不是很困了吗，怎么还不睡？”床陷下去一块，他坐在她这一侧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">床沿上，箫彤不吭声，双手抓起他脖子上挂着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">大浴巾，盖在他湿漉漉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">头发上，温和地搓动。
孟璟澜浑身一僵，伸手按住她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手，掌心还有些湿气，捂在她手背上，温温暖暖<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。“头发不擦干，容易头疼。”她淡淡地扔下一句，孟璟澜收回手，任她一下一下地继续。
“宝宝…”他突然将她压倒在床上，在她耳边吹着气，“真好。”她下意识地想要揪住衣领，却发现他并没有更进一步<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">动作。
孟璟澜并不是一个太老实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人，往时他便喜欢动手动脚，只是现在，他却从来没有逾矩，连最最简单<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">亲吻，都极少。
孟璟澜似乎累极了，几乎片刻便是他均匀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">呼吸。“孟璟澜，其实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">后悔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不知道…要怎么原谅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”
孟璟澜最近似乎很忙，每当她睁开眼，他都不在身侧。她突然发现，没有孟璟澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">孟家大宅，她根本待不住。
文姐一边忙着婚事，一边又担心她突然失踪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">事情，可谓心力交瘁，总算挤了一个稍空闲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">日子，将箫彤叫出来好好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">训一顿。
箫彤早到了十几分钟，捧着咖啡杯，透过窗户看着来来往往<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">行人。文姐弗一进来，目光锁定在紫色头发<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">女人身上，却遍寻不到。
“文姐。”箫彤回神，正好看见文姐旁若无人地从她身边经过。“箫彤？”文姐诧异，面前这个女人黑发如瀑，妆容不施<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">面上清清爽爽，全然没了从前妖娆妩媚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">样子，她竟然没能第一时间认出来。
“才这么点日子没见，不认识<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">了？”箫彤浅笑，看她依旧讶然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">神色，忍不住调侃着。“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">这丫头还好意思和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">说笑！”文姐拉下脸，表情与她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">截然相反。
“之前为什么关机？知不知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">多担心！”文姐性格极好，现下都忍不住机关枪似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">训话，可见她有多担心，“就发一条短信，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">怎么知道是不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">发<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">？”
箫彤一直低着头，姿态虔诚得仿佛聆听颂词，文姐这独角戏实在唱不下去了：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">到底去哪儿了？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">去看悠悠了，之前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">假都还没给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">补齐呢。”箫彤转移话题，却惹得文姐更加窝火：“看悠悠？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">以为是部门里那些什么都不知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">？说去国外还真信<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">去国外了？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">一个没有身份证没有护照<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人，飞机都坐不了！”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">遇到初恋了。”她抵不过文姐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">连珠炮轰，文姐失笑，伸手拍了拍她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">脑门：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">这是取笑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">呢？”她近二十年等不回<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">初恋啊，都是痛！
“真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">遇到初恋了，还被他…劫持了。”两人这么多年，亦母亦友地过来，箫彤很依赖她。
“那天‘焰火’清场…是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">？”文姐吃惊地掩了嘴。“是他为了找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”箫彤点点头。“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">初恋是…黑社会？”文姐想起那天一大拨黑色西装<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">男人冲进“焰火”，转瞬就将里面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人驱得干干净净，当时她守在门口，最后只看到大门重重地锁上，却始终没有找到箫彤，手机也打不通。
“算是吧，其实…<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">也不太清楚。”他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">势力一向不止黑道这么简单。文姐似乎来了兴致：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">们相处有七年了，怎么没听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">提过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">还有这么一个黑社会老大似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">初恋？”
“因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">和他分开了八年。”箫彤搅着杯子里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">卡布奇诺，直到将上面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">泡沫弄得一点不剩。“久别重逢，怎么闷闷不乐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">？”文姐观察她脸上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">表情，“相处得不太愉快？”
“当年是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">偷偷逃跑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，他找了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">八年。”箫彤盯着漩涡似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">咖啡表面出神，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">遇到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">在外面多了一年，刚刚回到本城。”
文姐听得一愣一愣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，箫彤突然开口：“文姐，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">等了二十年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">觉得自己还爱他吗？”“不爱了。”文姐语气很淡却有十足十<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">把握。
箫彤愕然，文姐手上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">婚戒闪烁：“其实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">未必爱了二十年，或许从第三年第四年开始，就经变质了，从爱情变成了执念。”
“因为得不到等不回，才会一直固守，一直不肯退身。”文姐叹了一口气，箫彤<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">眼睛有明显<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">失落，“现在想想，其实早就不爱了，如果他真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">回来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">甚至可能扇他两耳光，然后扭头就走。只是他一直不回来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">便一直等着。”
“等得太久了，真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">会变吗？”箫彤捧着杯子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手晃得厉害，声音有些飘渺不定。“怎么了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">发现他…不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">了？”
箫彤摇摇头：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不知道他爱不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">…其实，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">感觉不出他有多爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”文姐看出她眼里是酸楚：“傻丫头，要是他不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，怎么会等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">八年，至少在开始<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">时候，一定是爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”箫彤霍地抬头。
“等待是最蹉跎爱情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">方式，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">说不爱了，不过是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">爱情只三四年就磨光了，这只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">看老林，他等了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">也有二十年，现在要结婚了，他依旧比<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">更开心，比<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">更积极，所以不是每个人等到最后都将爱情变成执念<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”
没一会儿，文姐就被老林召唤走了，说是婚纱照出来了，让她过去看看，老林这样谦和儒雅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人，箫彤觉得自己透过电话都能想象到他现下眉飞色舞<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">喜悦表情。
“彤彤，大排场啊，出来叙个旧，都带这么些保镖啊？”文姐半开玩笑。“他怕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">又跑了。”箫彤垂眸。“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">怎么不往好里想？他这是宝贝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”文姐嗔怪。
“您要回大宅吗？”狄千替她拉开车门。她突然生出一个念头：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">想…去玉荣看看。”那里是她和孟璟澜相遇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">地方。
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“宝宝…”孟璟澜抬手揉了揉额角,瞥了一眼手表,“这么晚了，怎么还不睡？”沙哑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音透着温柔。
“李嫂炖了蛋花甜酒。”她绕到他身侧，眼角忍不住去瞟他压在手下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">笔记本,简介<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">页面上字迹潦草，一条一条<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，她看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不太清楚，孟璟澜看似随意地合上笔记本,放进书桌<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">抽屉里，其实指尖颤得厉害。
他微微仰着头，看着她恬静<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">侧脸，一勺一勺地将蛋花甜酒舀进碗里，黑色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">鬓发垂下遮住小半张脸，他有些出神。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不吃吗？”孟璟澜看着两只小瓷碗里只盛了一碗，他记得这是她最喜欢甜品，往时她总是抱着一大盅，炫耀似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">在他面前晃一晃，小气吧啦地只允许他喝一口。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">晚上不习惯吃东西。”她将小碗推到他面前，面上表情很平静，仿佛在阐述一个事实，他有些错愕，从前她生冷不忌，总是吃得胃疼了就嚷嚷着再也不吃夜宵了，可是才一好，就忘得干干净净。
“陪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">坐一会儿。”箫彤端着托盘转身要走，孟璟澜拉住她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手臂。他将她拉进怀里，箫彤挣了挣。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">先吃东西，一会儿该凉了。” 孟璟澜松了手让她从腿上站起来。箫彤挑着他对面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">位置，垂着头，百般无赖地拨弄着手指，耳边时有汤匙碰碗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">脆响。
箫彤有些走神，她很害怕和孟璟澜这样安静地相处，总让她产生一种两人之间熟悉得不分彼此<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">错觉。
“宝宝，在想什么？”突如其来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音吓得她抬头，孟璟澜已经绕到她身后，手肘撑在椅背上，弯着腰，脸几乎贴在她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">耳廓上。
“只是有点困了。”她心虚，方才脑子里一直转着过去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">种种，不是她刻意去想起，只是一幕一幕地跃出，她控制不住。
“宝宝，要是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">们能一直这样，多好。”孟璟澜脸颊贴在她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">颈间，“如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">想…”她几乎脱口而出，突然顿住，眼睑半垂，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">困了，想睡了。”她站起身，孟璟澜晶亮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">眸色微暗。
浴室传出淋淋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">水声，箫彤侧身躺着床铺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">一侧，卧室里静成一片，床头突兀地想起电话震动<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音，一直在响，最多几秒便又是下一通。
箫彤生出几分不耐，抓起电话，上面显示<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">是冯翎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">名字，一遍一遍地重复。孟璟澜才刚刚进去，她心念一动，按下接听键。
“已经睡了？”冯翎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">声音依旧斯斯文文，带着极浅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">笑意。“冯翎。”箫彤唤了他一生，对方似乎愣了片刻：“无彤？”
“孟璟澜在洗澡。”她眼睛盯着浴室里明亮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">灯光，“有什么事吗？”“没什么大事，只是好久没有一起打球了，想要找他挥上两杆。”冯翎说话向来稳重而谨慎，即使说谎也很难听出来。
“冯翎。”箫彤咬着嘴唇，那边冯翎应了一声，“孟璟澜是不是有…什么病？”几个人里，同她最熟悉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，还是冯翎。所以她也不拐弯抹角。
“怎么，他最近生病了？”冯翎言语间有小小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">惊讶，箫彤闭了闭眼：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，不用骗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”
“无彤，其实…<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">没有想象中那么恨他。”箫彤一怔，放在膝盖上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">双手揪着薄被，没有接话，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">就这么离开，有没有后悔过？”
“…没有。”重重地叹了一口气，她一直告诉自己，从来不后悔，这样才对得起躲躲藏藏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">八年。
“就像<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">要帮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">守着秘密一样，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">同样也要帮璟澜守着他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">秘密。”冯翎声音轻下来，像是提醒，“璟澜从来不防<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，只要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">想知道，他拦不住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”
箫彤怔怔地看着已经黑下屏幕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手机，脑子里一直萦绕着冯翎最后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">那一句话：“无彤，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不后悔，是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不知道他有多爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，可是总有一天，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">会后悔。”
孟璟澜发梢淌着水，刚走出浴室就发现箫彤眼神直勾勾地盯着他，或许并不是盯着他，只是望着他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">方向出神。
“不是很困了吗，怎么还不睡？”床陷下去一块，他坐在她这一侧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">床沿上，箫彤不吭声，双手抓起他脖子上挂着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">大浴巾，盖在他湿漉漉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">头发上，温和地搓动。
孟璟澜浑身一僵，伸手按住她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手，掌心还有些湿气，捂在她手背上，温温暖暖<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。“头发不擦干，容易头疼。”她淡淡地扔下一句，孟璟澜收回手，任她一下一下地继续。
“宝宝…”他突然将她压倒在床上，在她耳边吹着气，“真好。”她下意识地想要揪住衣领，却发现他并没有更进一步<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">动作。
孟璟澜并不是一个太老实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人，往时他便喜欢动手动脚，只是现在，他却从来没有逾矩，连最最简单<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">亲吻，都极少。
孟璟澜似乎累极了，几乎片刻便是他均匀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">呼吸。“孟璟澜，其实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">后悔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不知道…要怎么原谅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”
孟璟澜最近似乎很忙，每当她睁开眼，他都不在身侧。她突然发现，没有孟璟澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">孟家大宅，她根本待不住。
文姐一边忙着婚事，一边又担心她突然失踪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">事情，可谓心力交瘁，总算挤了一个稍空闲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">日子，将箫彤叫出来好好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">训一顿。
箫彤早到了十几分钟，捧着咖啡杯，透过窗户看着来来往往<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">行人。文姐弗一进来，目光锁定在紫色头发<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">女人身上，却遍寻不到。
“文姐。”箫彤回神，正好看见文姐旁若无人地从她身边经过。“箫彤？”文姐诧异，面前这个女人黑发如瀑，妆容不施<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">面上清清爽爽，全然没了从前妖娆妩媚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">样子，她竟然没能第一时间认出来。
“才这么点日子没见，不认识<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">了？”箫彤浅笑，看她依旧讶然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">神色，忍不住调侃着。“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">这丫头还好意思和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">说笑！”文姐拉下脸，表情与她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">截然相反。
“之前为什么关机？知不知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">多担心！”文姐性格极好，现下都忍不住机关枪似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">训话，可见她有多担心，“就发一条短信，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">怎么知道是不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">发<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">？”
箫彤一直低着头，姿态虔诚得仿佛聆听颂词，文姐这独角戏实在唱不下去了：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">到底去哪儿了？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">去看悠悠了，之前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">假都还没给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">补齐呢。”箫彤转移话题，却惹得文姐更加窝火：“看悠悠？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">以为是部门里那些什么都不知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">？说去国外还真信<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">去国外了？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">一个没有身份证没有护照<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人，飞机都坐不了！”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">遇到初恋了。”她抵不过文姐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">连珠炮轰，文姐失笑，伸手拍了拍她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">脑门：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">这是取笑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">呢？”她近二十年等不回<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">初恋啊，都是痛！
“真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">遇到初恋了，还被他…劫持了。”两人这么多年，亦母亦友地过来，箫彤很依赖她。
“那天‘焰火’清场…是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">？”文姐吃惊地掩了嘴。“是他为了找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”箫彤点点头。“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">初恋是…黑社会？”文姐想起那天一大拨黑色西装<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">男人冲进“焰火”，转瞬就将里面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人驱得干干净净，当时她守在门口，最后只看到大门重重地锁上，却始终没有找到箫彤，手机也打不通。
“算是吧，其实…<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">也不太清楚。”他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">势力一向不止黑道这么简单。文姐似乎来了兴致：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">们相处有七年了，怎么没听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">提过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">还有这么一个黑社会老大似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">初恋？”
“因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">和他分开了八年。”箫彤搅着杯子里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">卡布奇诺，直到将上面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">泡沫弄得一点不剩。“久别重逢，怎么闷闷不乐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">？”文姐观察她脸上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">表情，“相处得不太愉快？”
“当年是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">偷偷逃跑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，他找了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">八年。”箫彤盯着漩涡似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">咖啡表面出神，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">遇到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">在外面多了一年，刚刚回到本城。”
文姐听得一愣一愣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，箫彤突然开口：“文姐，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">等了二十年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">觉得自己还爱他吗？”“不爱了。”文姐语气很淡却有十足十<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">把握。
箫彤愕然，文姐手上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">婚戒闪烁：“其实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">未必爱了二十年，或许从第三年第四年开始，就经变质了，从爱情变成了执念。”
“因为得不到等不回，才会一直固守，一直不肯退身。”文姐叹了一口气，箫彤<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">眼睛有明显<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">失落，“现在想想，其实早就不爱了，如果他真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">回来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">甚至可能扇他两耳光，然后扭头就走。只是他一直不回来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">便一直等着。”
“等得太久了，真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">会变吗？”箫彤捧着杯子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">手晃得厉害，声音有些飘渺不定。“怎么了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">发现他…不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">了？”
箫彤摇摇头：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">不知道他爱不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">…其实，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">感觉不出他有多爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”文姐看出她眼里是酸楚：“傻丫头，要是他不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">，怎么会等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">八年，至少在开始<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">时候，一定是爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”箫彤霍地抬头。
“等待是最蹉跎爱情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">方式，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">说不爱了，不过是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">爱情只三四年就磨光了，这只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">看老林，他等了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">也有二十年，现在要结婚了，他依旧比<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">更开心，比<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">更积极，所以不是每个人等到最后都将爱情变成执念<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”
没一会儿，文姐就被老林召唤走了，说是婚纱照出来了，让她过去看看，老林这样谦和儒雅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">人，箫彤觉得自己透过电话都能想象到他现下眉飞色舞<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">喜悦表情。
“彤彤，大排场啊，出来叙个旧，都带这么些保镖啊？”文姐半开玩笑。“他怕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">又跑了。”箫彤垂眸。“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">怎么不往好里想？他这是宝贝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">。”文姐嗔怪。
“您要回大宅吗？”狄千替她拉开车门。她突然生出一个念头：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">想…去玉荣看看。”那里是她和孟璟澜相遇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com91862aaf29">地方。
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