正文 51关楼合击（五）
林长远却只听得其中四个字,他虽然一直对宗寂性情大变抱着极深<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">疑惑和愤怒,可是仅凭着对方这四个字,似乎又把他内心愁苦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">阴霾和失落一扫而光,不是他，那能是谁？
他大笑道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">说得对，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">不是他,宗寂他又怎么会怎么敢这样对付<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">！”
宗寂微皱起眉头，终是放开林长远,道：“各取所需就好,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">是在帮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">，也是在帮他。不是吗，师兄。”
他拨开胸口<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">衣襟,露出整片灰暗柳叶刻纹下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">胸膛,原本不过手心大小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">柳叶，却从其纹路经脉中延伸出数道血红色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">脉络如被刺破<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">伤口一般笼罩在他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">左胸之上。像无数<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">利爪扣入胸口紧缚着肌肤下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">心房。
“看看这缚咒，它只会一天比一天盘踞着更多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">范围，若是解不了。”宗寂勾起嘴角，指了指胸口，笑道：“这里，他会永远困在这里，死也死不了，生也生不了。”
那胸口弥漫着一层死寂般<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">灰色，连那些血红色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">脉络也同样毫无生气，林长远恍惚中像看到宗寂那副半哭着脸，对他懦懦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">叫道，“师兄，好痛。”
他不自觉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">伸手触碰那道刻纹，一股炎意从指间窜入，灼烧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">痛苦自肌肤浸入骨髓。但这份痛楚远比不上他内心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">忧虑，刻纹凸显出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">变化让林长远从愤怒和屈辱中清醒了过来，无论宗寂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">变化是出于何种缘由，他便是恼怒也好，羞辱也罢，却始终不可能眼睁睁看着对方忍受这缚咒之苦。
林长远叹了口气，平静道：“说吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">想要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">做什么？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">需要灵石，越多越好。”
“哧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">以为这东西是唾手可得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">？”
“不是。”宗寂微微笑道，“这不正是留<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">性命<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">意义所在吗？”
长远听在心里，自然不是个滋味，偏又是对着宗寂忍不下来，讽刺道：“原来还不知道师弟说话这么不留情面，怪只怪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">林长远眼瞎。”
“不，不，师兄瞎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">不是眼。”宗寂捂住胸口，指了指道：“这里才对。”
长远霎时胸闷气短，他就像一只被人套了项圈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">猛兽，再如何挣扎翻腾，对方只要一拉锁链，他就只有乖乖趴下。可悲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">是，他纵然清楚这无形<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">锁链也许不过是他自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">一厢情愿，可他就是没办法说服自己放下。
那个人是宗寂，对他好，对他亲。迁就，忍让，并以性命救过他。可他林长远在乎吗？他从不在乎别人施舍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">人情，他可以把他欠宗寂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">一一还清。
可是，这不是林长远留下来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">原因。
他心里藏着另一种情感，那不是施舍也不是人情，他只是非常单纯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">希望他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">小师弟可以不再忍受痛苦，可以如愿强大起来，可以好，可以更好。又或者，哪怕对方怯生生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">叫他一句师兄，他心里也是受用<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">。
林长远开始有一点迷茫，比起宗寂对他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">依赖，也许他自己还要更甚，可惜这一点，现在看起来却尤为可笑。他甚至不需要抬眼去观察，也能感觉出对方话里话外透出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">冷意。与其说冷，倒不如说是不在乎，偏偏却是他在乎得紧了。
“好吧，逞口舌之快也毫无利处，依师弟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">意思，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">们就是一条船上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">蚱蜢。既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">都手下留情了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">自然更不会有什么意见。至于灵石嘛，这本来也是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">们参加试剑会<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">目<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">，可惜师兄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">实力有限，最后能不能得到，能得几颗可就全靠师弟了。”说完，竟对着宗寂殷勤<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">笑起来，一副逮着了大金主，占了大便宜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">无赖样。
他态度变得快，也是迫于无奈，倘若是以往<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">宗寂，他自是爱怎样就怎样，不过这下子全变天了，他打不过，骂不过，真要交恶，他又舍不得，只有半是殷勤半是挑刺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">候着。
不过就是这番话，也不是什么好言好语，倒是把自身摘得个一干二净。要让他林长远不好过了，对方也别指望就能捞个便宜。
宗寂不冷不热<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">哼了一句，算是应了。下一刻，他却从胸襟里取出一支焦黑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">灵花。已经无从辨别灵花<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">模样，其形萎缩成干枯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">一团，花茎与花瓣都呈出怪异<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">角度，看得出来这朵灵花已经完全失去了生命力，只要稍微用力一触碰，便立即化为一团碎物。
他五指一握，那灵花就碎成渣滓从指缝间落下去。“凭这点灵毒就想压制<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">？痴心妄想。”
长远看着那些细弱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">碎片，有些发懵，尽管灵花已不复其形，可是那独特<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">七片花瓣足以让林长远看得分明。
他还未开口，宗寂将那碎物捏在指间慢慢撒落，道：“看看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">好师弟藏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">东西，真是天真，倘若一两株灵花就能压制<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">，那还要这缚咒之术做什么。”
林长远脸色极为难看，灵花<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">出现在很大程度上佐证了灰袍修者<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">话，他或许不在意藏恒是否真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">丧命于宗寂之手，可是在关楼之下，宗寂是信誓旦旦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">说过他没有那灵花<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">。骗，这才是林长远在意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">。
不过他很快调整了心情，且不说他对宗寂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">信任和感情，单是对方突然间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">性情转变就让他疑窦丛生，他姑且全当是因为缚咒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">关系而走火入魔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">缘故，只是这般神智清晰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">走火入魔他还真是从未听说过。而对方言语里凸显出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">与宗寂极为明显<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">划分和隔阂，也同样让长远无所适从。那么对方所说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">话有多少可信度就值得怀疑了。
长远心情越是趋于平复，越是对宗寂怀着一种坚定不移<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">信心。他那个隐忍又依赖他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">小师弟，无论如何也不可能是装出来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">假象。这种坚肯，让林长远对寻找昆仑子弟梅弃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">想法更加急迫起来，也就意味着，他是务必要在这次<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">试剑会中取得一个极好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">名次，任何手段都在所不惜。
他大笑道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">说得对，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">不是他,宗寂他又怎么会怎么敢这样对付<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">！”
宗寂微皱起眉头，终是放开林长远,道：“各取所需就好,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">是在帮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">，也是在帮他。不是吗，师兄。”
他拨开胸口<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">衣襟,露出整片灰暗柳叶刻纹下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">胸膛,原本不过手心大小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">柳叶，却从其纹路经脉中延伸出数道血红色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">脉络如被刺破<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">伤口一般笼罩在他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">左胸之上。像无数<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">利爪扣入胸口紧缚着肌肤下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">心房。
“看看这缚咒，它只会一天比一天盘踞着更多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">范围，若是解不了。”宗寂勾起嘴角，指了指胸口，笑道：“这里，他会永远困在这里，死也死不了，生也生不了。”
那胸口弥漫着一层死寂般<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">灰色，连那些血红色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">脉络也同样毫无生气，林长远恍惚中像看到宗寂那副半哭着脸，对他懦懦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">叫道，“师兄，好痛。”
他不自觉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">伸手触碰那道刻纹，一股炎意从指间窜入，灼烧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">痛苦自肌肤浸入骨髓。但这份痛楚远比不上他内心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">忧虑，刻纹凸显出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">变化让林长远从愤怒和屈辱中清醒了过来，无论宗寂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">变化是出于何种缘由，他便是恼怒也好，羞辱也罢，却始终不可能眼睁睁看着对方忍受这缚咒之苦。
林长远叹了口气，平静道：“说吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">想要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">做什么？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">需要灵石，越多越好。”
“哧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">以为这东西是唾手可得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">？”
“不是。”宗寂微微笑道，“这不正是留<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">性命<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">意义所在吗？”
长远听在心里，自然不是个滋味，偏又是对着宗寂忍不下来，讽刺道：“原来还不知道师弟说话这么不留情面，怪只怪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">林长远眼瞎。”
“不，不，师兄瞎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">不是眼。”宗寂捂住胸口，指了指道：“这里才对。”
长远霎时胸闷气短，他就像一只被人套了项圈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">猛兽，再如何挣扎翻腾，对方只要一拉锁链，他就只有乖乖趴下。可悲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">是，他纵然清楚这无形<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">锁链也许不过是他自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">一厢情愿，可他就是没办法说服自己放下。
那个人是宗寂，对他好，对他亲。迁就，忍让，并以性命救过他。可他林长远在乎吗？他从不在乎别人施舍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">人情，他可以把他欠宗寂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">一一还清。
可是，这不是林长远留下来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">原因。
他心里藏着另一种情感，那不是施舍也不是人情，他只是非常单纯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">希望他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">小师弟可以不再忍受痛苦，可以如愿强大起来，可以好，可以更好。又或者，哪怕对方怯生生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">叫他一句师兄，他心里也是受用<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">。
林长远开始有一点迷茫，比起宗寂对他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">依赖，也许他自己还要更甚，可惜这一点，现在看起来却尤为可笑。他甚至不需要抬眼去观察，也能感觉出对方话里话外透出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">冷意。与其说冷，倒不如说是不在乎，偏偏却是他在乎得紧了。
“好吧，逞口舌之快也毫无利处，依师弟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">意思，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">们就是一条船上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">蚱蜢。既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">都手下留情了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">自然更不会有什么意见。至于灵石嘛，这本来也是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">们参加试剑会<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">目<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">，可惜师兄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">实力有限，最后能不能得到，能得几颗可就全靠师弟了。”说完，竟对着宗寂殷勤<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">笑起来，一副逮着了大金主，占了大便宜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">无赖样。
他态度变得快，也是迫于无奈，倘若是以往<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">宗寂，他自是爱怎样就怎样，不过这下子全变天了，他打不过，骂不过，真要交恶，他又舍不得，只有半是殷勤半是挑刺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">候着。
不过就是这番话，也不是什么好言好语，倒是把自身摘得个一干二净。要让他林长远不好过了，对方也别指望就能捞个便宜。
宗寂不冷不热<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">哼了一句，算是应了。下一刻，他却从胸襟里取出一支焦黑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">灵花。已经无从辨别灵花<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">模样，其形萎缩成干枯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">一团，花茎与花瓣都呈出怪异<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">角度，看得出来这朵灵花已经完全失去了生命力，只要稍微用力一触碰，便立即化为一团碎物。
他五指一握，那灵花就碎成渣滓从指缝间落下去。“凭这点灵毒就想压制<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">？痴心妄想。”
长远看着那些细弱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">碎片，有些发懵，尽管灵花已不复其形，可是那独特<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">七片花瓣足以让林长远看得分明。
他还未开口，宗寂将那碎物捏在指间慢慢撒落，道：“看看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">好师弟藏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">东西，真是天真，倘若一两株灵花就能压制<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">，那还要这缚咒之术做什么。”
林长远脸色极为难看，灵花<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">出现在很大程度上佐证了灰袍修者<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">话，他或许不在意藏恒是否真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">丧命于宗寂之手，可是在关楼之下，宗寂是信誓旦旦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">说过他没有那灵花<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">。骗，这才是林长远在意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">。
不过他很快调整了心情，且不说他对宗寂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">信任和感情，单是对方突然间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">性情转变就让他疑窦丛生，他姑且全当是因为缚咒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">关系而走火入魔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">缘故，只是这般神智清晰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">走火入魔他还真是从未听说过。而对方言语里凸显出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">与宗寂极为明显<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">划分和隔阂，也同样让长远无所适从。那么对方所说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">话有多少可信度就值得怀疑了。
长远心情越是趋于平复，越是对宗寂怀着一种坚定不移<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">信心。他那个隐忍又依赖他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">小师弟，无论如何也不可能是装出来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">假象。这种坚肯，让林长远对寻找昆仑子弟梅弃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">想法更加急迫起来，也就意味着，他是务必要在这次<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">试剑会中取得一个极好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com931742d5a0">名次，任何手段都在所不惜。