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晚上,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">跟苏嘉楠第一次和衣而眠。
他高大的身子蜷缩着，背对着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">抵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">大床的另一侧。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">则平躺着，双眼无神的盯着天花板，手指似有若无的碰触着身边到苏嘉楠之间漫长的距离。
他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">疏远<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">维持他的理智。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">知道，世上最可怕的孤单是什么吗？
是伴侣糟糕，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">却离不开他。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">和他有那么多的回忆，不管是美好的亦或是揪心的，至少<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">生漫漫,有个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">陪着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">,可，许多日子之后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">们因为价值观,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">生观等等莫名其妙的观点而产生不可调和的矛盾，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">很想离开他，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">却发现自己早已离不开他，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">有太多的理由离不开他了，包括责任，感情，承诺，道德，传统，忍耐……最重要的也许是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">不忍心让他孤单……
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">和苏嘉楠的状况大抵就是如此。
只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">们之间不可调和的产物除了价值观的南辕北辙，还包括了五年阴暗悲痛的牢狱之灾。
于是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">们之间的关系就变得极其尴尬，调和不了，又分开不得。
可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">偏偏对这种关系无能为力，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">总不能去劝导对方，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">们彼此有床笫关系，甚至还有血肉联系，所以无论对方说什么做什么，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">也只能干瞪眼。
直到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">撞见苏嘉楠有了其他女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">之后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">才明白，世界上，果真没有那样的爱情，即便一方永远<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">失约，另一方也不会永远的再等待。
那天，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">客厅里收拾家务，苏嘉楠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">楼上书房里查阅资料。然然则蹲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">干净的茶几上玩积木。
多宁静的午后？
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">擦地的时候，还能时不时和可爱的儿子对眼一笑。
“叮铃铃……”
可，刺耳的手机铃声打破了这样的宁静。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">有些无奈的寻找声音的源头，那是苏嘉楠挂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">门口的西装口袋。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">扔下手里的活计，轻拍了拍手上的灰尘，走过去，从口袋里将手机掏出。
抬头想喊喊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">书房做事的苏嘉楠。通知他电话响了。
可那句话却像根刺，绕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">喉头，怎么也说不出。
因为就<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">不小心的低头一撇中，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">看见了洒落一地的避。孕。套，数了数，一盒的量独独少了一只。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">呆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">那儿不知所措，直到闷重的脚步声自上而下，越来越近的传了过来。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">知道是苏嘉楠下楼了，便捏紧手中的电话，抬头看了看他。
这时候的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">是很敏感的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">轻而易举就从他眼中看到了慌张。
这慌张威力无穷，将<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">刺得体无完肤。
他并没有说话，只是越过散落一地的避。孕。套，从<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">手里接过手机。
“苏少爷～”
也许是室内太过安静，那声娇的让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">酥麻的声音一下子就窜入了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的耳膜。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">咬了咬唇瓣，默默的将落<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">地上的物品重新塞回他的口袋，转身，利落的离开。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">那么迅速的逃离是非之地，也许只是害怕，自己下一秒，会没出息的哭出来……
他淡然的接完电话。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">蹲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">然然身边折刚刚从院落里收回来的衣服。
天知道，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">需要多大的耐力才能压制住自己颤抖的双手。
彼时，他正慢慢的靠近<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，看似很悠闲的对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">说：“有什么需要问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的么？”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">折衣服的手顿住，抬头深深的看了他一眼。
其实，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">是很想问的，可最后还是默默的摇了摇头。
“哼……”他嗤了一声，猛地向<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">逼近，恶狠狠的说道：“到底是没有心的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，什么都不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">乎！”
“吧嗒……”
苏嘉楠凶狠的语气，让身边的然然吓了一跳，手一抖，刚刚搭起城堡的屋顶瞬间被抖翻了。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">就是有再多的怨言，也被孩子吓坏了的模样缓解了。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">避开苏嘉楠的责难，转身抱住孩子，嘴里呢喃着：“然然不怕，然然不怕，爸爸只是跟妈妈玩游戏呢？！”
苏嘉楠喉头咽了咽，迅猛的起了身，拿起挂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">门口的外套，很利落的关了门……
他卷起的微风久久<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">后背叨扰，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">一时没忍住，泪水就落<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">了然然挺翘的小肉鼻上。
见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">这般，孩子也缓缓的开始抽咽了。
他伸出肉呼呼的小手<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">脸颊上摩挲：“妈妈……呜呜……妈妈……呜呜……”
……
晚上９点多，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">怀抱着然然昏昏欲睡，猛然听见刺耳的刹车声，接着是“嘭”一声巨响。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">一个激灵，将然然身上的被子裹好，翻身下了床，赤着脚，连拖鞋都没来得及穿。
等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">气喘吁吁的打开门，门外的苏嘉楠就直直的倒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的怀里。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">被他高大的身躯压的一踉跄，向后摔去。
等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">站稳脚跟，鼻尖就闻道一股说不清的滋味，浓郁的酒精伴着强烈的血腥味。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">费力的拨开他的身体，猛然发现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">他半眯的眼皮上方翻开了一块蚕豆般大小的口子，鲜红的血液正汩汩的往外流。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">摸他脸颊的时候，沾了一手的血。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">等着……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">去打急救电话……”<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的声音不由自主的抖起来。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">喝了酒了……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">想闹得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">尽皆知？？”苏嘉楠一把拉住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，将<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">禁锢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">墙面。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">看着他那处的伤口还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">不停的往外冒着鲜血，更加手足无措：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">流血……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">会没命的……”说话间，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">已经抬起手，死死的压<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">伤口处。
他可能受了疼，可却不推开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">低吼：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的手消毒了么？”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">一愣，忙放下手，堂皇之中，眼泪急的滑落了。
他的神色微动，语气也变得缓和起来：“柜子的左边第二个抽屉里有医药箱……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">会简单的包扎么？”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">被他说不清的目光盯得，只好愣愣的点头。
“放心，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">还死不了……”<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">转身去拿医药箱的时候，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">耳边这样说。
自他回来后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">就一直没合眼。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">替他仔细地清洗了伤口，换了一身干净的衣服，又给他喂了点消炎药。包扎好了以后，他一直处于半梦半醒的状态，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">则蹲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">他旁边擦拭地板上从他伤口处滴下来的，已经凝固了的鲜血。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">其实是很害怕的，不知道苏嘉楠这样算不算昏迷，又不知道是不是应该把他送进医院。
夜里，忙完了一切，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">就坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">沙发边，静静看着苏嘉楠英俊的脸庞，那样清澈，又那样颓废。
突然，苏嘉楠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">半梦半醒中睁开了眼睛。
他琥珀色的眼珠静静的望着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，然后煽动薄唇，他说的极低极低。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">却一字不落的听全了，他说：“苏青果，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">。”
尔后，他缓缓的闭上眼睛，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的眼泪却<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">那一刻扑扑只掉。
约莫快天亮的时候，他又醒了一次。
先是定定的看了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">一眼，尔后决绝的撇过头去，拿背向着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，不发一言。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">伸手轻触他伤口，没有原先黏黏的感觉，说明已经不再流血了，心中的重石顿时轻了一大半。
抬眼看了看屋里的钟表，已经四点多了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">揉了揉发胀的眼睛，起身，赶快去熬粥。
等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">把粥熬好了，吹到不冷不热给他端来，苏嘉楠又闭上了眼睛。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">只好将粥放下，重新坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">沙发边。
这次，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">苏嘉楠的梦里，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">听到了他缠绵的声线，他说，他爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，真的很爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">……
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">放下碗，环抱住他的腰身，流着泪说：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">也是。苏嘉楠，对不起。请<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">原谅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">。”
苏嘉楠费力的转过身，那么温柔地揽着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，他的面容像极了无害的婴儿，硬将自己塞进<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的怀中。
可等他重新清醒过来，就什么都忘记了，又是一副拒绝的表情。
不说话，阴郁。
他就这样反反复复折腾了好久。折腾到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">们彼此都精疲力尽了。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">突然很希望苏嘉楠能够一直熟睡，因为，梦里的他实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">太惹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">疼了，又温柔又深情又乖巧，像个宝宝。
早上８点半，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">把然然送去了学校。
回来的路上，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">去了药店添置了不少的消炎药跟酒精棉。
从旋转的玻璃门出来，看到了自己的投影，那么疲惫不堪，眼神里还透着那么一股惊慌、愧疚。
呵呵……相比于<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">带给苏嘉楠的痛，他跟陌生女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">上床又算什么？
呆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">他身边，看他那么痛苦，真的比杀了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">还难受。
到了别墅的门口，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">长长的吐了口气才打开门。
原本躺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">沙发上的苏嘉楠已经醒了，正站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">外面的院落里。
他听到了声音，就转头看着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">。
看了好久，好久……
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">呢，拎着刚买回来的东西站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">离他一米的距离，也是丝毫不敢动弹。
半个小时之后。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">眼睁睁的看着苏嘉楠哭了，他的眼泪直直的掉落，滴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">被太阳烤哄了的土地，也滴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的心头上。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">从没看过男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">哭，也从没有男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">哭过……
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">更加不知所措。可又不敢说对不起。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">总觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的过错已经不是一句道歉可以解决。
面前的苏嘉楠一直流泪。他仰望天，大概是希望眼泪回流，可是好像还是止不住。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">慢慢的走到他面前，想说对他说些什么。
他却一把揽过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的脖子，他说：“果儿……怎么办……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">还是那么爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">……忘不掉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">……还是想和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">一起……怎么办？怎么办？”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">“哇”的一声，开始大哭不止了。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">突然想起，以前的苏嘉楠总说他爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">却从不知道珍惜。
作者有话要说：本不想带电脑去学校的，可又觉得自己好不容易重新更文了，不能再次半途而废，于是乎，微微就码字了……为此，你们要不要亲亲我？？！！
话说，这章虐中带着感动啊，有木有？
不知道你们看到哥哥说：“果儿……怎么办……我还是那么爱你……我……忘不掉你，我……还是想和你在一起……怎么办？怎么办？”
有木有掉泪？！可我却哭了，像个傻子一样。
最后说一句，微微明天不知道能不能更新，要是不能的话，我一定会提前通知你们。
他高大的身子蜷缩着，背对着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">抵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">大床的另一侧。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">则平躺着，双眼无神的盯着天花板，手指似有若无的碰触着身边到苏嘉楠之间漫长的距离。
他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">疏远<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">维持他的理智。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">知道，世上最可怕的孤单是什么吗？
是伴侣糟糕，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">却离不开他。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">和他有那么多的回忆，不管是美好的亦或是揪心的，至少<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">生漫漫,有个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">陪着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">,可，许多日子之后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">们因为价值观,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">生观等等莫名其妙的观点而产生不可调和的矛盾，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">很想离开他，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">却发现自己早已离不开他，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">有太多的理由离不开他了，包括责任，感情，承诺，道德，传统，忍耐……最重要的也许是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">不忍心让他孤单……
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">和苏嘉楠的状况大抵就是如此。
只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">们之间不可调和的产物除了价值观的南辕北辙，还包括了五年阴暗悲痛的牢狱之灾。
于是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">们之间的关系就变得极其尴尬，调和不了，又分开不得。
可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">偏偏对这种关系无能为力，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">总不能去劝导对方，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">们彼此有床笫关系，甚至还有血肉联系，所以无论对方说什么做什么，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">也只能干瞪眼。
直到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">撞见苏嘉楠有了其他女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">之后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">才明白，世界上，果真没有那样的爱情，即便一方永远<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">失约，另一方也不会永远的再等待。
那天，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">客厅里收拾家务，苏嘉楠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">楼上书房里查阅资料。然然则蹲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">干净的茶几上玩积木。
多宁静的午后？
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">擦地的时候，还能时不时和可爱的儿子对眼一笑。
“叮铃铃……”
可，刺耳的手机铃声打破了这样的宁静。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">有些无奈的寻找声音的源头，那是苏嘉楠挂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">门口的西装口袋。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">扔下手里的活计，轻拍了拍手上的灰尘，走过去，从口袋里将手机掏出。
抬头想喊喊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">书房做事的苏嘉楠。通知他电话响了。
可那句话却像根刺，绕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">喉头，怎么也说不出。
因为就<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">不小心的低头一撇中，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">看见了洒落一地的避。孕。套，数了数，一盒的量独独少了一只。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">呆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">那儿不知所措，直到闷重的脚步声自上而下，越来越近的传了过来。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">知道是苏嘉楠下楼了，便捏紧手中的电话，抬头看了看他。
这时候的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">是很敏感的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">轻而易举就从他眼中看到了慌张。
这慌张威力无穷，将<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">刺得体无完肤。
他并没有说话，只是越过散落一地的避。孕。套，从<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">手里接过手机。
“苏少爷～”
也许是室内太过安静，那声娇的让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">酥麻的声音一下子就窜入了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的耳膜。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">咬了咬唇瓣，默默的将落<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">地上的物品重新塞回他的口袋，转身，利落的离开。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">那么迅速的逃离是非之地，也许只是害怕，自己下一秒，会没出息的哭出来……
他淡然的接完电话。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">蹲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">然然身边折刚刚从院落里收回来的衣服。
天知道，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">需要多大的耐力才能压制住自己颤抖的双手。
彼时，他正慢慢的靠近<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，看似很悠闲的对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">说：“有什么需要问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的么？”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">折衣服的手顿住，抬头深深的看了他一眼。
其实，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">是很想问的，可最后还是默默的摇了摇头。
“哼……”他嗤了一声，猛地向<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">逼近，恶狠狠的说道：“到底是没有心的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，什么都不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">乎！”
“吧嗒……”
苏嘉楠凶狠的语气，让身边的然然吓了一跳，手一抖，刚刚搭起城堡的屋顶瞬间被抖翻了。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">就是有再多的怨言，也被孩子吓坏了的模样缓解了。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">避开苏嘉楠的责难，转身抱住孩子，嘴里呢喃着：“然然不怕，然然不怕，爸爸只是跟妈妈玩游戏呢？！”
苏嘉楠喉头咽了咽，迅猛的起了身，拿起挂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">门口的外套，很利落的关了门……
他卷起的微风久久<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">后背叨扰，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">一时没忍住，泪水就落<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">了然然挺翘的小肉鼻上。
见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">这般，孩子也缓缓的开始抽咽了。
他伸出肉呼呼的小手<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">脸颊上摩挲：“妈妈……呜呜……妈妈……呜呜……”
……
晚上９点多，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">怀抱着然然昏昏欲睡，猛然听见刺耳的刹车声，接着是“嘭”一声巨响。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">一个激灵，将然然身上的被子裹好，翻身下了床，赤着脚，连拖鞋都没来得及穿。
等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">气喘吁吁的打开门，门外的苏嘉楠就直直的倒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的怀里。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">被他高大的身躯压的一踉跄，向后摔去。
等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">站稳脚跟，鼻尖就闻道一股说不清的滋味，浓郁的酒精伴着强烈的血腥味。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">费力的拨开他的身体，猛然发现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">他半眯的眼皮上方翻开了一块蚕豆般大小的口子，鲜红的血液正汩汩的往外流。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">摸他脸颊的时候，沾了一手的血。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">等着……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">去打急救电话……”<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的声音不由自主的抖起来。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">喝了酒了……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">想闹得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">尽皆知？？”苏嘉楠一把拉住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，将<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">禁锢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">墙面。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">看着他那处的伤口还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">不停的往外冒着鲜血，更加手足无措：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">流血……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">会没命的……”说话间，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">已经抬起手，死死的压<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">伤口处。
他可能受了疼，可却不推开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">低吼：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的手消毒了么？”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">一愣，忙放下手，堂皇之中，眼泪急的滑落了。
他的神色微动，语气也变得缓和起来：“柜子的左边第二个抽屉里有医药箱……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">会简单的包扎么？”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">被他说不清的目光盯得，只好愣愣的点头。
“放心，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">还死不了……”<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">转身去拿医药箱的时候，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">耳边这样说。
自他回来后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">就一直没合眼。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">替他仔细地清洗了伤口，换了一身干净的衣服，又给他喂了点消炎药。包扎好了以后，他一直处于半梦半醒的状态，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">则蹲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">他旁边擦拭地板上从他伤口处滴下来的，已经凝固了的鲜血。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">其实是很害怕的，不知道苏嘉楠这样算不算昏迷，又不知道是不是应该把他送进医院。
夜里，忙完了一切，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">就坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">沙发边，静静看着苏嘉楠英俊的脸庞，那样清澈，又那样颓废。
突然，苏嘉楠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">半梦半醒中睁开了眼睛。
他琥珀色的眼珠静静的望着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，然后煽动薄唇，他说的极低极低。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">却一字不落的听全了，他说：“苏青果，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">。”
尔后，他缓缓的闭上眼睛，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的眼泪却<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">那一刻扑扑只掉。
约莫快天亮的时候，他又醒了一次。
先是定定的看了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">一眼，尔后决绝的撇过头去，拿背向着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，不发一言。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">伸手轻触他伤口，没有原先黏黏的感觉，说明已经不再流血了，心中的重石顿时轻了一大半。
抬眼看了看屋里的钟表，已经四点多了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">揉了揉发胀的眼睛，起身，赶快去熬粥。
等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">把粥熬好了，吹到不冷不热给他端来，苏嘉楠又闭上了眼睛。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">只好将粥放下，重新坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">沙发边。
这次，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">苏嘉楠的梦里，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">听到了他缠绵的声线，他说，他爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，真的很爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">……
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">放下碗，环抱住他的腰身，流着泪说：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">也是。苏嘉楠，对不起。请<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">原谅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">。”
苏嘉楠费力的转过身，那么温柔地揽着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，他的面容像极了无害的婴儿，硬将自己塞进<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的怀中。
可等他重新清醒过来，就什么都忘记了，又是一副拒绝的表情。
不说话，阴郁。
他就这样反反复复折腾了好久。折腾到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">们彼此都精疲力尽了。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">突然很希望苏嘉楠能够一直熟睡，因为，梦里的他实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">太惹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">疼了，又温柔又深情又乖巧，像个宝宝。
早上８点半，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">把然然送去了学校。
回来的路上，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">去了药店添置了不少的消炎药跟酒精棉。
从旋转的玻璃门出来，看到了自己的投影，那么疲惫不堪，眼神里还透着那么一股惊慌、愧疚。
呵呵……相比于<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">带给苏嘉楠的痛，他跟陌生女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">上床又算什么？
呆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">他身边，看他那么痛苦，真的比杀了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">还难受。
到了别墅的门口，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">长长的吐了口气才打开门。
原本躺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">沙发上的苏嘉楠已经醒了，正站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">外面的院落里。
他听到了声音，就转头看着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">。
看了好久，好久……
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">呢，拎着刚买回来的东西站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">离他一米的距离，也是丝毫不敢动弹。
半个小时之后。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">眼睁睁的看着苏嘉楠哭了，他的眼泪直直的掉落，滴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">被太阳烤哄了的土地，也滴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的心头上。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">从没看过男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">哭，也从没有男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.combf847b6637">为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">哭过……
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">更加不知所措。可又不敢说对不起。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">总觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的过错已经不是一句道歉可以解决。
面前的苏嘉楠一直流泪。他仰望天，大概是希望眼泪回流，可是好像还是止不住。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">慢慢的走到他面前，想说对他说些什么。
他却一把揽过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">的脖子，他说：“果儿……怎么办……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">还是那么爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">……忘不掉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">……还是想和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.combf847b6637"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.combf847b6637">一起……怎么办？怎么办？”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">“哇”的一声，开始大哭不止了。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">突然想起，以前的苏嘉楠总说他爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.combf847b6637">却从不知道珍惜。
作者有话要说：本不想带电脑去学校的，可又觉得自己好不容易重新更文了，不能再次半途而废，于是乎，微微就码字了……为此，你们要不要亲亲我？？！！
话说，这章虐中带着感动啊，有木有？
不知道你们看到哥哥说：“果儿……怎么办……我还是那么爱你……我……忘不掉你，我……还是想和你在一起……怎么办？怎么办？”
有木有掉泪？！可我却哭了，像个傻子一样。
最后说一句，微微明天不知道能不能更新，要是不能的话，我一定会提前通知你们。