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那天池安安真的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">被窝里偷笑了许久,可那笑里隐藏的千头万绪，或许真的是如<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">饮水,冷暖自知。
不过整件事情上，池安安觉得自己晕得是有些丢脸的。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">家晕倒好歹是贫血、操劳过度之类的，她却是因为风寒外加大姨妈……
这一场大姨妈，让池安安足足养了一个半周。让她想趁热打铁,禽兽了陆岩也不能,实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是很忧伤的一桩事情。而陆岩也因为之前照顾生病昏迷的池安安延误了工作，等她好些他就回了公司。池安安虽安顿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">陆岩的公寓里，却也几乎是碰不着他面的。
独守空房,池安安颇有点闺怨的味道。
于是为了排遣怨念,池安安稍微好利索了,就出门去晒太阳杀菌了。也不知道是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">背呢还是所谓不是冤家不聚头的定律，池安安<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">上次和陆岩一起去的那个高级商场里碰见了陈瑄。
池安安看见陈瑄的时候，她正坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">咖啡店靠窗的位置，陈瑄从外头走过，手里提着不少购物袋，池安安和陈瑄现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">到底不是好得凑巧遇到需要激动一番得程度，于是撇过脸打算当没看见。哪知刚挪开视线，就听玻璃被敲了两下，陈瑄竟也看见了她，还颇有想要聊上一番的意思。
当陈瑄笑意融融坐到池安安对面的时候，池安安确定，陈瑄真的是要找自己聊天。
"虽然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">很想说很高兴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">这里遇到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">觉得，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">应该没有相同的感觉。"陈瑄说这话的时候不是客气和揣测，而是万分肯定的。
这也是为什么池安安<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">公寓楼下撞见陈瑄那天起就不再愿意和她碰面。因为不管<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">说不说话，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">只坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">她面前，她就有本事把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">看透。池安安从前是她的病<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，并且信任度与她，故而不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">乎。而当这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">成为一种隐形威胁的时候，池安安自然不愿意被对方看透，哪怕这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">只是池安安自己的假想敌。
此刻，池安安拿勺子搅了搅面前的咖啡，甚至懒得和对面的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">浪费表情："既然这样，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">干嘛还坐下来。"
"哦，因为突然想起来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的一个心结和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">有关。"陈瑄坐得端正，说话的时候几乎没有多余的小动作，就像她能够透析别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">表情背后的情绪，她也学会了如何隐藏自己。
"三年前，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">离开陆岩公寓的时候，看见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">躲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">路灯边上，出租车转弯的时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">刚巧看见。"
陈瑄说得轻巧，池安安的手却猛地一顿，她放下勺子，眉毛朝下紧皱，眼周绷紧地看向陈瑄。
"先别激动，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">当时认为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">会去找陆岩当面说清楚，但之后陆岩联系<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">失踪了，而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">打<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">电话<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不回，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">才意识到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">误会得挺深。"陈瑄盯着池安安，见对方瘪着嘴不说话，便又开口了："<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">想说，既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">知道为什么不告诉陆岩，或者直接向<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">解释。的确，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">什么都没有做。"
"<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是有私心的。"陈瑄接着说道："相比起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的病情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">更感兴趣的其实一直是陆岩。像他这样极度克制的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">真的很少见，从他托朋友找到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的第一天见面开始，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">就对他这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">很感兴趣。他把什么都藏得很好，把所有情绪都内敛化，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">就一直很想知道原因，也很想找到他的感情缺口。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">以为会是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">没解释，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">没想到他竟然能一忍就三年。"
"陈医生，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不想听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的医学报告，更不想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">面前摆出医生的架子谈论<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">喜欢的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。"池安安拧眉："<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">一度觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">很体贴，现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">却觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">很恶心。"
"体贴是为了让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">敞开心扉，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">做医生的职责。现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的病<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">更倾向于直白。"陈瑄微笑："<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">三年前看到的玫瑰花，不是陆岩送的。陆岩那天本来约<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">下午<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">办公室谈话，他知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">偶尔会联系，想问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">打听下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的心理状况，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">下午有急事，就晚上去了公寓找他，玫瑰花是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">朋友送的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">顺手带上去再带下来的。至于告别的拥抱，是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">和陆岩说，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">之后要出国，恐怕不能再帮他了。所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">这个误会的真相，其实再简单不过。"
"为什么现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">要来和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">解释？"
"既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">一起了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">明白一些。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">有敌意，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">多少算是有点亏欠。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">自己或许也感觉得到，陆岩对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的喜欢，带着一些别的东西。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，是责任和内疚。他藏了秘密，其中一个，必定和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">有关。只可惜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">这次只回来几天，没办法弄清楚这笔糊涂账了，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">最好自己能够解开这个谜题，毕竟想和他过一辈子的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。"
陈瑄说完，便起身要走，池安安突然开口道："把每个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">都研究得清清楚楚，有意思吗？"
"<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">选择活得清醒，就得牺牲难得糊涂作为代价。"陈瑄提起购物袋，俯视着池安安道："同样的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">要想糊涂度日，就要学会万事不去追究。但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">知道，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不甘心糊涂一世。所以告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">这些，好自为之吧。"
陈瑄扬长而去，咖啡渐冷，池安安垂眉，一动不动，放<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">膝上的手死死握紧。直到指甲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">手心留下深深的印记，她才终于松开手，嗤笑一声，好自为之？
原来她池安安多年之前如此诚心对待的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，是这样的面目。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">陈瑄眼里，不管是池安安她自己，或是陆岩，或许仅仅只是有趣的观察对象。而她池安安，却因为这样的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，浪费了三年的光阴。好笑，真是好笑……
陆岩夜里有场饭局，待司机将他送回公寓，已是十一点多了。这天说来也怪，白日里还是艳阳高照，到黄昏的时候，开始下起了雨，淅淅沥沥的了这个点还不见停。
这两□近年关，公司里有很多事情要处理，而池家那边也不消停。陆岩揉了揉眉心，推门进屋，抬手摆到电灯开关上，却是一空，屋内通明，这才想起池安安这几日还赖<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">他这里。
池安安此时正站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">落地窗前，屋里开了暖气，她只穿了棉织的连衫裙，长发拨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">左肩，难得的沉静，而空气里有股淡淡的中药气味。
或许是听到他开门的声响，池安安回过头来，笑意也即可浮现起来，三两步就跑过来将他抱住，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">他怀里深深吸了口气，像是终于安了心，声音雀跃："回来啦。"
"还不睡？"陆岩揉了揉她的发顶："起开些，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">衣服脏。"
池安安抬起脑袋来，痴痴地笑："<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不嫌弃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。"
"听话。"
陆岩沉声，池安安看出他的疲惫，立刻乖乖放开他。
"不如<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">先去洗澡，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">拿居家服！"池安安笑眯眯地提议，然后从鞋柜里拿了拖鞋摆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">陆岩跟前，而后就跑去衣帽间了。
陆岩看着她的背影，又低头看了看拖鞋，不禁失笑。她倒是晓得照顾起他来了？
池安安拿了衣服，趁陆岩去洗澡的空档，池安安又到厨房拿了今天新买的解酒茶来，泡了一杯。
等陆岩洗了澡出来，哪里都不见池安安，最后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">厨房找到她。她正端详着眼前的茶一动不动，似是走了神。
"<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">想什么？"
陆岩的声线把池安安拉回当下，她端起茶来递到他面前："饭局上肯定没少喝酒，喝杯醒酒茶吧。"
陆岩探究的目光<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">池安安脸上扫了一循，这才接过杯子。
"怎么？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">脸上有花，看着么仔细？"池安安掐了掐陆岩的手。
男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">喝了两口茶，这才悠悠地开口回答："只管捣乱的丫头突然贤惠起来，怕是有诈。"
池安安鼓了鼓腮帮子："啊，好心没好报，茶拿来。"说着就要抢陆岩手里的茶杯。
陆岩抬手，将杯子一举，池安安踮着脚也没够着，于是摆出更唬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的表情："把茶还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">！"
"说也说不得了？"陆岩扬起笑，露出整齐的牙，这明媚让池安安几乎恍神，自然也没了气。
她哼了一声，掩饰自己被轻易俘获的事实："做女朋友的体贴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">一下还不领情，没下次了！"
陆岩放下茶杯，抬手将眼前闹别扭的丫头揽进怀里，从善如流道："<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">失言，别生气了，嗯？"
"算<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">识相。"池安安搂住他的要，满意地笑。这个怀抱她想了这么多年，此刻显得无比温暖。秘密又如何，亏欠又如何，他说爱她就好，这就是她求的，她要的。
此时此刻，她无比满足。
终于正式开始自己第一春的池安安算得上正宗的恋爱中的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，满脑子除了谈恋爱什么都不剩下了。Nicole欲哭无泪，这个不靠谱的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">就算是硬被拖来工作室，按到画布前，她也就只会盯着那块白布坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">那里边傻笑边发呆。Nicole<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">尝试了三次之后彻底放弃摧池安安交画稿的事了，甚至开始恶毒地盼望池安安和陆岩赶紧过了热恋期，不然池安安这个名号就算是彻底砸了。
池安安虽不会昭告天下说自己恋爱，但也还是通知了江哲。约他出来，池安安是不敢，自知必定少不了挨一顿骂，但当面骂和电话里骂的冲击力毕竟是不一样的，于是池安安选择了打电话。
结果当池安安支支吾吾地说自己和陆岩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">一起了之后，对面竟然没有听到江哲的斥责。他既不说她笨，也没讲她狼心狗肺，只说他知道了，而后就挂了电话。
池安安只好作罢，江哲于她有恩，可她一直将自己的心意表明地很清楚，江哲不是扭捏的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，应当会明白。此时她也不方便再出面多说些什么。何况，池安安此刻地心思，其实早已经不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。
圣诞节将至，池安安琢磨着要怎么过，可看陆岩公务繁忙，又开不了口。于是只好挑了件圣诞礼物，想就这样算是过了。果然连圣诞夜前一晚，陆岩也是等池安安睡下了才回来。
岂料，次日天刚亮，池安安就被叫醒，她惺忪地揉了揉眼，看陆岩立<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">床边，她迷迷糊糊地问："怎么了？"
"乖，起床，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们去坐飞机。"
"坐飞机？"
作者有话要说：我不想把陈暄写成这样的其实……甜蜜章节快要来啦，miehuohuo
那天池安安真的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">被窝里偷笑了许久,可那笑里隐藏的千头万绪，或许真的是如<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">饮水,冷暖自知。
不过整件事情上，池安安觉得自己晕得是有些丢脸的。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">家晕倒好歹是贫血、操劳过度之类的，她却是因为风寒外加大姨妈……
这一场大姨妈，让池安安足足养了一个半周。让她想趁热打铁,禽兽了陆岩也不能,实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是很忧伤的一桩事情。而陆岩也因为之前照顾生病昏迷的池安安延误了工作，等她好些他就回了公司。池安安虽安顿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">陆岩的公寓里，却也几乎是碰不着他面的。
独守空房,池安安颇有点闺怨的味道。
于是为了排遣怨念,池安安稍微好利索了,就出门去晒太阳杀菌了。也不知道是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">背呢还是所谓不是冤家不聚头的定律，池安安<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">上次和陆岩一起去的那个高级商场里碰见了陈瑄。
池安安看见陈瑄的时候，她正坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">咖啡店靠窗的位置，陈瑄从外头走过，手里提着不少购物袋，池安安和陈瑄现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">到底不是好得凑巧遇到需要激动一番得程度，于是撇过脸打算当没看见。哪知刚挪开视线，就听玻璃被敲了两下，陈瑄竟也看见了她，还颇有想要聊上一番的意思。
当陈瑄笑意融融坐到池安安对面的时候，池安安确定，陈瑄真的是要找自己聊天。
"虽然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">很想说很高兴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">这里遇到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">觉得，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">应该没有相同的感觉。"陈瑄说这话的时候不是客气和揣测，而是万分肯定的。
这也是为什么池安安<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">公寓楼下撞见陈瑄那天起就不再愿意和她碰面。因为不管<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">说不说话，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">只坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">她面前，她就有本事把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">看透。池安安从前是她的病<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，并且信任度与她，故而不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">乎。而当这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">成为一种隐形威胁的时候，池安安自然不愿意被对方看透，哪怕这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">只是池安安自己的假想敌。
此刻，池安安拿勺子搅了搅面前的咖啡，甚至懒得和对面的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">浪费表情："既然这样，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">干嘛还坐下来。"
"哦，因为突然想起来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的一个心结和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">有关。"陈瑄坐得端正，说话的时候几乎没有多余的小动作，就像她能够透析别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">表情背后的情绪，她也学会了如何隐藏自己。
"三年前，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">离开陆岩公寓的时候，看见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">躲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">路灯边上，出租车转弯的时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">刚巧看见。"
陈瑄说得轻巧，池安安的手却猛地一顿，她放下勺子，眉毛朝下紧皱，眼周绷紧地看向陈瑄。
"先别激动，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">当时认为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">会去找陆岩当面说清楚，但之后陆岩联系<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">失踪了，而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">打<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">电话<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不回，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">才意识到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">误会得挺深。"陈瑄盯着池安安，见对方瘪着嘴不说话，便又开口了："<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">想说，既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">知道为什么不告诉陆岩，或者直接向<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">解释。的确，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">什么都没有做。"
"<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是有私心的。"陈瑄接着说道："相比起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的病情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">更感兴趣的其实一直是陆岩。像他这样极度克制的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">真的很少见，从他托朋友找到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的第一天见面开始，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">就对他这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">很感兴趣。他把什么都藏得很好，把所有情绪都内敛化，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">就一直很想知道原因，也很想找到他的感情缺口。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">以为会是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">没解释，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">没想到他竟然能一忍就三年。"
"陈医生，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不想听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的医学报告，更不想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">面前摆出医生的架子谈论<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">喜欢的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。"池安安拧眉："<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">一度觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">很体贴，现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">却觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">很恶心。"
"体贴是为了让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">敞开心扉，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">做医生的职责。现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的病<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">更倾向于直白。"陈瑄微笑："<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">三年前看到的玫瑰花，不是陆岩送的。陆岩那天本来约<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">下午<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">办公室谈话，他知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">偶尔会联系，想问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">打听下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的心理状况，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">下午有急事，就晚上去了公寓找他，玫瑰花是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">朋友送的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">顺手带上去再带下来的。至于告别的拥抱，是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">和陆岩说，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">之后要出国，恐怕不能再帮他了。所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">这个误会的真相，其实再简单不过。"
"为什么现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">要来和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">解释？"
"既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">一起了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">明白一些。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">有敌意，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">多少算是有点亏欠。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">自己或许也感觉得到，陆岩对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的喜欢，带着一些别的东西。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，是责任和内疚。他藏了秘密，其中一个，必定和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">有关。只可惜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">这次只回来几天，没办法弄清楚这笔糊涂账了，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">最好自己能够解开这个谜题，毕竟想和他过一辈子的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。"
陈瑄说完，便起身要走，池安安突然开口道："把每个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">都研究得清清楚楚，有意思吗？"
"<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">选择活得清醒，就得牺牲难得糊涂作为代价。"陈瑄提起购物袋，俯视着池安安道："同样的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">要想糊涂度日，就要学会万事不去追究。但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">知道，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不甘心糊涂一世。所以告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">这些，好自为之吧。"
陈瑄扬长而去，咖啡渐冷，池安安垂眉，一动不动，放<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">膝上的手死死握紧。直到指甲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">手心留下深深的印记，她才终于松开手，嗤笑一声，好自为之？
原来她池安安多年之前如此诚心对待的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，是这样的面目。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">陈瑄眼里，不管是池安安她自己，或是陆岩，或许仅仅只是有趣的观察对象。而她池安安，却因为这样的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，浪费了三年的光阴。好笑，真是好笑……
陆岩夜里有场饭局，待司机将他送回公寓，已是十一点多了。这天说来也怪，白日里还是艳阳高照，到黄昏的时候，开始下起了雨，淅淅沥沥的了这个点还不见停。
这两□近年关，公司里有很多事情要处理，而池家那边也不消停。陆岩揉了揉眉心，推门进屋，抬手摆到电灯开关上，却是一空，屋内通明，这才想起池安安这几日还赖<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">他这里。
池安安此时正站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">落地窗前，屋里开了暖气，她只穿了棉织的连衫裙，长发拨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">左肩，难得的沉静，而空气里有股淡淡的中药气味。
或许是听到他开门的声响，池安安回过头来，笑意也即可浮现起来，三两步就跑过来将他抱住，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">他怀里深深吸了口气，像是终于安了心，声音雀跃："回来啦。"
"还不睡？"陆岩揉了揉她的发顶："起开些，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">衣服脏。"
池安安抬起脑袋来，痴痴地笑："<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不嫌弃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。"
"听话。"
陆岩沉声，池安安看出他的疲惫，立刻乖乖放开他。
"不如<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">先去洗澡，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">拿居家服！"池安安笑眯眯地提议，然后从鞋柜里拿了拖鞋摆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">陆岩跟前，而后就跑去衣帽间了。
陆岩看着她的背影，又低头看了看拖鞋，不禁失笑。她倒是晓得照顾起他来了？
池安安拿了衣服，趁陆岩去洗澡的空档，池安安又到厨房拿了今天新买的解酒茶来，泡了一杯。
等陆岩洗了澡出来，哪里都不见池安安，最后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">厨房找到她。她正端详着眼前的茶一动不动，似是走了神。
"<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">想什么？"
陆岩的声线把池安安拉回当下，她端起茶来递到他面前："饭局上肯定没少喝酒，喝杯醒酒茶吧。"
陆岩探究的目光<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">池安安脸上扫了一循，这才接过杯子。
"怎么？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">脸上有花，看着么仔细？"池安安掐了掐陆岩的手。
男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">喝了两口茶，这才悠悠地开口回答："只管捣乱的丫头突然贤惠起来，怕是有诈。"
池安安鼓了鼓腮帮子："啊，好心没好报，茶拿来。"说着就要抢陆岩手里的茶杯。
陆岩抬手，将杯子一举，池安安踮着脚也没够着，于是摆出更唬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的表情："把茶还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">！"
"说也说不得了？"陆岩扬起笑，露出整齐的牙，这明媚让池安安几乎恍神，自然也没了气。
她哼了一声，掩饰自己被轻易俘获的事实："做女朋友的体贴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">一下还不领情，没下次了！"
陆岩放下茶杯，抬手将眼前闹别扭的丫头揽进怀里，从善如流道："<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">失言，别生气了，嗯？"
"算<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">识相。"池安安搂住他的要，满意地笑。这个怀抱她想了这么多年，此刻显得无比温暖。秘密又如何，亏欠又如何，他说爱她就好，这就是她求的，她要的。
此时此刻，她无比满足。
终于正式开始自己第一春的池安安算得上正宗的恋爱中的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，满脑子除了谈恋爱什么都不剩下了。Nicole欲哭无泪，这个不靠谱的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">就算是硬被拖来工作室，按到画布前，她也就只会盯着那块白布坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">那里边傻笑边发呆。Nicole<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">尝试了三次之后彻底放弃摧池安安交画稿的事了，甚至开始恶毒地盼望池安安和陆岩赶紧过了热恋期，不然池安安这个名号就算是彻底砸了。
池安安虽不会昭告天下说自己恋爱，但也还是通知了江哲。约他出来，池安安是不敢，自知必定少不了挨一顿骂，但当面骂和电话里骂的冲击力毕竟是不一样的，于是池安安选择了打电话。
结果当池安安支支吾吾地说自己和陆岩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">一起了之后，对面竟然没有听到江哲的斥责。他既不说她笨，也没讲她狼心狗肺，只说他知道了，而后就挂了电话。
池安安只好作罢，江哲于她有恩，可她一直将自己的心意表明地很清楚，江哲不是扭捏的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，应当会明白。此时她也不方便再出面多说些什么。何况，池安安此刻地心思，其实早已经不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。
圣诞节将至，池安安琢磨着要怎么过，可看陆岩公务繁忙，又开不了口。于是只好挑了件圣诞礼物，想就这样算是过了。果然连圣诞夜前一晚，陆岩也是等池安安睡下了才回来。
岂料，次日天刚亮，池安安就被叫醒，她惺忪地揉了揉眼，看陆岩立<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">床边，她迷迷糊糊地问："怎么了？"
"乖，起床，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们去坐飞机。"
"坐飞机？"
作者有话要说：我不想把陈暄写成这样的其实……甜蜜章节快要来啦，miehuohuo