正文 75烈火燎原
中心医院是市区最大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">医院,乐宇爬上爬下，到住院部三楼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">时候出了一身<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">汗,被走廊里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">穿堂风一吹，凉飕飕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">。
在护士值班室查了病房号,306。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">有没有想过将来,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">们将来以什么名义一辈子生活在一起，就算<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">不在乎周围人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">眼光，那他呢？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">好歹比他大几岁，难道就没考虑过这些问题。”向洁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">声音温柔似水,但是语调之间却尽是不可抗拒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">冷肃。
随后向黎沙哑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">声音传出，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">不在乎别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">眼光，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">相信他也不会把这些看成生活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">压力。”
“小黎,那是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">太想当然，他不是一个人，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">家人呢？”
这时病房内沉默了。
乐宇就站在门口，里面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">话听得很真切，他们是在谈论自己吗？不由得紧了紧手里拎着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">袋子，进也不是不进也不是。
“让一下让一下，”护士清亮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">嗓音从乐宇背后冒出来。
被吓了一跳，乐宇疑惑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">回头，身穿白大褂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">护士推着一个一米高<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">小车，上面摆满瓶瓶罐罐和棉签针管。她与乐宇对视，大眼睛小嘴巴僵尸脸，一副好狗不挡路<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">神情。
护士<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">声音同样惊动了病房里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">两个人，向洁站起身来一回头就看到立在门口<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">乐宇。
乐宇被她弄得很尴尬，慢慢挪动一□躯。
既然里面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">人已经看到自己了，乐宇也只好尾随着她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">步伐走了进去。
“向姐，”乐宇亲切<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">叫了一声。
向洁点点头却没说话，要在以前她肯定会温柔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">对乐宇笑，亦会问长问短。乐宇这才觉出那天在隔离病房外向洁对他冷淡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">原因。
推车子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">护士是来打点滴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">，她将几瓶对了药<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">盐水挂在铁架上，然后迅速地取了袋装<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">针管，把向黎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">胳膊放平，仔细涂了药水在手背上，系上软胶皮带，纤细<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">针头缓缓刺进肌肤，解了软带在手背上粘上胶布，动作娴熟一气呵成。
三人都盯着护士<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手，短短<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">两分钟内，病房里寂静无声。
其实不是为了看那个打针<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">动作，而是三人各自怀揣着心思，都不知如何开口。
“今天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">药都放在这里了，有事按铃，没事就躺着别动。”护士对他们露出敷衍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">笑容，虽然看着别扭，但是好歹也是笑，然后推着车子出去转向旁边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">病房。
乐宇不自然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">往前走几步，努力做出轻松<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">样子，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">买了……”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">还有事先去忙了，等下午再过来。”向洁瞄了向黎一眼，拎了床上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">包，冷着脸出去了。
乐宇手臂抬到一半，粥还没放到桌子上。
向黎脸上没有血色很苍白，他静眸含笑，无力却温润<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">嗓音对乐宇淡淡道：“过来坐，”随后掖了掖被角，床边挪出小片位置。
“考试考得怎么样？”
“很顺利。”
“还有几科？”
“还有最后一科，三天后考，不重要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">课程。”
乐宇把已经凉透<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">粥放在小桌上，眼角瞥见一旁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">食盒，看样子已经用过早餐，唉，自己又多此一举了。
拘谨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">半坐在床边，两人又陷入沉静。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">——”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">——”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">先说，”不知是不是受伤<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">缘故，向黎身上完全没有那天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">戾气。
“其实那天……谢谢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手机，还有视频，”乐宇紧张<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">抓抓头皮，昨天想好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">词全部忘光，看了视频后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">感想一个字也想不起来了。
“不客气。”向黎突然嘴角勾起一抹笑容，有点诡异。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">笑什么？”
向黎微笑着摇头，“没什么。”但是说完后嘴角咧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">更加过分了。
这一笑，乐宇听到了坚冰土崩瓦解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">声音。噼里啪啦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">，莫名<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">这么多天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">积怨想发都发不出来了。
向黎突然把另一只空闲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手撘过来，覆在乐宇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手背上，“小宇，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">知道在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">出车祸<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">那一刻想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">是什么吗？”
“什么？”
“是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">太苛刻了，所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">气，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">恼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">，给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">摆脸色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">以后都不介意。”
果然面对死神<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">时候每个人都会幡然悔悟。
“前提是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">不会离开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">。”他补上一句。
乐宇翻翻眼皮，“这得看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">心情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">这么高风亮节<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">思想。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">是个小心眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">男人，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">记仇，以后还真保不准。”
“被别人记仇也是被人记住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">一种方式。”向黎满腹认真。
“既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">喜欢被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">这么记住，那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">目<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">达到了，”乐宇猛然甩开他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手从病床上站起来。
他用力太猛，整个床都颤三颤。见他又要走，向黎一着急就坐起来去拉他，只是慢了半拍动作尺度又太大，非但没碰到乐宇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手臂，伤口受了震动，丝丝裂痛迫使他从床上滚了下来。顿时向黎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">脸色就惨白了。
一阵天翻地动，挪了两步<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">乐宇立马紧张<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">倒回去，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">干什么啊，不知道自己有伤啊！”
向黎忍着钻心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">疼痛，首先抓住乐宇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">胳膊，握<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">很紧，生怕一松手眼前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">人便会消失。
往往有一种人，他表面上看起来永远很强大，内心却脆弱无比，他想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">也往往比对方仔细缜密，却总是伤害到对方。
向黎是一个极度自信，也是一个极度自卑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">人，因为心里有爱他不停<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">武装自己，让自己变得坚不可摧，让自己变成对方<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">保护伞，也正是因为这份爱，他太过珍惜，太害怕失去，所以他自卑。从小亲情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">缺失让他不得不练就很强<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">保护能力，所以沉默寡言，从不对人敞开心扉。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">怎么一生病就跟变了个人似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">，”乐宇把他扶起来，想挪到床上去。
脸嘴唇都泛白<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">人还不忘翻身把乐宇也带到床上，向黎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手臂搂着他，姿势很纠结，但是抱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">很紧，没有要松手<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">趋势。冰凉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">双唇已经贴到乐宇耳廓上，用近乎听不到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">声音说：“不要走。”
氤氲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">气息拂过耳际，夏季里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">热风犹如一团火，横扫原野，乐宇顿时被他烧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">理智全无。
乐宇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">头半垂着，血液上头，脸色鲜红.欲.滴。同时他也注意到了向黎胸前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">纱布，也是红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">，好像伤口裂开了，在往外渗血。
作者有话要说：啊啊啊~纠结的日子要过去了~马上要雨过天晴啦~
在护士值班室查了病房号,306。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">有没有想过将来,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">们将来以什么名义一辈子生活在一起，就算<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">不在乎周围人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">眼光，那他呢？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">好歹比他大几岁，难道就没考虑过这些问题。”向洁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">声音温柔似水,但是语调之间却尽是不可抗拒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">冷肃。
随后向黎沙哑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">声音传出，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">不在乎别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">眼光，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">相信他也不会把这些看成生活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">压力。”
“小黎,那是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">太想当然，他不是一个人，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">家人呢？”
这时病房内沉默了。
乐宇就站在门口，里面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">话听得很真切，他们是在谈论自己吗？不由得紧了紧手里拎着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">袋子，进也不是不进也不是。
“让一下让一下，”护士清亮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">嗓音从乐宇背后冒出来。
被吓了一跳，乐宇疑惑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">回头，身穿白大褂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">护士推着一个一米高<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">小车，上面摆满瓶瓶罐罐和棉签针管。她与乐宇对视，大眼睛小嘴巴僵尸脸，一副好狗不挡路<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">神情。
护士<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">声音同样惊动了病房里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">两个人，向洁站起身来一回头就看到立在门口<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">乐宇。
乐宇被她弄得很尴尬，慢慢挪动一□躯。
既然里面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">人已经看到自己了，乐宇也只好尾随着她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">步伐走了进去。
“向姐，”乐宇亲切<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">叫了一声。
向洁点点头却没说话，要在以前她肯定会温柔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">对乐宇笑，亦会问长问短。乐宇这才觉出那天在隔离病房外向洁对他冷淡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">原因。
推车子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">护士是来打点滴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">，她将几瓶对了药<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">盐水挂在铁架上，然后迅速地取了袋装<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">针管，把向黎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">胳膊放平，仔细涂了药水在手背上，系上软胶皮带，纤细<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">针头缓缓刺进肌肤，解了软带在手背上粘上胶布，动作娴熟一气呵成。
三人都盯着护士<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手，短短<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">两分钟内，病房里寂静无声。
其实不是为了看那个打针<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">动作，而是三人各自怀揣着心思，都不知如何开口。
“今天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">药都放在这里了，有事按铃，没事就躺着别动。”护士对他们露出敷衍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">笑容，虽然看着别扭，但是好歹也是笑，然后推着车子出去转向旁边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">病房。
乐宇不自然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">往前走几步，努力做出轻松<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">样子，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">买了……”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">还有事先去忙了，等下午再过来。”向洁瞄了向黎一眼，拎了床上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">包，冷着脸出去了。
乐宇手臂抬到一半，粥还没放到桌子上。
向黎脸上没有血色很苍白，他静眸含笑，无力却温润<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">嗓音对乐宇淡淡道：“过来坐，”随后掖了掖被角，床边挪出小片位置。
“考试考得怎么样？”
“很顺利。”
“还有几科？”
“还有最后一科，三天后考，不重要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">课程。”
乐宇把已经凉透<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">粥放在小桌上，眼角瞥见一旁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">食盒，看样子已经用过早餐，唉，自己又多此一举了。
拘谨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">半坐在床边，两人又陷入沉静。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">——”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">——”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">先说，”不知是不是受伤<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">缘故，向黎身上完全没有那天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">戾气。
“其实那天……谢谢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手机，还有视频，”乐宇紧张<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">抓抓头皮，昨天想好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">词全部忘光，看了视频后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">感想一个字也想不起来了。
“不客气。”向黎突然嘴角勾起一抹笑容，有点诡异。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">笑什么？”
向黎微笑着摇头，“没什么。”但是说完后嘴角咧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">更加过分了。
这一笑，乐宇听到了坚冰土崩瓦解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">声音。噼里啪啦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">，莫名<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">这么多天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">积怨想发都发不出来了。
向黎突然把另一只空闲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手撘过来，覆在乐宇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手背上，“小宇，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">知道在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">出车祸<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">那一刻想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">是什么吗？”
“什么？”
“是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">太苛刻了，所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">气，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">恼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">，给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">摆脸色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">以后都不介意。”
果然面对死神<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">时候每个人都会幡然悔悟。
“前提是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">不会离开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">。”他补上一句。
乐宇翻翻眼皮，“这得看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">心情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">这么高风亮节<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">思想。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">是个小心眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">男人，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">记仇，以后还真保不准。”
“被别人记仇也是被人记住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">一种方式。”向黎满腹认真。
“既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">喜欢被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">这么记住，那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">目<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">达到了，”乐宇猛然甩开他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手从病床上站起来。
他用力太猛，整个床都颤三颤。见他又要走，向黎一着急就坐起来去拉他，只是慢了半拍动作尺度又太大，非但没碰到乐宇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手臂，伤口受了震动，丝丝裂痛迫使他从床上滚了下来。顿时向黎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">脸色就惨白了。
一阵天翻地动，挪了两步<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">乐宇立马紧张<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">倒回去，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">干什么啊，不知道自己有伤啊！”
向黎忍着钻心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">疼痛，首先抓住乐宇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">胳膊，握<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">很紧，生怕一松手眼前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">人便会消失。
往往有一种人，他表面上看起来永远很强大，内心却脆弱无比，他想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">也往往比对方仔细缜密，却总是伤害到对方。
向黎是一个极度自信，也是一个极度自卑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">人，因为心里有爱他不停<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">武装自己，让自己变得坚不可摧，让自己变成对方<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">保护伞，也正是因为这份爱，他太过珍惜，太害怕失去，所以他自卑。从小亲情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">缺失让他不得不练就很强<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">保护能力，所以沉默寡言，从不对人敞开心扉。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">怎么一生病就跟变了个人似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">，”乐宇把他扶起来，想挪到床上去。
脸嘴唇都泛白<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">人还不忘翻身把乐宇也带到床上，向黎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">手臂搂着他，姿势很纠结，但是抱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">很紧，没有要松手<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">趋势。冰凉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">双唇已经贴到乐宇耳廓上，用近乎听不到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">声音说：“不要走。”
氤氲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">气息拂过耳际，夏季里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">热风犹如一团火，横扫原野，乐宇顿时被他烧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">理智全无。
乐宇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">头半垂着，血液上头，脸色鲜红.欲.滴。同时他也注意到了向黎胸前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">纱布，也是红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.come8078f1308">，好像伤口裂开了，在往外渗血。
作者有话要说：啊啊啊~纠结的日子要过去了~马上要雨过天晴啦~