正文 26第八章 什么让我鼓足勇气
睁开眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">时候,佟波梦看到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">就是一场完全超常规<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">战斗。
天地间被庞大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">黑色白色能量完全吞噬,两股能量就像是厮杀一样翻腾起伏,一只数十米大小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">怪物正在与两团白光厮杀。
空中不时出现数米长<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">裂缝,像是空间都被劈开一样，有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">将周围<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">东西倒吸进去，有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">又涌出不少东西,甚至其中还有大大小小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">活物，但都被波及进黑与白<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">较量之中,全部碾成了尘埃。
忽然只看见那怪物张口,一道黑色虹光直刺破虚空，横冲直撞向其中一团白光，在接近时却被爆发而出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">白金色火焰打散消失。
那是完全超出人类想象极限<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">壮丽,黑与白零散落下,朦朦胧胧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">由凝聚逐渐扩散成一片片模糊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">雾气，像是清晨对着阳光<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">第一道雾气。
“好看吗？”
直到听到声音，佟波梦才从那充满大片感<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">对打中回神，发现自己被帕瑞德罗抱在怀里，像是与外界隔着一层薄膜一样，周围平静无风。
佟波梦一下子响起自己昏迷之前发生了什么，颇有些尴尬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">挠挠脸：“对不起，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">失败了。”
“不，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">成功了。”帕瑞德罗看着前方正在战斗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">双方，黑色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">嘴唇勾出了邪恶<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">弧度，“他已经很在乎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">了，只差最后一步就能下定决心。”
“唔……那现在是？”佟波梦担忧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">问道，“他们两个呢？”
帕瑞德罗低下头，佟波梦发现他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">眼眸其实和横斩天地<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">很像，都是一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">混沌，倒映不出任何影子。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">知道吗，这世界上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">骑士也是有排行<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">知道。”
“强大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">骑士往往都混有其他种族<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">血统，因为在人群之中生存，有了人类<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">习惯，因此无法回归自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">种族，也无法真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">融入弱小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">人类，真是可怜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">存在。”
是这样吗？
佟波梦自问，她已经知道双子是天神<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">后裔，虽然说是被人类生下来，但神血在孕育过程中已经强势<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">压迫着一切，所以说双子是神也不为过。
哪怕如此，双子平时都是习惯性<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">保持着人类<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">模样，但是帕瑞德罗虽然可以变成人，却依旧喜欢魔鬼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">模样，这就是差别。
所以原来……内心中那若有若无<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">孤独感是真正存在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">吗？哪怕外表与人类一模一样，但到底还不是人类啊。
真可怜，佟波梦已经知道双子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">母亲因为他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">血统去世，平时里她一直克制自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">怜悯，一是因为神佑能够听到她内心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想法，二是因为她不觉得双子需要她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">怜悯。
每个人都有自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">骄傲，更何况是双子那样强大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">人，佟波梦只是一直尽力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">照顾他们，她也不知道女王<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">责任到底是什么，但没道理女王不对骑士自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">好。
哪怕未来终究会分开，但在一起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">日子也是不会变<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，既然如此，为什么要为了日后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">别离让如今愁苦不堪呢？
这些想法就如同本能一样，只是眨眼就从佟波梦脑子里过了一圈，她暗中下定决心要对双子好一点，当妈就当妈……
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">太单纯了。”帕瑞德罗开口之后，又犹疑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">停了一会，“不过这样也很好，反正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">很喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">什么都不懂。”
“……不要啦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">要好好当女王。”佟波梦没好气<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">说，又盯着眼前黑白大战看了一会，“这是怎么了？”
帕瑞德罗说道：“横斩天地要带<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">去他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">领地，他是第一女王<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">手下。”
“那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">不去帮他们吗？”
“帮他们？”帕瑞德罗挑眉，露出了非常意外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">表情，终于像是领悟了一样笑了起来，“不需要，他们赢了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">留下来，他们输了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">去地狱。”
说实话佟波梦一点都不想去地狱，虽然有一部分原因是那里环境太糟糕，但另外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">原因却是因为自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">意志。
如果到了地狱不能适应呢？如果因为环境<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">改变而意志转移呢？哪怕现在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">自己再如何糟糕，佟波梦也没有打算改变<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想法。
“他们会赢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，哪怕赢不了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">也会赢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。”佟波梦从容答道，内心也安宁平静，目光睇向黑白<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">交锋中。
这样冷静<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">佟波梦令帕瑞德罗有点惊讶，他像是看到一个全然陌生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">人一样，遗憾又欢喜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">看着佟波梦：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">长大了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">真是……觉得遗憾而欣喜。”
这夸奖让佟波梦有点羞涩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">挠头，答道：“并没有，只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">不想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">骑士流血罢了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想保护他们。”
作为一个女王来说，这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">话真是太失职了，但帕瑞德罗还是觉得佟波梦可爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">太过分。他伸出手指在佟波梦柔软<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">嘴唇上磨蹭着。
说实在话，帕瑞德罗真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">很喜欢这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">佟波梦，却也知道这种单纯善良对上那些骑士还是有些薄弱，只是让他说出打击<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">话……又未免太过不忍，犹豫了片刻就俯身吻佟波梦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">嘴唇。
冰冷坚硬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">嘴唇磨蹭着，佟波梦只觉得那麻痒感从嘴唇一直蔓延到心里。遇到这么多人，但再也没有一个能像帕瑞德罗这样，给她以无限<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">安全感了。
灼怀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">离开与重逢，双子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">宣誓与效忠，这一刻在佟波梦脑中回荡着，这一切<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">开端都是和帕瑞德罗签订了契约，那个在雪中乍然出现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">魔鬼，改变了她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">命运。
至此，在这个世界轻飘飘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，毫无牵绊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">生命才有了落脚点，被牵绊着，才感觉到了活着，悲伤也好，快乐也好，她终于在这个世界扎下了根。
但是骑士究竟是怎么样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">存在呢？
和双子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">相处之中基本都是做|爱玩乐，少数几次谈论正事也是关于领土利益<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">分配，以及日后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">权利划分。
虽然不用为了那些政事烦恼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">确很高兴，但是佟波梦在高兴之余不免有些隐隐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">担忧，要成为一个女王这样无所是事真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">可以吗？
或许现在双子是喜欢她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，但是日后呢？
爱从来都不可靠，佟波梦暗自想着，她只要在这个身体里一分，只要还生在这世上一刻，只要还是身为女人，她都不会相信爱能解决一切。
博德是那么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">深爱米斯泰尔特，但也依旧为了蒂丽丝尔抛弃了她。
那么横斩天地那样要求忠贞不二<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">爱情，又会有什么好结果呢？就该吊着他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">胃口，高高在上，并非是全情投入就能够永不分离。
这就是佟波梦从米斯泰尔特记忆之中得到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">最大教训。
正是因为如此，佟波梦才想尽量去学一些什么，哪怕没有用，但若是再次被放弃，她总能找到自己所在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">位置。
哪怕正在与帕瑞德罗拥吻，这些想法也乱七八糟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">涌现出来，或许正是因为这样忘情而深厚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">吻，才能让佟波梦放弃一直以来对自己思维<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">压抑，去想她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">烦恼。
到底是因为神佑拥有读心术，虽然他很坦然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">将这作为一种力量使用，但是佟波梦总害怕自己不知不觉之间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">思考伤害他，因此在他身边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">时候就很少去思考什么。
能做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">东西不多，但是佟波梦却是打从心眼里想要做好每一件事情，好好对身边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">每一个人。
再难舍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">吻都有完结<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">时候，佟波梦朦朦胧胧间，只看到帕瑞德罗血红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">眼眸就像是流转着炙热<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">岩浆一般，他低语：“暂时将<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">力量分给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">吧，用这个力量去收服横斩天地。”
说话间，佟波梦只觉得自己眼睛越来越花，整个世界都变成了线条组成<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，密密麻麻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">线布满了整个视野，但奇怪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">是，这些东西在大脑里却显得如此清晰明了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">显示着。
眼中最耀眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">就是帕瑞德罗和双子，明明他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">外表已经发生了变化，但是佟波梦还是通过这种视觉认出了他们。毫不动摇，坚定锐利，清晰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">存在在这个世界里。
反倒是和双子打<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">不相上下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">敌人却异常<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">模糊，甚至能从中看出一种一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">挣扎来。
“这就是魔鬼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">视觉。”帕瑞德罗在佟波梦耳边说，声音里带着深深<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">蛊惑，“软弱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">人总是最好战胜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。”
佟波梦顿了一下，神使鬼差<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">问道：“那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">眼中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">……是怎样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">呢？”
帕瑞德罗眯了眯眼，似乎要回答之前却恶劣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">笑了,说道：“这可是魔鬼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">秘密。”
在黑与白<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">天地之间，青黑色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">龙全身散发着一种浓稠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">雾气，这些雾气与白光纠缠着，撕扯着，每一寸都像是有生命一样彼此厮杀着。
龙身上带着倒刺，利爪狰狞<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">挥下，但每一次都被比他小太多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">盾牌接下，天神拍打着金属<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">羽翼，顺着力气<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">方向滑去减轻冲力，接着敏捷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">提剑攻击。
无论哪一方似乎都无法在短时间之内对对方造成太大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">伤害。
佟波梦感觉到自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">神智似乎脱离了身体，虚空中似乎有一些意识灌入自己脑中，清明而冷冽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">看着发生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">一切。
意识逐渐冰冷，内心平静无波，和世间万物似乎都有了隔阂，不快乐，不悲伤，不难过，不激动，所有为人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">感情都全部被剥夺了。
产生这样脱离人类情感<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">刹那，佟波梦内心却产生了无边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">恐惧。
无法想象这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">生活是怎么样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，她不要看到父母哭泣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">时候无动于衷，不要活在这个世界上却没有任何牵挂，那实在是太孤独。
只是这样一想，佟波梦就感觉到自己眼中那些线条一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">世界退潮般消失了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">做了什么啊。”帕瑞德罗无奈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">笑了笑，“竟然因为害怕而使法术失败了，要再来一次吗？”
一想到刚才那样冰冷无波<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">心态，佟波梦就立刻摇头拒绝：“不用了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想先试着自己解决。”
作者有话要说：拉住，把留言挤出来。
天地间被庞大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">黑色白色能量完全吞噬,两股能量就像是厮杀一样翻腾起伏,一只数十米大小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">怪物正在与两团白光厮杀。
空中不时出现数米长<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">裂缝,像是空间都被劈开一样，有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">将周围<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">东西倒吸进去，有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">又涌出不少东西,甚至其中还有大大小小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">活物，但都被波及进黑与白<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">较量之中,全部碾成了尘埃。
忽然只看见那怪物张口,一道黑色虹光直刺破虚空，横冲直撞向其中一团白光，在接近时却被爆发而出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">白金色火焰打散消失。
那是完全超出人类想象极限<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">壮丽,黑与白零散落下,朦朦胧胧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">由凝聚逐渐扩散成一片片模糊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">雾气，像是清晨对着阳光<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">第一道雾气。
“好看吗？”
直到听到声音，佟波梦才从那充满大片感<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">对打中回神，发现自己被帕瑞德罗抱在怀里，像是与外界隔着一层薄膜一样，周围平静无风。
佟波梦一下子响起自己昏迷之前发生了什么，颇有些尴尬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">挠挠脸：“对不起，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">失败了。”
“不，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">成功了。”帕瑞德罗看着前方正在战斗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">双方，黑色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">嘴唇勾出了邪恶<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">弧度，“他已经很在乎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">了，只差最后一步就能下定决心。”
“唔……那现在是？”佟波梦担忧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">问道，“他们两个呢？”
帕瑞德罗低下头，佟波梦发现他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">眼眸其实和横斩天地<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">很像，都是一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">混沌，倒映不出任何影子。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">知道吗，这世界上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">骑士也是有排行<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">知道。”
“强大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">骑士往往都混有其他种族<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">血统，因为在人群之中生存，有了人类<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">习惯，因此无法回归自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">种族，也无法真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">融入弱小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">人类，真是可怜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">存在。”
是这样吗？
佟波梦自问，她已经知道双子是天神<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">后裔，虽然说是被人类生下来，但神血在孕育过程中已经强势<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">压迫着一切，所以说双子是神也不为过。
哪怕如此，双子平时都是习惯性<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">保持着人类<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">模样，但是帕瑞德罗虽然可以变成人，却依旧喜欢魔鬼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">模样，这就是差别。
所以原来……内心中那若有若无<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">孤独感是真正存在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">吗？哪怕外表与人类一模一样，但到底还不是人类啊。
真可怜，佟波梦已经知道双子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">母亲因为他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">血统去世，平时里她一直克制自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">怜悯，一是因为神佑能够听到她内心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想法，二是因为她不觉得双子需要她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">怜悯。
每个人都有自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">骄傲，更何况是双子那样强大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">人，佟波梦只是一直尽力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">照顾他们，她也不知道女王<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">责任到底是什么，但没道理女王不对骑士自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">好。
哪怕未来终究会分开，但在一起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">日子也是不会变<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，既然如此，为什么要为了日后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">别离让如今愁苦不堪呢？
这些想法就如同本能一样，只是眨眼就从佟波梦脑子里过了一圈，她暗中下定决心要对双子好一点，当妈就当妈……
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">太单纯了。”帕瑞德罗开口之后，又犹疑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">停了一会，“不过这样也很好，反正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">很喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">什么都不懂。”
“……不要啦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">要好好当女王。”佟波梦没好气<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">说，又盯着眼前黑白大战看了一会，“这是怎么了？”
帕瑞德罗说道：“横斩天地要带<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">去他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">领地，他是第一女王<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">手下。”
“那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">不去帮他们吗？”
“帮他们？”帕瑞德罗挑眉，露出了非常意外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">表情，终于像是领悟了一样笑了起来，“不需要，他们赢了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">留下来，他们输了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">去地狱。”
说实话佟波梦一点都不想去地狱，虽然有一部分原因是那里环境太糟糕，但另外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">原因却是因为自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">意志。
如果到了地狱不能适应呢？如果因为环境<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">改变而意志转移呢？哪怕现在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">自己再如何糟糕，佟波梦也没有打算改变<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想法。
“他们会赢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，哪怕赢不了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">也会赢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。”佟波梦从容答道，内心也安宁平静，目光睇向黑白<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">交锋中。
这样冷静<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">佟波梦令帕瑞德罗有点惊讶，他像是看到一个全然陌生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">人一样，遗憾又欢喜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">看着佟波梦：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">长大了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">真是……觉得遗憾而欣喜。”
这夸奖让佟波梦有点羞涩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">挠头，答道：“并没有，只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">不想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">骑士流血罢了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想保护他们。”
作为一个女王来说，这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">话真是太失职了，但帕瑞德罗还是觉得佟波梦可爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">太过分。他伸出手指在佟波梦柔软<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">嘴唇上磨蹭着。
说实在话，帕瑞德罗真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">很喜欢这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">佟波梦，却也知道这种单纯善良对上那些骑士还是有些薄弱，只是让他说出打击<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">话……又未免太过不忍，犹豫了片刻就俯身吻佟波梦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">嘴唇。
冰冷坚硬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">嘴唇磨蹭着，佟波梦只觉得那麻痒感从嘴唇一直蔓延到心里。遇到这么多人，但再也没有一个能像帕瑞德罗这样，给她以无限<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">安全感了。
灼怀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">离开与重逢，双子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">宣誓与效忠，这一刻在佟波梦脑中回荡着，这一切<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">开端都是和帕瑞德罗签订了契约，那个在雪中乍然出现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">魔鬼，改变了她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">命运。
至此，在这个世界轻飘飘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，毫无牵绊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">生命才有了落脚点，被牵绊着，才感觉到了活着，悲伤也好，快乐也好，她终于在这个世界扎下了根。
但是骑士究竟是怎么样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">存在呢？
和双子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">相处之中基本都是做|爱玩乐，少数几次谈论正事也是关于领土利益<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">分配，以及日后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">权利划分。
虽然不用为了那些政事烦恼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">确很高兴，但是佟波梦在高兴之余不免有些隐隐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">担忧，要成为一个女王这样无所是事真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">可以吗？
或许现在双子是喜欢她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，但是日后呢？
爱从来都不可靠，佟波梦暗自想着，她只要在这个身体里一分，只要还生在这世上一刻，只要还是身为女人，她都不会相信爱能解决一切。
博德是那么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">深爱米斯泰尔特，但也依旧为了蒂丽丝尔抛弃了她。
那么横斩天地那样要求忠贞不二<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">爱情，又会有什么好结果呢？就该吊着他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">胃口，高高在上，并非是全情投入就能够永不分离。
这就是佟波梦从米斯泰尔特记忆之中得到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">最大教训。
正是因为如此，佟波梦才想尽量去学一些什么，哪怕没有用，但若是再次被放弃，她总能找到自己所在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">位置。
哪怕正在与帕瑞德罗拥吻，这些想法也乱七八糟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">涌现出来，或许正是因为这样忘情而深厚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">吻，才能让佟波梦放弃一直以来对自己思维<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">压抑，去想她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">烦恼。
到底是因为神佑拥有读心术，虽然他很坦然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">将这作为一种力量使用，但是佟波梦总害怕自己不知不觉之间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">思考伤害他，因此在他身边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">时候就很少去思考什么。
能做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">东西不多，但是佟波梦却是打从心眼里想要做好每一件事情，好好对身边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">每一个人。
再难舍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">吻都有完结<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">时候，佟波梦朦朦胧胧间，只看到帕瑞德罗血红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">眼眸就像是流转着炙热<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">岩浆一般，他低语：“暂时将<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">力量分给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">吧，用这个力量去收服横斩天地。”
说话间，佟波梦只觉得自己眼睛越来越花，整个世界都变成了线条组成<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，密密麻麻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">线布满了整个视野，但奇怪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">是，这些东西在大脑里却显得如此清晰明了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">显示着。
眼中最耀眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">就是帕瑞德罗和双子，明明他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">外表已经发生了变化，但是佟波梦还是通过这种视觉认出了他们。毫不动摇，坚定锐利，清晰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">存在在这个世界里。
反倒是和双子打<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">不相上下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">敌人却异常<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">模糊，甚至能从中看出一种一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">挣扎来。
“这就是魔鬼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">视觉。”帕瑞德罗在佟波梦耳边说，声音里带着深深<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">蛊惑，“软弱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">人总是最好战胜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。”
佟波梦顿了一下，神使鬼差<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">问道：“那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">眼中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">……是怎样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">呢？”
帕瑞德罗眯了眯眼，似乎要回答之前却恶劣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">笑了,说道：“这可是魔鬼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">秘密。”
在黑与白<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">天地之间，青黑色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">龙全身散发着一种浓稠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">雾气，这些雾气与白光纠缠着，撕扯着，每一寸都像是有生命一样彼此厮杀着。
龙身上带着倒刺，利爪狰狞<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">挥下，但每一次都被比他小太多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">盾牌接下，天神拍打着金属<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">羽翼，顺着力气<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">方向滑去减轻冲力，接着敏捷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">提剑攻击。
无论哪一方似乎都无法在短时间之内对对方造成太大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">伤害。
佟波梦感觉到自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">神智似乎脱离了身体，虚空中似乎有一些意识灌入自己脑中，清明而冷冽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">看着发生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">一切。
意识逐渐冰冷，内心平静无波，和世间万物似乎都有了隔阂，不快乐，不悲伤，不难过，不激动，所有为人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">感情都全部被剥夺了。
产生这样脱离人类情感<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">刹那，佟波梦内心却产生了无边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">恐惧。
无法想象这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">生活是怎么样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，她不要看到父母哭泣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">时候无动于衷，不要活在这个世界上却没有任何牵挂，那实在是太孤独。
只是这样一想，佟波梦就感觉到自己眼中那些线条一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">世界退潮般消失了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">做了什么啊。”帕瑞德罗无奈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">笑了笑，“竟然因为害怕而使法术失败了，要再来一次吗？”
一想到刚才那样冰冷无波<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">心态，佟波梦就立刻摇头拒绝：“不用了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想先试着自己解决。”
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