正文 28番外之教师日志（壹）
头很晕。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不知道这是否与强行运用两大奇宝逼毒有关,但很显然,这与<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">当初预期<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">任何可能都不同。
好一会儿,那股令人恶心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">眩晕感才渐渐消退。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">试着睁开了眼。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">很确定自己完成了这个动作，但等待<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">还是一片漆黑。
或许是解毒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">后遗症也说不定,至少<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">还活着，只要活着就有希望，只要活着就能见到她,不是么？
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">这么安慰自己,好让自己能保持清醒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">头脑,不至于太过沮丧——即使希望再渺茫,也不放弃,因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">答应过她，不会丢下她。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">试着动了动手脚，难以想象<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">滞涩感，此时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">才注意到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">整个人是呈蜷缩状<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，而周围也像有厚重而柔软<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">壁垒重重包裹着一样——如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">没有记错，按照宋以澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">审美，该是用一座黄金翠玉甚至是天然罕见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">水晶为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">打造一座栖息之所才对。
那么，现在是怎么回事呢？
全身像是被禁锢住似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">动弹不得，看不见，甚至听不见，想要发声，却开不了口，好像是置身于一场难以醒来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">梦魇。
这症状，并不属于<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">所熟知<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">任何一种毒药。
难道是解毒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">后遗症么？
纵使已经足够坚强，仍旧有一丝迷茫。
如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">成了一个看不见听不见说不出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">废人，即使延长了生命，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">又有什么资格再回到她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身边？
很久之后，又或许只是短短一瞬，反正对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">这个置身绝对黑暗完全无法计算时间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">人来说，两者没有丝毫差别，突如其来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">挤压感伴随着窒息感让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">有一刹那以为自己会就此魂归故里，却也只是在那一霎那过后，胸口<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">闷感消失了。
然而耳边喧闹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">杂声让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">狠狠地皱起了眉头，虽然还是目不能视，但至少<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">能听出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">起码被五个以上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">人包围。
是敌是友？
突然，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">感觉自己被人拎着脚倒提了起来，头重脚轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">感觉让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不适，然而更为强烈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">是愤怒与屈辱——身为大丰王朝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">长公主殿下，圣水宫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">宫主，居然被人抓住了脚倒提了起来，这是何等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">耻辱！
大胆狂徒，本宫要诛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">九族！
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">想这么喊，然而出口<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">却是“哇呜哇呜”<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">啼哭声——对此，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">当然不陌生，因为城儿刚出生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">时候就是如此——在被接生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">嬷嬷一巴掌拍在臀上后。
所以，到底是怎么回事？
一个月之后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">大致明白了一件事，饶是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">自诩沉稳淡定也不由得大惊之色——实在是出现在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">眼前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">一切都太过匪夷所思，叫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">仍分不清这究竟是现实，还是仅仅是南柯一梦。
是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，在一个月以后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">能看到些许模糊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">事物，却被自己所见震得无法回神。
从未见过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">人，从未见过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">房子，从未见过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">器具，所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">前缀，都是“从未见过”。
在此期间，总有一个一身白衣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">年轻女子将<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">抱到一个雍容而满脸慈爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">妇人身边，那妇人含笑解开衣衫，哺乳——<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">这才发现，自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身体竟然成了一个婴儿，而此时此刻，被哺乳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">对象，正是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">。
开始，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">非常地抗拒。从小到大，除了母妃，还没有哪个女人让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">那么亲近过，哦对了，还有溪儿。
但那不一样，不是么？
总之，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">骄傲不允许<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">做出这种失礼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">动作。
不过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">实在太低估一个人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">本能了，或是说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">实在太高估一个婴孩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">自制力了，当饥饿来袭，当母乳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">香气一直在鼻尖萦绕，纵使自律如<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">也不由得弃甲投降。
甘甜，温热，又伴着淡淡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">腥，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">在有着成年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">意识后又一次尝试了母乳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">味道，似乎，也并不赖？
当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">喝了十二个月<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">母乳之后，终于结束了这尴尬却温馨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">进食，改成了小米粥。
而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">也从一无所知<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">茫然到慢慢了解自身以及这个世界。
是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，这是一个全新<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">世界，没有大丰王朝，没有公主殿下……没有溪儿。
但这也有可能是溪儿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">故乡，因为这里真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">有她所说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">“会动<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">方形盒子“、”会发声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">砖头“、”会自己发光<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">灯”。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">听说人死之后会喝下一碗孟婆汤，从此便开始新人生。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不知道为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">变成了一个崭新<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">生命，却还带着原本<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">记忆。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">也不知道为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">会来到这里，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">甚至没有生存下去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">勇气——<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">找不到存在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">意义。
就这么浑浑噩噩地过了十几年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">逐渐接受了新<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身份，却总也无法融入到其中。
在潜意识里，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">仍是过去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">顾翩然——大丰王朝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">公主殿下，骆怀溪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">师父，和爱人。
但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不得不承认，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">已经失去了曾经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">一切，包括<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">至爱。
也许，这就是上天对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">犯下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">罪恶<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">惩罚。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">接受了这一世父亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">安排——虽然带着记忆，但毕竟换了一个全新<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身体，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不知道该如何定义，姑且算作转世吧——在十五岁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">时候离开了所在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">城市，去了国外读书。
这里跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">前世生活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">地方有太大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">差距，人们没有森严<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">等级，却脱不了阶级<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">划分，人们不会隐藏自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">欲、望，却会在肆意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">宣泄中堕落。
在国外读书<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">认识了很多金发碧眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">同学，也经常跟着她们出入喧嚣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">夜店，整夜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">酗酒，甚至差一点染上了毒、瘾——虽然最后克制住了自己，不至于像那些同学一样迷失了自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，但绝对与理想中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">好孩子沾不上边。
没有了父亲母亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">束缚，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">彻底褪下了乖顺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">伪装。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不需要再演绎一个听话地木偶，脑子里好像有一个疯狂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">声音在叫嚣，怂恿着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">尝试一切未知<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">事物。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">在挥霍生命，却阻止不了放、纵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">念头。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">像是一具行尸走肉，机械而麻木地度过一天又一天，光鲜亮丽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">皮囊掩盖不了千疮百孔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">灵魂。
到了二十岁，勉强拿到了学位和证书，被父亲母亲迫不及待地召回了国，准备继承庞大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">家业。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">虽不愿，却也不忍拂了二老<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">面子，反正对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">来说，在哪里都是一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，便也乖乖地回了国。
坐车回家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">途中，随意地打量着窗外，多年过去，这里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">变化已经大得让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">认不出来。
突然，有一个小小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身影从<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">眼前一晃而过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">立刻让司机停车，不顾这是马路中间，用最快<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">速度朝着那个方向追去。
自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">来到这个世界后便开始修炼前世<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">武功，这里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">空气极差，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">花了整整二十年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">时间也才不过曾经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">三成内力——然而对于这个几乎不存在内力内功<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">世界而言，却已是绝无仅有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">武林宗师了。
没用多久<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">就发现了那个小家伙。
在她身边有一个美丽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">女人，温柔地牵着她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">手，样子十分亲昵。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">并不敢上前，生怕一切都是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">错觉，只是悄悄地缀在她们身后。
在她们拐过街角<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">终于能够看清她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">样子——清隽而秀气，虽然比记忆中稚嫩许多，却分明是那个熟悉到闭上眼都能画出来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">孩子。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">听到那个女人轻声唤她：“宝贝，怀溪。”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">此刻一定是微笑着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，但是眼眶中透明<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">液体却突然不受控制地决堤而下。
加上前世，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">生平第一次如此不顾形象地在人来人往<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">大街上，在如此多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">陌生人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">注视下，任由泪水肆意淌下，布满了双颊。
也许这样会被人当做疯子，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">却顾不得这许多。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">脑子里只剩下一个念头：<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">找到她了！
回到家以后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">动用一切力量去寻找她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">资料，然而真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">当信息都摆在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">面前时，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">却不敢与她相认。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不知道她是否记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，甚至<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不确定即使她知道了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">存在，还会不会接受<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">。
渴望与胆怯交织，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">深深<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">陷入举棋不定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">折磨之中。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">常常会偷偷地来到她家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">楼下，默默地注视着那一隅灯光。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">欣喜与她同在一片天空下，呼吸着一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">空气，却又痛苦这近在咫尺而远在天边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">距离。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">像是一个跟踪狂，总是跟在她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身后窥伺着她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">一举一动。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">违抗了父亲母亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">意愿，不顾全家上下激烈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">反对，放弃了本来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">专业，毅然决然地选择了一所师范大学，花了半年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">时间拿到学位，开始了教师<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">生涯。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">想离她近一些，再近一些，见证她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">成长，哪怕她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">记忆中没有了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，那么她接下来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">人生也必会有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">参与。
那一天，说来也是凑巧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">在她放学<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">地方等着她，只是想看着她安全到家，却不料她差点发生了车祸。
情急之下，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">顾不得马路上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">行人以及路口<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">探头，运起轻功纵身飞跃，终于堪堪将她捞了回来。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">紧紧地抱着她，却在她清澈懵懂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">眼神中恢复了理智。
她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">目光依旧单纯无害，却不再缱绻，不再深情。那里面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">陌生让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">心痛欲死，但是在这一刻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">又清楚地告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">自己，总有一天，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">会让她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">眼中只有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">一个人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身影。
是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，在那个瞬间，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">下了决定，无论什么方式，哪怕是折了她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">双翼，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">也要将她牢牢地拴在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身边。
不管这一世她有没有记忆，她都是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">那个孩子，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">认定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">伴侣。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">会守着她，等着她慢慢长大，等着她重新爱上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">那一天。
她终究会属于<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，她也必定是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">。
作者有话要说：有很多在正文的谜团和不清楚的额事，会在顾老师的番外中解释，她的渣属性快要出来了……
（本来应该是每一卷卷尾出现的，但是作者的原因= =，所以，不定期出现，但不会太多）
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不知道这是否与强行运用两大奇宝逼毒有关,但很显然,这与<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">当初预期<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">任何可能都不同。
好一会儿,那股令人恶心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">眩晕感才渐渐消退。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">试着睁开了眼。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">很确定自己完成了这个动作，但等待<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">还是一片漆黑。
或许是解毒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">后遗症也说不定,至少<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">还活着，只要活着就有希望，只要活着就能见到她,不是么？
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">这么安慰自己,好让自己能保持清醒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">头脑,不至于太过沮丧——即使希望再渺茫,也不放弃,因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">答应过她，不会丢下她。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">试着动了动手脚，难以想象<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">滞涩感，此时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">才注意到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">整个人是呈蜷缩状<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，而周围也像有厚重而柔软<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">壁垒重重包裹着一样——如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">没有记错，按照宋以澜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">审美，该是用一座黄金翠玉甚至是天然罕见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">水晶为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">打造一座栖息之所才对。
那么，现在是怎么回事呢？
全身像是被禁锢住似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">动弹不得，看不见，甚至听不见，想要发声，却开不了口，好像是置身于一场难以醒来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">梦魇。
这症状，并不属于<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">所熟知<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">任何一种毒药。
难道是解毒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">后遗症么？
纵使已经足够坚强，仍旧有一丝迷茫。
如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">成了一个看不见听不见说不出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">废人，即使延长了生命，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">又有什么资格再回到她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身边？
很久之后，又或许只是短短一瞬，反正对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">这个置身绝对黑暗完全无法计算时间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">人来说，两者没有丝毫差别，突如其来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">挤压感伴随着窒息感让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">有一刹那以为自己会就此魂归故里，却也只是在那一霎那过后，胸口<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">闷感消失了。
然而耳边喧闹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">杂声让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">狠狠地皱起了眉头，虽然还是目不能视，但至少<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">能听出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">起码被五个以上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">人包围。
是敌是友？
突然，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">感觉自己被人拎着脚倒提了起来，头重脚轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">感觉让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不适，然而更为强烈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">是愤怒与屈辱——身为大丰王朝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">长公主殿下，圣水宫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">宫主，居然被人抓住了脚倒提了起来，这是何等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">耻辱！
大胆狂徒，本宫要诛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">九族！
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">想这么喊，然而出口<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">却是“哇呜哇呜”<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">啼哭声——对此，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">当然不陌生，因为城儿刚出生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">时候就是如此——在被接生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">嬷嬷一巴掌拍在臀上后。
所以，到底是怎么回事？
一个月之后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">大致明白了一件事，饶是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">自诩沉稳淡定也不由得大惊之色——实在是出现在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">眼前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">一切都太过匪夷所思，叫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">仍分不清这究竟是现实，还是仅仅是南柯一梦。
是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，在一个月以后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">能看到些许模糊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">事物，却被自己所见震得无法回神。
从未见过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">人，从未见过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">房子，从未见过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">器具，所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">前缀，都是“从未见过”。
在此期间，总有一个一身白衣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">年轻女子将<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">抱到一个雍容而满脸慈爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">妇人身边，那妇人含笑解开衣衫，哺乳——<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">这才发现，自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身体竟然成了一个婴儿，而此时此刻，被哺乳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">对象，正是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">。
开始，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">非常地抗拒。从小到大，除了母妃，还没有哪个女人让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">那么亲近过，哦对了，还有溪儿。
但那不一样，不是么？
总之，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">骄傲不允许<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">做出这种失礼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">动作。
不过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">实在太低估一个人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">本能了，或是说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">实在太高估一个婴孩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">自制力了，当饥饿来袭，当母乳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">香气一直在鼻尖萦绕，纵使自律如<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">也不由得弃甲投降。
甘甜，温热，又伴着淡淡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">腥，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">在有着成年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">意识后又一次尝试了母乳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">味道，似乎，也并不赖？
当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">喝了十二个月<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">母乳之后，终于结束了这尴尬却温馨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">进食，改成了小米粥。
而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">也从一无所知<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">茫然到慢慢了解自身以及这个世界。
是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，这是一个全新<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">世界，没有大丰王朝，没有公主殿下……没有溪儿。
但这也有可能是溪儿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">故乡，因为这里真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">有她所说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">“会动<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">方形盒子“、”会发声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">砖头“、”会自己发光<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">灯”。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">听说人死之后会喝下一碗孟婆汤，从此便开始新人生。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不知道为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">变成了一个崭新<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">生命，却还带着原本<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">记忆。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">也不知道为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">会来到这里，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">甚至没有生存下去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">勇气——<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">找不到存在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">意义。
就这么浑浑噩噩地过了十几年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">逐渐接受了新<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身份，却总也无法融入到其中。
在潜意识里，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">仍是过去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">顾翩然——大丰王朝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">公主殿下，骆怀溪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">师父，和爱人。
但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不得不承认，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">已经失去了曾经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">一切，包括<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">至爱。
也许，这就是上天对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">犯下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">罪恶<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">惩罚。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">接受了这一世父亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">安排——虽然带着记忆，但毕竟换了一个全新<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身体，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不知道该如何定义，姑且算作转世吧——在十五岁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">时候离开了所在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">城市，去了国外读书。
这里跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">前世生活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">地方有太大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">差距，人们没有森严<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">等级，却脱不了阶级<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">划分，人们不会隐藏自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">欲、望，却会在肆意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">宣泄中堕落。
在国外读书<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">认识了很多金发碧眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">同学，也经常跟着她们出入喧嚣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">夜店，整夜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">酗酒，甚至差一点染上了毒、瘾——虽然最后克制住了自己，不至于像那些同学一样迷失了自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，但绝对与理想中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">好孩子沾不上边。
没有了父亲母亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">束缚，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">彻底褪下了乖顺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">伪装。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不需要再演绎一个听话地木偶，脑子里好像有一个疯狂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">声音在叫嚣，怂恿着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">尝试一切未知<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">事物。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">在挥霍生命，却阻止不了放、纵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">念头。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">像是一具行尸走肉，机械而麻木地度过一天又一天，光鲜亮丽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">皮囊掩盖不了千疮百孔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">灵魂。
到了二十岁，勉强拿到了学位和证书，被父亲母亲迫不及待地召回了国，准备继承庞大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">家业。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">虽不愿，却也不忍拂了二老<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">面子，反正对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">来说，在哪里都是一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，便也乖乖地回了国。
坐车回家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">途中，随意地打量着窗外，多年过去，这里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">变化已经大得让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">认不出来。
突然，有一个小小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身影从<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">眼前一晃而过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">立刻让司机停车，不顾这是马路中间，用最快<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">速度朝着那个方向追去。
自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">来到这个世界后便开始修炼前世<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">武功，这里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">空气极差，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">花了整整二十年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">时间也才不过曾经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">三成内力——然而对于这个几乎不存在内力内功<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">世界而言，却已是绝无仅有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">武林宗师了。
没用多久<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">就发现了那个小家伙。
在她身边有一个美丽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">女人，温柔地牵着她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">手，样子十分亲昵。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">并不敢上前，生怕一切都是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">错觉，只是悄悄地缀在她们身后。
在她们拐过街角<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">终于能够看清她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">样子——清隽而秀气，虽然比记忆中稚嫩许多，却分明是那个熟悉到闭上眼都能画出来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">孩子。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">听到那个女人轻声唤她：“宝贝，怀溪。”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">此刻一定是微笑着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，但是眼眶中透明<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">液体却突然不受控制地决堤而下。
加上前世，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">生平第一次如此不顾形象地在人来人往<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">大街上，在如此多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">陌生人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">注视下，任由泪水肆意淌下，布满了双颊。
也许这样会被人当做疯子，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">却顾不得这许多。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">脑子里只剩下一个念头：<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">找到她了！
回到家以后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">动用一切力量去寻找她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">资料，然而真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">当信息都摆在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">面前时，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">却不敢与她相认。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不知道她是否记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，甚至<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">不确定即使她知道了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">存在，还会不会接受<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">。
渴望与胆怯交织，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">深深<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">陷入举棋不定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">折磨之中。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">常常会偷偷地来到她家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">楼下，默默地注视着那一隅灯光。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">欣喜与她同在一片天空下，呼吸着一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">空气，却又痛苦这近在咫尺而远在天边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">距离。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">像是一个跟踪狂，总是跟在她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身后窥伺着她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">一举一动。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">违抗了父亲母亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">意愿，不顾全家上下激烈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">反对，放弃了本来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">专业，毅然决然地选择了一所师范大学，花了半年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">时间拿到学位，开始了教师<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">生涯。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">想离她近一些，再近一些，见证她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">成长，哪怕她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">记忆中没有了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，那么她接下来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">人生也必会有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">参与。
那一天，说来也是凑巧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">在她放学<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">地方等着她，只是想看着她安全到家，却不料她差点发生了车祸。
情急之下，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">顾不得马路上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">行人以及路口<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">探头，运起轻功纵身飞跃，终于堪堪将她捞了回来。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">紧紧地抱着她，却在她清澈懵懂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">眼神中恢复了理智。
她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">目光依旧单纯无害，却不再缱绻，不再深情。那里面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">陌生让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">心痛欲死，但是在这一刻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">又清楚地告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">自己，总有一天，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">会让她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">眼中只有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">一个人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身影。
是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，在那个瞬间，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">下了决定，无论什么方式，哪怕是折了她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">双翼，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">也要将她牢牢地拴在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">身边。
不管这一世她有没有记忆，她都是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">那个孩子，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">认定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">伴侣。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">会守着她，等着她慢慢长大，等着她重新爱上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">那一天。
她终究会属于<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">，她也必定是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comacc3213c49">。
作者有话要说：有很多在正文的谜团和不清楚的额事，会在顾老师的番外中解释，她的渣属性快要出来了……
（本来应该是每一卷卷尾出现的，但是作者的原因= =，所以，不定期出现，但不会太多）