正文 35第三十五章
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">爷爷来做什么？”
看见季燕行,长宁自然高兴，但更多的是疑惑，她不想让外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">搅进来，更加不想欠什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">情，而现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，她已经觉得亏欠季燕行，还要接受他的好意的话，实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">让她无法坦然。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">怎么知道，爷爷有自己的事吧。”季燕行一脸无辜,表明自己真的一无所知,见长宁撅着嘴明显不相信，他也不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">意，反而笑笑,“不然今天跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">去玩吧，反正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">也不用去医院了。”
没错，霍涟水强硬的自己出院了，她也不能把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">强硬的关<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">医院不是，季燕行说的对，她现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">还真没有什么事情干，可是季燕行的提议……
“跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">逛？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">看还是算了吧。”
女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">喜欢的东西是挺多，其中一样就是逛街，就算长宁这种对逛街并没有多深执念的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，过段时间也会去逛一逛放松心情，可尽管如此，逛街也是需要挑选陪同对象的，季燕行永远不是个陪逛的好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">选。
男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们大多不会陪着女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">一件一见的看衣服试衣服，他们更愿意找个地方等着，而季燕行就是有办法<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">这短短的时间内找到机会跟陌生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">聊的热火朝天，其中不乏下个女朋友的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">选。
长宁是跟他一起逛过街的，她自然也会吃醋，但是更多的怨念，还是因为这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">从来不会像一个陪女朋友逛街的男朋友，他把自己当陪女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">逛街的凯子。
其实想起来还觉得好笑，长宁还曾经打趣他是二奶心中宝，结果想一想，把自己都骂了，于是不再取笑他，不过不管从前还是到现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，季燕行从来没有先提出过说去逛一逛的，逛，是一个很随性的词，季燕行本不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">意长宁同意不同意，牵着他的手就往外走，“爷爷回去的时候有司机<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们去约会。”
“季先生，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">好像分手了，也没有答应要跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">去约会吧。”
“那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">就当被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">绑架了吧，宁儿，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">说咱们去哪？对了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">想起来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">以前说罗翠山的红叶好看。”
长宁忍不住笑起来：“季先生，您也不看看季节，现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">看红叶？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">追求<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，宁儿，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">宽容一点点啦！”
长宁翻个白眼，“那好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">说去看红叶，咱们就去吧，如果今天看不到红叶，季先生，到时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们就走着瞧。”
知道他是不想自己呆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">霍家大宅里，长宁也就没有坚持，霍家是真打算强<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">所难了，她最好还是早点打包跑路，离开之前，跟季燕行随便找个地方走一走，其实也不错，她这次要是离开，以后再回来的可能性就小了，她不觉得季燕行会跟着自己天涯海角的流浪，其实这样也好，大家都圆满。
罗翠山<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">郊外的郊外，离城很远，开车三个小时才到，汽车还不能到山脚，他们还是包了一辆小三轮才嘎吱嘎吱的过去，这个季节去郊外天气正好，不热也不太冷，长宁跟季燕行两个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，一路牵着手，好像他们还真没有这么粘过。
“怎么今天想到跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">出来玩？”
“以前不是也经常出去玩么？”
“那不一样，”长宁喘气，“以前很热闹，都<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">繁华处啊。”
“好吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">错了，不该用<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">这个俗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的眼光来丈量<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们伟大的画家长宁女士。”男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">笑着摇摇头，看见长宁累的直喘，干脆说道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">背<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">这样半路上就要断气了。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">才断气<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">全家全小区都断气。”
男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">将她一把拉起来，顺势往背上一带，嘴上却<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">叹：“宁儿弄错了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">家不住小区。”
是啊，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">家住的地方当真不是小区。不过长宁还是有话反驳他的，可是现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，她趴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的背上，被季燕行背着一步一步往山腰走，她就一句话都说不出来，其实长这么大，她没有被男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">背过，应该说，她没有被任何<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">背过，四岁之前她是讨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">嫌的野孩子，四岁之后，她的阿姨们，全是女流，穿着高跟鞋哪里能背别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">。
以前她也常常看别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">被背<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">背上，要么是被爸爸背着，要么是被男友背着，她从不觉得那有什么，可是真正自己被背着的时候，感觉是这么特别，男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的脊梁，比他们的怀抱要更加温热。
长宁紧贴着他，将头埋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">他的肩膀上，这个位置，好像自己真的很重要，比全世界还要重要，有那么一刻，长宁几乎就要这样相信了，只是，她真的得走，这个男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，她真的必须放弃。
“燕行。”
“嗯？”
“燕行。”
“嗯？”
“燕行。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">说。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">这个名字像古代大侠的名字？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">就想说这个？”
“嘿嘿，别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">说的。”
“哪个别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">？”
“恩，一个读者，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不认识。”
季燕行：“……”
长宁靠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">季燕行肩膀上闷笑，他郁闷的表情实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">好玩得很，好不容易他们终于到了山腰，季燕行将长宁放下来，长宁个子不高，身上肉也不多，瘦瘦小小很可怜的一只，但是背着爬山还是很考验<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的耐力，饶是季燕行这种长年锻炼的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，这时候也开始喘了，好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">接下来就是平路，沿着山腰往前走就是大坝。
这个时节来罗翠山玩的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不少，这里高大茂密的树林不是城市里可以窥见的，成双成对的情侣们，三五一群的同学朋友们，喧闹着，嬉笑着，长宁跟季燕行，不过是这其中，比较养眼的一对。
季燕行看着年轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们活泼的身影，心情自然欢畅，他微笑着牵着长宁的手，说起以前跟朋友们来游玩时的情景，长宁听的迷茫，她对季燕行的过去式真的一点兴趣都没有，因为不管他自己有没有说，但是从他的经历中，长宁总是能幻想出各种的初恋情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">红粉佳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">。
于是，为了不弄的自己不高兴，她还是打断了男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">遥想当年的感情，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">说季先生，季哥，燕行哥哥，咱们大老远的来来这里，还不回事听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">回忆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的光辉岁月吧？”
“哎，不是先要回忆过去，才能描绘未来吗？”
“未来？”
“宁儿，跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">结婚吧。”季燕行突然站定，看着长宁的眼睛，“嫁给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们结婚，好么？”
他说话的声音不小，旁边的男孩女孩们也听见了，都停下来小心的注视着他们，嘴里激动不已的说着求婚啊答应啊之类的话，长宁脸红了很久，也愣愣的站了好半晌，她真的想要答应，几乎控制不住想要狂喜点头的脑袋，他的眼睛就那样看着她，无比真诚，好像这是一个，无比确定，并且永生不变的仪式。
只是最终，长宁还是没有点头，没有说是。
越是期盼的东西，越是清醒，越是清醒，越是惧怕。
而季燕行，无疑是失望的，就连毫不相干的路<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们，那些对一切的存着美好幻想的学生们，也一脸的失望，可是长宁不是他们，她更加<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">意的，是自己的生活，未来不可把握，但总要努力朝着最好的方向去，她逢赌必赢，但从不赌博。
长宁问季燕行：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">求婚，是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">吗？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">会像<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">求婚？”
长宁笑笑，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们都不要生气，燕行，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">开始不要说话，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们走到大坝那里，再谈这个话题好吗？”
于是两个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">就一直走，他们牵着手，一个看着前方，一个左顾右盼，他们都没有再看彼此，当然，更加没有对彼此说一个单词。
时间过了很久，从山路到大坝，他们走过去时，天色已经不早，两<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">来得晚，也就没有打算回去了，大坝附近有民居，还有专门的旅馆出租给前来游玩的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，这个时候，正好可以吃饭顺带订房，可是两<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">都没有做最正确的事，他们坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">水泥石台上，长宁问季燕行：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">觉得，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们结婚了，会过怎样的生活？”
男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的脸色当然说不上好，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">从没想过要改变<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">喜欢过什么样的生活，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们依旧过怎么样的生活。”
季燕行不是个冲动行事的小孩子，也不是被拒绝就发火的神经病，他只是对自己失望，其实心里，真的希望跟长宁一起生活，关于未来的打算，其实每个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">心里，都有一个大概的样子，而这其中，总有些<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的影子，是存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的。
长宁听了他的话，却看着他，她的眼中还是满满的依恋跟爱情，她爱着他，他总是从这双眼睛里相信，然后又从她嘴唇吐出的言语中被打消。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不想改变<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">自己的生活，大约也不想改变，可是两个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">生，跟一个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的，总是不一样的，燕行，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">要对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">自己好一点，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">都无法忍受<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">跟别的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">有一点亲热的举动，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们的婚姻能维持多久呢？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">绝对不会<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">结婚之后，为婚姻来妥协<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的行为，不要说什么保证的话，季燕行，其实霍家夫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">江景月就是个很好的例子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">看她过的很好吗？为霍家活，为霍程风当家辛苦那么多年，生儿育女相夫教子，而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">就<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">她面前时时刺激她，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">她那里，长宁是不该存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的，长宁原本就不该存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，但是事实是，这个世界上就是有个长宁，除了长宁之外，还有长安长平长发财，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">过的了那样的生活吗？其实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">有私生子的吧。”
季燕行没有说话，长宁笑笑，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">想说什么，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">想说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">跟霍程风不一样，其实没有什么不一样的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的那个孩子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">哪里，过的怎么样？不管怎么说，它因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，这是事实，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不是个豁达的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，所以不会选择自己接受不了的事情来挑战自己的心胸，其实江景月已经算好的了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">妈妈是因为霍程风死的，她死的时候很久都没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">发现，要是当初不是跟霍程风有瓜葛的话，她肯定能过的更好。”
长宁接着说道“燕行，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">是真的很爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">向<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">求婚，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">很感动，真的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">差点就答应了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的想法，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不想否认，但是事实却是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不会跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">一起的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">一直说的很明白，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">做的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">都知道，可是这不能代表未来几十年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">赌不起，燕行，不要因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">拒绝跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">结婚，就觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">很爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，并且希望以后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">身边再也没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">依然记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，所以不要生气好吗？今天跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">一起出来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">真的很高兴，真的。”
作者有话要说：谢谢其祈的地雷，谢谢。
看见季燕行,长宁自然高兴，但更多的是疑惑，她不想让外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">搅进来，更加不想欠什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">情，而现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，她已经觉得亏欠季燕行，还要接受他的好意的话，实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">让她无法坦然。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">怎么知道，爷爷有自己的事吧。”季燕行一脸无辜,表明自己真的一无所知,见长宁撅着嘴明显不相信，他也不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">意，反而笑笑,“不然今天跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">去玩吧，反正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">也不用去医院了。”
没错，霍涟水强硬的自己出院了，她也不能把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">强硬的关<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">医院不是，季燕行说的对，她现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">还真没有什么事情干，可是季燕行的提议……
“跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">逛？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">看还是算了吧。”
女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">喜欢的东西是挺多，其中一样就是逛街，就算长宁这种对逛街并没有多深执念的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，过段时间也会去逛一逛放松心情，可尽管如此，逛街也是需要挑选陪同对象的，季燕行永远不是个陪逛的好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">选。
男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们大多不会陪着女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">一件一见的看衣服试衣服，他们更愿意找个地方等着，而季燕行就是有办法<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">这短短的时间内找到机会跟陌生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">聊的热火朝天，其中不乏下个女朋友的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">选。
长宁是跟他一起逛过街的，她自然也会吃醋，但是更多的怨念，还是因为这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">从来不会像一个陪女朋友逛街的男朋友，他把自己当陪女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">逛街的凯子。
其实想起来还觉得好笑，长宁还曾经打趣他是二奶心中宝，结果想一想，把自己都骂了，于是不再取笑他，不过不管从前还是到现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，季燕行从来没有先提出过说去逛一逛的，逛，是一个很随性的词，季燕行本不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">意长宁同意不同意，牵着他的手就往外走，“爷爷回去的时候有司机<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们去约会。”
“季先生，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">好像分手了，也没有答应要跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">去约会吧。”
“那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">就当被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">绑架了吧，宁儿，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">说咱们去哪？对了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">想起来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">以前说罗翠山的红叶好看。”
长宁忍不住笑起来：“季先生，您也不看看季节，现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">看红叶？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">追求<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，宁儿，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">宽容一点点啦！”
长宁翻个白眼，“那好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">说去看红叶，咱们就去吧，如果今天看不到红叶，季先生，到时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们就走着瞧。”
知道他是不想自己呆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">霍家大宅里，长宁也就没有坚持，霍家是真打算强<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">所难了，她最好还是早点打包跑路，离开之前，跟季燕行随便找个地方走一走，其实也不错，她这次要是离开，以后再回来的可能性就小了，她不觉得季燕行会跟着自己天涯海角的流浪，其实这样也好，大家都圆满。
罗翠山<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">郊外的郊外，离城很远，开车三个小时才到，汽车还不能到山脚，他们还是包了一辆小三轮才嘎吱嘎吱的过去，这个季节去郊外天气正好，不热也不太冷，长宁跟季燕行两个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，一路牵着手，好像他们还真没有这么粘过。
“怎么今天想到跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">出来玩？”
“以前不是也经常出去玩么？”
“那不一样，”长宁喘气，“以前很热闹，都<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">繁华处啊。”
“好吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">错了，不该用<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">这个俗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的眼光来丈量<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们伟大的画家长宁女士。”男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">笑着摇摇头，看见长宁累的直喘，干脆说道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">背<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">这样半路上就要断气了。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">才断气<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">全家全小区都断气。”
男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">将她一把拉起来，顺势往背上一带，嘴上却<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">叹：“宁儿弄错了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">家不住小区。”
是啊，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">家住的地方当真不是小区。不过长宁还是有话反驳他的，可是现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，她趴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的背上，被季燕行背着一步一步往山腰走，她就一句话都说不出来，其实长这么大，她没有被男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">背过，应该说，她没有被任何<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">背过，四岁之前她是讨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">嫌的野孩子，四岁之后，她的阿姨们，全是女流，穿着高跟鞋哪里能背别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">。
以前她也常常看别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">被背<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">背上，要么是被爸爸背着，要么是被男友背着，她从不觉得那有什么，可是真正自己被背着的时候，感觉是这么特别，男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的脊梁，比他们的怀抱要更加温热。
长宁紧贴着他，将头埋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">他的肩膀上，这个位置，好像自己真的很重要，比全世界还要重要，有那么一刻，长宁几乎就要这样相信了，只是，她真的得走，这个男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，她真的必须放弃。
“燕行。”
“嗯？”
“燕行。”
“嗯？”
“燕行。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">说。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">这个名字像古代大侠的名字？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">就想说这个？”
“嘿嘿，别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">说的。”
“哪个别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">？”
“恩，一个读者，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不认识。”
季燕行：“……”
长宁靠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">季燕行肩膀上闷笑，他郁闷的表情实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">好玩得很，好不容易他们终于到了山腰，季燕行将长宁放下来，长宁个子不高，身上肉也不多，瘦瘦小小很可怜的一只，但是背着爬山还是很考验<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的耐力，饶是季燕行这种长年锻炼的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，这时候也开始喘了，好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">接下来就是平路，沿着山腰往前走就是大坝。
这个时节来罗翠山玩的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不少，这里高大茂密的树林不是城市里可以窥见的，成双成对的情侣们，三五一群的同学朋友们，喧闹着，嬉笑着，长宁跟季燕行，不过是这其中，比较养眼的一对。
季燕行看着年轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们活泼的身影，心情自然欢畅，他微笑着牵着长宁的手，说起以前跟朋友们来游玩时的情景，长宁听的迷茫，她对季燕行的过去式真的一点兴趣都没有，因为不管他自己有没有说，但是从他的经历中，长宁总是能幻想出各种的初恋情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">红粉佳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">。
于是，为了不弄的自己不高兴，她还是打断了男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">遥想当年的感情，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">说季先生，季哥，燕行哥哥，咱们大老远的来来这里，还不回事听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">回忆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的光辉岁月吧？”
“哎，不是先要回忆过去，才能描绘未来吗？”
“未来？”
“宁儿，跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">结婚吧。”季燕行突然站定，看着长宁的眼睛，“嫁给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们结婚，好么？”
他说话的声音不小，旁边的男孩女孩们也听见了，都停下来小心的注视着他们，嘴里激动不已的说着求婚啊答应啊之类的话，长宁脸红了很久，也愣愣的站了好半晌，她真的想要答应，几乎控制不住想要狂喜点头的脑袋，他的眼睛就那样看着她，无比真诚，好像这是一个，无比确定，并且永生不变的仪式。
只是最终，长宁还是没有点头，没有说是。
越是期盼的东西，越是清醒，越是清醒，越是惧怕。
而季燕行，无疑是失望的，就连毫不相干的路<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们，那些对一切的存着美好幻想的学生们，也一脸的失望，可是长宁不是他们，她更加<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">意的，是自己的生活，未来不可把握，但总要努力朝着最好的方向去，她逢赌必赢，但从不赌博。
长宁问季燕行：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">求婚，是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">吗？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">会像<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">求婚？”
长宁笑笑，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们都不要生气，燕行，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">开始不要说话，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们走到大坝那里，再谈这个话题好吗？”
于是两个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">就一直走，他们牵着手，一个看着前方，一个左顾右盼，他们都没有再看彼此，当然，更加没有对彼此说一个单词。
时间过了很久，从山路到大坝，他们走过去时，天色已经不早，两<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">来得晚，也就没有打算回去了，大坝附近有民居，还有专门的旅馆出租给前来游玩的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，这个时候，正好可以吃饭顺带订房，可是两<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">都没有做最正确的事，他们坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">水泥石台上，长宁问季燕行：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">觉得，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们结婚了，会过怎样的生活？”
男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的脸色当然说不上好，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">从没想过要改变<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">喜欢过什么样的生活，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们依旧过怎么样的生活。”
季燕行不是个冲动行事的小孩子，也不是被拒绝就发火的神经病，他只是对自己失望，其实心里，真的希望跟长宁一起生活，关于未来的打算，其实每个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">心里，都有一个大概的样子，而这其中，总有些<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的影子，是存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的。
长宁听了他的话，却看着他，她的眼中还是满满的依恋跟爱情，她爱着他，他总是从这双眼睛里相信，然后又从她嘴唇吐出的言语中被打消。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不想改变<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">自己的生活，大约也不想改变，可是两个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">生，跟一个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的，总是不一样的，燕行，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">要对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">自己好一点，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">都无法忍受<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">跟别的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">有一点亲热的举动，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">们的婚姻能维持多久呢？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">绝对不会<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">结婚之后，为婚姻来妥协<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的行为，不要说什么保证的话，季燕行，其实霍家夫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">江景月就是个很好的例子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">看她过的很好吗？为霍家活，为霍程风当家辛苦那么多年，生儿育女相夫教子，而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">就<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">她面前时时刺激她，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">她那里，长宁是不该存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的，长宁原本就不该存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，但是事实是，这个世界上就是有个长宁，除了长宁之外，还有长安长平长发财，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">过的了那样的生活吗？其实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">有私生子的吧。”
季燕行没有说话，长宁笑笑，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">想说什么，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">想说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">跟霍程风不一样，其实没有什么不一样的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的那个孩子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">哪里，过的怎么样？不管怎么说，它因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，这是事实，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不是个豁达的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，所以不会选择自己接受不了的事情来挑战自己的心胸，其实江景月已经算好的了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">妈妈是因为霍程风死的，她死的时候很久都没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.come165d36b59">发现，要是当初不是跟霍程风有瓜葛的话，她肯定能过的更好。”
长宁接着说道“燕行，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">是真的很爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">向<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">求婚，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">很感动，真的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">差点就答应了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的想法，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不想否认，但是事实却是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不会跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.come165d36b59">一起的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">一直说的很明白，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">做的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">都知道，可是这不能代表未来几十年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">赌不起，燕行，不要因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">拒绝跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">结婚，就觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">很爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，并且希望以后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">身边再也没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">的时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">依然记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">，所以不要生气好吗？今天跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">一起出来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.come165d36b59">真的很高兴，真的。”
作者有话要说：谢谢其祈的地雷，谢谢。