正文 34第三十四章
（此番外发生在少时至亲笔记之前）
“哥,听说社长他们明天要来是吧？”跟自家队长住在一起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">胜利同学很是不客气<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">推开了志龙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">房间门。
“……”带着耳机正为自己马上要出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">专辑努力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">龙队长此刻完全没有搭理自家无聊忙内<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">闲心。
“哥,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">听了《温暖》了吧？Star在MV里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">造型完全女神级别啊,不说造型光是听歌心里都觉得软软<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。”看队长没有理会自己,胜利很是聪明<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">拿出了允星作为话题。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">成天都瞎想些什么？”注意到自家忙内似乎没有停下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">趋势，志龙不得不暂停音乐、取下耳机，望向胜利。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">跟Star一直保持着联系吗？”胜利对于八卦一向是很好奇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们明天还有很多行程,而且现在是在日本，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">该做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">是多学学日语而不是在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">这瞎扯。”志龙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">嗓音似乎有些大了,同时藏在头发后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">耳朵丝丝泛红。
“哥,没什么不好意思<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">啊。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">跟Star<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">事大成哥跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们说过来着，说明明是他先跟Star认识<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">居然现在跟Star更熟。”为了得到更多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">情报,胜利毫无压力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">出卖了大成。
“大成？看来最近大家太松懈了啊。明天社长要来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">都不安分一点,是不是皮痒了。”志龙心里默默给无辜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">大成记上了一笔，面上威胁道。
“天也不早了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">先去睡了，晚安啊，哥！”胜利心中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">小人泪如雨下：为什么忙内总是受欺负呢？不过，看来哥和Star确实有点什么了。想到这里，胜利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">心中小人止住眼泪笑了起来，而且笑得十分<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">邪恶。
胜利才推开门往外走，桌上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">手机就震了起来。之前还稍有害羞<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">志龙拿起手机看到来信人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">名字脸色顿时难看起来。
‘志龙，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">现在在首尔。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们见一面吧，在EL cafe。’
打开短信，看到这样一行字，本就脸色不好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">志龙脸上更是苍白。多日<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">熬夜准备自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">新专，白天辛苦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">在日本这个不熟悉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">国度打拼。平日里干劲十足<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">权队长本就被没日没夜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">疲劳压得喘不过气来，这一行字就像是最后一根稻草似乎要把志龙压垮。
本已决定从此各奔东西，却还是没出息<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">伸出手回复。‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">在日本。’
一个连自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">消息都不曾关注<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">女人，自己为什么还是放不下？志龙紧紧地握住手机，恨不得把它摔在地上。
她为什么要回来，是为了自己吗？还是只是顺便找自己叙叙旧，毕竟自己现在也算是个明星了，多少不会让她觉得丢脸。
权志龙之所以是权志龙，那就是他能把痛苦转化为音乐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">力量。志龙松开紧握<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">拳头，抓起了笔，继续自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">工作。
不过，这一夜注定是无眠之夜了。
-----------------------------------------------------------第二天------------------------------------------------------
“啊，社长。”胜利一开门就看见了自家boss和身后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">摄像机。有些疑惑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">挠挠头把社长及身后几人一一请进来。
“胜利，谁啊？”昨晚一夜未睡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">结果就是今天行程结束后一直睡，刚刚才醒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">权队长揉揉眼睛推开房门问道。
“志龙啊，昨晚又没睡？”杨社长看着似乎刚睡醒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">志龙有些担心志龙弱弱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">小身板能不能扛得住。
“社长，这不是2ne1TV吗？”志龙疑惑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">问道。
“现在暂时变成BigbangTV。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">刚从大成和太阳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">宿舍来，他们太安静了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">还说来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们这会比较热闹呢。先参观参观<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">房间吧。”杨社长毫无压力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">回答。
“恩，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">比较仓促，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">还没来得及好好收拾自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">房间呢。”志龙打开房门向摄像机介绍道。
“因为这里没办法放置录音设备，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">只好用手提电脑插上麦克风代替，把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">Demo录写来传到韩国公司那里。哎，虽然不方便但是也没办法。”说着，志龙拿起麦克风展示了一下。
“志龙很爱干净<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">房间应该是最整洁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">了。”杨社长在客厅喊道。
听到社长<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">夸奖，志龙走到柜子前给摄像机展示：“看看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">衣物和鞋子，摆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">整整齐齐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。”
接着，志龙把摄影师推出了房间走向了客厅，正好听到社长在介绍自己即将发布<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">新专辑“志龙这次<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">专辑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">听过，绝对能称霸这个夏天，大家敬请期待吧。”
志龙看着社长夸奖完自己又开始说起胜利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">事，思绪就转向了昨晚发生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">事情。为什么J会打电话过来？自己该不该见她一面。志龙想着就皱起来眉头。
“志龙，怎么了？头痛吗？”看着自己最满意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">弟子似乎不太舒服，杨贤石担心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">问。
“啊，没事儿。摄像机是去参观胜利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">房间了吗？怎么还不出来？不用拍胜利了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们不说停他永远不会停下来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。”为了避免让boss注意到自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">感情困扰，志龙迅速<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">把话题转移到胜利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">身上。
“好了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">也该走了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们明天还有行程呢。”杨贤石看着也差不多了，与两人告别离开了宿舍。
眼见着社长离开，胜利没眼力见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">询问起志龙一天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">异常。“哥，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">从今早起就有些心不在焉，是有什么是吗？”
“胜利啊，最近是不是太闲了，是该和经济人姐姐商量一下增加<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">行程安排了。”志龙虽然讶异于忙内细心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">观察，但并不想把这件事告知胜利。
“哥，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">……”胜利刚想着辩解，就看志龙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">手机震动似乎是有短信来了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">先回房了。”志龙拿起手机一看，是允星<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">短信。于是没想理胜利就转身回房了。
关上房门，志龙打开短信：‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">要参加《至亲笔记》了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们是不是参加过？怎么样？’
‘这个节目还是很放松<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">，没有什么需要紧张<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">地方，很有意思。’志龙带着微笑回完短信正准备合上手机就看见了上一条短信，正是J发过来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。
似乎是刚才社长来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">时候发过来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">，紧皱起眉头点开短信：‘那等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">回来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们见一面吧。’
这不像是J<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">风格，J从来不会这么死缠烂打，自己才是。为什么？带着疑惑，志龙回了一条短信询问J为何这么做。
‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">跟Eddie分手了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">父亲投资失败，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">什么都没有了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">也不要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">了吗？’
这条短信无疑让志龙吓了一跳。J<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">家里条件很好，父亲经营一家上市公司，之前这也让志龙在两人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">关系中处在弱势<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">地位。
志龙一直喜欢J但是J喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">是Eddie，志龙和J之所以在一起只是因为志龙一直在追J而J觉得一个人太孤独。
两人之前分手除了J本身就不是因为喜欢志龙而与志龙在一起之外，还因为J认为跟志龙在一起没有前途而选择了自己一直喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">学长Eddie。
现在，J什么都没有了回来找自己，难道自己是收废品<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">吗！志龙忽略心中一丝丝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">心疼，愤恨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">举起右手捶上桌子。
‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">到底是想怎么样。召之即来挥之即去吗。’志龙控制不住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">回了一条短信。
‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">很难过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">只是想让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">陪陪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。’
也许是和J<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">事情似乎过去太久了，之后又交了几个女朋友。自己似乎也没有那么痛苦。志龙想想，就算两人不可能再在一起了，朋友这么难过也要安慰一下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。于是发短信过去：‘那等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">回韩国后见上一面吧。’
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J有些恍惚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">看着眼前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">少年，跟以前完全不一样了，变得如此有魅力。
与此同时，志龙也正观察着J。似乎是因为家逢巨变，感情也不顺，从前美丽动人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">优雅淑女变成了现在面色发黄、神情憔悴、双眼无神<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">女子。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们之前也在这里喝过咖啡。但是物是人非，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">已经变成了大明星了，而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">却变成这个样子。”J心里很不好受，两人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">家境掉了个个而自己却从没有料想到这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">事情会发生。
“是啊，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">那时还是个大小姐。而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">只是穷小子。”志龙自嘲。
“现在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">失去了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">爱情，父亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">事业也遭受了打击，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">都不知道该如何是好了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">能想到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">就是打给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们早就结束了，J。”志龙看着陷入悲伤中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">J提醒道。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们可不可能重新开始呢。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">一直没有忘了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">歌里写得清清楚楚。”J变得有些歇斯底里。
“不可能了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">可能是觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">能帮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">，可能是觉得孤独，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">都无能为力。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们已经过去太久了。”之前对于J一直念念不忘也许并不是因为太爱她而只是因为年少心里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">一个结。现在J回来了，把这个旧伤揭开，虽然痛但是让自己清醒了。自己只是对于一份美好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">初恋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">耿耿于怀，所谓<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">爱上爱情了吧。
“作为朋友，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">有什么困难<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">还是会尽力帮忙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。”志龙从来都是个好朋友。
“……”J听着志龙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">话默默<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">流着泪哽咽着说不出话来。
作者有话要说：志龙同学没有花心，这算是为后面与允星在一起做一个铺垫。
谢谢大家的支持啦
“哥,听说社长他们明天要来是吧？”跟自家队长住在一起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">胜利同学很是不客气<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">推开了志龙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">房间门。
“……”带着耳机正为自己马上要出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">专辑努力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">龙队长此刻完全没有搭理自家无聊忙内<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">闲心。
“哥,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">听了《温暖》了吧？Star在MV里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">造型完全女神级别啊,不说造型光是听歌心里都觉得软软<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。”看队长没有理会自己,胜利很是聪明<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">拿出了允星作为话题。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">成天都瞎想些什么？”注意到自家忙内似乎没有停下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">趋势，志龙不得不暂停音乐、取下耳机，望向胜利。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">跟Star一直保持着联系吗？”胜利对于八卦一向是很好奇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们明天还有很多行程,而且现在是在日本，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">该做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">是多学学日语而不是在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">这瞎扯。”志龙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">嗓音似乎有些大了,同时藏在头发后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">耳朵丝丝泛红。
“哥,没什么不好意思<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">啊。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">跟Star<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">事大成哥跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们说过来着，说明明是他先跟Star认识<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">居然现在跟Star更熟。”为了得到更多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">情报,胜利毫无压力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">出卖了大成。
“大成？看来最近大家太松懈了啊。明天社长要来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">都不安分一点,是不是皮痒了。”志龙心里默默给无辜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">大成记上了一笔，面上威胁道。
“天也不早了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">先去睡了，晚安啊，哥！”胜利心中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">小人泪如雨下：为什么忙内总是受欺负呢？不过，看来哥和Star确实有点什么了。想到这里，胜利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">心中小人止住眼泪笑了起来，而且笑得十分<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">邪恶。
胜利才推开门往外走，桌上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">手机就震了起来。之前还稍有害羞<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">志龙拿起手机看到来信人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">名字脸色顿时难看起来。
‘志龙，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">现在在首尔。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们见一面吧，在EL cafe。’
打开短信，看到这样一行字，本就脸色不好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">志龙脸上更是苍白。多日<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">熬夜准备自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">新专，白天辛苦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">在日本这个不熟悉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">国度打拼。平日里干劲十足<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">权队长本就被没日没夜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">疲劳压得喘不过气来，这一行字就像是最后一根稻草似乎要把志龙压垮。
本已决定从此各奔东西，却还是没出息<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">伸出手回复。‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">在日本。’
一个连自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">消息都不曾关注<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">女人，自己为什么还是放不下？志龙紧紧地握住手机，恨不得把它摔在地上。
她为什么要回来，是为了自己吗？还是只是顺便找自己叙叙旧，毕竟自己现在也算是个明星了，多少不会让她觉得丢脸。
权志龙之所以是权志龙，那就是他能把痛苦转化为音乐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">力量。志龙松开紧握<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">拳头，抓起了笔，继续自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">工作。
不过，这一夜注定是无眠之夜了。
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“啊，社长。”胜利一开门就看见了自家boss和身后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">摄像机。有些疑惑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">挠挠头把社长及身后几人一一请进来。
“胜利，谁啊？”昨晚一夜未睡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">结果就是今天行程结束后一直睡，刚刚才醒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">权队长揉揉眼睛推开房门问道。
“志龙啊，昨晚又没睡？”杨社长看着似乎刚睡醒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">志龙有些担心志龙弱弱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">小身板能不能扛得住。
“社长，这不是2ne1TV吗？”志龙疑惑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">问道。
“现在暂时变成BigbangTV。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">刚从大成和太阳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">宿舍来，他们太安静了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">还说来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们这会比较热闹呢。先参观参观<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">房间吧。”杨社长毫无压力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">回答。
“恩，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">比较仓促，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">还没来得及好好收拾自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">房间呢。”志龙打开房门向摄像机介绍道。
“因为这里没办法放置录音设备，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">只好用手提电脑插上麦克风代替，把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">Demo录写来传到韩国公司那里。哎，虽然不方便但是也没办法。”说着，志龙拿起麦克风展示了一下。
“志龙很爱干净<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">房间应该是最整洁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">了。”杨社长在客厅喊道。
听到社长<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">夸奖，志龙走到柜子前给摄像机展示：“看看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">衣物和鞋子，摆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">整整齐齐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。”
接着，志龙把摄影师推出了房间走向了客厅，正好听到社长在介绍自己即将发布<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">新专辑“志龙这次<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">专辑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">听过，绝对能称霸这个夏天，大家敬请期待吧。”
志龙看着社长夸奖完自己又开始说起胜利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">事，思绪就转向了昨晚发生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">事情。为什么J会打电话过来？自己该不该见她一面。志龙想着就皱起来眉头。
“志龙，怎么了？头痛吗？”看着自己最满意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">弟子似乎不太舒服，杨贤石担心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">问。
“啊，没事儿。摄像机是去参观胜利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">房间了吗？怎么还不出来？不用拍胜利了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们不说停他永远不会停下来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。”为了避免让boss注意到自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">感情困扰，志龙迅速<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">把话题转移到胜利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">身上。
“好了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">也该走了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们明天还有行程呢。”杨贤石看着也差不多了，与两人告别离开了宿舍。
眼见着社长离开，胜利没眼力见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">询问起志龙一天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">异常。“哥，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">从今早起就有些心不在焉，是有什么是吗？”
“胜利啊，最近是不是太闲了，是该和经济人姐姐商量一下增加<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">行程安排了。”志龙虽然讶异于忙内细心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">观察，但并不想把这件事告知胜利。
“哥，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">……”胜利刚想着辩解，就看志龙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">手机震动似乎是有短信来了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">先回房了。”志龙拿起手机一看，是允星<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">短信。于是没想理胜利就转身回房了。
关上房门，志龙打开短信：‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">要参加《至亲笔记》了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们是不是参加过？怎么样？’
‘这个节目还是很放松<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">，没有什么需要紧张<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">地方，很有意思。’志龙带着微笑回完短信正准备合上手机就看见了上一条短信，正是J发过来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。
似乎是刚才社长来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">时候发过来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">，紧皱起眉头点开短信：‘那等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">回来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们见一面吧。’
这不像是J<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">风格，J从来不会这么死缠烂打，自己才是。为什么？带着疑惑，志龙回了一条短信询问J为何这么做。
‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">跟Eddie分手了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">父亲投资失败，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">什么都没有了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">也不要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">了吗？’
这条短信无疑让志龙吓了一跳。J<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">家里条件很好，父亲经营一家上市公司，之前这也让志龙在两人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">关系中处在弱势<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">地位。
志龙一直喜欢J但是J喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">是Eddie，志龙和J之所以在一起只是因为志龙一直在追J而J觉得一个人太孤独。
两人之前分手除了J本身就不是因为喜欢志龙而与志龙在一起之外，还因为J认为跟志龙在一起没有前途而选择了自己一直喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">学长Eddie。
现在，J什么都没有了回来找自己，难道自己是收废品<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">吗！志龙忽略心中一丝丝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">心疼，愤恨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">举起右手捶上桌子。
‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">到底是想怎么样。召之即来挥之即去吗。’志龙控制不住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">回了一条短信。
‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">很难过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">只是想让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">陪陪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。’
也许是和J<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">事情似乎过去太久了，之后又交了几个女朋友。自己似乎也没有那么痛苦。志龙想想，就算两人不可能再在一起了，朋友这么难过也要安慰一下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。于是发短信过去：‘那等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">回韩国后见上一面吧。’
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J有些恍惚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">看着眼前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">少年，跟以前完全不一样了，变得如此有魅力。
与此同时，志龙也正观察着J。似乎是因为家逢巨变，感情也不顺，从前美丽动人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">优雅淑女变成了现在面色发黄、神情憔悴、双眼无神<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">女子。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们之前也在这里喝过咖啡。但是物是人非，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">已经变成了大明星了，而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">却变成这个样子。”J心里很不好受，两人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">家境掉了个个而自己却从没有料想到这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">事情会发生。
“是啊，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">那时还是个大小姐。而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">只是穷小子。”志龙自嘲。
“现在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">失去了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">爱情，父亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">事业也遭受了打击，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">都不知道该如何是好了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">能想到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">就是打给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们早就结束了，J。”志龙看着陷入悲伤中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">J提醒道。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们可不可能重新开始呢。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">一直没有忘了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">歌里写得清清楚楚。”J变得有些歇斯底里。
“不可能了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">可能是觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">能帮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">，可能是觉得孤独，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">都无能为力。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">们已经过去太久了。”之前对于J一直念念不忘也许并不是因为太爱她而只是因为年少心里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">一个结。现在J回来了，把这个旧伤揭开，虽然痛但是让自己清醒了。自己只是对于一份美好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">初恋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">耿耿于怀，所谓<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">爱上爱情了吧。
“作为朋友，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">有什么困难<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">还是会尽力帮忙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">。”志龙从来都是个好朋友。
“……”J听着志龙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">话默默<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com586e5c3c8c">流着泪哽咽着说不出话来。
作者有话要说：志龙同学没有花心，这算是为后面与允星在一起做一个铺垫。
谢谢大家的支持啦