正文 32敢爱
电影散场,朝露怕褚云衡被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">群撞到，干脆陪他坐着欣赏电影片尾,预备等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">都散了再起身。朝露把纸桶里最后一颗爆米花喂进褚云衡嘴里，随后扶着他从座位上站起来。走出影院，还没等朝露说话，褚云衡便抢先说道：“咱们去楼下商城逛逛吧。”
朝露说：“不去。”
“干嘛不去？”褚云衡双眉一挑,一副不满意她的决定的样子。
“贵。”她的回答惜字如金。
褚云衡笑了：“第一,看了不一定要买；第二，想买也不一定要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">自己掏钱；第三，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">已经很久没逛商场了,就当陪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">消遣；第四……”
“还有第四？”朝露瞪大眼睛看他。
“第四,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">打扮得漂漂亮亮的。夏天对女孩来说是多好的季节啊,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">就喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">穿着好看的裙子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">面前晃来晃去的。”
“褚老师，能不能解释下‘好看的裙子’的定义？清纯的？淑女的？野性奔放的？长裙？短裙？”朝露故意逗他。
“咳咳，长短皆宜。”
朝露见他发窘的样子，笑得肩膀乱抖：“好吧，听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">猜，是最后一条理由说服了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。”他笑眯眯地看着她。
朝露捧起他的左手，做了个要咬下去的假动作。
两<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">嘻嘻笑笑地搭直达电梯直接下到女装那一层。最后，朝露选了两套及膝的连衣裙，不是什么奢侈品牌，但是质地精良，又都是合身的剪裁，粉蓝和鹅黄的颜色，衬得她的肌肤晶莹粉嫩，看得褚云衡眼睛发亮。他掏出钱包买单的时候，朝露没有和他争，只<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">心里暗暗打算，日后再挑个机会，选些实用的礼物回赠他。
“刚刚那个腿瘸的男的，坐着的时候……哇——好帅。就是走路吓<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，象是中风过的。”
“年纪轻轻怎么会中风？”
“谁知道啊，难道是帕金森？女朋友那么漂亮。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">说，是不是看上他有钱？”
……
他们还没走出店门，就听见有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">背后窃窃私语了。
“哎，”朝露拿胳臂肘推推褚云衡，“她们说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">漂亮呢。”
他愣了愣，道：“是啊，她们也说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">好帅。”
两<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">相视一笑。
听到别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">议论男友的残疾，她的心里不是没有丝毫痛楚的，只是，她不可以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">他面前显得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">意，越是如此的情形，她越要若无其事。屏蔽掉那些伤<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的字眼，选择性地聆听那些让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">觉得开心的话。这是和褚云衡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">一起，必须学会的一件事，对此她已经很明白了。
他们又<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">商场附设的粤菜馆吃了晚饭，刚从餐厅出来，走了没几步，就听身后有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">喊她：“朝露！嘿！”
朝露回转身，见若枝提着两大袋购物袋正朝自己走过来。她也颇为意外，没想到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">这里会遇见老朋友。
“嗨，若枝！”面对突然出现的若枝，她多多少少还是有些不自然。
不久前若枝还曾经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">闲谈时说她最近象是交了桃花运，那个时候，她和褚云衡的关系还未确定，之后，她也没机会和她谈起与褚云衡交往的事。此刻这朵传说中的桃花突然站到若枝面前了，想也不用想，褚云衡一定会令她大跌眼镜。
情况比朝露预想的还要夸张，若枝半张着嘴，看了云衡好一会没说出话来。好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">等她回过神后还是很礼貌地冲他点了点头：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">……是朝露的高中同学、好朋友。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">好，”褚云衡的声音沉稳而又彬彬有礼，只有朝露才能听出其中有一丝紧张，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是朝露的男朋友。”
“……嗨！”若枝迟疑了半天，憋出了一个字。
褚云衡微微调整了一下握手杖的姿势，朝若枝笑了笑。朝露看得出来，他的笑带着些忧心忡忡的不自然。
这会儿朝露自己缓过了神——她总不能让褚云衡一个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">面对“突发状况”，他面对的可是她这方面的朋友，她得替他挡档呀。别的办法没有，转移话题她还会：“若枝，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">家小鹏不用<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">看吗？”
“他爸爸带他上奶奶家去了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">家无聊，又找不到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，只好自己出来瞎逛逛了。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">找过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">？”朝露下意识地翻手机。果然，有若枝的未接电话。“不好意思，刚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">影院调了静音。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们两个……一起看电影去了？”若枝一愣，好像这是件多不可思议的事。
“是啊，刚看了部喜剧，特别搞笑，笑得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">腮帮子都疼了。”这完全不是夸大其词。有一幕戏让朝露把嘴里的爆米花都笑喷出来了。当时她心里闪过的第一个念头就是“还好剧场里的灯是暗着的”，这才没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">褚云衡面前出大糗。形象啊形象，恋爱中的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，哪有不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">乎自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">对方眼中的形象的！
若枝若有所思地看着她：“朝露，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">可真像个恋爱中的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。”
“百分之百，如假包换。”朝露挽住褚云衡，大有“明证<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">此，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">难道看不出来吗？”的意思。
褚云衡说：“要不，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们找个地方坐下喝茶吧？”
“不了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">孩子也快到家了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">得回去了。”若枝微笑着说，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们还预备继续逛么？”
朝露知道褚云衡是勉力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">陪自己，然而他的脸上已经露出遮掩不住的疲态，于是她说：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们也打算回去了。”
若枝说：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">送<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们吧。”
朝露说：“要是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">赶时间回去，就不要特地送<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们了，云衡住的地方有点远。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">也没那么赶，说吧，去哪里？”
“*大附近的三花小区。”朝露说。她和若枝是多年的老朋友，有什么说什么，也很少客套。
“不用，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">可以打车，如果方便的话，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">能替<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">送朝露回家吗？”褚云衡说。
若枝瞥了一眼褚云衡：“先送<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，再送她吧。别客气。”
若枝开车的时候很沉默，朝露本来想和她说说话，可又担心不小心提到什么不该提的，反而会触动到褚云衡。倒反而是褚云衡一路找些话题，和她们两个有一搭没一搭的聊。朝露听得出他心的忐忑，又不好表露什么，只是一路握着他的手。下车时，他对若枝谢了好几遍，深深看了一眼朝露才推开车门。从反光镜里，朝露看到他一直站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">楼道口，望着她的车子离去。苍茫夜色中，他的身影看上去比白天似乎还要单薄瘦削。
“朝露，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">每一个男朋友都是那么出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">意表。”若枝开着车，突然开口道。
朝露下意识地昂起下巴：“那个时候，大家觉得方蕴洲是天之骄子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">配不上他；现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是否觉得云衡是残疾<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，是他配不上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">了？”
若枝不说话。
朝露缓了缓语气说：“当年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">和方蕴洲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">一起，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">说过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们没结果，那话不好听可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">好才狠心对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">说实话；现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">看到了褚云衡，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">大约也能知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">心里怎么想，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">有多少不能理解的地方。可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">知道——<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">最感激<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">什么？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">最最感谢的是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">今天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">他面前克制住了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">心中所想，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">没有当面伤害他。这一点对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">很重要很重要。谢谢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">！”
若枝叹气，摇头又摇头：“唉，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">这个笨女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">都懒得骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。”
朝露嬉皮笑脸道：“骂吧骂吧，谁骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">都生气，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">权当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">关心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">保证，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">会慢慢发现，云衡是个很可爱的男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。”
“可爱的男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">？可爱的男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">多了去了！”若枝一脸没好气的样子。“咱非得找这样的？”
朝露说：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是指他的残疾？说真的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">也不想找这样的，可他正好就是这样的，而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">又非他不可。”
若枝若有所思地沉吟了半晌：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">确定？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">确定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不是当年受打击太大没恢复过来？”
“什么打击？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">说方蕴洲？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还谈过别的男朋友吗？”
“没了。”
若枝把车开得很慢：“朝露，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">成天看着方蕴洲，再想想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的男朋友，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不难过？没对比？”
朝露老老实实地说：“第一，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">没有成天看着方蕴洲，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">只是和他共事，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">很忙，他更忙，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们没空成天眉目传情；第二，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">也不难过，既不为过去的事难过，更不为现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的感情难过，上回<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">什么‘神采奕奕’来着，记得吗？第三，也是最重要的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">压根没拿褚云衡和方蕴洲比。他没必要去和方蕴洲作比较。他们各有各的好，只是，第四点——最重要的是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">爱的是褚云衡。”她不知不觉地套用了褚云衡说话的语气，一二三四把条目罗列得清清楚楚。
若枝朝右打了个方向盘：“算了，不谈这个……这礼拜六<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">生日<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还记得吗？”
“记得呀，礼物<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">都买好了，先不告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是什么，到时给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">个惊喜。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">发觉，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">对于‘惊喜’和‘惊吓’的定义有很大不同。”若枝意味深长地说。
朝露并不生气，她对若枝一向宽容，无论是当她牙尖嘴利还是私心作祟的时候，她一律都能给她找到可以体谅的借口。就是若枝对褚云衡抱持的态度，她也能充分理解。她自己尚且花了好长一段时间才彻底接受了他，遑论他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">？
“好了，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">愿意的话，到时可以带<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">男朋友一起来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">家吃个便饭。”
“没问题啊，星期六的话，他应该也有空。”朝露一口答应下来，“对了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还没问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">和潘海最近怎么样了。”
“别提了，就那样吧。很多事心照不宣罢了。”若枝的情绪有些低落。“昨天晚上还说下礼拜二要去泰国两个星期，说是公事，谁知道呢——懒得管。”
“那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">生日那天……”
“呵，”她发出一声短促的冷笑，“礼物倒是给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">了，一个红宝石戒指，又留了张卡给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，说是生日那天随<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">安排，让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">玩得开心点。好吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还是应当为他还记得有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">生日这回事感动的，不管是设了手机备忘录提醒还是什么的，起码证明他还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">乎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的感受。”
朝露也不知该劝慰什么好，只好说：“那就玩得开心点吧，别多想了。”
若枝看了眼反光镜：“朝露，有时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还真羡慕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。”
“刚还劝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">来着，又说羡慕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。”朝露笑。“
若枝把车停下，眼睛里带着迷蒙的雾气：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">羡慕的是：<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还敢给、敢爱。”
作者有话要说：若枝的生日，会是鸿门宴吗？
朝露说：“不去。”
“干嘛不去？”褚云衡双眉一挑,一副不满意她的决定的样子。
“贵。”她的回答惜字如金。
褚云衡笑了：“第一,看了不一定要买；第二，想买也不一定要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">自己掏钱；第三，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">已经很久没逛商场了,就当陪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">消遣；第四……”
“还有第四？”朝露瞪大眼睛看他。
“第四,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">打扮得漂漂亮亮的。夏天对女孩来说是多好的季节啊,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">就喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">穿着好看的裙子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">面前晃来晃去的。”
“褚老师，能不能解释下‘好看的裙子’的定义？清纯的？淑女的？野性奔放的？长裙？短裙？”朝露故意逗他。
“咳咳，长短皆宜。”
朝露见他发窘的样子，笑得肩膀乱抖：“好吧，听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">猜，是最后一条理由说服了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。”他笑眯眯地看着她。
朝露捧起他的左手，做了个要咬下去的假动作。
两<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">嘻嘻笑笑地搭直达电梯直接下到女装那一层。最后，朝露选了两套及膝的连衣裙，不是什么奢侈品牌，但是质地精良，又都是合身的剪裁，粉蓝和鹅黄的颜色，衬得她的肌肤晶莹粉嫩，看得褚云衡眼睛发亮。他掏出钱包买单的时候，朝露没有和他争，只<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">心里暗暗打算，日后再挑个机会，选些实用的礼物回赠他。
“刚刚那个腿瘸的男的，坐着的时候……哇——好帅。就是走路吓<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，象是中风过的。”
“年纪轻轻怎么会中风？”
“谁知道啊，难道是帕金森？女朋友那么漂亮。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">说，是不是看上他有钱？”
……
他们还没走出店门，就听见有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">背后窃窃私语了。
“哎，”朝露拿胳臂肘推推褚云衡，“她们说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">漂亮呢。”
他愣了愣，道：“是啊，她们也说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">好帅。”
两<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">相视一笑。
听到别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">议论男友的残疾，她的心里不是没有丝毫痛楚的，只是，她不可以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">他面前显得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">意，越是如此的情形，她越要若无其事。屏蔽掉那些伤<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的字眼，选择性地聆听那些让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">觉得开心的话。这是和褚云衡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">一起，必须学会的一件事，对此她已经很明白了。
他们又<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">商场附设的粤菜馆吃了晚饭，刚从餐厅出来，走了没几步，就听身后有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">喊她：“朝露！嘿！”
朝露回转身，见若枝提着两大袋购物袋正朝自己走过来。她也颇为意外，没想到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">这里会遇见老朋友。
“嗨，若枝！”面对突然出现的若枝，她多多少少还是有些不自然。
不久前若枝还曾经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">闲谈时说她最近象是交了桃花运，那个时候，她和褚云衡的关系还未确定，之后，她也没机会和她谈起与褚云衡交往的事。此刻这朵传说中的桃花突然站到若枝面前了，想也不用想，褚云衡一定会令她大跌眼镜。
情况比朝露预想的还要夸张，若枝半张着嘴，看了云衡好一会没说出话来。好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">等她回过神后还是很礼貌地冲他点了点头：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">……是朝露的高中同学、好朋友。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">好，”褚云衡的声音沉稳而又彬彬有礼，只有朝露才能听出其中有一丝紧张，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是朝露的男朋友。”
“……嗨！”若枝迟疑了半天，憋出了一个字。
褚云衡微微调整了一下握手杖的姿势，朝若枝笑了笑。朝露看得出来，他的笑带着些忧心忡忡的不自然。
这会儿朝露自己缓过了神——她总不能让褚云衡一个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">面对“突发状况”，他面对的可是她这方面的朋友，她得替他挡档呀。别的办法没有，转移话题她还会：“若枝，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">家小鹏不用<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">看吗？”
“他爸爸带他上奶奶家去了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">家无聊，又找不到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，只好自己出来瞎逛逛了。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">找过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">？”朝露下意识地翻手机。果然，有若枝的未接电话。“不好意思，刚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">影院调了静音。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们两个……一起看电影去了？”若枝一愣，好像这是件多不可思议的事。
“是啊，刚看了部喜剧，特别搞笑，笑得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">腮帮子都疼了。”这完全不是夸大其词。有一幕戏让朝露把嘴里的爆米花都笑喷出来了。当时她心里闪过的第一个念头就是“还好剧场里的灯是暗着的”，这才没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">褚云衡面前出大糗。形象啊形象，恋爱中的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，哪有不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">乎自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">对方眼中的形象的！
若枝若有所思地看着她：“朝露，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">可真像个恋爱中的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。”
“百分之百，如假包换。”朝露挽住褚云衡，大有“明证<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">此，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">难道看不出来吗？”的意思。
褚云衡说：“要不，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们找个地方坐下喝茶吧？”
“不了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">孩子也快到家了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">得回去了。”若枝微笑着说，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们还预备继续逛么？”
朝露知道褚云衡是勉力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">陪自己，然而他的脸上已经露出遮掩不住的疲态，于是她说：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们也打算回去了。”
若枝说：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">送<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们吧。”
朝露说：“要是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">赶时间回去，就不要特地送<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们了，云衡住的地方有点远。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">也没那么赶，说吧，去哪里？”
“*大附近的三花小区。”朝露说。她和若枝是多年的老朋友，有什么说什么，也很少客套。
“不用，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">可以打车，如果方便的话，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">能替<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">送朝露回家吗？”褚云衡说。
若枝瞥了一眼褚云衡：“先送<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，再送她吧。别客气。”
若枝开车的时候很沉默，朝露本来想和她说说话，可又担心不小心提到什么不该提的，反而会触动到褚云衡。倒反而是褚云衡一路找些话题，和她们两个有一搭没一搭的聊。朝露听得出他心的忐忑，又不好表露什么，只是一路握着他的手。下车时，他对若枝谢了好几遍，深深看了一眼朝露才推开车门。从反光镜里，朝露看到他一直站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">楼道口，望着她的车子离去。苍茫夜色中，他的身影看上去比白天似乎还要单薄瘦削。
“朝露，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">每一个男朋友都是那么出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">意表。”若枝开着车，突然开口道。
朝露下意识地昂起下巴：“那个时候，大家觉得方蕴洲是天之骄子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">配不上他；现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是否觉得云衡是残疾<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，是他配不上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">了？”
若枝不说话。
朝露缓了缓语气说：“当年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">和方蕴洲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">一起，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">说过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们没结果，那话不好听可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">好才狠心对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">说实话；现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">看到了褚云衡，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">大约也能知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">心里怎么想，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">有多少不能理解的地方。可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">知道——<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">最感激<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">什么？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">最最感谢的是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">今天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">他面前克制住了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">心中所想，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">没有当面伤害他。这一点对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">很重要很重要。谢谢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">！”
若枝叹气，摇头又摇头：“唉，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">这个笨女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">都懒得骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。”
朝露嬉皮笑脸道：“骂吧骂吧，谁骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">都生气，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">权当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">关心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">保证，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">会慢慢发现，云衡是个很可爱的男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。”
“可爱的男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">？可爱的男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">多了去了！”若枝一脸没好气的样子。“咱非得找这样的？”
朝露说：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是指他的残疾？说真的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">也不想找这样的，可他正好就是这样的，而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">又非他不可。”
若枝若有所思地沉吟了半晌：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">确定？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">确定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不是当年受打击太大没恢复过来？”
“什么打击？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">说方蕴洲？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还谈过别的男朋友吗？”
“没了。”
若枝把车开得很慢：“朝露，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">成天看着方蕴洲，再想想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的男朋友，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">不难过？没对比？”
朝露老老实实地说：“第一，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">没有成天看着方蕴洲，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">只是和他共事，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">很忙，他更忙，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">们没空成天眉目传情；第二，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">也不难过，既不为过去的事难过，更不为现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的感情难过，上回<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">什么‘神采奕奕’来着，记得吗？第三，也是最重要的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">压根没拿褚云衡和方蕴洲比。他没必要去和方蕴洲作比较。他们各有各的好，只是，第四点——最重要的是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">爱的是褚云衡。”她不知不觉地套用了褚云衡说话的语气，一二三四把条目罗列得清清楚楚。
若枝朝右打了个方向盘：“算了，不谈这个……这礼拜六<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">生日<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还记得吗？”
“记得呀，礼物<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">都买好了，先不告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">是什么，到时给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">个惊喜。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">发觉，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">对于‘惊喜’和‘惊吓’的定义有很大不同。”若枝意味深长地说。
朝露并不生气，她对若枝一向宽容，无论是当她牙尖嘴利还是私心作祟的时候，她一律都能给她找到可以体谅的借口。就是若枝对褚云衡抱持的态度，她也能充分理解。她自己尚且花了好长一段时间才彻底接受了他，遑论他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">？
“好了，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">愿意的话，到时可以带<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">男朋友一起来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">家吃个便饭。”
“没问题啊，星期六的话，他应该也有空。”朝露一口答应下来，“对了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还没问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">和潘海最近怎么样了。”
“别提了，就那样吧。很多事心照不宣罢了。”若枝的情绪有些低落。“昨天晚上还说下礼拜二要去泰国两个星期，说是公事，谁知道呢——懒得管。”
“那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">生日那天……”
“呵，”她发出一声短促的冷笑，“礼物倒是给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">了，一个红宝石戒指，又留了张卡给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">，说是生日那天随<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">安排，让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">玩得开心点。好吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还是应当为他还记得有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">生日这回事感动的，不管是设了手机备忘录提醒还是什么的，起码证明他还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">乎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">的感受。”
朝露也不知该劝慰什么好，只好说：“那就玩得开心点吧，别多想了。”
若枝看了眼反光镜：“朝露，有时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还真羡慕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。”
“刚还劝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">来着，又说羡慕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">。”朝露笑。“
若枝把车停下，眼睛里带着迷蒙的雾气：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">羡慕的是：<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comfb548fab7b">还敢给、敢爱。”
作者有话要说：若枝的生日，会是鸿门宴吗？