正文 81讷敏所求
讷敏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">心从来没有如此<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">慌乱,刚才<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">那一幕冲击了她二十多年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">教养，大清男男之风盛行,她不是不知道，但是兄弟之间却是不曾听闻,更何况其中一人还是涉及跟她结发十余载<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">丈夫。胤礽眼中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">杀意她看得清清楚楚了,太子一直不满她，原来不是她做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">不好，而她占据了一个特殊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">位置——四福晋，这么多年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">困惑,终于解开了，真相是如此残酷
讷敏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">突然出现，对胤礽来说,亦是措手不及，如果是其他人撞破，都好解决，偏偏这个人是那拉氏，四弟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">发妻，四弟虽于那拉氏无男女之情，但对那拉氏亦是十分看重，胤礽心头闪过各种想法，一一被否定。
双目对峙，两人都不是软弱之人，一个强势逼人，一个外柔内刚，谁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">目光都不曾退后过一步。一时间，除了强势对峙，彼此也不知道该怎么办，沉睡中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">胤禛似乎感受帐内气氛不对，动了动，惊醒了对峙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">两人，两人同时看向胤禛，见胤禛依旧睡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">沉稳，不曾被惊扰，再度泠然看着对方。
同爱一人，只一眼，便明白，胤禛于他们而言，是多么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">重要，他们都不愿意最爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">人受到一丝伤害和危险。
讷敏深深地呼吸，用手指着外面，说了一句话，没有发出声音，但胤礽却看懂了，“外面私谈，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”
胤礽点点头，便见讷敏转身离开大帐，看了一眼胤禛，抿嘴亦随之离开。
塞外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">昼夜温度相差极大，天空<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">黑幕上布满点点星光，夏日<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">微风轻轻吹过，凉爽可人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">凉风驱散不了讷敏心中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">阴霾，讷敏下意识地双臂交叉，取暖，更重要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">是汲取力量，在凉风<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">吹佛，稳定下心神，她必须要再最短<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时间内做出最好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">判断和选择。
胤礽神色莫测地看着眼前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">女子，撞破那一幕，震惊之余是镇定和沉着，短短<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时间内，敢向自己发出邀请，是在向自己挑战，还是挑衅，亦或者哀求。今日，他们同时在争取一个人，第一次正面正式较量。
讷敏看着胤礽，毫不掩饰地打量胤礽，同为康熙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">儿子，胤禛和胤礽还是有几分相似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，胤礽贵气盈人，俊美<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">容颜上带着几分傲气，胤禛刚毅沉稳，过人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">容貌上总含着几分冷漠，但尊贵天成，王者风范是他们兄弟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">共同点，他们才是天生一对。
胤礽刚才<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">温柔和深情在讷敏看来一点都不假，反而是很深很深，那样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">眼神，她看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">懂，眼前这个男人对胤禛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">感情，一点都不输给她。她胜过他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">地方，亦不过是她是名真言顺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">四福晋，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">感情可以完完全全向别人表露出来，没有人会阻止和反对，而他不行。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，很爱很爱他，对吗？”虽然是反问，但讷敏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">语气却是很肯定。
胤礽抿嘴不说，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">感情不需要用语言来表达。
讷敏也不在意，继续说道：“但是爷他不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，至少现在他没有，他只是拿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">当哥哥，对吗？”她刚才想过很多，所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一切都不重要，包括胤礽对胤禛感情有多深，唯一重要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">是胤禛。
胤礽脸上闪过复杂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">表情，这是一直挫败<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">地方，真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">是他在四弟那里把哥哥这个形象做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">太好了吗？
“太子爷，这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">感情很累，很痛苦，对吗？”讷敏轻声说着，平淡地话语中表达不出她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">感情。
胤礽锐利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">眼光直射讷敏，讷敏并不害怕，直直面对胤礽，说道：“这种<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">悖论之情，幸好，只有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">自己感受到，幸好，爷他没有……”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">只是他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">嫡福晋！”<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">也不是他爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">人，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们都是一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">人。
终于开始反击了，很好，讷敏在心里一说，面上带着淡淡地笑意，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">知道，但不管他爱着谁，或不爱谁，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">永远都是他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">嫡福晋，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">王妃。”
胤礽脸上闪过怒色，带着几分冷意，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">想要怎么样？炫耀吗？”
讷敏并不害怕，轻声笑出来，认真地道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">只想求您，不要伤害他！不管他爱不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，都请太子管住自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">心，管住自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">行动，不让给爷带来任何危险！”
胤礽抿嘴，脸上带着几分阴沉，显示他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">不快。
“如果被汗阿玛知道了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">觉得汗阿玛会怎么处置？不管爷心里有没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，吃亏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">肯定是爷，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">是太子，汗阿玛最看重<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">皇储，而爷只不过是个郡王，他众多庶子中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一个人罢了。如果传出去了，爷会怎么样？请问太子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">现在有没有实力护着这一切，敢跟天下斗！”讷敏一想到这事被泄露，想到胤禛会……她害怕不止。
胤礽阴沉地说着：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">要孤放弃，放弃这段感情。跟四弟一刀两断，俩个人不再往来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">觉得可能吗？”
讷敏嗤笑道：“如果可以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">话，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">希望这样，可惜不行啊，且不说，您已经情根深种，就说爷吧，爷尊重您，一心维护您，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">又怎么会不知道，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">跟他一刀两断一了百了，他肯定会很伤心难过失望<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">又怎么想要他难受！”说完，眼里泛起泪光，哽咽道：“只想要他好好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">怕他受到危险，哪怕一丝一毫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">都不想！”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">以为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">想吗？”胤礽反问道。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">知道！所以，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">求太子爷隐藏好自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">心，克制自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">感情，今日被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">发现，难不保来日不会被别人发现。除非将来，爷要是，跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一样，喜欢自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">哥哥，甘愿背上这悖论之情，那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">也只好认了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">不会阻止和反对，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">会尽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">所能去帮他。”讷敏低声哀求着，“不管爷将来是否会爱上人，爱上何人，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们都不要伤害他。”
“为什么？”女人善妒，他是知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，毓庆宫里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">女人喜欢争风吃醋，他可是看得清清楚楚，那拉氏有那么好心吗？贤惠大度到可以将心爱人拱手相让。
“因为他好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">便好。他要是有一丝不好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">便此生难安。他是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">全部，他远远比<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">自己重要，在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">眼中，他胜过一切，包括弘晖他们姐弟四人，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">甘心为他做任何一切。”淡淡笑容中是无尽地深情和不变<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">信念。那个男人，从嫁给他起，便注定了，他是她一生过不去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">劫。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">明白了！<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">意思，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">懂了！”胤礽淡淡地说道，“但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">绝不会放弃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">知道！<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一样。”讷敏淡然笑着回敬道，心里隐隐觉得，自己赢不过眼前之人，又或者他们两人共同输给胤禛，但是，他和他实在是太相匹配了。也许，迟早有一天，她会在他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">世界外，遥遥地祝福他们。
“爷，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">醒了？”讷敏回到大帐时，便见胤禛在跟长寿讲解塞外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">风土人情，长寿在一边听着。
胤禛点点头，长寿乖巧地站起来给讷敏行礼，讷敏对长寿笑笑，嗔怪道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">阿玛身子还虚着，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">还去打扰他！”
不等长寿说话，胤禛倒是先维护着，“爷闷得慌，长寿在这儿，正好陪着解闷呢？哪里打扰了。”
“倒是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">错了，您就护着吧！”讷敏摇头，对胤禛宠女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">行为早就无话可说了，幸亏长寿是个懂事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，要是像弘晖那样，她可要头疼了，问道：“晖儿呢？没跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一起吗？”
长寿叹息道：“他在弘皙哥哥那里，看样子，今晚他又准备跟弘皙哥哥睡了。今天，晖儿还跟弘皙哥哥去找跟他年纪相近蒙古小王子，小贝勒玩了，摔跤，玩布库，又狠狠地折腾他们一番，幸亏二伯伯那边派人镇场着，否则，蒙古人就要找上门了，晖儿也真厉害，那几个人小蒙古人比晖儿还大个三三岁，个头比晖儿高，结果在晖儿面前一点好处都没有捞到，汗玛法倒是好生
夸了晖儿一番，又赏了他不少好东西。”
讷敏淡淡笑着，“唉，晖儿倒是跟弘皙亲近，在毓庆宫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时间比在府里还多。”
胤禛说着：“二哥喜欢他，宠着他，又有弘皙陪着他玩，他自然愿意往那里去，阿玛，阿玛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，叫比<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">这个亲爹还亲。”胤禛说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">颇为牙咬切齿。
讷敏抿嘴一笑，心想，太子，是不是预谋了很久了，道：“入夜后，太子还来看过爷，爷那时正睡着，也便没有叫醒爷，坐了一会儿便走了。”
“哦。”胤禛不置可否，讷敏也看不出胤禛是失落还是不在意，也许是刚刚和胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一番话后，心里太急了，罢，还是跟以前一样相处好了。她始终是爷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">嫡福晋，爷是重感情之人，结发之情，不同寻常，看着孩子，这就够了，他好，她也便好，有时候，人不能太贪心。
回到京中，胤禛夫妻先去毓庆宫接回龙凤胎，多日不见，寄居他处，讷敏和胤禛自然挂念，龙凤胎多日未见胤禛和讷敏，倒也想念，忙黏糊到父母身上。胤禛夫妻见孩子又长大了一圈，脸色红润健康，可见被照顾<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">很好，感激地对瓜尔佳氏说道：“这段时间太麻烦二嫂了，给二嫂添乱了。”说完，又让人拿出从塞外带回来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">谢礼。
瓜尔佳氏笑着说道：“这是哪儿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">话，有他们兄妹在这儿，毓庆宫可是热闹了不少。他们兄妹可是乖巧极了，要不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们一家子多日不见，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">可不舍不得让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们把他们兄妹带回家。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">现在恨不得他们兄妹就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">孩子，可惜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">就生下了一个弘皙，弘皙又大了，忙着学业，哪能一天到晚在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">跟前，他们兄妹俩这段时间在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">这儿，可把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">高兴坏了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">可是恨不得他们兄妹这辈子就住在毓庆宫得了。”
讷敏下意识瞥了一眼胤礽，只见胤礽正笑着逗弄躲在胤禛怀里不可出来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">长泰，满脸<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">慈爱和怜惜，心里叹息：毓庆宫里女人不少，但十年来，就只添了四个孩子，弘皙，弘晋外，还有两个小格格，大格格出生不满一个月便夭折，小格格也是个体弱病怏怏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，瞧着也是个养不大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">样子，也就两个阿哥健健康康。这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">子嗣在一众年长<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">皇子中也是稀缺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，更何况是将近而立<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">皇储呢。二嫂也曾在她面前为太子极少亲近后院，以至子嗣不丰而担忧过，以前以为太子于女色上淡泊，不愿耽于欢乐，现在才知道缘由在何处。
“这个注意不错！”胤礽笑着说道。
“二哥！”胤禛怒了，要是住在毓庆宫，准又被二哥带坏了。
胤礽嘴角一勾，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">小时候也是经常住毓庆宫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，都跟二哥同睡一张床<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，晖儿也是，为何弘卓和长泰就不行？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">怕他们兄妹会像晖儿那样被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">惯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">无法无天了。”
胤礽默然，弟弟啊，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">大了，二哥不好养<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">了，二哥改变策略，疼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">孩子，替<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">养<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">孩子，还不好吗？
回到雍郡王府，讷敏安置好孩子，见胤禛有闲暇，便问胤禛，“爷，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">跟太子小时候是怎么样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">？跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">说说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们小时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">事吧！是像晖儿和弘皙那样亲密吗？”
胤禛见讷敏好奇，也便跟讷敏讲起他和胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">相处<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">点点滴滴，从抓周，到第一次写字，第一次学习骑射，第一次出巡，生病，塞外遇险，一起胡闹等等，很清晰，很完整，平凡中带着淡淡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">温馨，独属于胤禛和胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">记忆，讷敏在一边安静地听着，讲了很多，连胤禛自己都没有想到，他可以如此清晰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">记清楚他们过往<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">点滴，
讷敏笑着问道：“爷和太子小时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">回忆真多啊，不知道爷还记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">小时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">事吗？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">额涅说，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">三岁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时候就见过爷了，可惜，那时候太小了，记不清了，不知道爷还记得吗？”
胤禛点点头，道：“记得！”说完，胤禛还挑了几件他们小时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">事来讲。
听完后，讷敏笑着称赞道：“晖儿记性如此好，原来是跟爷学<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”
讷敏心里既是甜蜜又是失落，胤禛记得他们幼时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">事，她很开心，但跟胤礽相比，差距太远了，爷，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">到底有没有情呢？是对谁呢？
复杂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">心事，压在心底，毕生所求无他耳，唯有愿君一
讷敏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">突然出现，对胤礽来说,亦是措手不及，如果是其他人撞破，都好解决，偏偏这个人是那拉氏，四弟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">发妻，四弟虽于那拉氏无男女之情，但对那拉氏亦是十分看重，胤礽心头闪过各种想法，一一被否定。
双目对峙，两人都不是软弱之人，一个强势逼人，一个外柔内刚，谁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">目光都不曾退后过一步。一时间，除了强势对峙，彼此也不知道该怎么办，沉睡中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">胤禛似乎感受帐内气氛不对，动了动，惊醒了对峙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">两人，两人同时看向胤禛，见胤禛依旧睡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">沉稳，不曾被惊扰，再度泠然看着对方。
同爱一人，只一眼，便明白，胤禛于他们而言，是多么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">重要，他们都不愿意最爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">人受到一丝伤害和危险。
讷敏深深地呼吸，用手指着外面，说了一句话，没有发出声音，但胤礽却看懂了，“外面私谈，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”
胤礽点点头，便见讷敏转身离开大帐，看了一眼胤禛，抿嘴亦随之离开。
塞外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">昼夜温度相差极大，天空<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">黑幕上布满点点星光，夏日<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">微风轻轻吹过，凉爽可人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">凉风驱散不了讷敏心中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">阴霾，讷敏下意识地双臂交叉，取暖，更重要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">是汲取力量，在凉风<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">吹佛，稳定下心神，她必须要再最短<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时间内做出最好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">判断和选择。
胤礽神色莫测地看着眼前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">女子，撞破那一幕，震惊之余是镇定和沉着，短短<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时间内，敢向自己发出邀请，是在向自己挑战，还是挑衅，亦或者哀求。今日，他们同时在争取一个人，第一次正面正式较量。
讷敏看着胤礽，毫不掩饰地打量胤礽，同为康熙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">儿子，胤禛和胤礽还是有几分相似<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，胤礽贵气盈人，俊美<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">容颜上带着几分傲气，胤禛刚毅沉稳，过人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">容貌上总含着几分冷漠，但尊贵天成，王者风范是他们兄弟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">共同点，他们才是天生一对。
胤礽刚才<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">温柔和深情在讷敏看来一点都不假，反而是很深很深，那样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">眼神，她看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">懂，眼前这个男人对胤禛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">感情，一点都不输给她。她胜过他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">地方，亦不过是她是名真言顺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">四福晋，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">感情可以完完全全向别人表露出来，没有人会阻止和反对，而他不行。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，很爱很爱他，对吗？”虽然是反问，但讷敏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">语气却是很肯定。
胤礽抿嘴不说，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">感情不需要用语言来表达。
讷敏也不在意，继续说道：“但是爷他不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，至少现在他没有，他只是拿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">当哥哥，对吗？”她刚才想过很多，所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一切都不重要，包括胤礽对胤禛感情有多深，唯一重要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">是胤禛。
胤礽脸上闪过复杂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">表情，这是一直挫败<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">地方，真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">是他在四弟那里把哥哥这个形象做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">太好了吗？
“太子爷，这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">感情很累，很痛苦，对吗？”讷敏轻声说着，平淡地话语中表达不出她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">感情。
胤礽锐利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">眼光直射讷敏，讷敏并不害怕，直直面对胤礽，说道：“这种<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">悖论之情，幸好，只有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">自己感受到，幸好，爷他没有……”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">只是他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">嫡福晋！”<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">也不是他爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">人，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们都是一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">人。
终于开始反击了，很好，讷敏在心里一说，面上带着淡淡地笑意，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">知道，但不管他爱着谁，或不爱谁，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">永远都是他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">嫡福晋，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">王妃。”
胤礽脸上闪过怒色，带着几分冷意，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">想要怎么样？炫耀吗？”
讷敏并不害怕，轻声笑出来，认真地道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">只想求您，不要伤害他！不管他爱不爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，都请太子管住自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">心，管住自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">行动，不让给爷带来任何危险！”
胤礽抿嘴，脸上带着几分阴沉，显示他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">不快。
“如果被汗阿玛知道了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">觉得汗阿玛会怎么处置？不管爷心里有没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，吃亏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">肯定是爷，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">是太子，汗阿玛最看重<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">皇储，而爷只不过是个郡王，他众多庶子中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一个人罢了。如果传出去了，爷会怎么样？请问太子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">现在有没有实力护着这一切，敢跟天下斗！”讷敏一想到这事被泄露，想到胤禛会……她害怕不止。
胤礽阴沉地说着：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">要孤放弃，放弃这段感情。跟四弟一刀两断，俩个人不再往来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">觉得可能吗？”
讷敏嗤笑道：“如果可以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">话，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">希望这样，可惜不行啊，且不说，您已经情根深种，就说爷吧，爷尊重您，一心维护您，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">又怎么会不知道，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">跟他一刀两断一了百了，他肯定会很伤心难过失望<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">又怎么想要他难受！”说完，眼里泛起泪光，哽咽道：“只想要他好好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">怕他受到危险，哪怕一丝一毫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">都不想！”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">以为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">想吗？”胤礽反问道。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">知道！所以，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">求太子爷隐藏好自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">心，克制自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">感情，今日被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">发现，难不保来日不会被别人发现。除非将来，爷要是，跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一样，喜欢自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">哥哥，甘愿背上这悖论之情，那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">也只好认了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">不会阻止和反对，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">会尽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">所能去帮他。”讷敏低声哀求着，“不管爷将来是否会爱上人，爱上何人，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们都不要伤害他。”
“为什么？”女人善妒，他是知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，毓庆宫里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">女人喜欢争风吃醋，他可是看得清清楚楚，那拉氏有那么好心吗？贤惠大度到可以将心爱人拱手相让。
“因为他好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">便好。他要是有一丝不好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">便此生难安。他是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">全部，他远远比<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">自己重要，在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">眼中，他胜过一切，包括弘晖他们姐弟四人，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">甘心为他做任何一切。”淡淡笑容中是无尽地深情和不变<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">信念。那个男人，从嫁给他起，便注定了，他是她一生过不去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">劫。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">明白了！<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">意思，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">懂了！”胤礽淡淡地说道，“但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">绝不会放弃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">知道！<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一样。”讷敏淡然笑着回敬道，心里隐隐觉得，自己赢不过眼前之人，又或者他们两人共同输给胤禛，但是，他和他实在是太相匹配了。也许，迟早有一天，她会在他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">世界外，遥遥地祝福他们。
“爷，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">醒了？”讷敏回到大帐时，便见胤禛在跟长寿讲解塞外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">风土人情，长寿在一边听着。
胤禛点点头，长寿乖巧地站起来给讷敏行礼，讷敏对长寿笑笑，嗔怪道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">阿玛身子还虚着，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">还去打扰他！”
不等长寿说话，胤禛倒是先维护着，“爷闷得慌，长寿在这儿，正好陪着解闷呢？哪里打扰了。”
“倒是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">错了，您就护着吧！”讷敏摇头，对胤禛宠女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">行为早就无话可说了，幸亏长寿是个懂事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，要是像弘晖那样，她可要头疼了，问道：“晖儿呢？没跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一起吗？”
长寿叹息道：“他在弘皙哥哥那里，看样子，今晚他又准备跟弘皙哥哥睡了。今天，晖儿还跟弘皙哥哥去找跟他年纪相近蒙古小王子，小贝勒玩了，摔跤，玩布库，又狠狠地折腾他们一番，幸亏二伯伯那边派人镇场着，否则，蒙古人就要找上门了，晖儿也真厉害，那几个人小蒙古人比晖儿还大个三三岁，个头比晖儿高，结果在晖儿面前一点好处都没有捞到，汗玛法倒是好生
夸了晖儿一番，又赏了他不少好东西。”
讷敏淡淡笑着，“唉，晖儿倒是跟弘皙亲近，在毓庆宫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时间比在府里还多。”
胤禛说着：“二哥喜欢他，宠着他，又有弘皙陪着他玩，他自然愿意往那里去，阿玛，阿玛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，叫比<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">这个亲爹还亲。”胤禛说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">颇为牙咬切齿。
讷敏抿嘴一笑，心想，太子，是不是预谋了很久了，道：“入夜后，太子还来看过爷，爷那时正睡着，也便没有叫醒爷，坐了一会儿便走了。”
“哦。”胤禛不置可否，讷敏也看不出胤禛是失落还是不在意，也许是刚刚和胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一番话后，心里太急了，罢，还是跟以前一样相处好了。她始终是爷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">嫡福晋，爷是重感情之人，结发之情，不同寻常，看着孩子，这就够了，他好，她也便好，有时候，人不能太贪心。
回到京中，胤禛夫妻先去毓庆宫接回龙凤胎，多日不见，寄居他处，讷敏和胤禛自然挂念，龙凤胎多日未见胤禛和讷敏，倒也想念，忙黏糊到父母身上。胤禛夫妻见孩子又长大了一圈，脸色红润健康，可见被照顾<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">很好，感激地对瓜尔佳氏说道：“这段时间太麻烦二嫂了，给二嫂添乱了。”说完，又让人拿出从塞外带回来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">谢礼。
瓜尔佳氏笑着说道：“这是哪儿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">话，有他们兄妹在这儿，毓庆宫可是热闹了不少。他们兄妹可是乖巧极了，要不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们一家子多日不见，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">可不舍不得让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们把他们兄妹带回家。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">现在恨不得他们兄妹就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">孩子，可惜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">就生下了一个弘皙，弘皙又大了，忙着学业，哪能一天到晚在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">跟前，他们兄妹俩这段时间在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">这儿，可把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">高兴坏了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">可是恨不得他们兄妹这辈子就住在毓庆宫得了。”
讷敏下意识瞥了一眼胤礽，只见胤礽正笑着逗弄躲在胤禛怀里不可出来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">长泰，满脸<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">慈爱和怜惜，心里叹息：毓庆宫里女人不少，但十年来，就只添了四个孩子，弘皙，弘晋外，还有两个小格格，大格格出生不满一个月便夭折，小格格也是个体弱病怏怏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，瞧着也是个养不大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">样子，也就两个阿哥健健康康。这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">子嗣在一众年长<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">皇子中也是稀缺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，更何况是将近而立<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">皇储呢。二嫂也曾在她面前为太子极少亲近后院，以至子嗣不丰而担忧过，以前以为太子于女色上淡泊，不愿耽于欢乐，现在才知道缘由在何处。
“这个注意不错！”胤礽笑着说道。
“二哥！”胤禛怒了，要是住在毓庆宫，准又被二哥带坏了。
胤礽嘴角一勾，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">小时候也是经常住毓庆宫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，都跟二哥同睡一张床<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，晖儿也是，为何弘卓和长泰就不行？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">怕他们兄妹会像晖儿那样被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">惯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">无法无天了。”
胤礽默然，弟弟啊，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">大了，二哥不好养<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">了，二哥改变策略，疼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">孩子，替<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">养<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">孩子，还不好吗？
回到雍郡王府，讷敏安置好孩子，见胤禛有闲暇，便问胤禛，“爷，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">跟太子小时候是怎么样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">？跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">说说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们小时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">事吧！是像晖儿和弘皙那样亲密吗？”
胤禛见讷敏好奇，也便跟讷敏讲起他和胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">相处<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">点点滴滴，从抓周，到第一次写字，第一次学习骑射，第一次出巡，生病，塞外遇险，一起胡闹等等，很清晰，很完整，平凡中带着淡淡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">温馨，独属于胤禛和胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">记忆，讷敏在一边安静地听着，讲了很多，连胤禛自己都没有想到，他可以如此清晰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">记清楚他们过往<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">点滴，
讷敏笑着问道：“爷和太子小时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">回忆真多啊，不知道爷还记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">小时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">事吗？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">额涅说，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">三岁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时候就见过爷了，可惜，那时候太小了，记不清了，不知道爷还记得吗？”
胤禛点点头，道：“记得！”说完，胤禛还挑了几件他们小时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">事来讲。
听完后，讷敏笑着称赞道：“晖儿记性如此好，原来是跟爷学<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”
讷敏心里既是甜蜜又是失落，胤禛记得他们幼时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">事，她很开心，但跟胤礽相比，差距太远了，爷，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">到底有没有情呢？是对谁呢？
复杂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">心事，压在心底，毕生所求无他耳，唯有愿君一