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柳莹莹忐忑不安<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">坐在大厅里,端着茶杯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">手有些泛白，不时紧张地望向那扇紧闭着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">红木大门,那是江家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">书房，里面坐着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">是从初中开始就倾慕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">人,这么多年,倾慕变成了痴恋，有时候，她都觉得自己傻，十年过去,江泽已经不是当初那个青涩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">少年，她也已经不是傻姑娘了，可是,她大学毕业，再到国外进修，最后辗转回到国内，还是忘不了这个心里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">魔障，她想，她这一辈子，早已经身不由己。
那还是在半个月前，在闺蜜家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">舞会上，她再次和他重逢，当时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">她心跳如雷，打了无数次气，才鼓起勇气和他搭上话，出乎意料，他竟然还记得她，不知怎么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">，她想起他最喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">国际钢琴大师布鲁斯，正好半月后会在首都表演，就头脑发热，不顾脸皮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">邀请了他。
话刚出口，她就浑身发凉，简直不敢相信自己都干了什么，如果他拒绝她，那怎么办？
“好。”当时江泽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">眼神像一个黑洞，深邃极了，她沉醉于那迷人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">墨色眸子，当反应过来他答应了自己什么时，视线里已经没有了他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">身影。
可是，这在往日能给她带来巨大失落<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">事情并未影响她激动兴奋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心情，一直到家，她都不敢相信，仿佛是一场梦，还是爸爸打断了她迷魂般<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">状态，将她拉回现实，是啊，就算江泽答应了她甚至是对她有什么，他们也是不可能<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">，她只是一个医生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">女儿，一个画家，对普通人来说，她也许像个公主，可是只有身在这个圈子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">人才知道，什么才是正真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">公主，江泽是太子，只有公主才配得上他，她又有什么资格呢？她又能给江家带去什么呢？
随着音乐会<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">日子一天天临近，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心也越纠越紧，等到了这一天，她还是背离了自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">理智，顺从自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心，来到了江家门外，她想，若是他忘了他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">约定，她恐怕连门都进不去，她也该死心了。
等管家得到少爷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">命令，请她到屋里来，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心又重新嘭嘭跳起来，他让她进来了，他竟然真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">记得她，还记得两次。
柳莹莹坐在空旷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">大厅里，听着自己如鼓<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心跳声，她希望这一刻短些，她就不用这么紧张，她又希望这一刻长些，最好是永远。
时光是世上最无情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">东西，它不随任何人任何事变化，只是坚持着自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">步伐。
大厅里静悄悄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">，偶尔可以隐约听见外面传来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">轻轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">脚步声，柳莹莹觉得自己仿佛和他们是两个世界<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">。
这时书房<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">门吧嗒一声开了，那一声差点让柳莹莹从座位上弹起来，可是她忍住了，而随后响起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">脚步声，时轻时重，皮鞋敲击着木质地板，却像是敲在她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心上，她一时间竟然浑身发热，脸上滚烫，抑制住低头<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">冲动，偷偷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">朝那边看了一眼，就是这一眼，让她再也移不开视线。
还是那样，墨色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">眸子仿若黑曜石，若是能摸上去，上面一定是冰凉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">，他现在面无表情，这是他习惯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">表情，并不精致<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">五官，却散发着无与伦比<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">魅力，这就是江泽，她知道，她不是那些爱上男人皮囊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">女人，她爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">是正真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">江泽，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">灵魂。
江泽扫了沙发上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">女人一眼，娇美如画，浑身散发着一种清雅浪漫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">气息，不愧是搞艺术<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">有事？”江泽坐在对面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">沙发上，两腿叠在一起，后背深深<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">靠在椅背上，态度疏离。
柳莹莹一听他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">话，顿时震惊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">抬起头，心里却一半是春天，一半陷入了寒冬，他记得她，却不记得他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">约定。
江泽见她傻乎乎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">看着他不说话，顿时皱起了眉。
柳莹莹见他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">眉间起了个小褶子，顿时心弦绷紧，急道：“布鲁斯音乐会，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">们不是在顾家约定了么？”
江泽眸色一暗，做出思索<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">样子，缓缓点头。
柳莹莹见他记得，顿时舒了一口气，原来他也记得，只是事太多，一时忘了而已。
江泽从座位上站起来，往外走，等到了门口都没听见后面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">脚步声，蹙眉回头看去，见她还傻在那里，顿时不耐道：“还不走？”
柳莹莹如梦初醒，顿时小跑着跟了上去，自动忽略江泽小小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">不耐。
午后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">脚步渐渐远去，太阳渐渐熄火，向天边移去，天际边缘上，云霞如一条彩带，绽放着绚丽迷幻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">色泽，在天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">另一边，确定白云悠悠，被丝丝凉风带着轻轻浮动。
医院<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">重症监护室里静悄悄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">，苏若坐在床边，看着病床上苍白如纸<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">脸和有些干涩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">唇，拿过旁边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">杯子，用毛巾占了点水在那浅色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">唇上润了润。
李钦坐在旁边看着她忙活，有些烦闷。
终于到了时间，李钦将苏若从椅子上拉起来，出了病房。
看到陆子盛奄奄一息<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">模样对苏若可谓是重大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">冲击，先前好不容易平复<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">情绪又有了些波动，若不是他，躺在那里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">就是自己，当时，他又是用什么样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心情来挡住那盏夺命灯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">？是不是所有人都会为爱人舍生忘死呢？李钦会吗？她会吗？她闭着眼想象一下，若当时是李钦有这种危险，她会怎么做？不，她不会，她做不到，若自己死了，就什么也没了，也许他还会再找一个女人，生一个他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">孩子，回忆起来，她就是过去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">一个傻女人。
李钦拉着她走到医院门口，苏若神游，李钦静默。
走到那辆黑色奔驰旁边，李钦拉开车门，示意她进去，只是，他皱了皱眉，身子一僵，又回头看去，眸色顿时一深。
苏若回过神，感叹自己果然是凉薄之人，做不到为爱奉献，见李钦挡在车门口，顿时狐疑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">向里看去，眸子微微睁大。
司机奇怪主人怎么还不上车，回头看去，见他们都看着车内不说话，男主人明显肌肉紧绷，女主人则眸光有些犹疑，显然是心虚，他顺着他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">视线看去，顿时吃了一惊，车里什么时候多了一个人？
莱德穿着一件v领浅绿色t恤，结实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">手臂上鼓鼓<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">撑在衣服里，厚实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">胸口仿佛一座大山，散发着无穷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">安全和温暖。
莱德透过李钦看向后面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">苏若，和她对视在一起，微微笑了笑，伸出了手。
苏若被蛊惑般伸出手，却听见一声慌乱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">“小若”，顿时一怔，李钦，她转头看去，见他慌乱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">看着她，目光里带着祈求。
苏若看他脆弱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">神态，顿时心里一酸，来回看了看莱德和他，迟疑不前，呆怔了起来，她爱上了李钦，莱德怎么办？若让她像对赵昭然一样对莱德，光想想，她心中仿佛插了一根针，不剧烈，却隐隐范疼，若不这样，李钦怎么办？他那么希望自己只要他一个，她一点也不想伤害他，这些日子，是她最舒心愉快<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">时候了，除了李钦，谁都给不了她。
现在是怎么回事？她以为自己已经找到了爱人，可是依旧舍不得莱德，难道她竟然爱上了两个人？
李钦见苏若一时踌躇，既欣慰又酸涩，欣慰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">是，这些天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">用心没有白费，酸涩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">是，小若还是没有忘了莱德，见周围<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">人不时奇怪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">望过来，低□坐进车里，再向苏若伸出了手。
李钦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">举动顿时化解了尴尬，苏若舒了一口气，坐进了车里，只是，车里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">气氛是怎么也和谐不了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">。
三人静静地坐在车厢路里，就在司机都在为车厢里沉闷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">气氛压抑时，李钦伸手拦住苏若，脸在她脸颊上蹭了蹭，柔声道：“累了吧，休息一会？”
苏若身子一僵，反射性<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">去看后视镜，对上莱德带着酸楚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">眸光，顿时胸口一窒，移开了眼睛，却也没有回答李钦。
李钦眼神锐利地看了后视镜一眼，若无其事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">笑了笑，却也没有放开手。
司机已经敏感<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">察觉到车内气氛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">异样，绷紧了神经，那个突然出现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">男人明显是主子们认识<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">，而且关系不浅，少爷带着明显<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">敌意，少奶奶嘛，很复杂，他在心里摇头，这不是他该关心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">事，还是老老实实开车吧。
那还是在半个月前，在闺蜜家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">舞会上，她再次和他重逢，当时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">她心跳如雷，打了无数次气，才鼓起勇气和他搭上话，出乎意料，他竟然还记得她，不知怎么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">，她想起他最喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">国际钢琴大师布鲁斯，正好半月后会在首都表演，就头脑发热，不顾脸皮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">邀请了他。
话刚出口，她就浑身发凉，简直不敢相信自己都干了什么，如果他拒绝她，那怎么办？
“好。”当时江泽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">眼神像一个黑洞，深邃极了，她沉醉于那迷人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">墨色眸子，当反应过来他答应了自己什么时，视线里已经没有了他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">身影。
可是，这在往日能给她带来巨大失落<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">事情并未影响她激动兴奋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心情，一直到家，她都不敢相信，仿佛是一场梦，还是爸爸打断了她迷魂般<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">状态，将她拉回现实，是啊，就算江泽答应了她甚至是对她有什么，他们也是不可能<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">，她只是一个医生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">女儿，一个画家，对普通人来说，她也许像个公主，可是只有身在这个圈子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">人才知道，什么才是正真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">公主，江泽是太子，只有公主才配得上他，她又有什么资格呢？她又能给江家带去什么呢？
随着音乐会<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">日子一天天临近，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心也越纠越紧，等到了这一天，她还是背离了自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">理智，顺从自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心，来到了江家门外，她想，若是他忘了他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">约定，她恐怕连门都进不去，她也该死心了。
等管家得到少爷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">命令，请她到屋里来，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心又重新嘭嘭跳起来，他让她进来了，他竟然真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">记得她，还记得两次。
柳莹莹坐在空旷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">大厅里，听着自己如鼓<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心跳声，她希望这一刻短些，她就不用这么紧张，她又希望这一刻长些，最好是永远。
时光是世上最无情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">东西，它不随任何人任何事变化，只是坚持着自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">步伐。
大厅里静悄悄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">，偶尔可以隐约听见外面传来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">轻轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">脚步声，柳莹莹觉得自己仿佛和他们是两个世界<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">。
这时书房<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">门吧嗒一声开了，那一声差点让柳莹莹从座位上弹起来，可是她忍住了，而随后响起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">脚步声，时轻时重，皮鞋敲击着木质地板，却像是敲在她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心上，她一时间竟然浑身发热，脸上滚烫，抑制住低头<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">冲动，偷偷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">朝那边看了一眼，就是这一眼，让她再也移不开视线。
还是那样，墨色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">眸子仿若黑曜石，若是能摸上去，上面一定是冰凉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">，他现在面无表情，这是他习惯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">表情，并不精致<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">五官，却散发着无与伦比<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">魅力，这就是江泽，她知道，她不是那些爱上男人皮囊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">女人，她爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">是正真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">江泽，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">灵魂。
江泽扫了沙发上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">女人一眼，娇美如画，浑身散发着一种清雅浪漫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">气息，不愧是搞艺术<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">有事？”江泽坐在对面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">沙发上，两腿叠在一起，后背深深<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">靠在椅背上，态度疏离。
柳莹莹一听他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">话，顿时震惊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">抬起头，心里却一半是春天，一半陷入了寒冬，他记得她，却不记得他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">约定。
江泽见她傻乎乎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">看着他不说话，顿时皱起了眉。
柳莹莹见他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">眉间起了个小褶子，顿时心弦绷紧，急道：“布鲁斯音乐会，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">们不是在顾家约定了么？”
江泽眸色一暗，做出思索<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">样子，缓缓点头。
柳莹莹见他记得，顿时舒了一口气，原来他也记得，只是事太多，一时忘了而已。
江泽从座位上站起来，往外走，等到了门口都没听见后面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">脚步声，蹙眉回头看去，见她还傻在那里，顿时不耐道：“还不走？”
柳莹莹如梦初醒，顿时小跑着跟了上去，自动忽略江泽小小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">不耐。
午后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">脚步渐渐远去，太阳渐渐熄火，向天边移去，天际边缘上，云霞如一条彩带，绽放着绚丽迷幻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">色泽，在天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">另一边，确定白云悠悠，被丝丝凉风带着轻轻浮动。
医院<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">重症监护室里静悄悄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">，苏若坐在床边，看着病床上苍白如纸<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">脸和有些干涩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">唇，拿过旁边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">杯子，用毛巾占了点水在那浅色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">唇上润了润。
李钦坐在旁边看着她忙活，有些烦闷。
终于到了时间，李钦将苏若从椅子上拉起来，出了病房。
看到陆子盛奄奄一息<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">模样对苏若可谓是重大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">冲击，先前好不容易平复<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">情绪又有了些波动，若不是他，躺在那里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">就是自己，当时，他又是用什么样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">心情来挡住那盏夺命灯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">？是不是所有人都会为爱人舍生忘死呢？李钦会吗？她会吗？她闭着眼想象一下，若当时是李钦有这种危险，她会怎么做？不，她不会，她做不到，若自己死了，就什么也没了，也许他还会再找一个女人，生一个他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">孩子，回忆起来，她就是过去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">一个傻女人。
李钦拉着她走到医院门口，苏若神游，李钦静默。
走到那辆黑色奔驰旁边，李钦拉开车门，示意她进去，只是，他皱了皱眉，身子一僵，又回头看去，眸色顿时一深。
苏若回过神，感叹自己果然是凉薄之人，做不到为爱奉献，见李钦挡在车门口，顿时狐疑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">向里看去，眸子微微睁大。
司机奇怪主人怎么还不上车，回头看去，见他们都看着车内不说话，男主人明显肌肉紧绷，女主人则眸光有些犹疑，显然是心虚，他顺着他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">视线看去，顿时吃了一惊，车里什么时候多了一个人？
莱德穿着一件v领浅绿色t恤，结实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">手臂上鼓鼓<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">撑在衣服里，厚实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">胸口仿佛一座大山，散发着无穷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">安全和温暖。
莱德透过李钦看向后面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">苏若，和她对视在一起，微微笑了笑，伸出了手。
苏若被蛊惑般伸出手，却听见一声慌乱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">“小若”，顿时一怔，李钦，她转头看去，见他慌乱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">看着她，目光里带着祈求。
苏若看他脆弱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">神态，顿时心里一酸，来回看了看莱德和他，迟疑不前，呆怔了起来，她爱上了李钦，莱德怎么办？若让她像对赵昭然一样对莱德，光想想，她心中仿佛插了一根针，不剧烈，却隐隐范疼，若不这样，李钦怎么办？他那么希望自己只要他一个，她一点也不想伤害他，这些日子，是她最舒心愉快<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">时候了，除了李钦，谁都给不了她。
现在是怎么回事？她以为自己已经找到了爱人，可是依旧舍不得莱德，难道她竟然爱上了两个人？
李钦见苏若一时踌躇，既欣慰又酸涩，欣慰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">是，这些天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">用心没有白费，酸涩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">是，小若还是没有忘了莱德，见周围<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">人不时奇怪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">望过来，低□坐进车里，再向苏若伸出了手。
李钦<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">举动顿时化解了尴尬，苏若舒了一口气，坐进了车里，只是，车里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">气氛是怎么也和谐不了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">。
三人静静地坐在车厢路里，就在司机都在为车厢里沉闷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">气氛压抑时，李钦伸手拦住苏若，脸在她脸颊上蹭了蹭，柔声道：“累了吧，休息一会？”
苏若身子一僵，反射性<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">去看后视镜，对上莱德带着酸楚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">眸光，顿时胸口一窒，移开了眼睛，却也没有回答李钦。
李钦眼神锐利地看了后视镜一眼，若无其事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">笑了笑，却也没有放开手。
司机已经敏感<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">察觉到车内气氛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">异样，绷紧了神经，那个突然出现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">男人明显是主子们认识<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">，而且关系不浅，少爷带着明显<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">敌意，少奶奶嘛，很复杂，他在心里摇头，这不是他该关心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com655e90f47a">事，还是老老实实开车吧。