正文 97第九十七章
红玫既是主演,也是编剧，本身对这部剧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">期待值就极为特殊,因此每一个镜头<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">拍摄她都非常非常地用心。
今天要拍摄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">这一幕是剧中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">一个重要转折点，本来剧本中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">主人公余大红在上一辈子念初中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候,就因为家中幼弟出生,花费增大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">缘故，被迫在初中还没有念完时就直接辍学负担起了家中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">生计。说起来余家肯让余大红上完小学再上初中已经是极大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">宽厚，有好些跟余大红一起长大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">一批人，甚至连小学都没有上完就去学一门手艺开始养家糊口。
重生而来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红知道知识<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">重要性,颇为珍惜上学<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时光，因着这份努力，成绩也有了好转<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">迹象,偏偏这个当口，家中父母提出了让她休学<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">意思。不是不想让家中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">娃上学，实在是沉重<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">负担，压得这个七口之家喘不过气来。余家父母好不容易在四个女儿之后，盼来了一个宝贝金疙瘩，自然是希望能够让家中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">小儿子舒坦一点<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">。在他们观念中，能够让大女儿念书念到现在，也已经是尽了他们做父母<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">责任。
上一辈子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红自然也是这样想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，她知道父母<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">好，知道身为长姐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">责任，对父母盼了一辈子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">弟弟也是疼宠有加，再加上那个时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红虽然成绩也不算差，却也不突出，对于读书并无多少执念，便也听从父母<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">安排退学了。
而这一次余大红激烈地反应，强烈要求读书<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">要求，让余家父母大为震惊，继而是觉得被挑战了权威，觉得一手养大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">女儿一点都不知道体恤家中艰辛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">愤怒，甚至容不得余大红更多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">辩解，便拿起了长长<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">竹竿，一下一下地抽在了余大红身上。
因着这个时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红不过年方十三四左右，正是上初中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，红玫虽然面嫩，却也不可能真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">去扮演这么一个豆蔻年华<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">小姑娘，因此这个时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红是另外一个童星出身<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">名叫做乐乐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">少女饰演<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">。
正式开拍前，红玫同导演张和涵一起细细地跟乐乐说过这场戏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">关键，毕竟这样一个角色本身容纳了太多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">苦难晦涩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">同时，又因为重生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">缘故带了一股子与旁人不同<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">独特<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">焦灼和更加远大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">目光和先知，这一切都让余大红这个本该普通<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">农村女孩变得不普通起来。
而如何在掌握这些冲突<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">气质<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">同时又能够在余大红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">父亲拿着竹竿鞭笞着余大红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">这一场戏中，将余大红自重生以来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">激烈冲突转变演绎出来，却不是一个容易<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">伙计。
就算事先跟乐乐说了半天，等画面真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">出来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，面对一次又一次<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">NG，以及小演员乐乐眼底委屈地直打转<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">泪光，红玫心中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">焦灼让她抿了抿唇，做了一个决定。招了招手，让乐乐来到跟前，又低头跟张和涵商量了几句，红玫便简略地将披肩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">直发在脑后编成一根粗长<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">大辫子，然后便直接走到了刚才乐乐走位<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">位置。
却是要亲自上场演绎一番，以便给乐乐更加直观<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">视觉上和行动上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">冲击。
余大红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">父亲余大海铁青着脸，握着竹竿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">手更是因为情绪过于激愤而微微颤抖着，怒目微张，瞪视着面前笔直地跪在地上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红：“好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">好，不让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">读书，都是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">妈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">错，是吧！啊！不答应<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">读书，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">就一直跪着，是吧？”
余母却是面目焦灼地看着对峙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">父子俩，一边拉着余大海<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">手，一边对着一边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">二丫头三丫头四丫头示意：“二丫，三丫，还不把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">们大姐给拉起来。大海，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">气什么，孩子想要念书是好事，要不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">们家这情况，别人家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">孩子要是像大丫这样子爱学习，还不得多高兴。只是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">们家苦啊，这么多张嘴要吃饭，小宝又还没满周岁，都怪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">这做妈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">连喂孩子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">奶水都没有，家里更是连过冬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">粮食都困难了，才会想着让大丫先不上学。”
余母说着说着竟是直接哭了起来，那话里话外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">神态做派无不是一番慈母心肠。真要说起来，余母和余大海待余大红这个大女儿自然是特殊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，到底是第一个孩子，又打小懂事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，却不想在家里头遇到了困难<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">这关头，反而脾气犟了起来，闹得好一阵人仰马翻。
从始至终，在家里人劝架<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">劝架，生气<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">生气，闹得鸡飞狗跳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，笔挺地跪在院子中间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">泥地上，腰板挺得笔挺挺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，倔强地抿着唇角，只是眼底却闪过几分复杂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">愧疚，有那么片刻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">心软妥协<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">痕迹出现，却又在思及曾经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">晦涩黯淡后，所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">情绪又沉了下去，面上只剩下了倔强，以及几分旁人难以预测<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">对于未来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">笃定和希望。
余大红这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">沉默和固执以及身上那难以用言语描摹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">气场渐渐地感染了前来拉架劝说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余家其他三姐妹，也让余家父母愣了愣神。
“爸，妈，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">都想好了，早上起来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">做馒头包子带到校门口卖，晚上回来帮着阿妈编草席，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">会做好家中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">家务，洗衣、做饭、打扫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">都会做好。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">只是，想要上学！”
这是一双怎样璀璨闪耀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">双眸，眸底盛满了余家众人看不懂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">希望和夺目，不要说余家剩下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">三姐妹，便是饱经了生活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">磨难和艰辛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余家父母，竟也看不透此刻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红了。
红玫收敛了自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">情绪，从余大红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">状态中走出，笑着对一起搭戏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">众人点了点头，众人这才收敛了面上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">恍惚之色。而坐在镜头前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">张和涵看着此刻已经恢复常态<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">红玫，心底却是为红玫越发精进<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">演技所震颤了。他却不知红玫此刻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">演技发挥有一半却是和她真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">有切身体悟大有关联。
“乐乐，看明白了吗？这一刻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红心底自然是尊重自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">父母，也希望能够为家里能够减轻负担<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，只是余大红有上一辈子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">经历，明白自己就算辍学在家中帮忙，也并不能真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">从根本上解决这个家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">问题，随着余家一个一个孩子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">逐渐长大，问题只会越来越多。可余大红是个孝顺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">孩子，她本质上是不愿意让父母家人为难<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">。所以在作出这个决定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，余大红会有彷徨，会有犹疑，会有难过，可更多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">还是坚持和决断。那种破釜沉舟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">勇气和决绝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">气场，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">能明白吗？”
乐乐到底还是小，很多东西，有关余大红如此复杂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">情绪转着，她还是无法理解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">。可通过红玫方才<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">一番表演，她或多或少地受到了较为强烈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">直接冲击，虽不能从灵魂深处，把握这个人物<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">特质，却也能从细微处抓到这个人物<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">一些特质。
等到乐乐再次上场<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，出来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">效果却反而比之刚才更加有些不尽如人意了。
这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">结果倒是让张和涵和红玫都皱了皱眉头，乐乐更是手足无措地站在了场中间，面对众人或安抚或体谅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">眼神，反而更加地惶惑。明明她都已经觉得抓住了什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，可为什么偏偏等到了自己上场<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，反而有些束手束脚地不知道该如何是好。脑海里总是下意识地浮现方才红玫那让人舍不得离开视线<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">矛盾眼神，她想要诠释出那份精彩，却发现自己再怎么努力，也只是画虎不成反类犬。这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">感觉，真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">让人觉得好挫败！
能够被选进这个剧组对她而言是很好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">事情，拍戏前她还很兴奋，能够跟这么多影帝影后合作，可现在，有了红玫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">珠玉在前，那明珠一般璀璨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">光芒已经刺亮了人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">双眸，乐乐突然有种自己再怎么努力也诠释不了这个角色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">强烈灰败感。
红玫和张和涵商量了一下，将这一幕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">戏暂且押后，先拍摄其他部分，让乐乐今天先休息一下，调整一下状态。她一看乐乐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">神情，便知道自己有些操之过急了，过于完美<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">示范有时候并不是一件好事，反而就跟拔苗助长一样，对于一个演技尚处于磨练期<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">小家伙而言，就好像是千金坠骤然压在了身上，很容易压断人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">脊梁。
她对这部戏太过重视，以至于失了平常心态，对于演员没有把握好自己这部剧所需要传达<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">角色效果，竟然显得比导演还要着急。
“玫玫姐，都是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">不好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">明明都给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">示范了一遍，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">还是搞砸了。”乐乐强忍着才没有让自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">眼泪掉下来，只是眼底水汪汪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，就好像随时都可能会阴转雨，来一场嚎啕大哭。
“乐乐已经做得很好了，是玫玫姐太心急了。饿了吧，拍了一下午<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">戏，玫玫姐请<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">吃顿饭好不好？”
乐乐眨了眨，有些胆怯地看了一眼红玫，确定红玫面上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">善意后，才有些小鸡啄米似地点了点头，跟红玫一起到附近<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">一家简陋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">餐馆用了餐。
饭桌<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">魅力从一顿饭下来，本来乐乐还紧绷着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">忧郁小脸，现在却已经笑嫣如花便可以看出端倪来。乐乐听着红玫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">妙语生花，心底感叹着原来这么厉害<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">红玫姐也曾经有过狼狈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，心底渐渐地也生出许多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">自信来。
再加上晚上经过红玫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">单独培训和开小灶，第二天重新拍摄这一幕戏时，效果总算是出来了。
很多年后，当乐乐通过自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">努力，从童星<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">角色定位中走出自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">一片天空<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，她曾经无比慨然地回忆起这一天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">这一幕。衷心地表示如果不是有了红玫这一盏明灯在前路指引着她，她未必会有如今这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">成就。
作者有话要说：雨雪霏霏扔了一个地雷 投掷时间:2013-02-26 13:02:07
谢谢亲的地雷，收得都有点儿惭愧了，捂脸！
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今天要拍摄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">这一幕是剧中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">一个重要转折点，本来剧本中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">主人公余大红在上一辈子念初中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候,就因为家中幼弟出生,花费增大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">缘故，被迫在初中还没有念完时就直接辍学负担起了家中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">生计。说起来余家肯让余大红上完小学再上初中已经是极大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">宽厚，有好些跟余大红一起长大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">一批人，甚至连小学都没有上完就去学一门手艺开始养家糊口。
重生而来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红知道知识<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">重要性,颇为珍惜上学<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时光，因着这份努力，成绩也有了好转<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">迹象,偏偏这个当口，家中父母提出了让她休学<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">意思。不是不想让家中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">娃上学，实在是沉重<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">负担，压得这个七口之家喘不过气来。余家父母好不容易在四个女儿之后，盼来了一个宝贝金疙瘩，自然是希望能够让家中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">小儿子舒坦一点<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">。在他们观念中，能够让大女儿念书念到现在，也已经是尽了他们做父母<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">责任。
上一辈子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红自然也是这样想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，她知道父母<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">好，知道身为长姐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">责任，对父母盼了一辈子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">弟弟也是疼宠有加，再加上那个时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红虽然成绩也不算差，却也不突出，对于读书并无多少执念，便也听从父母<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">安排退学了。
而这一次余大红激烈地反应，强烈要求读书<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">要求，让余家父母大为震惊，继而是觉得被挑战了权威，觉得一手养大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">女儿一点都不知道体恤家中艰辛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">愤怒，甚至容不得余大红更多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">辩解，便拿起了长长<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">竹竿，一下一下地抽在了余大红身上。
因着这个时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红不过年方十三四左右，正是上初中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，红玫虽然面嫩，却也不可能真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">去扮演这么一个豆蔻年华<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">小姑娘，因此这个时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红是另外一个童星出身<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">名叫做乐乐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">少女饰演<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">。
正式开拍前，红玫同导演张和涵一起细细地跟乐乐说过这场戏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">关键，毕竟这样一个角色本身容纳了太多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">苦难晦涩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">同时，又因为重生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">缘故带了一股子与旁人不同<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">独特<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">焦灼和更加远大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">目光和先知，这一切都让余大红这个本该普通<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">农村女孩变得不普通起来。
而如何在掌握这些冲突<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">气质<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">同时又能够在余大红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">父亲拿着竹竿鞭笞着余大红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">这一场戏中，将余大红自重生以来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">激烈冲突转变演绎出来，却不是一个容易<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">伙计。
就算事先跟乐乐说了半天，等画面真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">出来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，面对一次又一次<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">NG，以及小演员乐乐眼底委屈地直打转<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">泪光，红玫心中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">焦灼让她抿了抿唇，做了一个决定。招了招手，让乐乐来到跟前，又低头跟张和涵商量了几句，红玫便简略地将披肩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">直发在脑后编成一根粗长<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">大辫子，然后便直接走到了刚才乐乐走位<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">位置。
却是要亲自上场演绎一番，以便给乐乐更加直观<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">视觉上和行动上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">冲击。
余大红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">父亲余大海铁青着脸，握着竹竿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">手更是因为情绪过于激愤而微微颤抖着，怒目微张，瞪视着面前笔直地跪在地上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红：“好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">好，不让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">读书，都是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">妈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">错，是吧！啊！不答应<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">读书，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">就一直跪着，是吧？”
余母却是面目焦灼地看着对峙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">父子俩，一边拉着余大海<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">手，一边对着一边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">二丫头三丫头四丫头示意：“二丫，三丫，还不把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">们大姐给拉起来。大海，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">气什么，孩子想要念书是好事，要不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">们家这情况，别人家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">孩子要是像大丫这样子爱学习，还不得多高兴。只是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">们家苦啊，这么多张嘴要吃饭，小宝又还没满周岁，都怪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">这做妈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">连喂孩子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">奶水都没有，家里更是连过冬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">粮食都困难了，才会想着让大丫先不上学。”
余母说着说着竟是直接哭了起来，那话里话外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">神态做派无不是一番慈母心肠。真要说起来，余母和余大海待余大红这个大女儿自然是特殊<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，到底是第一个孩子，又打小懂事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，却不想在家里头遇到了困难<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">这关头，反而脾气犟了起来，闹得好一阵人仰马翻。
从始至终，在家里人劝架<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">劝架，生气<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">生气，闹得鸡飞狗跳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，笔挺地跪在院子中间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">泥地上，腰板挺得笔挺挺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，倔强地抿着唇角，只是眼底却闪过几分复杂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">愧疚，有那么片刻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">心软妥协<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">痕迹出现，却又在思及曾经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">晦涩黯淡后，所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">情绪又沉了下去，面上只剩下了倔强，以及几分旁人难以预测<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">对于未来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">笃定和希望。
余大红这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">沉默和固执以及身上那难以用言语描摹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">气场渐渐地感染了前来拉架劝说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余家其他三姐妹，也让余家父母愣了愣神。
“爸，妈，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">都想好了，早上起来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">做馒头包子带到校门口卖，晚上回来帮着阿妈编草席，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">会做好家中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">家务，洗衣、做饭、打扫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">都会做好。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">只是，想要上学！”
这是一双怎样璀璨闪耀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">双眸，眸底盛满了余家众人看不懂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">希望和夺目，不要说余家剩下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">三姐妹，便是饱经了生活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">磨难和艰辛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余家父母，竟也看不透此刻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红了。
红玫收敛了自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">情绪，从余大红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">状态中走出，笑着对一起搭戏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">众人点了点头，众人这才收敛了面上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">恍惚之色。而坐在镜头前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">张和涵看着此刻已经恢复常态<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">红玫，心底却是为红玫越发精进<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">演技所震颤了。他却不知红玫此刻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">演技发挥有一半却是和她真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">有切身体悟大有关联。
“乐乐，看明白了吗？这一刻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">余大红心底自然是尊重自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">父母，也希望能够为家里能够减轻负担<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，只是余大红有上一辈子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">经历，明白自己就算辍学在家中帮忙，也并不能真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">从根本上解决这个家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">问题，随着余家一个一个孩子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">逐渐长大，问题只会越来越多。可余大红是个孝顺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">孩子，她本质上是不愿意让父母家人为难<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">。所以在作出这个决定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，余大红会有彷徨，会有犹疑，会有难过，可更多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">还是坚持和决断。那种破釜沉舟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">勇气和决绝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">气场，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">能明白吗？”
乐乐到底还是小，很多东西，有关余大红如此复杂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">情绪转着，她还是无法理解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">。可通过红玫方才<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">一番表演，她或多或少地受到了较为强烈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">直接冲击，虽不能从灵魂深处，把握这个人物<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">特质，却也能从细微处抓到这个人物<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">一些特质。
等到乐乐再次上场<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，出来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">效果却反而比之刚才更加有些不尽如人意了。
这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">结果倒是让张和涵和红玫都皱了皱眉头，乐乐更是手足无措地站在了场中间，面对众人或安抚或体谅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">眼神，反而更加地惶惑。明明她都已经觉得抓住了什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，可为什么偏偏等到了自己上场<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，反而有些束手束脚地不知道该如何是好。脑海里总是下意识地浮现方才红玫那让人舍不得离开视线<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">矛盾眼神，她想要诠释出那份精彩，却发现自己再怎么努力，也只是画虎不成反类犬。这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">感觉，真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">让人觉得好挫败！
能够被选进这个剧组对她而言是很好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">事情，拍戏前她还很兴奋，能够跟这么多影帝影后合作，可现在，有了红玫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">珠玉在前，那明珠一般璀璨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">光芒已经刺亮了人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">双眸，乐乐突然有种自己再怎么努力也诠释不了这个角色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">强烈灰败感。
红玫和张和涵商量了一下，将这一幕<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">戏暂且押后，先拍摄其他部分，让乐乐今天先休息一下，调整一下状态。她一看乐乐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">神情，便知道自己有些操之过急了，过于完美<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">示范有时候并不是一件好事，反而就跟拔苗助长一样，对于一个演技尚处于磨练期<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">小家伙而言，就好像是千金坠骤然压在了身上，很容易压断人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">脊梁。
她对这部戏太过重视，以至于失了平常心态，对于演员没有把握好自己这部剧所需要传达<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">角色效果，竟然显得比导演还要着急。
“玫玫姐，都是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">不好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">明明都给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">示范了一遍，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">还是搞砸了。”乐乐强忍着才没有让自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">眼泪掉下来，只是眼底水汪汪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">，就好像随时都可能会阴转雨，来一场嚎啕大哭。
“乐乐已经做得很好了，是玫玫姐太心急了。饿了吧，拍了一下午<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">戏，玫玫姐请<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">吃顿饭好不好？”
乐乐眨了眨，有些胆怯地看了一眼红玫，确定红玫面上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">善意后，才有些小鸡啄米似地点了点头，跟红玫一起到附近<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">一家简陋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">餐馆用了餐。
饭桌<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">魅力从一顿饭下来，本来乐乐还紧绷着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">忧郁小脸，现在却已经笑嫣如花便可以看出端倪来。乐乐听着红玫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">妙语生花，心底感叹着原来这么厉害<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">红玫姐也曾经有过狼狈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，心底渐渐地也生出许多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">自信来。
再加上晚上经过红玫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">单独培训和开小灶，第二天重新拍摄这一幕戏时，效果总算是出来了。
很多年后，当乐乐通过自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">努力，从童星<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">角色定位中走出自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">一片天空<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">时候，她曾经无比慨然地回忆起这一天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">这一幕。衷心地表示如果不是有了红玫这一盏明灯在前路指引着她，她未必会有如今这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com51d3836c88">成就。
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