49第49章 物竞天择
太子之位与皇位之间,仅仅相差一步之遥。
越是表面上仅有一步之遥<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">,往往越是遥不可及。
成功,即不是侥幸,也不是偶然。
失败，往往是一种必然。
太子府<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">后院一片荒芜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">景象，春风在这里也变得凄凉,草木已调零在融化着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">春雪中。
后院深处有一间松木小屋，没有窗,仅有一扇紧闭着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">木门。
屋顶上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">积雪,闪着银色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">光。
此时正是白天，阳光高照，只要将木门打开,温暖<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">风和明媚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">光便能探入屋内,屋内<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人似乎更喜欢享受黑暗。
黑暗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">尽头，就是黎明。
那么，黑暗将会持续多久？
梅雪苔一袭明黄色盛装，配戴九尾凤钗，华贵而大方，款款<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">迈进了太子府。
她走路时像风，像是能吹散远山峰顶终年不消融<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">积雪。
她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">眼神是冷静而坚定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，就像是亘古不变<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">冰川。
侍女已报：大皇子拒不用膳。
大皇子，正是已废黜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">太子殿下，姓名为：徐道涵。
有很多人知道徐道涵已死，并且是亲眼看到徐道涵在饮了梅皇后赐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一杯毒酒后暴毙了。这些人目前都被梅竹子收留，并妥善安置在平王府。
太子府中有大量<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">皇城禁军，日夜看守。
梅雪苔已到了太子府<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">后院，院门处候着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">侍从禀道：“大皇子拒不用膳，道：不需要。”
另一名侍从禀道：“大皇子已经有四顿膳食未用。”
一个人只要想活着，是不会拒绝用膳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
梅雪苔轻声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">说了一句话。
侍女应是。
梅雪苔踏进了院中，调零<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">草木仿佛是突然就有了生机，她与生俱来就有这么一种能力，一种能在瞬间就能赐予万物极强生命力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">能力，因为生命力已渗透进她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">每一寸灵魂里。
木门突然吱呀一声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">开了，光明铺天盖地<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">侵吞了黑暗。
有一张清瘦而苍白<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">脸映入眼帘，他并没有因突如其来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">亮光而闭上眼睛，而是拼命<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">睁大了眼睛，去适应光，就像是他拼命<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">适应黑暗一样。
他穿着灰色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">长袍，书生装扮，个子很高，儒雅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">气质并未因他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">疲倦损失一毫。
他懒洋洋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">站在那里，就像是一只仍然在沉睡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">狮子。
梅雪苔看到他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">面容时，胸腔狠狠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一疼，她并没有移开视线，而是就那样目不转睛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">看着，她喜欢这种疼，终将习惯，她笑了笑，道：“徐道涵，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">长得跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">父皇真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">很像。”
徐道涵没看她，也没应话，就像是院中只有他，他径直踱到院墙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">角落处，解衣，如厕。
梅雪苔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">脚下踩着一棵枯草，她低头瞧了一眼，移开脚，弯腰，将枯草拨掉，扔在一旁。
徐道涵顺着原路往回踱着，沉重<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">绝望压得他走起来路摇摇晃晃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
梅雪苔正色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“曾经，本宫一直很不喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，不仅因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">嫡长子、太子身份，还因为在众皇子中，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">书读得最多，仁德之贤天下皆知，在百姓和朝臣心中，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是承继大统<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不二人选，难以撼动。”
徐道涵一言不发，往木屋中继续踱着。
梅雪苔笑了笑，道：“就像是曾经，那些女人不喜欢本宫一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道理，无非是自愧不如。”
徐道涵踱回屋中，关上了木门。
梅雪苔并不介意他任何有失身份<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">反常举动，自顾自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“曾经，本宫一直不敢对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">轻举妄动，尽管本宫一心想铲除<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">势力，拥立平王为太子。”
徐道涵默默<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">站在门后，黑暗中他紧闭着眼睛。
梅雪苔道：“就像是曾经，那些女人想除去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。不同<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是，她们敢，她们也很迫不及待。”
徐道涵知道她对那些女人地位<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">威胁，不同<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是，她是凶残<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">豹子，那些女人顶多算是披着狼皮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">羊。
梅雪苔笑得很愉快，道：“本宫耐心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">等待了六年，如今，本宫赢了。”
徐道涵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">头仰了起来，眼睛猛得张开了，六年，真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是一个漫长<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">过程，漫长到他以为他恪守太子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">本分，就能保全，直到，慢慢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，他坚信他只要做好‘太子’，就能安全无事。
梅雪苔一字字<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">败了。”
黑暗像利箭，将徐道涵团团<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">裹住，他不仅败了，没了尊严，还挣扎在垂死<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">边缘，与其苟延喘息，一天一天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">等死，不如一死了之。
梅雪苔一直站在原地未动，姿态很骄傲，笑道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">以为目前这种局面是：成王败寇？”
徐道涵承认他败了，却不认为梅雪苔是赢，赢这个字是为光明磊落<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">君子所准备，她，梅雪苔是个不折不扣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">小人。
梅雪苔道：“不是成王败寇，而是：物竞天择，适者生存。”
徐道涵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">脑中忽然闪过一道光。
梅雪苔道：“本宫之所以能赢，是本宫相信本宫一定会赢，就如同，十余年前身份低微时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">本宫，在后宫之中被肆意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">欺负，多次濒临死亡、苦苦徘徊在绝境中时，本宫坚定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">相信本宫一定会活着并且将会活得很好一样，只要有一点<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">希望，就要有万念<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">信心，置之死地而后生。”
徐道涵暗忖：<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">也抱有很大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">希望，还满怀信心能顺利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">登上皇位，为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">败了？
梅雪苔道：“有很多人像<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一样，希望与信心并存，却还是失败了，徐道涵，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">失败在什么地方吗？”
徐道涵不知道，但他很想知道。
梅雪苔道：“因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">缺少失败<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">教训，也缺少在艰难<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">环境中生存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">经验，本宫之所以在六年间一直与<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">相安无事，就是为了消磨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">斗志，使<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">疏于防范，让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">自认为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">只要安守本份就能明哲保身。”
徐道涵明白了一些，原来他是败给了自己。
梅雪苔笑了笑，笑得很自然，语气也很自然，道：“本宫也曾败过，败<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">还不止一次。”
徐道涵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">心中燃起了一团新<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">希望，整个人很热血沸腾，因为，她也败过，还不止一次，如今却还能站得那么高，高居皇后凤位。
梅雪苔淡淡地道：“那些让本宫败过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人，都在临死前，亲眼见证过本宫胜利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">辉煌。”
徐道涵知道他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">生母是其中一位。
梅雪苔道：“本宫只读过一点书，这十余年间，有八个字时刻铭记于心，就是：卧薪尝胆，有仇必报。”
徐道涵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">双眼在发亮，嘴角也泛起一丝笑，对，卧薪尝胆，磨练心智，杀母之仇，必将要报！
梅雪苔讥诮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">笑了笑，道：“本宫随时能杀了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。”
徐道涵突然又不想死了。
梅雪苔冷笑道：“本宫之所以还不杀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，就是让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">清楚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">无能。”
徐道涵一怔，无能？
梅雪苔停顿了半晌，得意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">笑道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">根本就没有资格当本宫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">对手，本宫要留着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">见证到本宫更大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">辉煌后，再送<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">去见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">母亲，作为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">多活一段时间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">回报，希望<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">将本宫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">胜利一五一十<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">叙述给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">母亲听。”
徐道涵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">眼睛更亮了，每一寸时间都将化成一线希望，希望之光已在黑暗中跳跃着。
只要活着，就有希望。
到底是见证她更大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">辉煌，还是将她推下悬崖，这还没有定数。
一个女人能置死地而后生，并活得有模有样，他一个男人，凭什么就要放弃？
徐道涵已经因满腔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">希望，而兴奋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">浑身颤抖。
梅雪苔面朝着阳光，笑了起来，笑得很得意。
徐道涵也笑了，仿佛是重生，灵魂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">重生。
许久，梅雪苔才又开口说话了，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">就不想知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">三位妃子，近来可好？”
徐道涵不想知道，坏消息不如不知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">好。
梅雪苔问：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">喜欢过梅竹子吗？”
徐道涵简直觉得可笑，他当然不会喜欢梅竹子，因为梅竹子是梅雪苔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">侄女。
梅雪苔道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">没有，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">知道梅竹子是本宫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">侄女，所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">自始自终<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">冷落她、疏远她，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">自以为很聪明，其实是大大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">愚蠢。”
徐道涵很想立刻打开木门，问她这句话是什么意思，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">手指刚碰到木门时，梅雪苔已经在说话了。
梅雪苔道：“本宫授意将梅竹子嫁给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时，她才年方十五岁，正是妙龄少女，情窦初开，与<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一样，对文学颇有兴趣，徜若<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">善待她，与她多接触，让她知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不仅是迷人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">男子，还是优秀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">夫君，并巧言讨了她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">芳心，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">就不会落得如此下场。”
徐道涵还是不太理解。
梅雪苔笑了笑，道：“十几岁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">女孩子，一旦爱上一个男人，就会全身心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">投入，不惜一切<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">为所爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人，以她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">聪慧，她一定会千方百计<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">帮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，助<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一臂之力。”
徐道涵懂了，原来，这就是所谓<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">福祸相依，看似一个陷阱，或许是一次转机。
征服一个敌人所得到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">价值，往往比交到一个朋友<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">价值还高。
看穿敌人并刻意提醒自己她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">身份，对她有着主观<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">成见，不如顺其自然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">让她知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">魅力，心甘情愿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">投靠于<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
梅雪苔平静<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“本宫也曾经错过很多次机会，并落得了应有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">下场。”
她接着说：“想活得更好，就要学会不断<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">总结。”
徐道涵突然对梅雪苔有了一种很奇妙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">情绪，像是肃然起敬，尽管她很嚣张，但她也在分享，她清楚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">说出了这场角逐中败<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">根源，以及赢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">答案。
信心、希望、坚持、报仇……，这些都是表面上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">托辞，梅雪苔之所以能赢，答案只有一个，那就是：她做好了足够<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">准备。
梅雪苔道：“书看得多固然好，也要善用。”
徐道涵毫不犹豫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">打开了木门，就像是他正视强烈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">阳光一样，正视着这个强大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">女人。
这些天他一直憎恨梅雪苔，也对他自己很失望，此时此刻，他浑身充满着力量，一种誓要与她一决高下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">力量。
阳光像是刀子，割开一切混浊，使他更清醒，更振奋。
虽然成功是不可复制<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，但是成功<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人所具备<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">秉性都是一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
徐道涵在不知不觉中，已被梅雪苔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">言语感染了。
梅雪苔迎视着他，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">在书上一定看到过这句：胆欲大而心欲小，智欲圆而行欲方。”
徐道涵当然看到过，出自于，《旧唐书孙思邈传》。
梅雪苔道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">在书上一定还看到过这句：进有退之义，存有亡之机，得有丧之理。”
徐道涵当然也看到过，出自于《贞观政要征伐》。
梅雪苔道：“以及这句：法莫如显，而术不欲见。”
徐道涵知道，它出自于法家思想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">集大成者《韩非子》。
梅雪苔道：“本宫知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">看到过，本宫也知道，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">只是看到过，并不真正懂它们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">内涵。”
徐道涵不得不垂下了头，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">双脚站在阳光能照到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">地方，身子仍旧在黑暗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">屋里。
梅雪苔笑了笑，霍然转身，大步<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">向院外走去。
徐道涵一直崇尚儒家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">学术，梅雪苔为了稳固统治，极力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">推崇儒家，她让百姓和百官知君臣礼讲仁义德，而她所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">个人举动皆是独尊法家，她真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">做到了外儒内法。
在院门外，梅雪苔问：“大皇子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">午膳可曾用过？”
侍女按事先梅雪苔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">吩咐，应道：“回皇后娘娘，大皇子说是胃口不好，午膳便没有用。”
梅雪苔道：“本宫倒有治胃口不好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">良药。”
徐道涵已觉饥饿，只盼着太阳能快些西下，早些享用到晚膳。
梅雪苔故意提高些音量，道：“三日内无需为大皇子备膳，三日后他定能胃口大好。”
侍女道：“是，皇后娘娘。”
徐道涵清楚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">听到了，也无计可施，只好忍受三日，权当是卧薪尝胆了。
梅雪苔走出了太子府，她不允许徐道涵用拒绝用膳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">方式抗议，从而达到自杀目<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，只因为，徐道涵现在还不能死，他要活到该他死<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候，他何时该死，梅雪苔自有安排。
想让谁活着，苦口婆心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">劝说是无济于事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，要让他自己意识到，他应该活着。
梅雪苔做到了，她让徐道涵看到了希望，让他有了活下去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">力量。
梅雪苔有一个习惯：从别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">身上分析失败<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">教训，让它成为自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">提升<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">经验。
侍女掀开马车帘，禀道：“奴婢收到了飞鸽传书，写着：属下已跟踪着流放周子弘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">队伍，请指示。”
梅雪苔道：“先解救周子弘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">夫人，派人将她先护送过来。”
侍女应是。
梅雪苔道：“再解救周子弘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">嫡女，派人将她随后护送过来。”
侍女应是。
梅雪苔笑了笑，又道：“然后，无需多言，只告诉周子弘他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">妻女在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">手里，请他前来与他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">妻女相见，徜若周子弘爽快<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">答应，立刻全力解救周子弘，徜若他固执<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">谈一些大道理，直接将他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人头带回来，这种不顾妻女安危，只为国不为家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人，纵有治国良方，实也不配多活。”
侍女应是。
皇宫，庄严<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">金色琉璃瓦顶与波动着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">蔚蓝天际，遥相辉映。
临龙宫，静谧。
梅雪苔轻轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">走到水晶棺床旁，像是怕惊扰到正在熟睡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">皇上。
他睡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">很香很沉。
梅雪苔温柔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">笑了笑，轻声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">明白了，明白了那些年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">为何任别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">女人欺负<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，却不闻不问。”
那些年，她简直恨透了他。
梅雪苔弯下腰，小心翼翼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">抚着他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">脸颊，柔声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“因为，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">要证明给所有人看，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">有资格与<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">并肩，还因为，有些路，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不得不一个人走，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是在磨练<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。”
一滴泪，落在他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">眉心。
有些路，她不得一个人走，尽管寸步难行。
她开始感激那段时间，他看似冷漠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">外表下，有着一颗保护她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">心，让她亲身体验濒临死亡，让她在尔虞<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">诈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">阴谋中挣扎，让她独立而顽强<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">存活。
真心爱一个人，不是时刻将她拥在怀里，不是给她无法无天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">宠溺，而是在一旁看着她向前走，尽管她跌倒了，仍旧满怀深情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">看着她站起来，看着她继续向前走。保护一个人最好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">办法，就是让她学会自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">保护。
不管是爱情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">最高点，还是权利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">最巅峰，女人都需要具备基本素质之一：自立。
梅雪苔站直了，扬起了下巴，深吸了一口气，用力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">闭了一下眼睛，笑了，笑得很骄傲，她俯视着他，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">把徐风来培养成了一个人，一个真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">呢，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">把徐道涵培养成了一个书呆子，一个真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">书呆子。”
教诲徐道涵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">都是朝廷中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">重臣，围绕着皇权与君臣、礼法。
教诲徐风来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">都是侠客、隐士，围绕着人性与世事。
梅雪苔悠然长叹口气，笑了，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">努力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">把徐风来培养成一个优秀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">男人，难道就是为了让他成为别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">女人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">最佳丈夫？”
明月当空，思念像月光一般倾洒着。
任晶莹十分清楚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">知道，徐风来是她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">最佳丈夫。
大孟国，永乾宫。
任晶莹站在屋檐下，邀望着天际，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">双手轻轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">搭在小腹，嘴角微微<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">笑。
还有三个月就能与徐风来团聚了，心里暖暖<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
孟泽安让她住进了永乾宫里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">独院，一日三餐十分丰盛。
急促<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">脚步声传来，是大内总管张子俊，他颇为恭敬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“皇上请<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">前去寝宫侍寝。”
任晶莹轻问：“侍寝？”
张子俊很直白<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">解释道：“侍寝就是陪皇上睡觉。”
任晶莹一怔，陪孟泽安睡觉？
张子俊低声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“请立刻动身，以免惹得皇上动怒。”
任晶莹咬着嘴唇，双手始终搭在小腹上，她不能陪孟泽安睡觉，不能，她是徐风来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">妻，腹中已怀着徐风来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">孩子。
张子俊见她仍旧立在原地，沉声道：“大孟国后宫中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">所有女人都归皇上专有。”
任晶莹轻道：“好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">去。”
谁都身处过‘不能’但‘不得不’<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">局面里，谁都不可例外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">做一些自己不愿意做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">事。
命运是诡异<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
任晶莹踏出了院，朝着寝宫走去。
寝宫里燃着灯，燃着许多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">灯，将天际照得发亮，像是着火了一般。
任晶莹在黑暗里走着，朝着亮光<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">地方，就像是一只飞蛾，有着扑火<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">本能。
越是表面上仅有一步之遥<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">,往往越是遥不可及。
成功,即不是侥幸,也不是偶然。
失败，往往是一种必然。
太子府<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">后院一片荒芜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">景象，春风在这里也变得凄凉,草木已调零在融化着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">春雪中。
后院深处有一间松木小屋，没有窗,仅有一扇紧闭着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">木门。
屋顶上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">积雪,闪着银色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">光。
此时正是白天，阳光高照，只要将木门打开,温暖<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">风和明媚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">光便能探入屋内,屋内<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人似乎更喜欢享受黑暗。
黑暗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">尽头，就是黎明。
那么，黑暗将会持续多久？
梅雪苔一袭明黄色盛装，配戴九尾凤钗，华贵而大方，款款<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">迈进了太子府。
她走路时像风，像是能吹散远山峰顶终年不消融<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">积雪。
她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">眼神是冷静而坚定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，就像是亘古不变<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">冰川。
侍女已报：大皇子拒不用膳。
大皇子，正是已废黜<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">太子殿下，姓名为：徐道涵。
有很多人知道徐道涵已死，并且是亲眼看到徐道涵在饮了梅皇后赐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一杯毒酒后暴毙了。这些人目前都被梅竹子收留，并妥善安置在平王府。
太子府中有大量<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">皇城禁军，日夜看守。
梅雪苔已到了太子府<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">后院，院门处候着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">侍从禀道：“大皇子拒不用膳，道：不需要。”
另一名侍从禀道：“大皇子已经有四顿膳食未用。”
一个人只要想活着，是不会拒绝用膳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
梅雪苔轻声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">说了一句话。
侍女应是。
梅雪苔踏进了院中，调零<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">草木仿佛是突然就有了生机，她与生俱来就有这么一种能力，一种能在瞬间就能赐予万物极强生命力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">能力，因为生命力已渗透进她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">每一寸灵魂里。
木门突然吱呀一声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">开了，光明铺天盖地<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">侵吞了黑暗。
有一张清瘦而苍白<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">脸映入眼帘，他并没有因突如其来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">亮光而闭上眼睛，而是拼命<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">睁大了眼睛，去适应光，就像是他拼命<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">适应黑暗一样。
他穿着灰色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">长袍，书生装扮，个子很高，儒雅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">气质并未因他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">疲倦损失一毫。
他懒洋洋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">站在那里，就像是一只仍然在沉睡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">狮子。
梅雪苔看到他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">面容时，胸腔狠狠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一疼，她并没有移开视线，而是就那样目不转睛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">看着，她喜欢这种疼，终将习惯，她笑了笑，道：“徐道涵，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">长得跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">父皇真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">很像。”
徐道涵没看她，也没应话，就像是院中只有他，他径直踱到院墙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">角落处，解衣，如厕。
梅雪苔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">脚下踩着一棵枯草，她低头瞧了一眼，移开脚，弯腰，将枯草拨掉，扔在一旁。
徐道涵顺着原路往回踱着，沉重<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">绝望压得他走起来路摇摇晃晃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
梅雪苔正色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“曾经，本宫一直很不喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，不仅因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">嫡长子、太子身份，还因为在众皇子中，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">书读得最多，仁德之贤天下皆知，在百姓和朝臣心中，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是承继大统<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不二人选，难以撼动。”
徐道涵一言不发，往木屋中继续踱着。
梅雪苔笑了笑，道：“就像是曾经，那些女人不喜欢本宫一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道理，无非是自愧不如。”
徐道涵踱回屋中，关上了木门。
梅雪苔并不介意他任何有失身份<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">反常举动，自顾自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“曾经，本宫一直不敢对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">轻举妄动，尽管本宫一心想铲除<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">势力，拥立平王为太子。”
徐道涵默默<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">站在门后，黑暗中他紧闭着眼睛。
梅雪苔道：“就像是曾经，那些女人想除去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。不同<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是，她们敢，她们也很迫不及待。”
徐道涵知道她对那些女人地位<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">威胁，不同<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是，她是凶残<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">豹子，那些女人顶多算是披着狼皮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">羊。
梅雪苔笑得很愉快，道：“本宫耐心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">等待了六年，如今，本宫赢了。”
徐道涵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">头仰了起来，眼睛猛得张开了，六年，真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是一个漫长<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">过程，漫长到他以为他恪守太子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">本分，就能保全，直到，慢慢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，他坚信他只要做好‘太子’，就能安全无事。
梅雪苔一字字<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">败了。”
黑暗像利箭，将徐道涵团团<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">裹住，他不仅败了，没了尊严，还挣扎在垂死<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">边缘，与其苟延喘息，一天一天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">等死，不如一死了之。
梅雪苔一直站在原地未动，姿态很骄傲，笑道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">以为目前这种局面是：成王败寇？”
徐道涵承认他败了，却不认为梅雪苔是赢，赢这个字是为光明磊落<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">君子所准备，她，梅雪苔是个不折不扣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">小人。
梅雪苔道：“不是成王败寇，而是：物竞天择，适者生存。”
徐道涵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">脑中忽然闪过一道光。
梅雪苔道：“本宫之所以能赢，是本宫相信本宫一定会赢，就如同，十余年前身份低微时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">本宫，在后宫之中被肆意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">欺负，多次濒临死亡、苦苦徘徊在绝境中时，本宫坚定<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">相信本宫一定会活着并且将会活得很好一样，只要有一点<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">希望，就要有万念<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">信心，置之死地而后生。”
徐道涵暗忖：<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">也抱有很大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">希望，还满怀信心能顺利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">登上皇位，为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">败了？
梅雪苔道：“有很多人像<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一样，希望与信心并存，却还是失败了，徐道涵，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">失败在什么地方吗？”
徐道涵不知道，但他很想知道。
梅雪苔道：“因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">缺少失败<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">教训，也缺少在艰难<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">环境中生存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">经验，本宫之所以在六年间一直与<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">相安无事，就是为了消磨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">斗志，使<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">疏于防范，让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">自认为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">只要安守本份就能明哲保身。”
徐道涵明白了一些，原来他是败给了自己。
梅雪苔笑了笑，笑得很自然，语气也很自然，道：“本宫也曾败过，败<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">还不止一次。”
徐道涵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">心中燃起了一团新<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">希望，整个人很热血沸腾，因为，她也败过，还不止一次，如今却还能站得那么高，高居皇后凤位。
梅雪苔淡淡地道：“那些让本宫败过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人，都在临死前，亲眼见证过本宫胜利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">辉煌。”
徐道涵知道他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">生母是其中一位。
梅雪苔道：“本宫只读过一点书，这十余年间，有八个字时刻铭记于心，就是：卧薪尝胆，有仇必报。”
徐道涵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">双眼在发亮，嘴角也泛起一丝笑，对，卧薪尝胆，磨练心智，杀母之仇，必将要报！
梅雪苔讥诮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">笑了笑，道：“本宫随时能杀了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。”
徐道涵突然又不想死了。
梅雪苔冷笑道：“本宫之所以还不杀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，就是让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">清楚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">无能。”
徐道涵一怔，无能？
梅雪苔停顿了半晌，得意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">笑道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">根本就没有资格当本宫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">对手，本宫要留着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">见证到本宫更大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">辉煌后，再送<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">去见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">母亲，作为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">多活一段时间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">回报，希望<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">将本宫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">胜利一五一十<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">叙述给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">母亲听。”
徐道涵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">眼睛更亮了，每一寸时间都将化成一线希望，希望之光已在黑暗中跳跃着。
只要活着，就有希望。
到底是见证她更大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">辉煌，还是将她推下悬崖，这还没有定数。
一个女人能置死地而后生，并活得有模有样，他一个男人，凭什么就要放弃？
徐道涵已经因满腔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">希望，而兴奋<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">浑身颤抖。
梅雪苔面朝着阳光，笑了起来，笑得很得意。
徐道涵也笑了，仿佛是重生，灵魂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">重生。
许久，梅雪苔才又开口说话了，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">就不想知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">三位妃子，近来可好？”
徐道涵不想知道，坏消息不如不知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">好。
梅雪苔问：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">喜欢过梅竹子吗？”
徐道涵简直觉得可笑，他当然不会喜欢梅竹子，因为梅竹子是梅雪苔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">侄女。
梅雪苔道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">没有，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">知道梅竹子是本宫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">侄女，所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">自始自终<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">冷落她、疏远她，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">自以为很聪明，其实是大大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">愚蠢。”
徐道涵很想立刻打开木门，问她这句话是什么意思，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">手指刚碰到木门时，梅雪苔已经在说话了。
梅雪苔道：“本宫授意将梅竹子嫁给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时，她才年方十五岁，正是妙龄少女，情窦初开，与<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一样，对文学颇有兴趣，徜若<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">善待她，与她多接触，让她知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不仅是迷人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">男子，还是优秀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">夫君，并巧言讨了她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">芳心，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">就不会落得如此下场。”
徐道涵还是不太理解。
梅雪苔笑了笑，道：“十几岁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">女孩子，一旦爱上一个男人，就会全身心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">投入，不惜一切<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">为所爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人，以她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">聪慧，她一定会千方百计<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">帮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，助<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一臂之力。”
徐道涵懂了，原来，这就是所谓<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">福祸相依，看似一个陷阱，或许是一次转机。
征服一个敌人所得到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">价值，往往比交到一个朋友<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">价值还高。
看穿敌人并刻意提醒自己她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">身份，对她有着主观<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">成见，不如顺其自然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">让她知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">魅力，心甘情愿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">投靠于<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
梅雪苔平静<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“本宫也曾经错过很多次机会，并落得了应有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">下场。”
她接着说：“想活得更好，就要学会不断<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">总结。”
徐道涵突然对梅雪苔有了一种很奇妙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">情绪，像是肃然起敬，尽管她很嚣张，但她也在分享，她清楚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">说出了这场角逐中败<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">根源，以及赢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">答案。
信心、希望、坚持、报仇……，这些都是表面上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">托辞，梅雪苔之所以能赢，答案只有一个，那就是：她做好了足够<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">准备。
梅雪苔道：“书看得多固然好，也要善用。”
徐道涵毫不犹豫<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">打开了木门，就像是他正视强烈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">阳光一样，正视着这个强大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">女人。
这些天他一直憎恨梅雪苔，也对他自己很失望，此时此刻，他浑身充满着力量，一种誓要与她一决高下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">力量。
阳光像是刀子，割开一切混浊，使他更清醒，更振奋。
虽然成功是不可复制<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，但是成功<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人所具备<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">秉性都是一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
徐道涵在不知不觉中，已被梅雪苔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">言语感染了。
梅雪苔迎视着他，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">在书上一定看到过这句：胆欲大而心欲小，智欲圆而行欲方。”
徐道涵当然看到过，出自于，《旧唐书孙思邈传》。
梅雪苔道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">在书上一定还看到过这句：进有退之义，存有亡之机，得有丧之理。”
徐道涵当然也看到过，出自于《贞观政要征伐》。
梅雪苔道：“以及这句：法莫如显，而术不欲见。”
徐道涵知道，它出自于法家思想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">集大成者《韩非子》。
梅雪苔道：“本宫知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">看到过，本宫也知道，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">只是看到过，并不真正懂它们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">内涵。”
徐道涵不得不垂下了头，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">双脚站在阳光能照到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">地方，身子仍旧在黑暗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">屋里。
梅雪苔笑了笑，霍然转身，大步<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">向院外走去。
徐道涵一直崇尚儒家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">学术，梅雪苔为了稳固统治，极力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">推崇儒家，她让百姓和百官知君臣礼讲仁义德，而她所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">个人举动皆是独尊法家，她真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">做到了外儒内法。
在院门外，梅雪苔问：“大皇子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">午膳可曾用过？”
侍女按事先梅雪苔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">吩咐，应道：“回皇后娘娘，大皇子说是胃口不好，午膳便没有用。”
梅雪苔道：“本宫倒有治胃口不好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">良药。”
徐道涵已觉饥饿，只盼着太阳能快些西下，早些享用到晚膳。
梅雪苔故意提高些音量，道：“三日内无需为大皇子备膳，三日后他定能胃口大好。”
侍女道：“是，皇后娘娘。”
徐道涵清楚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">听到了，也无计可施，只好忍受三日，权当是卧薪尝胆了。
梅雪苔走出了太子府，她不允许徐道涵用拒绝用膳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">方式抗议，从而达到自杀目<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，只因为，徐道涵现在还不能死，他要活到该他死<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候，他何时该死，梅雪苔自有安排。
想让谁活着，苦口婆心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">劝说是无济于事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，要让他自己意识到，他应该活着。
梅雪苔做到了，她让徐道涵看到了希望，让他有了活下去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">力量。
梅雪苔有一个习惯：从别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">身上分析失败<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">教训，让它成为自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">提升<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">经验。
侍女掀开马车帘，禀道：“奴婢收到了飞鸽传书，写着：属下已跟踪着流放周子弘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">队伍，请指示。”
梅雪苔道：“先解救周子弘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">夫人，派人将她先护送过来。”
侍女应是。
梅雪苔道：“再解救周子弘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">嫡女，派人将她随后护送过来。”
侍女应是。
梅雪苔笑了笑，又道：“然后，无需多言，只告诉周子弘他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">妻女在<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">手里，请他前来与他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">妻女相见，徜若周子弘爽快<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">答应，立刻全力解救周子弘，徜若他固执<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">谈一些大道理，直接将他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人头带回来，这种不顾妻女安危，只为国不为家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人，纵有治国良方，实也不配多活。”
侍女应是。
皇宫，庄严<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">金色琉璃瓦顶与波动着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">蔚蓝天际，遥相辉映。
临龙宫，静谧。
梅雪苔轻轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">走到水晶棺床旁，像是怕惊扰到正在熟睡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">皇上。
他睡<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">很香很沉。
梅雪苔温柔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">笑了笑，轻声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">明白了，明白了那些年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">为何任别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">女人欺负<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，却不闻不问。”
那些年，她简直恨透了他。
梅雪苔弯下腰，小心翼翼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">抚着他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">脸颊，柔声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“因为，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">要证明给所有人看，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">有资格与<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">并肩，还因为，有些路，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不得不一个人走，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是在磨练<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。”
一滴泪，落在他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">眉心。
有些路，她不得一个人走，尽管寸步难行。
她开始感激那段时间，他看似冷漠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">外表下，有着一颗保护她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">心，让她亲身体验濒临死亡，让她在尔虞<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">诈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">阴谋中挣扎，让她独立而顽强<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">存活。
真心爱一个人，不是时刻将她拥在怀里，不是给她无法无天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">宠溺，而是在一旁看着她向前走，尽管她跌倒了，仍旧满怀深情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">看着她站起来，看着她继续向前走。保护一个人最好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">办法，就是让她学会自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">保护。
不管是爱情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">最高点，还是权利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">最巅峰，女人都需要具备基本素质之一：自立。
梅雪苔站直了，扬起了下巴，深吸了一口气，用力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">闭了一下眼睛，笑了，笑得很骄傲，她俯视着他，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">把徐风来培养成了一个人，一个真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">呢，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">把徐道涵培养成了一个书呆子，一个真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">书呆子。”
教诲徐道涵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">都是朝廷中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">重臣，围绕着皇权与君臣、礼法。
教诲徐风来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">都是侠客、隐士，围绕着人性与世事。
梅雪苔悠然长叹口气，笑了，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">努力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">把徐风来培养成一个优秀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">男人，难道就是为了让他成为别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">女人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">最佳丈夫？”
明月当空，思念像月光一般倾洒着。
任晶莹十分清楚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">知道，徐风来是她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">最佳丈夫。
大孟国，永乾宫。
任晶莹站在屋檐下，邀望着天际，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">双手轻轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">搭在小腹，嘴角微微<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">笑。
还有三个月就能与徐风来团聚了，心里暖暖<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
孟泽安让她住进了永乾宫里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">独院，一日三餐十分丰盛。
急促<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">脚步声传来，是大内总管张子俊，他颇为恭敬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“皇上请<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">前去寝宫侍寝。”
任晶莹轻问：“侍寝？”
张子俊很直白<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">解释道：“侍寝就是陪皇上睡觉。”
任晶莹一怔，陪孟泽安睡觉？
张子俊低声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">道：“请立刻动身，以免惹得皇上动怒。”
任晶莹咬着嘴唇，双手始终搭在小腹上，她不能陪孟泽安睡觉，不能，她是徐风来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">妻，腹中已怀着徐风来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">孩子。
张子俊见她仍旧立在原地，沉声道：“大孟国后宫中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">所有女人都归皇上专有。”
任晶莹轻道：“好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">去。”
谁都身处过‘不能’但‘不得不’<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">局面里，谁都不可例外<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">做一些自己不愿意做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">事。
命运是诡异<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
任晶莹踏出了院，朝着寝宫走去。
寝宫里燃着灯，燃着许多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">灯，将天际照得发亮，像是着火了一般。
任晶莹在黑暗里走着，朝着亮光<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">地方，就像是一只飞蛾，有着扑火<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">本能。