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从西藏到回疆再到准噶尔,从西南到西北再到漠西蒙古,过了一整个严寒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">冬天,休养生息再等待时机,终于是在第二年夏季之前活捉了策妄氏，其后漠北喀尔喀部又在罗刹国策动下生反逆之心，远征大军无奈再一次挥师漠北。
平漠西,平漠北，与罗刹国多次交手,一步一步将之逼退两国边界,转眼间，第三个冬天竟也就这么过去了。
每一回胤禔呈给胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">军报，得到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">回复无一例外都是由他自己做主,胤礽从来不说,只让他自己决定，看着那从来就只有一句话<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">批示，胤禔猜不出胤礽是不是在心里埋怨他，却是自欺欺人地想着他是为了他在外征战，他应当能够体谅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">吧？
只是私底下写给胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">家书却从来得不到回应，三年了，胤礽没给他回过一封信，无数个辗转反侧夜不能寐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">深夜里，他只能抓紧胤礽送他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">那块玉佩在手心，才能得到一点点<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">安慰。
第四年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">春天，是胤祺先受不了提出：“大哥，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们都出来这么久了，该打<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">仗也都打了，还不能回去吗？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">不想他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">还想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">媳妇呢。”
胤禔怎么可能不想胤礽，只是时间越是久，他便越是觉得自己没脸去见他，当初离开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时候明明答应过他半年就回去，可如今第七个半年也快要过去了。
胤祺劝他：“皇上那么高傲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">人，他不肯低头，难道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">也要这样一直跟他拧着吗？还是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">当真打算一辈子都不回去了？”
“当然不是！”胤禔下意识地否认，怎么可能一辈子不回去，他想胤礽想得都快要发了疯。
“那就回去吧，”胤祺顿了一下，又道：“昨日<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">收到京里来信，皇上已经收了大哥<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">大格格为养女还封了和硕公主指了婚，今年夏天就要下嫁漠南蒙古了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">总不能连自己女儿出嫁也不出现吧，还有就是，皇上已经下了旨进行大选，看意思似乎是……要充盈后宫。”
胤禔微愣了愣，问道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">都是真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">？”
“当然是真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”胤祺心说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">再不回去，二哥怕就当真要抛弃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">了。
手指渐渐收进了手心里用力握了紧，胤禔抿着唇犹豫了片刻，轻轻一叹：“那就回去吧。”
既然决定了要回去，便也不再耽搁，当即下了令，三日之后全军开拔，已最快<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">速度回了京去。
而他回到京里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时候正是春末夏初，府上人见到他回来俱是又惊又喜，三年不见已经出落得亭亭玉立是大姑娘了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">大女儿亲热地上来挽住了他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">手。
“阿玛，您可算是回来了，您要再不回来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">嫁去蒙古之后就去找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，拉也要把您给拉回来。”
胤禔哭笑不得：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">胡说什么呢？”
大格格抱怨：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">才没有胡说，您是不知道汗阿玛他……”
说到最后声音渐渐小了下去，没有说完便又停住了。
大格格已经被胤礽收为了养女封了公主，所以他嘴里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">汗阿玛指<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">自然就是胤礽，胤禔听她提起胤礽，身子微一僵，嘴唇动了动，声音几乎颤抖，问道：“他怎么了？”
大格格低下了头，红了眼睛：“汗阿玛身子很不好，而且越来越不爱说话了，每回<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">问他是不是生病了，他总说自己没事，可是他那副样子，明明就是病了……”
胤禔闻言心口处一疼，眼眶瞬间便也跟着红了：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">……都是真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">？”
“是真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，阿玛，您去看看他吧，求您了。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">这就去。”
连衣服也来不及换，胤禔转身就出了门上了马车直奔皇宫而去。
好在当年胤礽给他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">进宫令牌还在，守门<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">侍卫也没有为难他，很痛快地放了他进去，一路上他想了无数<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">可能，却怎么也没想到，亲眼所见闭着眼靠在榻上似是睡着了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">他朝思暮想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">人，远比他女儿说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">病得还要严重。
不知不觉间眼泪便也已经夺眶而出，曾经在他最狼狈最落魄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时候他也没有掉过一滴眼泪，如今却只觉得整个心脏都被人给掐住了，疼得他快要窒息。
胤礽听到声响，慢慢睁开了眼，却没有看他，只不咸不淡地道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">回来了。”
时隔三年，他们重逢，却只有一句不带任何感情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">回来了’。
胤禔在胤礽面前跪了下去，拉住了他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一只手，哽咽道：“保成，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">打<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">随便怎样都可以，只求<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">别用这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">态度对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”
胤礽淡然抽回手，微摇了摇头：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">回去吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">没力气招呼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”
“保成，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">到底怎么了……”
手指摩挲上他苍白没有半点血色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">脸颊，身下之人消瘦得让他心惊，他怎么也不明白，不过三年而已，他记忆里一直意气风发肆意张扬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">太子爷皇帝陛下怎么会变成如今这样。
这一回胤礽没有挥开他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">手，闭着眼，睫毛却在轻颤。
胤禔心中更痛，流着泪将他拥进怀里，一个轻吻落在了眼睛之上。
泪水滴落在了胤礽脸颊，胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">唇角动了动，终是轻叹一声，伸手回拥住了他。
胤禔没有在宫里待多久，胤礽说自己累了想睡了，执意要他离开，胤禔见他坚持，便也不好再留，离开皇宫后便直奔太医院而去，再一次将那给胤礽诊治<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">邓太医给提了出来。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">给爷说实话，皇上到底得了什么病！”
“没……”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">少糊弄爷！”
胤禔双目通红，眼里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">焦急与担心后隐着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">全是怒气，邓太医看得双腿一软，当下便跪了下去求饶：“王爷，您放过老臣吧，老臣也是逼不得已，老臣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">身家性命都在皇上手里，老臣不敢说啊！您若是当真想知道，您就去问何公公吧，皇上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">事情，他比老臣清楚啊！”
胤禔愣了片刻，一咬牙，转身又进了宫去，在西暖阁门口堵住了手里端着药就准备进门去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">何玉柱，不由分说地截过了他手里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">药碗，冷冷问道：“这到底是什么药？”
何玉柱尴尬不已，支支吾吾道：“皇……皇上这几日没睡好，染了风……风寒，这药就是寻常<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">……”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">还敢骗爷！”胤禔用力摔了药碗，乌黑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">药汁洒了一地。
“奴……奴才当真不知道，这是太医给开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">药，奴才只是按着太医<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">叮嘱给皇上熬药而已，还请王爷不要为难奴才。”何玉柱声音在颤抖，却依旧咬紧了牙不说实情。
胤禔气得想杀人，里头另出来几个太监将胤禔拦住，面无表情道：“皇上说了，他要歇着，还请王爷出宫回府去。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">不回去！<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们都给爷让开！”
那几个太监并不买他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">帐，示意之下，一旁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">侍卫就抽出了剑，横到了他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">面前。
何玉柱去重新熬了药来给胤礽，低声与他禀报：“王爷一直在外头，他说您若是不肯见他与他把事情说清楚，他就一直在那站着。”
“那就让他站着吧。”胤礽靠在床头假寐，心中却是烦躁不已，何玉小心观察了一番他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">神色，犹豫片刻，又退了下去。
入夜之后，眼见着西暖阁里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">烛火亮了起来，在殿外站了已经有几个时辰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">胤禔再一次叫了人进去跟胤礽说求见。
等了一刻钟，才出来人带了他进去，却是见不着人，只隔了屏风与他对话。
胤禔问他：“保成，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">到底怎么了？为什么不肯让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">留下来？”
胤礽哑着嗓子答道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">没事，方才睡了一觉才醒，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">在旁边扰着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">会睡不安稳。”
胤禔一愣，睡不安稳吗？三年前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时候明明还说着有他陪着能安心一些。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">身体怎么样了？为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">会廋了这么多？”
一阵沉默，过了半响，胤礽才慢慢答道：“没有大碍，就是政事繁忙，劳心劳力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">看着清减了些。”
胤礽如今这样子哪里只是清减了一些，胤禔微低下头，止住眼里又要夺眶而出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">眼泪，一半是为胤礽心疼，一半是因为他不肯告诉自己。
“保成……”
“其实也没什么大不了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，”胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">声音里带上了几分自嘲之意：“就当是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">弑父夺位<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">报应吧，人活一世终究也是要死<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，早几年晚几年又有什么差别。”
“那不是……”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">别说了，回去吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">想继续歇着了。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">是不是在埋怨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">？”
“是，当初<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">留下来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">不肯，现在……也就无所谓了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">回去吧。”
胤禔心中酸涩不已，想解释却说不出话来，到底是他撇下他走<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，也是他失约了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">睡吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">不走，也不扰着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，就在这外头陪着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”
胤礽没有再说，翻了个身，慢慢闭起了眼睛，眼角一滴水珠无声滑落。
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平漠西,平漠北，与罗刹国多次交手,一步一步将之逼退两国边界,转眼间，第三个冬天竟也就这么过去了。
每一回胤禔呈给胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">军报，得到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">回复无一例外都是由他自己做主,胤礽从来不说,只让他自己决定，看着那从来就只有一句话<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">批示，胤禔猜不出胤礽是不是在心里埋怨他，却是自欺欺人地想着他是为了他在外征战，他应当能够体谅<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">吧？
只是私底下写给胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">家书却从来得不到回应，三年了，胤礽没给他回过一封信，无数个辗转反侧夜不能寐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">深夜里，他只能抓紧胤礽送他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">那块玉佩在手心，才能得到一点点<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">安慰。
第四年<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">春天，是胤祺先受不了提出：“大哥，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们都出来这么久了，该打<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">仗也都打了，还不能回去吗？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">不想他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">还想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">媳妇呢。”
胤禔怎么可能不想胤礽，只是时间越是久，他便越是觉得自己没脸去见他，当初离开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时候明明答应过他半年就回去，可如今第七个半年也快要过去了。
胤祺劝他：“皇上那么高傲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">人，他不肯低头，难道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">也要这样一直跟他拧着吗？还是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">当真打算一辈子都不回去了？”
“当然不是！”胤禔下意识地否认，怎么可能一辈子不回去，他想胤礽想得都快要发了疯。
“那就回去吧，”胤祺顿了一下，又道：“昨日<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">收到京里来信，皇上已经收了大哥<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">大格格为养女还封了和硕公主指了婚，今年夏天就要下嫁漠南蒙古了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">总不能连自己女儿出嫁也不出现吧，还有就是，皇上已经下了旨进行大选，看意思似乎是……要充盈后宫。”
胤禔微愣了愣，问道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">都是真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">？”
“当然是真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”胤祺心说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">再不回去，二哥怕就当真要抛弃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">了。
手指渐渐收进了手心里用力握了紧，胤禔抿着唇犹豫了片刻，轻轻一叹：“那就回去吧。”
既然决定了要回去，便也不再耽搁，当即下了令，三日之后全军开拔，已最快<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">速度回了京去。
而他回到京里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时候正是春末夏初，府上人见到他回来俱是又惊又喜，三年不见已经出落得亭亭玉立是大姑娘了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">大女儿亲热地上来挽住了他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">手。
“阿玛，您可算是回来了，您要再不回来，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">嫁去蒙古之后就去找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，拉也要把您给拉回来。”
胤禔哭笑不得：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">胡说什么呢？”
大格格抱怨：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">才没有胡说，您是不知道汗阿玛他……”
说到最后声音渐渐小了下去，没有说完便又停住了。
大格格已经被胤礽收为了养女封了公主，所以他嘴里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">汗阿玛指<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">自然就是胤礽，胤禔听她提起胤礽，身子微一僵，嘴唇动了动，声音几乎颤抖，问道：“他怎么了？”
大格格低下了头，红了眼睛：“汗阿玛身子很不好，而且越来越不爱说话了，每回<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">问他是不是生病了，他总说自己没事，可是他那副样子，明明就是病了……”
胤禔闻言心口处一疼，眼眶瞬间便也跟着红了：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">……都是真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">？”
“是真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，阿玛，您去看看他吧，求您了。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">这就去。”
连衣服也来不及换，胤禔转身就出了门上了马车直奔皇宫而去。
好在当年胤礽给他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">进宫令牌还在，守门<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">侍卫也没有为难他，很痛快地放了他进去，一路上他想了无数<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">可能，却怎么也没想到，亲眼所见闭着眼靠在榻上似是睡着了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">他朝思暮想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">人，远比他女儿说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">病得还要严重。
不知不觉间眼泪便也已经夺眶而出，曾经在他最狼狈最落魄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时候他也没有掉过一滴眼泪，如今却只觉得整个心脏都被人给掐住了，疼得他快要窒息。
胤礽听到声响，慢慢睁开了眼，却没有看他，只不咸不淡地道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">回来了。”
时隔三年，他们重逢，却只有一句不带任何感情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">回来了’。
胤禔在胤礽面前跪了下去，拉住了他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">一只手，哽咽道：“保成，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">骂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">打<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">随便怎样都可以，只求<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">别用这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">态度对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”
胤礽淡然抽回手，微摇了摇头：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">回去吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">没力气招呼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”
“保成，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">到底怎么了……”
手指摩挲上他苍白没有半点血色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">脸颊，身下之人消瘦得让他心惊，他怎么也不明白，不过三年而已，他记忆里一直意气风发肆意张扬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">太子爷皇帝陛下怎么会变成如今这样。
这一回胤礽没有挥开他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">手，闭着眼，睫毛却在轻颤。
胤禔心中更痛，流着泪将他拥进怀里，一个轻吻落在了眼睛之上。
泪水滴落在了胤礽脸颊，胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">唇角动了动，终是轻叹一声，伸手回拥住了他。
胤禔没有在宫里待多久，胤礽说自己累了想睡了，执意要他离开，胤禔见他坚持，便也不好再留，离开皇宫后便直奔太医院而去，再一次将那给胤礽诊治<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">邓太医给提了出来。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">给爷说实话，皇上到底得了什么病！”
“没……”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">少糊弄爷！”
胤禔双目通红，眼里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">焦急与担心后隐着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">全是怒气，邓太医看得双腿一软，当下便跪了下去求饶：“王爷，您放过老臣吧，老臣也是逼不得已，老臣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">身家性命都在皇上手里，老臣不敢说啊！您若是当真想知道，您就去问何公公吧，皇上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">事情，他比老臣清楚啊！”
胤禔愣了片刻，一咬牙，转身又进了宫去，在西暖阁门口堵住了手里端着药就准备进门去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">何玉柱，不由分说地截过了他手里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">药碗，冷冷问道：“这到底是什么药？”
何玉柱尴尬不已，支支吾吾道：“皇……皇上这几日没睡好，染了风……风寒，这药就是寻常<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">……”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">还敢骗爷！”胤禔用力摔了药碗，乌黑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">药汁洒了一地。
“奴……奴才当真不知道，这是太医给开<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">药，奴才只是按着太医<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">叮嘱给皇上熬药而已，还请王爷不要为难奴才。”何玉柱声音在颤抖，却依旧咬紧了牙不说实情。
胤禔气得想杀人，里头另出来几个太监将胤禔拦住，面无表情道：“皇上说了，他要歇着，还请王爷出宫回府去。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">不回去！<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">们都给爷让开！”
那几个太监并不买他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">帐，示意之下，一旁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">侍卫就抽出了剑，横到了他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">面前。
何玉柱去重新熬了药来给胤礽，低声与他禀报：“王爷一直在外头，他说您若是不肯见他与他把事情说清楚，他就一直在那站着。”
“那就让他站着吧。”胤礽靠在床头假寐，心中却是烦躁不已，何玉小心观察了一番他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">神色，犹豫片刻，又退了下去。
入夜之后，眼见着西暖阁里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">烛火亮了起来，在殿外站了已经有几个时辰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">胤禔再一次叫了人进去跟胤礽说求见。
等了一刻钟，才出来人带了他进去，却是见不着人，只隔了屏风与他对话。
胤禔问他：“保成，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">到底怎么了？为什么不肯让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">留下来？”
胤礽哑着嗓子答道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">没事，方才睡了一觉才醒，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">在旁边扰着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">会睡不安稳。”
胤禔一愣，睡不安稳吗？三年前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">时候明明还说着有他陪着能安心一些。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">身体怎么样了？为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">会廋了这么多？”
一阵沉默，过了半响，胤礽才慢慢答道：“没有大碍，就是政事繁忙，劳心劳力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">看着清减了些。”
胤礽如今这样子哪里只是清减了一些，胤禔微低下头，止住眼里又要夺眶而出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">眼泪，一半是为胤礽心疼，一半是因为他不肯告诉自己。
“保成……”
“其实也没什么大不了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，”胤礽<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">声音里带上了几分自嘲之意：“就当是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">弑父夺位<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">报应吧，人活一世终究也是要死<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，早几年晚几年又有什么差别。”
“那不是……”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">别说了，回去吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">想继续歇着了。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">是不是在埋怨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">？”
“是，当初<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">留下来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">不肯，现在……也就无所谓了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">回去吧。”
胤禔心中酸涩不已，想解释却说不出话来，到底是他撇下他走<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，也是他失约了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">睡吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">不走，也不扰着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">，就在这外头陪着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comf69352c5b8">。”
胤礽没有再说，翻了个身，慢慢闭起了眼睛，眼角一滴水珠无声滑落。
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