正文 117第一百一十六章
第一百一十六章
当飞机到达中国首都<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候,藤原紫苑拉着简单<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">行礼走出机场,看着如前世看到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">图片视屏中一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">景色,即使还未看到更多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">地方,她内心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">激动一点都不少。
外国<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">景色再美，在她心里，中国都是她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">根。在成为藤原紫苑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">那瞬间,她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">确高兴自己自由了，但是回到中国,她才发现自己这一刻才有解脱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">感觉。
想来,灵魂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">解脱才算是真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">解脱吧！
入住订好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">酒店，给家里人、朋友和敦贺莲打过电话之后，藤原紫苑又给涉谷丽子打了一个电话,等问过之后,她才发现她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">暂退虽然使这件绯闻暂告一个段落，不过歌迷却不同意，最近闹得有些凶。
“紫苑，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">要不要回来一趟？”电话另一头<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">涉谷丽子生怕藤原紫苑不管不顾地一走了之坏了她在歌迷心中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">地位，就轻声劝她回来。
藤原紫苑若是没走，指不定还会出来说上两句，但是现在已经离开了，自然不会再回去一趟，毕竟她想了很久<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">旅程才刚刚开始，她不想就这样结束。到不是歌迷不值得她回去一趟，而是她不想就此中断自己盼了这么多年发旅程，至于歌迷，她觉得还有其他方法可以解决。
“不了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">会从网向歌迷致歉，另外这次旅行也是新歌诞生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一个过程，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">相信只要诚心，他们应该会理解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">难处<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。”
“可是紫苑，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">事业正值上升期，这个时候……”
“涉谷小姐，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">会轻易改变主意，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">现在就不会站在别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">国家了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">相信喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人会一直喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，若是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一走就放弃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">想也不值得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">那般重视。”她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一生不是为了别人而活，所以她不会活在迁就里，为了别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">想法而不断地改变自己。
她一直觉得，人有些方面能改，有些方面却不能改，就好像婚姻一样，若是女方一味地为了男人改变自己，从而忘了自己，使得最后身边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">男人都认不出面前这个人是不是还是他爱得那个人。
她不想这样，她想做自己，不管好还是坏，她都想保留，即使知道不好，她还是想做最真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">自己。
“可是……”歌迷就是歌手成功<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一个基础，没有了歌迷，歌手唱得再好也是孤方自赏。
“涉谷小姐，没有可是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不是为了别人而活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">只为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">自己而活，如果因此告别这个圈子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">也不会后悔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，所以这件事就不用再说了。不过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">会在微博上定期更新自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">近况，能接受<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">接受，不能接受，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">也不勉强。”她不是自大，她只是想做真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">自己。
以前，为了让大家认可她和敦贺莲，她不断往前，却忘了她真正要在乎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是敦贺莲爱不爱她，而不是别人看他们配不配。
涉谷丽子与藤原紫苑相处有段时间了，她还是了解藤原紫苑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，所以从她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">语气里，她能听到她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">坚定。“好吧，有什么情况<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">会第一时间通知<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。”
“谢谢。”
“坐了这么久<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">飞机，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">也累了，早点休息吧，再见。”
“再见。”
挂上电话，站在落地窗前，看着远处<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">风景，藤原紫苑宛尔一笑，良久回身，坐到电脑前发表了片心情日记，算是对自己这次旅程开始<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一个感想，有喜悦，有期待，也有对家人、朋友和歌迷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">歉意，只是路已开始，她就不想轻易地结束。
等藤原紫苑休息之后，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">这篇日记转载次数不到一会儿就破了百万，而且次数还在明显增加，另外也有很多人在下方发表了自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">看法，虽然不是全部同意，但大部分<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人都支持藤原紫苑踏上旅程。
谁还能没个梦想，而且藤原紫苑也说了，心情促使她不能好好完成自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">创作，也许在新<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">环境里，她就能给大家呈现出更好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">作品。不过网上吵得再凶，藤原紫苑是不可能知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，她现在一夜好眠，养足了精神，正背着背包往自己住得地方走去，只是她不知道在这个时空，是否还会有她原来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">那个家。
曾经她试着在小院<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">高空往外看，只是一次，没看多清楚就被爷爷发现了，从此，她再无机会到空中去看看，只是那一瞬间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">景色一直在她脑海里盘旋，现在走在同样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">路上，路上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">景色很好，只是没有半点熟悉之感。
走在小路上，藤原紫苑出色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">外表还是引来不少人注意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">目光<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，但是她没有在意，毕竟做为一个艺人，首先要适应<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">就是别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">目光，而她早已经习惯了，所以并没有任何<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不适应。
一路走来，到达目<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">地<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候，看着那陌生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">门牌，陌生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">大门，藤原紫苑才发现自己内心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">某一处一直想着能能跟以前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">亲人再见一面，只是上天并没有听到她这个祈求，鼻子发酸，眼眶发红，有那一瞬间，她真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">很想冲进去看看，是不是连一丝熟悉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">景色都找不到了。只是她最终还是忍下来了，毕竟这里不再是她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家，她也没有权力去闯别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家。
“爷爷，哥哥，请放心，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">在另一个世界过得很幸福，有爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家人、朋友，还有一个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">爱也爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">男人，只是遗憾<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们看不到这幕，不过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">会一直幸福下去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们也要一直幸福才行。”
旋身<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">瞬间，藤原紫苑眼角<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">泪水再也忍不住滑落一下来，只是她没有再转身，亦或者回首，不过看似潇洒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">背影却包含着化不开得寂寥和悲伤，让见到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人都忍不住难过。
在首都没有找到那个也曾经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家，说藤原紫苑不失望是不可能<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，但是她还是能接受这一切<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，毕竟来之前她就有过这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">心理准备，所以她虽然难过却也不是不能接受。花了一天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时间平复自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">心情，等到再出酒店<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">房门，她并开始了自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">旅程，专心欣赏这里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">风景，并且将自己觉得印象深刻、好玩又有意义<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">地方一一标注拍摄下来放到微博上面，同大家一起分享。
远在东京<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">忍足侑士他们都时刻关注着藤原紫苑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">动向，每次她一有新动向，他们都是最早看到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人，看着照片里笑容灿烂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">藤原紫苑，他们心安<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">同时也燃起了想要去中国旅行<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">想法。私下里他们一合计，发现说不参加<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人竟然没有，如此，迹部景吾响指一打，就替所有人决定了假期后去找藤原紫苑汇合了。
忍足瑛士他们自幸村家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">事情解决之后，除了关注藤原紫苑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">动向，另一方面就是配合忍足侑士<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">计划打击幸村家，因着有迹部等人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">帮忙（后来大家都知道了），他们虽然和幸村家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">生意不沾边，但是出手也精准，每次都有收拾，这到是让幸村龙一变得焦头烂额，怎么也弄不明白，好好地，这生意说不成就不成了，但是人家要跟迹部家、凤家这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">大家族合作，他们能怎么样，虽说他们幸村家也不是什么无名之辈，但是比起这些大家族来说，他们还真无法相提并论。
私下里幸村龙一不是没找过人帮忙，只是人家不买帐，他也没法，不过好在他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">生意还不算一塌糊涂，不然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">话，他们一家人就真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">只有喝东北风了。
说到这里，就不得不提一下幸村夫人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">境况了。绯闻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">事情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">确是解决了，不过她却不能安生。
俗话说得好，若要人不知，除非己莫为。而她不仅做了，还变本加厉，不知悔改，即使柳莲二想瞒，可是忍足侑士他们哪里容得这事让他们瞒下去，等他们一推动，幸村夫人周边该知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，不该知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">都知道了。
幸村龙一之所以没有动作是因为他现在生意一团糟，没有时间理会幸村夫人，而幸村精市他们兄妹因着幸村夫人是自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">亲生母亲，心里即使有想法，面上也不能说什么，但是相处时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">行为举止进而均透着疏离和冷淡，这对于幸村夫人来说才是真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">折磨吧，特别是当她想方设法地想要靠近儿女，却被他们推得更远<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候，她只觉得自己快要疯了。
“精市、纱织，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们到底是怎么了，妈妈只是想跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们说说话，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们难道连跟妈妈说话都不愿意吗？”幸村夫人本来是想给儿女时间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，但是时间过去一个星期了，他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">态度越来越冷淡，这叫她怎么受得了。这不，趁着星期天休息，她一早就堵去了儿女准备出门<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">机会，想要跟他们好好谈谈。
幸村精市看了一眼别过头<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">妹妹，心里一阵苦涩，嘴上却扬着一抹温和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">微笑道：“妈妈怎么会这么想，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们只是约好柳他们一起去训练，等过段时间，大家都闲了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们再陪妈妈好好聊天。”
“什么训练这么重要，妈妈问过了，这段时间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们根本就没有比赛？”幸村夫人是打定主意要把话说开，所以很自然地她就把幸村精市说得理由给回绝了。
幸村纱织现如今对自己母亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">行为非常地不理解，她是爱自己母亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，但是她不喜欢他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">幸福是建立在别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">痛苦上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，特别是她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">出生只是为了跟表姐藤原紫苑争宠。若是对方是自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">父亲也就罢了，可笑地是对方不是她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">父亲。
有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候，她甚至会在想，若是母亲没有那般疯狂地爱着那个男人，她是不是就没有出生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">机会了？虽然这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">想法疯狂地侵蚀着她，可是她还是忍着自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">脾气，努力不去刺激或者找自己母亲要个答案，但是她能忍，不代表她就喜欢被人这般步步紧逼着追问。
“没有比赛就不能练习吗？哥哥他们以前也是这样啊，每天不断地努力，不断地训练，就是为了在有比赛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候夺得好成绩，这有什么不对吗？还值得妈妈特地去打听。”
幸村精市不愿意母亲和妹妹站在敌对面，伸手扯了一下妹妹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">胳膊，把她拉到身后，才道：“妈妈，纱织最近心情有点不好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不要介意，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">确是商量好要一起训练<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，就先走了。”
幸村夫人还想说什么，但是幸村精市已经拖着神情有些激动<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">幸村纱织离开了家。
走出客厅，等到了家门口，幸村纱织很是不高兴地甩开幸村精市<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">手，语气有些激烈地道：“哥哥，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不明白，为什么妈妈到这个地步还这么理所当然，难道她不会愧疚吗？紫苑表姐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家是她一手毁掉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，那是两条人命啊，而且不说以前，就说现在，紫苑表姐为了她连事业都暂停了，她难道连一声感谢都不会说吗？”
“纱织，以后不要说这些话了，妈妈做什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们都管不了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们能做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">就是尽量把损失和伤害降到最低。”幸村精市比幸村纱织成熟，他自然了解家里这段时间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">变化，不过他没有想任何方法阻止，也不过是想让为紫苑出气<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人好好地出一口气，至于他们家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">损失，都是应该<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
伤害了别人，哪里还能像以前一样活得自在。
“可是哥哥，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">做不到像以前那样对妈妈，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">只要一想到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">出生只是为了让她争得一个她喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">男人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">注意力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">连叫她一声妈妈都觉得无法启齿。”那是她心里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">痛，她一直以为自己是父母心目中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">小公主，可谁知道真实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">情况是这样呢！
“纱织……”面对妹妹发红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">眼眶，幸村精市也不知道说什么安慰她了，毕竟这都是事实，而且最让他们觉得无语<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是那个让幸村夫人拼死拼活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">男人从来就没有给过她任何<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">希望。
“哥哥，不要勉强<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，这真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">已经是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">最大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">让步了，若是让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">跟母亲像以前一样，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">做不到。”
上前搂着妹妹瘦小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">身子，幸村精市难过闭上眼睛，良久才道：“好，哥哥不勉强<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，不过以前若是觉得无法相处，就直接避开好了。”
“恩。”
兄妹俩说完这样，整理好情绪才从家门口离开。只是他们都没有发现原本还在客厅里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">幸村夫人因着不死心追了出来，到了这边因着听到紫苑表姐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家是她一手毁掉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">这一句话而止住了步子，等到她听完所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">话后，她发现自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">心跳在一瞬间不仅加快了很多，她以为这些事瞒得很好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，没想到还是让他们知道了，这怎么可能？
难道是藤原紫苑？
不对，她离开东京了，应该没有时间跟精市他们见面才是，那是……，对，是忍足家！
那些该死<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家伙，就是看不得她过得好，她一定不会放过他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
当飞机到达中国首都<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候,藤原紫苑拉着简单<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">行礼走出机场,看着如前世看到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">图片视屏中一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">景色,即使还未看到更多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">地方,她内心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">激动一点都不少。
外国<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">景色再美，在她心里，中国都是她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">根。在成为藤原紫苑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">那瞬间,她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">确高兴自己自由了，但是回到中国,她才发现自己这一刻才有解脱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">感觉。
想来,灵魂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">解脱才算是真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">解脱吧！
入住订好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">酒店，给家里人、朋友和敦贺莲打过电话之后，藤原紫苑又给涉谷丽子打了一个电话,等问过之后,她才发现她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">暂退虽然使这件绯闻暂告一个段落，不过歌迷却不同意，最近闹得有些凶。
“紫苑，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">要不要回来一趟？”电话另一头<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">涉谷丽子生怕藤原紫苑不管不顾地一走了之坏了她在歌迷心中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">地位，就轻声劝她回来。
藤原紫苑若是没走，指不定还会出来说上两句，但是现在已经离开了，自然不会再回去一趟，毕竟她想了很久<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">旅程才刚刚开始，她不想就这样结束。到不是歌迷不值得她回去一趟，而是她不想就此中断自己盼了这么多年发旅程，至于歌迷，她觉得还有其他方法可以解决。
“不了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">会从网向歌迷致歉，另外这次旅行也是新歌诞生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一个过程，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">相信只要诚心，他们应该会理解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">难处<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。”
“可是紫苑，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">事业正值上升期，这个时候……”
“涉谷小姐，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">会轻易改变主意，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">现在就不会站在别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">国家了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">相信喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人会一直喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，若是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一走就放弃<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">想也不值得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">那般重视。”她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一生不是为了别人而活，所以她不会活在迁就里，为了别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">想法而不断地改变自己。
她一直觉得，人有些方面能改，有些方面却不能改，就好像婚姻一样，若是女方一味地为了男人改变自己，从而忘了自己，使得最后身边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">男人都认不出面前这个人是不是还是他爱得那个人。
她不想这样，她想做自己，不管好还是坏，她都想保留，即使知道不好，她还是想做最真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">自己。
“可是……”歌迷就是歌手成功<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一个基础，没有了歌迷，歌手唱得再好也是孤方自赏。
“涉谷小姐，没有可是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不是为了别人而活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">只为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">自己而活，如果因此告别这个圈子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">也不会后悔<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，所以这件事就不用再说了。不过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">会在微博上定期更新自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">近况，能接受<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">接受，不能接受，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">也不勉强。”她不是自大，她只是想做真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">自己。
以前，为了让大家认可她和敦贺莲，她不断往前，却忘了她真正要在乎<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是敦贺莲爱不爱她，而不是别人看他们配不配。
涉谷丽子与藤原紫苑相处有段时间了，她还是了解藤原紫苑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，所以从她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">语气里，她能听到她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">坚定。“好吧，有什么情况<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">会第一时间通知<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。”
“谢谢。”
“坐了这么久<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">飞机，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">也累了，早点休息吧，再见。”
“再见。”
挂上电话，站在落地窗前，看着远处<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">风景，藤原紫苑宛尔一笑，良久回身，坐到电脑前发表了片心情日记，算是对自己这次旅程开始<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">一个感想，有喜悦，有期待，也有对家人、朋友和歌迷<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">歉意，只是路已开始，她就不想轻易地结束。
等藤原紫苑休息之后，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">这篇日记转载次数不到一会儿就破了百万，而且次数还在明显增加，另外也有很多人在下方发表了自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">看法，虽然不是全部同意，但大部分<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人都支持藤原紫苑踏上旅程。
谁还能没个梦想，而且藤原紫苑也说了，心情促使她不能好好完成自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">创作，也许在新<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">环境里，她就能给大家呈现出更好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">作品。不过网上吵得再凶，藤原紫苑是不可能知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，她现在一夜好眠，养足了精神，正背着背包往自己住得地方走去，只是她不知道在这个时空，是否还会有她原来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">那个家。
曾经她试着在小院<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">高空往外看，只是一次，没看多清楚就被爷爷发现了，从此，她再无机会到空中去看看，只是那一瞬间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">景色一直在她脑海里盘旋，现在走在同样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">路上，路上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">景色很好，只是没有半点熟悉之感。
走在小路上，藤原紫苑出色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">外表还是引来不少人注意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">目光<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，但是她没有在意，毕竟做为一个艺人，首先要适应<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">就是别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">目光，而她早已经习惯了，所以并没有任何<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不适应。
一路走来，到达目<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">地<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候，看着那陌生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">门牌，陌生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">大门，藤原紫苑才发现自己内心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">某一处一直想着能能跟以前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">亲人再见一面，只是上天并没有听到她这个祈求，鼻子发酸，眼眶发红，有那一瞬间，她真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">很想冲进去看看，是不是连一丝熟悉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">景色都找不到了。只是她最终还是忍下来了，毕竟这里不再是她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家，她也没有权力去闯别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家。
“爷爷，哥哥，请放心，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">在另一个世界过得很幸福，有爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家人、朋友，还有一个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">爱也爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">男人，只是遗憾<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们看不到这幕，不过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">会一直幸福下去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们也要一直幸福才行。”
旋身<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">瞬间，藤原紫苑眼角<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">泪水再也忍不住滑落一下来，只是她没有再转身，亦或者回首，不过看似潇洒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">背影却包含着化不开得寂寥和悲伤，让见到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人都忍不住难过。
在首都没有找到那个也曾经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家，说藤原紫苑不失望是不可能<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，但是她还是能接受这一切<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，毕竟来之前她就有过这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">心理准备，所以她虽然难过却也不是不能接受。花了一天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时间平复自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">心情，等到再出酒店<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">房门，她并开始了自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">旅程，专心欣赏这里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">风景，并且将自己觉得印象深刻、好玩又有意义<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">地方一一标注拍摄下来放到微博上面，同大家一起分享。
远在东京<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">忍足侑士他们都时刻关注着藤原紫苑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">动向，每次她一有新动向，他们都是最早看到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人，看着照片里笑容灿烂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">藤原紫苑，他们心安<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">同时也燃起了想要去中国旅行<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">想法。私下里他们一合计，发现说不参加<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人竟然没有，如此，迹部景吾响指一打，就替所有人决定了假期后去找藤原紫苑汇合了。
忍足瑛士他们自幸村家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">事情解决之后，除了关注藤原紫苑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">动向，另一方面就是配合忍足侑士<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">计划打击幸村家，因着有迹部等人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">帮忙（后来大家都知道了），他们虽然和幸村家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">生意不沾边，但是出手也精准，每次都有收拾，这到是让幸村龙一变得焦头烂额，怎么也弄不明白，好好地，这生意说不成就不成了，但是人家要跟迹部家、凤家这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">大家族合作，他们能怎么样，虽说他们幸村家也不是什么无名之辈，但是比起这些大家族来说，他们还真无法相提并论。
私下里幸村龙一不是没找过人帮忙，只是人家不买帐，他也没法，不过好在他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">生意还不算一塌糊涂，不然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">话，他们一家人就真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">只有喝东北风了。
说到这里，就不得不提一下幸村夫人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">境况了。绯闻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">事情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">确是解决了，不过她却不能安生。
俗话说得好，若要人不知，除非己莫为。而她不仅做了，还变本加厉，不知悔改，即使柳莲二想瞒，可是忍足侑士他们哪里容得这事让他们瞒下去，等他们一推动，幸村夫人周边该知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，不该知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">都知道了。
幸村龙一之所以没有动作是因为他现在生意一团糟，没有时间理会幸村夫人，而幸村精市他们兄妹因着幸村夫人是自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">亲生母亲，心里即使有想法，面上也不能说什么，但是相处时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">行为举止进而均透着疏离和冷淡，这对于幸村夫人来说才是真正<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">折磨吧，特别是当她想方设法地想要靠近儿女，却被他们推得更远<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候，她只觉得自己快要疯了。
“精市、纱织，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们到底是怎么了，妈妈只是想跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们说说话，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们难道连跟妈妈说话都不愿意吗？”幸村夫人本来是想给儿女时间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，但是时间过去一个星期了，他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">态度越来越冷淡，这叫她怎么受得了。这不，趁着星期天休息，她一早就堵去了儿女准备出门<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">机会，想要跟他们好好谈谈。
幸村精市看了一眼别过头<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">妹妹，心里一阵苦涩，嘴上却扬着一抹温和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">微笑道：“妈妈怎么会这么想，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们只是约好柳他们一起去训练，等过段时间，大家都闲了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们再陪妈妈好好聊天。”
“什么训练这么重要，妈妈问过了，这段时间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们根本就没有比赛？”幸村夫人是打定主意要把话说开，所以很自然地她就把幸村精市说得理由给回绝了。
幸村纱织现如今对自己母亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">行为非常地不理解，她是爱自己母亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，但是她不喜欢他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">幸福是建立在别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">痛苦上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，特别是她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">出生只是为了跟表姐藤原紫苑争宠。若是对方是自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">父亲也就罢了，可笑地是对方不是她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">父亲。
有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候，她甚至会在想，若是母亲没有那般疯狂地爱着那个男人，她是不是就没有出生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">机会了？虽然这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">想法疯狂地侵蚀着她，可是她还是忍着自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">脾气，努力不去刺激或者找自己母亲要个答案，但是她能忍，不代表她就喜欢被人这般步步紧逼着追问。
“没有比赛就不能练习吗？哥哥他们以前也是这样啊，每天不断地努力，不断地训练，就是为了在有比赛<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候夺得好成绩，这有什么不对吗？还值得妈妈特地去打听。”
幸村精市不愿意母亲和妹妹站在敌对面，伸手扯了一下妹妹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">胳膊，把她拉到身后，才道：“妈妈，纱织最近心情有点不好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不要介意，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">确是商量好要一起训练<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，就先走了。”
幸村夫人还想说什么，但是幸村精市已经拖着神情有些激动<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">幸村纱织离开了家。
走出客厅，等到了家门口，幸村纱织很是不高兴地甩开幸村精市<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">手，语气有些激烈地道：“哥哥，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">不明白，为什么妈妈到这个地步还这么理所当然，难道她不会愧疚吗？紫苑表姐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家是她一手毁掉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，那是两条人命啊，而且不说以前，就说现在，紫苑表姐为了她连事业都暂停了，她难道连一声感谢都不会说吗？”
“纱织，以后不要说这些话了，妈妈做什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们都管不了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">们能做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">就是尽量把损失和伤害降到最低。”幸村精市比幸村纱织成熟，他自然了解家里这段时间<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">变化，不过他没有想任何方法阻止，也不过是想让为紫苑出气<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">人好好地出一口气，至于他们家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">损失，都是应该<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。
伤害了别人，哪里还能像以前一样活得自在。
“可是哥哥，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">做不到像以前那样对妈妈，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">只要一想到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">出生只是为了让她争得一个她喜欢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">男人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">注意力<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">连叫她一声妈妈都觉得无法启齿。”那是她心里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">痛，她一直以为自己是父母心目中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">小公主，可谁知道真实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">情况是这样呢！
“纱织……”面对妹妹发红<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">眼眶，幸村精市也不知道说什么安慰她了，毕竟这都是事实，而且最让他们觉得无语<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">是那个让幸村夫人拼死拼活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">男人从来就没有给过她任何<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">希望。
“哥哥，不要勉强<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，这真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">已经是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">最大<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">让步了，若是让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">跟母亲像以前一样，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">做不到。”
上前搂着妹妹瘦小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">身子，幸村精市难过闭上眼睛，良久才道：“好，哥哥不勉强<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，不过以前若是觉得无法相处，就直接避开好了。”
“恩。”
兄妹俩说完这样，整理好情绪才从家门口离开。只是他们都没有发现原本还在客厅里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">幸村夫人因着不死心追了出来，到了这边因着听到紫苑表姐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家是她一手毁掉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">这一句话而止住了步子，等到她听完所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">话后，她发现自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">心跳在一瞬间不仅加快了很多，她以为这些事瞒得很好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">，没想到还是让他们知道了，这怎么可能？
难道是藤原紫苑？
不对，她离开东京了，应该没有时间跟精市他们见面才是，那是……，对，是忍足家！
那些该死<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">家伙，就是看不得她过得好，她一定不会放过他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com9fcef87280">。