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<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">想了很久,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">应该去哪里。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">去那个地方之前，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">又需要去看谁,做点什么。
最后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">发现，除了陈云霄，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">谁都不想见。
可笑的是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">竟不知该去哪里找他。
陈云霄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">哪儿？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">该怎么找他？去哪里找他？
最后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">去了善诗国际,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">善诗国际大门口等了好几天,终于看到了苏笑白的身影。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">对着苏笑白一直持有近乎敌意的感觉，虽然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">不想承认，但这么多年以来,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">都认为如果没有苏笑白,也许陈云霄根本不会回去。但哪里有那么多如果,根本没有如果，不存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">如果。
苏笑白的身影从善诗国际大楼里匆匆出来，他神色凝重步伐慌乱，像是有了什么不得了的大事。但这么多年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">没见过苏笑白有什么慌乱的神情，他唯一<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">乎的，似乎只有陈云霄。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">跟着苏笑白上了车，没敢坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">他身旁，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">发现自己只是身体透明，但身体却还是物质化的。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">车内坐下来，便也会如常<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">一般座位塌陷下去，到时候苏笑白便会见旁边位子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">坐的情况下，塌陷下去一块。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">憋屈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">座位前蹲着，看着苏笑白表情凝重地打电话。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">再说一遍，根本没有张周这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">！”
“这个事情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">自己看着办！陈云霞没有精神错乱，他只是最近压力太大了！”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">是医生还是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">是医生？这种事情需要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">来教<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">怎么做么？给他注射镇静剂，或者其他什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">自己看着办！”
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<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">和傻逼一样蹲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">那里，看着苏笑白声嘶力竭地怒吼咒骂，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知道时间再次刷牌了，所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">都将<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">忘记了，唯有陈云霄。
他还是记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">。
所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">怎么能控制自己不爱他呢？即便他一次次触碰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">的底线，做了那么多让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">无法容忍的事情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">却还是爱他。
因为只有他记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，从来就只有他记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">。
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<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">跟着苏笑白的车子进了郊区的一个私<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">别墅，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">那里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">见到了陈云霄。
苏笑白将整个别墅二楼都监控了起来，回廊上每个房间门口都是保镖，每个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">表情严肃，都带着不忍直视的肃杀敢。
苏笑白一进别墅就有医生上前交谈：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">们刚刚已经给陈先生注射过了镇定剂，但他的情况非常不妙。”
“发生了什么？”苏笑白眼珠子瞪得红红的。
“他竟然要求医护<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">员给他注射杜冷丁。”医生的表情近乎麻木，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">听陈云霄提过专为黑道提供服务的医生。他们冷血、麻木，毫无医德，他们的存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">只不过是为了金钱权利。
苏笑白顿住脚步，一把提起那医生的领子，咬牙切齿：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">给他注射了杜冷丁？”
“没有。”那医生表情平静，还抬手推了推眼镜：“至幻，陈先生应该是很想见到他心里那个‘张周’。”
“去他妈的张周！哪里有这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">！？他什么时候认识过这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">？”苏笑白松开医生，转身往前走。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">跟着他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">一个房间门口停住，医生为苏笑白开了门。当门被推开的一刹那，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">突然闻到一股子令<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">惊恐颤抖的味道。那种味道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">很熟悉，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">过去，那种味道只能让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">麻木，而现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">闻到那股味道的刹那，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">几乎要疯掉。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">苏笑白进门之前冲了进去。、
房间很大，也很乱，里面的很多家具摆设都被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">砸烂了，而房间最右则摆放着一张大床，几名穿着白色衣服的医护<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">员正站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">床尾。
陈云霄仰躺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">床上，表情麻木，毫无知感。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">最先冲进了房间，却不敢靠近，傻子一样站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">床尾。
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那名医生进来带走了所有的医护<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">员，只留下苏笑白。
苏笑白皱着眉头坐到床边，俯身摸了摸陈云霄的脸：“小云，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">感觉怎么样？”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看得清楚，苏笑白俯身的刹那，表情是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">从未见过的迷恋。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">一直知道他喜欢陈云霄，只是从未亲眼证实过。
陈云霄睁眼仰躺，好一会儿才侧过头，木然看着苏笑白：“张周呢？他又不见了对么？”
苏笑白愣住，表情都僵硬了，他一巴掌拍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">陈云霞脸上，怒吼着提起陈云霄的衣领：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">疯了么？什么张周？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">到底<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">说什么？陈云霄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">到底怎么了？”
陈云霄平静看着苏笑白，抬臂扯开了苏笑白抓着他的手。他重新躺会了床上，木然看着屋顶。
今天已经是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">消失第十天了，苏笑白也应该不是第一天见陈云霄如此，折腾了这么多天，苏笑白整个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">都近乎要虚脱了。他坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">床上低头抓着头发，低声怒吼了几次，狂躁地踢了踢脚，起身离开。
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房间里只剩下了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">和陈云霄，如此寂静，连呼吸都不可闻，只能闻到那股子让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">心颤的——死亡味道。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">从床位退到房间角落里，默默看着陈云霄。
其实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知道，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">过去摸一摸他的脸，他应该就能知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">的存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">不想这么做。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">就这么看着陈云霄，看他躺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">床上，痛苦……是的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">想看他痛苦，他痛苦便说明他还记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，他心里还有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，等某一日某一个时刻他不再痛苦时，便是时间真正洗刷掉他所有记忆的日子。
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<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">守着陈云霄守了二十天，整整二十天。
不知道是不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">的错觉，还是时间真的不停<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">洗刷他的记忆，这二十天里，空气中那股子腐蚀的死亡味道越来越稀薄。
这二十天里，除了陈云霄、苏笑白和那些医护<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">员，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">还见到了另外几个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">——戴乔、ken、还有周岩。
周岩是最先来的，他不比陈云霄好到哪里去，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">本来就瘦，如今更是皮包骨头。
他瞪大眼睛，空洞坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">陈云霄床边：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">见到他了么？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">见到了么？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知不知道他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">哪里？”
周岩一遍又一遍问，同一个问题重复了一遍又一遍，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">哪里？他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">哪里？
好半天，陈云霄才转过头来：“谁？”
“谁？”周岩茫然抬头，喃喃自语：“谁？谁？”他抱着脑袋，半天才抬起头：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知道的对么？他是谁，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知道的，对么？”
陈云霄牵动唇角，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看到他嘴角勾起一个诡异的笑容：“对，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知道。”
“求求<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，他是谁他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">哪儿！他是谁？他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">哪儿？”
陈云霄：“他叫张周，他死了。”
这是那天陈云霄给周岩的答案，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知道，那也是他给自己的答案。
那天之后，陈云霄终于下了床，苏笑白欣喜若狂，开始给陈云霄各种大补，而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">开始厌倦自己的“死亡”，好多天不说话的状态，差点让自己崩溃。
陈云霄晚间时候开始看些书，写些东西，有一次<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">终于鼓起勇气走到他身后看他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看些什么又写些什么，但那一次，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">差点疯魔。
陈云霄习惯性的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">书下垫了一张纸，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看到他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">那张纸上写字——“张周，张周”，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">写<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">的名字。然而他没写完一个，纸张上的字便如同细碎的粉尘一样消失不见，每写完一个便凭空消失不见。
陈云霄写了一遍又一遍，一遍又一遍，而那张纸自始至终干干净净，什么也没有。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">想，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">要疯了。
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第二个来的是ken，ken来的时候陈云霄状态已经好很多了，已经能坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">沙发上见他了。
ken坐了一会儿，没说什么，陈云霄显然也没什么精力和ken交流。
ken环视了陈云霄的房间，几乎将他房间每个角落都扫了一遍，视线自然也从<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">身上扫过，他只和陈云霄说了一句话：“如果他消失，应该<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">这里，守着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">。”
陈云霄整个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">顿住：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">说什么？”
ken并不多留，起身要走，陈云霄唰一下站起来，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">站住！<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">刚刚说什么！？他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">这里？”
ken默然转头又扫视了整个房间，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看不见，他应该<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">。”
ken走之后，陈云霄就跟疯了一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">房间里到处走到处摸，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">来回躲闪，最后没办法，只能爬到桌子上蹲着。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看着陈云霄疯魔的样子，自己也疯魔地想，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">们就应该这样子，一起下地狱吧，一起下地狱。
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最后来的那个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">是戴乔。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">想收养她是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">这辈子最骄傲的事情，没有之一。
她还是那么美，妆容精致神态淡然，看到陈云霄淡淡喊了一声：“哥。”接着，她突然顿住，目光投向<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">这里。
但那个顿住的表情只是一瞬间，第二秒，她便恢复了神色。
陈云霄随意和她聊了几乎，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">陈云霄身后不远处，看不到他的神色，但听他们说话的内容，感觉上并不是戴乔要来见陈云霄，倒是陈云霄让戴乔过来的。
说到最后，戴乔从包里拿出了一张红色的帖子，放<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">桌上，推到陈云霄面前：“有空就过来吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">也没亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">了。”
陈云霄拿起来打开看了看，“一定。”
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戴乔走后，陈云霄起身将那红色的帖子放到了办公桌上，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">走了两步凑过去看，那竟然是楚萧和戴乔结婚的喜帖。
看到那帖子的第一眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">有点茫然，第二秒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">心里便欢腾得发狂——戴乔要结婚了，她竟然要结婚了！
但还没等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">卯足了劲儿高兴，已经往回走的陈云霄突然转身扑了过来。
最后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">发现，除了陈云霄，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">谁都不想见。
可笑的是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">竟不知该去哪里找他。
陈云霄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">哪儿？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">该怎么找他？去哪里找他？
最后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">去了善诗国际,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">善诗国际大门口等了好几天,终于看到了苏笑白的身影。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">对着苏笑白一直持有近乎敌意的感觉，虽然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">不想承认，但这么多年以来,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">都认为如果没有苏笑白,也许陈云霄根本不会回去。但哪里有那么多如果,根本没有如果，不存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">如果。
苏笑白的身影从善诗国际大楼里匆匆出来，他神色凝重步伐慌乱，像是有了什么不得了的大事。但这么多年，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">没见过苏笑白有什么慌乱的神情，他唯一<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">乎的，似乎只有陈云霄。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">跟着苏笑白上了车，没敢坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">他身旁，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">发现自己只是身体透明，但身体却还是物质化的。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">车内坐下来，便也会如常<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">一般座位塌陷下去，到时候苏笑白便会见旁边位子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">坐的情况下，塌陷下去一块。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">憋屈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">座位前蹲着，看着苏笑白表情凝重地打电话。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">再说一遍，根本没有张周这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">！”
“这个事情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">自己看着办！陈云霞没有精神错乱，他只是最近压力太大了！”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">是医生还是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">是医生？这种事情需要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">来教<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">怎么做么？给他注射镇静剂，或者其他什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">自己看着办！”
……
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">和傻逼一样蹲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">那里，看着苏笑白声嘶力竭地怒吼咒骂，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知道时间再次刷牌了，所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">都将<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">忘记了，唯有陈云霄。
他还是记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">。
所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">怎么能控制自己不爱他呢？即便他一次次触碰<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">的底线，做了那么多让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">无法容忍的事情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">却还是爱他。
因为只有他记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，从来就只有他记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">。
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<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">跟着苏笑白的车子进了郊区的一个私<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">别墅，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">那里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">见到了陈云霄。
苏笑白将整个别墅二楼都监控了起来，回廊上每个房间门口都是保镖，每个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">表情严肃，都带着不忍直视的肃杀敢。
苏笑白一进别墅就有医生上前交谈：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">们刚刚已经给陈先生注射过了镇定剂，但他的情况非常不妙。”
“发生了什么？”苏笑白眼珠子瞪得红红的。
“他竟然要求医护<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">员给他注射杜冷丁。”医生的表情近乎麻木，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">听陈云霄提过专为黑道提供服务的医生。他们冷血、麻木，毫无医德，他们的存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">只不过是为了金钱权利。
苏笑白顿住脚步，一把提起那医生的领子，咬牙切齿：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">给他注射了杜冷丁？”
“没有。”那医生表情平静，还抬手推了推眼镜：“至幻，陈先生应该是很想见到他心里那个‘张周’。”
“去他妈的张周！哪里有这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">！？他什么时候认识过这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">？”苏笑白松开医生，转身往前走。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">跟着他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">一个房间门口停住，医生为苏笑白开了门。当门被推开的一刹那，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">突然闻到一股子令<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">惊恐颤抖的味道。那种味道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">很熟悉，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">过去，那种味道只能让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">麻木，而现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">闻到那股味道的刹那，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">几乎要疯掉。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">苏笑白进门之前冲了进去。、
房间很大，也很乱，里面的很多家具摆设都被<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">砸烂了，而房间最右则摆放着一张大床，几名穿着白色衣服的医护<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">员正站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">床尾。
陈云霄仰躺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">床上，表情麻木，毫无知感。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">最先冲进了房间，却不敢靠近，傻子一样站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">床尾。
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那名医生进来带走了所有的医护<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">员，只留下苏笑白。
苏笑白皱着眉头坐到床边，俯身摸了摸陈云霄的脸：“小云，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">感觉怎么样？”
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看得清楚，苏笑白俯身的刹那，表情是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">从未见过的迷恋。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">一直知道他喜欢陈云霄，只是从未亲眼证实过。
陈云霄睁眼仰躺，好一会儿才侧过头，木然看着苏笑白：“张周呢？他又不见了对么？”
苏笑白愣住，表情都僵硬了，他一巴掌拍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">陈云霞脸上，怒吼着提起陈云霄的衣领：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">疯了么？什么张周？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">到底<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">说什么？陈云霄<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">到底怎么了？”
陈云霄平静看着苏笑白，抬臂扯开了苏笑白抓着他的手。他重新躺会了床上，木然看着屋顶。
今天已经是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">消失第十天了，苏笑白也应该不是第一天见陈云霄如此，折腾了这么多天，苏笑白整个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">都近乎要虚脱了。他坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">床上低头抓着头发，低声怒吼了几次，狂躁地踢了踢脚，起身离开。
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房间里只剩下了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">和陈云霄，如此寂静，连呼吸都不可闻，只能闻到那股子让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">心颤的——死亡味道。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">从床位退到房间角落里，默默看着陈云霄。
其实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知道，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">过去摸一摸他的脸，他应该就能知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">的存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">不想这么做。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">就这么看着陈云霄，看他躺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">床上，痛苦……是的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">想看他痛苦，他痛苦便说明他还记得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，他心里还有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，等某一日某一个时刻他不再痛苦时，便是时间真正洗刷掉他所有记忆的日子。
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<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">守着陈云霄守了二十天，整整二十天。
不知道是不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">的错觉，还是时间真的不停<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">洗刷他的记忆，这二十天里，空气中那股子腐蚀的死亡味道越来越稀薄。
这二十天里，除了陈云霄、苏笑白和那些医护<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">员，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">还见到了另外几个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">——戴乔、ken、还有周岩。
周岩是最先来的，他不比陈云霄好到哪里去，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">本来就瘦，如今更是皮包骨头。
他瞪大眼睛，空洞坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">陈云霄床边：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">见到他了么？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">见到了么？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知不知道他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">哪里？”
周岩一遍又一遍问，同一个问题重复了一遍又一遍，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">哪里？他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">哪里？
好半天，陈云霄才转过头来：“谁？”
“谁？”周岩茫然抬头，喃喃自语：“谁？谁？”他抱着脑袋，半天才抬起头：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知道的对么？他是谁，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知道的，对么？”
陈云霄牵动唇角，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看到他嘴角勾起一个诡异的笑容：“对，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知道。”
“求求<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">，他是谁他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">哪儿！他是谁？他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">哪儿？”
陈云霄：“他叫张周，他死了。”
这是那天陈云霄给周岩的答案，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">知道，那也是他给自己的答案。
那天之后，陈云霄终于下了床，苏笑白欣喜若狂，开始给陈云霄各种大补，而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">开始厌倦自己的“死亡”，好多天不说话的状态，差点让自己崩溃。
陈云霄晚间时候开始看些书，写些东西，有一次<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">终于鼓起勇气走到他身后看他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看些什么又写些什么，但那一次，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">差点疯魔。
陈云霄习惯性的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">书下垫了一张纸，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看到他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">那张纸上写字——“张周，张周”，他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">写<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">的名字。然而他没写完一个，纸张上的字便如同细碎的粉尘一样消失不见，每写完一个便凭空消失不见。
陈云霄写了一遍又一遍，一遍又一遍，而那张纸自始至终干干净净，什么也没有。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">想，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">要疯了。
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第二个来的是ken，ken来的时候陈云霄状态已经好很多了，已经能坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">沙发上见他了。
ken坐了一会儿，没说什么，陈云霄显然也没什么精力和ken交流。
ken环视了陈云霄的房间，几乎将他房间每个角落都扫了一遍，视线自然也从<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">身上扫过，他只和陈云霄说了一句话：“如果他消失，应该<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">这里，守着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">。”
陈云霄整个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">顿住：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">说什么？”
ken并不多留，起身要走，陈云霄唰一下站起来，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">站住！<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">刚刚说什么！？他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">这里？”
ken默然转头又扫视了整个房间，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看不见，他应该<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">。”
ken走之后，陈云霄就跟疯了一样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">房间里到处走到处摸，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">来回躲闪，最后没办法，只能爬到桌子上蹲着。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">看着陈云霄疯魔的样子，自己也疯魔地想，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">们就应该这样子，一起下地狱吧，一起下地狱。
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最后来的那个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">是戴乔。
<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">想收养她是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">这辈子最骄傲的事情，没有之一。
她还是那么美，妆容精致神态淡然，看到陈云霄淡淡喊了一声：“哥。”接着，她突然顿住，目光投向<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">这里。
但那个顿住的表情只是一瞬间，第二秒，她便恢复了神色。
陈云霄随意和她聊了几乎，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">陈云霄身后不远处，看不到他的神色，但听他们说话的内容，感觉上并不是戴乔要来见陈云霄，倒是陈云霄让戴乔过来的。
说到最后，戴乔从包里拿出了一张红色的帖子，放<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">桌上，推到陈云霄面前：“有空就过来吧，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">也没亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">了。”
陈云霄拿起来打开看了看，“一定。”
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戴乔走后，陈云霄起身将那红色的帖子放到了办公桌上，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">走了两步凑过去看，那竟然是楚萧和戴乔结婚的喜帖。
看到那帖子的第一眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">有点茫然，第二秒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">心里便欢腾得发狂——戴乔要结婚了，她竟然要结婚了！
但还没等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comc5b092a653">卯足了劲儿高兴，已经往回走的陈云霄突然转身扑了过来。