正文 118番外二逃生天
再往前行十里便是京效渡口,路旁停了一乘马车,车里坐的正是镇南王世子水鸿,四下守了羽林军,正是护送镇南王世子并世子妃往北地去，水鸿幼时因病双腿残疾，一生不能行立,如今年方二十,前头本娶有嫡夫<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">许氏，进门不过半年便郁郁寡欢而亡，今年遇圣上赐婚,新娶的夫<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">正是六品侍郎贾政之女贾探春。
眼下已是天寒地冻之时，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">道为何堂堂世子并世子妃此时要往北边去？原来，半月前镇南王意外猝死,镇南王发丧之后，圣上当即下旨世子水鸿并世子妃往北地看守龙脉，个中缘由并不曾说清，只命即刻启程，余下镇南王府子嗣们被圈<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">王府内，府中家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">多半被打发出去，按常理，镇南王死后自然该由世子不定来承袭王位，然而，圣旨迟迟不下，众<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">只得照旧唤水鸿为世子。镇南王府一夜间落败，有暗地拍手称快的，有唯恐引火烧身的，有落井下石的，这且不必一一细表。
只说世子妃贾探春，此时正端坐<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">车厢内，她梳了一个妇<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">髻，因有热孝<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">身，脸上并不施脂粉，头上钗环全无，上身只穿了一件月白色的绫子袄儿，圣上旨意下得急，他们一应的东西并不曾收拾齐全，除了贴身使唤的丫鬟，不过两三个婆子罢了。眼下正是数九寒天，探春穿得单薄，身子冻得瑟瑟发抖，倒是对面坐的世子水鸿，身上裹了一件大髦衣裳，正闭目养神。
贾探春看了一眼水鸿暗自感伤，眼前便是她日后要相伴一生的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，然而自跟他成亲一月以来，两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说话的次数屈指可数，先时已隐约听说水澈性子孤僻暴戾，嫁进王府后，贾探春已是见识过了，她只觉心中凄惨无比，好似一生的苦难聚于此刻，何况这苦难竟是没有尽头。
探春悄悄用手帕擦了眼角的泪，她停于此地，正是因巴望着能见荣府里的家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">最后一面，镇南王府落败后，众<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">躲避不及，自然无<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">前来为水澈送行，探春心内担忧不已，不知家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">此风头，能否前来相送。
正<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">她怔怔发呆之时，丫鬟侍书隔着门帘说道：“奶奶，羽林军的都头大<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说了，天色已晚，恐赶不上前头驿站住宿，要奶奶即刻动身启程。”
探春听后黯然不已，她问侍书：“现下几时了？”侍书回道：“已申时一刻了。”探春对侍书说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">去对都头大<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说，再请他等片刻。”侍书道了一个是，便去了。
贾探春看了一眼水鸿，他仍跟先时一样，闭目靠<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">车厢上一言不发，过了一会子，又有婆子来催着启程，贾探春心中失望不已，猜想家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">必定是来不了了，于是坐<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">车内暗自垂泪。
一时，探春对窗外的侍书说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">扶<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">下来。”侍书应了一声，连忙打起帘子，婆子们放下脚凳，探春扶着侍书的手下了马车，四下一望，只见举目一片萧条之色，天上乌云压顶，眼见又是一场暴雪将要来临。
探春朝着长安的方向望去，这里是生她养她之地，今日一旦去了，只怕一生也再难回来，她立<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">风头泪了半日的泪，侍书上前低声劝道：“奶奶，想必家里<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">今日是来不了的，咱们还是启程赶路罢。”
贾探春收了泪，看着这自小服侍她的丫头，探春见她脸上冻得发青，便说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们这番离了京，只怕便不能再回了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">何必巴巴的跟着去那苦寒之地。”侍书说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">家里老子娘已走了，唯一的哥哥只知吃酒赌钱，回去又做甚么呢，没得他赌输了钱，把<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">卖了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">还没地儿哭去呢。”探春说她傻，侍书又道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">六七岁时便跟了奶奶，这辈子<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">再叫<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">去服侍别<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">是不愿的。”
贾探春见今日家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">已是不会来了，向着长安深深的望了一眼，便转身扶着侍书的手欲要回到马车上，正<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">此时，只见一顶小轿远远往这边过来，侍书眼尖，见了小轿便惊喜的说道：“有一顶小轿来了，莫不是家里来<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">了？”
贾探春神色一呆，好似有些不敢置信似的，转眼间，那顶小轿已抬至跟前，轿帘被打起，自里面下来一个妇<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，乃是探春生母赵姨娘，她身后跟了两个婆子，探春细细一瞧，是王夫<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">院里的使唤<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">。
赵姨娘见了探春，脸上又悲又喜的，几步上前握住她的手，含泪说道：“好险赶上了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">多怕扑了个空！”贾探春见来的只有她一<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，便问道：“怎的不见二哥哥并环儿来？”赵姨娘摇了摇头说道：“家里如今一团乱，凡是哥儿都被拘<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">家里不许出去，因要送<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">求了太太许久，这才得以出来送<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">。”
探春心中苦涩，心知赵姨娘这会子才来，必定是费了好一番功夫，早几日她已听说娘家被参，心中虽说焦急，却甚么也做不得。
赵姨娘摸了她的手，见凉浸浸的，又见她穿得单薄，便脱□上穿的一件鸦青色的披衣于她裹上，探春按住她的手，说道：“姨娘自己穿罢，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">不冷。”
赵姨娘不允，硬是要探春穿上披衣，她勉强一笑，说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">自小养得跟花儿一般，如何能比<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">身子强壮，能经得住。”
探春听了她的话，便湿了眼眶，赵姨娘握着她的手，又细细打量着她，说道：“往日<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">家里，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">还算有个主张，自<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">嫁出府，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">心中总是没个着落。”
探春听后眼泪又落了下来，先时<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">家里，她嫌赵姨娘出身不好，又不知自重，赵姨娘跟她闹了数次，探春每每暗恨不是王氏所出，如今要离京，心心念着自己的也只有她了，探春试了泪，对赵姨娘说道：“日后<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">不<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">家，姨娘拘着环哥儿，叫他好生念书，不可荒废了学业。”
赵姨娘听她提起贾环，脸上带了忧色，说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">已是不指望他了，先前小时<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说两句还能听，如今成日不<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">家，要见他一面也难，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">日日担心他<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">外头闯祸。”
探春对赵姨娘说：“越是如此，越要严加管教，姨娘千万别纵着他，若是说得好话他不听，只管去回老爷太太去，叫他们来管便是。”
赵姨娘脸色一顿，心中暗道，上房那位将她母子俩看做肉中剌眼中钉，无事时还想寻机捏错，若主动回了他，岂不是上赶着被<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">搓揉么，只是眼下上房里的两个婆子还<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">跟前，赵姨娘自然不敢明说，她点了点头，对探春说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">省得了，回去一定好生管教他。”
说罢，赵姨娘四下张望，她见四下并不见探春的夫君水鸿，便心中暗暗失望，原来，宝钗成亲后回门那日，水鸿并未跟着探春一道回荣府，因此赵姨娘还从不曾见过水鸿，她问道：“怎的不见姑爷？”
贾探春听了赵姨娘的问话，眼神一黯，并未答话，一旁的侍书低声说道：“姑爷身子不便，正<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">车里坐着呢。”
赵姨娘这才记起水鸿腿脚不便之事，她勉强笑了笑，说道：“是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">想差了，这样冷的天，没得下来吹风做甚么。”说罢，她扭头自婆子身旁接过两个包袱递给侍书，红着眼圈儿对贾探春说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">今日要去了，只怕咱们娘们儿一辈子也不能相见了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">没甚么好送的，这都是平日攒得一些衣裳并鞋袜，算是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的一片心意，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">莫要嫌弃才是。”
探春心中一酸，看着眼前之<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">十月怀胎生下她，然而，她一生却从不曾叫她一声娘，此时，探春想要跪下给她磕一个头，却最终什么也没做，只看着赵姨娘落泪不止。
探春握着她的手落泪，往日<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">园子里，赵姨娘每回做了鞋来讨好她，她向来是少穿得的，只是姨娘来送她，还不忘带一包鞋袜来，探春岂会不知她<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">府里渡日艰难，接了这包沉甸甸的鞋袜，探春竟一瞬间哭得不能自已,她说道：“不嫌，日后只怕再无<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">做鞋做袜了。”赵姨娘听后，眼里滑下泪来，跟着哭道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">做，做了还攒起来，他日再见时便都送给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">。”
母女两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">皆是泪流满面，这时，车厢里窗帘子被打起，水鸿朝着正<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">话别的俩<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说道：“天色已晚，恐夜里赶路危险，该启程了。”
赵姨娘头一回见到水鸿，正要说话时，那帘子已被放了下来，赵姨娘便望着探春哭着说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">去罢，好生跟着姑爷过日子，别惦记着家里。”
探春已知要走，越发哭得上气不接下气，过了好半晌，她轻搂赵姨娘一下，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">她耳边轻声说道：“娘，儿去了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">好生保重！”
说罢，转身扶了侍书的手，头也不回的上了马车，赵姨娘张着嘴发呆，她眼睁睁的看着探春上了车，外头赶车的打马启程上路，她方才回过神来，于是连忙追了上去，却被身后的婆子拉住，婆子说道：“送<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">千里，终需一别，姨娘<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">拉着姑奶奶说再多的话又有何用，没得惹她伤心罢了。”
眼见马车已要远去，赵姨娘挣扎着摆脱了婆子，向着马车追过去，她朝着马车的方向边哭边喊：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">再叫<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">一声，再叫<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">一声罢！”然而，此时马车已绝尘而去，赵姨娘只得眼睁睁看着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">影消失不见。
眼下已是天寒地冻之时，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">道为何堂堂世子并世子妃此时要往北边去？原来，半月前镇南王意外猝死,镇南王发丧之后，圣上当即下旨世子水鸿并世子妃往北地看守龙脉，个中缘由并不曾说清，只命即刻启程，余下镇南王府子嗣们被圈<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">王府内，府中家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">多半被打发出去，按常理，镇南王死后自然该由世子不定来承袭王位，然而，圣旨迟迟不下，众<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">只得照旧唤水鸿为世子。镇南王府一夜间落败，有暗地拍手称快的，有唯恐引火烧身的，有落井下石的，这且不必一一细表。
只说世子妃贾探春，此时正端坐<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">车厢内，她梳了一个妇<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">髻，因有热孝<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">身，脸上并不施脂粉，头上钗环全无，上身只穿了一件月白色的绫子袄儿，圣上旨意下得急，他们一应的东西并不曾收拾齐全，除了贴身使唤的丫鬟，不过两三个婆子罢了。眼下正是数九寒天，探春穿得单薄，身子冻得瑟瑟发抖，倒是对面坐的世子水鸿，身上裹了一件大髦衣裳，正闭目养神。
贾探春看了一眼水鸿暗自感伤，眼前便是她日后要相伴一生的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，然而自跟他成亲一月以来，两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说话的次数屈指可数，先时已隐约听说水澈性子孤僻暴戾，嫁进王府后，贾探春已是见识过了，她只觉心中凄惨无比，好似一生的苦难聚于此刻，何况这苦难竟是没有尽头。
探春悄悄用手帕擦了眼角的泪，她停于此地，正是因巴望着能见荣府里的家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">最后一面，镇南王府落败后，众<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">躲避不及，自然无<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">前来为水澈送行，探春心内担忧不已，不知家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">此风头，能否前来相送。
正<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">她怔怔发呆之时，丫鬟侍书隔着门帘说道：“奶奶，羽林军的都头大<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说了，天色已晚，恐赶不上前头驿站住宿，要奶奶即刻动身启程。”
探春听后黯然不已，她问侍书：“现下几时了？”侍书回道：“已申时一刻了。”探春对侍书说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">去对都头大<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说，再请他等片刻。”侍书道了一个是，便去了。
贾探春看了一眼水鸿，他仍跟先时一样，闭目靠<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">车厢上一言不发，过了一会子，又有婆子来催着启程，贾探春心中失望不已，猜想家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">必定是来不了了，于是坐<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">车内暗自垂泪。
一时，探春对窗外的侍书说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">扶<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">下来。”侍书应了一声，连忙打起帘子，婆子们放下脚凳，探春扶着侍书的手下了马车，四下一望，只见举目一片萧条之色，天上乌云压顶，眼见又是一场暴雪将要来临。
探春朝着长安的方向望去，这里是生她养她之地，今日一旦去了，只怕一生也再难回来，她立<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">风头泪了半日的泪，侍书上前低声劝道：“奶奶，想必家里<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">今日是来不了的，咱们还是启程赶路罢。”
贾探春收了泪，看着这自小服侍她的丫头，探春见她脸上冻得发青，便说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">们这番离了京，只怕便不能再回了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">何必巴巴的跟着去那苦寒之地。”侍书说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">家里老子娘已走了，唯一的哥哥只知吃酒赌钱，回去又做甚么呢，没得他赌输了钱，把<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">卖了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">还没地儿哭去呢。”探春说她傻，侍书又道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">六七岁时便跟了奶奶，这辈子<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">再叫<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">去服侍别<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">是不愿的。”
贾探春见今日家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">已是不会来了，向着长安深深的望了一眼，便转身扶着侍书的手欲要回到马车上，正<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">此时，只见一顶小轿远远往这边过来，侍书眼尖，见了小轿便惊喜的说道：“有一顶小轿来了，莫不是家里来<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">了？”
贾探春神色一呆，好似有些不敢置信似的，转眼间，那顶小轿已抬至跟前，轿帘被打起，自里面下来一个妇<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，乃是探春生母赵姨娘，她身后跟了两个婆子，探春细细一瞧，是王夫<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">院里的使唤<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">。
赵姨娘见了探春，脸上又悲又喜的，几步上前握住她的手，含泪说道：“好险赶上了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">多怕扑了个空！”贾探春见来的只有她一<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，便问道：“怎的不见二哥哥并环儿来？”赵姨娘摇了摇头说道：“家里如今一团乱，凡是哥儿都被拘<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">家里不许出去，因要送<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">求了太太许久，这才得以出来送<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">。”
探春心中苦涩，心知赵姨娘这会子才来，必定是费了好一番功夫，早几日她已听说娘家被参，心中虽说焦急，却甚么也做不得。
赵姨娘摸了她的手，见凉浸浸的，又见她穿得单薄，便脱□上穿的一件鸦青色的披衣于她裹上，探春按住她的手，说道：“姨娘自己穿罢，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">不冷。”
赵姨娘不允，硬是要探春穿上披衣，她勉强一笑，说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">自小养得跟花儿一般，如何能比<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">身子强壮，能经得住。”
探春听了她的话，便湿了眼眶，赵姨娘握着她的手，又细细打量着她，说道：“往日<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">家里，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">还算有个主张，自<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">嫁出府，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">心中总是没个着落。”
探春听后眼泪又落了下来，先时<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">家里，她嫌赵姨娘出身不好，又不知自重，赵姨娘跟她闹了数次，探春每每暗恨不是王氏所出，如今要离京，心心念着自己的也只有她了，探春试了泪，对赵姨娘说道：“日后<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">不<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">家，姨娘拘着环哥儿，叫他好生念书，不可荒废了学业。”
赵姨娘听她提起贾环，脸上带了忧色，说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">已是不指望他了，先前小时<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说两句还能听，如今成日不<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">家，要见他一面也难，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">日日担心他<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">外头闯祸。”
探春对赵姨娘说：“越是如此，越要严加管教，姨娘千万别纵着他，若是说得好话他不听，只管去回老爷太太去，叫他们来管便是。”
赵姨娘脸色一顿，心中暗道，上房那位将她母子俩看做肉中剌眼中钉，无事时还想寻机捏错，若主动回了他，岂不是上赶着被<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">搓揉么，只是眼下上房里的两个婆子还<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">跟前，赵姨娘自然不敢明说，她点了点头，对探春说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">省得了，回去一定好生管教他。”
说罢，赵姨娘四下张望，她见四下并不见探春的夫君水鸿，便心中暗暗失望，原来，宝钗成亲后回门那日，水鸿并未跟着探春一道回荣府，因此赵姨娘还从不曾见过水鸿，她问道：“怎的不见姑爷？”
贾探春听了赵姨娘的问话，眼神一黯，并未答话，一旁的侍书低声说道：“姑爷身子不便，正<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">车里坐着呢。”
赵姨娘这才记起水鸿腿脚不便之事，她勉强笑了笑，说道：“是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">想差了，这样冷的天，没得下来吹风做甚么。”说罢，她扭头自婆子身旁接过两个包袱递给侍书，红着眼圈儿对贾探春说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">今日要去了，只怕咱们娘们儿一辈子也不能相见了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">没甚么好送的，这都是平日攒得一些衣裳并鞋袜，算是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">的一片心意，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">莫要嫌弃才是。”
探春心中一酸，看着眼前之<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">十月怀胎生下她，然而，她一生却从不曾叫她一声娘，此时，探春想要跪下给她磕一个头，却最终什么也没做，只看着赵姨娘落泪不止。
探春握着她的手落泪，往日<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">园子里，赵姨娘每回做了鞋来讨好她，她向来是少穿得的，只是姨娘来送她，还不忘带一包鞋袜来，探春岂会不知她<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">府里渡日艰难，接了这包沉甸甸的鞋袜，探春竟一瞬间哭得不能自已,她说道：“不嫌，日后只怕再无<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">做鞋做袜了。”赵姨娘听后，眼里滑下泪来，跟着哭道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">做，做了还攒起来，他日再见时便都送给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">。”
母女两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">皆是泪流满面，这时，车厢里窗帘子被打起，水鸿朝着正<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">话别的俩<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">说道：“天色已晚，恐夜里赶路危险，该启程了。”
赵姨娘头一回见到水鸿，正要说话时，那帘子已被放了下来，赵姨娘便望着探春哭着说道：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">去罢，好生跟着姑爷过日子，别惦记着家里。”
探春已知要走，越发哭得上气不接下气，过了好半晌，她轻搂赵姨娘一下，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">她耳边轻声说道：“娘，儿去了，<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">好生保重！”
说罢，转身扶了侍书的手，头也不回的上了马车，赵姨娘张着嘴发呆，她眼睁睁的看着探春上了车，外头赶车的打马启程上路，她方才回过神来，于是连忙追了上去，却被身后的婆子拉住，婆子说道：“送<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">千里，终需一别，姨娘<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">拉着姑奶奶说再多的话又有何用，没得惹她伤心罢了。”
眼见马车已要远去，赵姨娘挣扎着摆脱了婆子，向着马车追过去，她朝着马车的方向边哭边喊：“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">再叫<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">一声，再叫<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">一声罢！”然而，此时马车已绝尘而去，赵姨娘只得眼睁睁看着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com799f30bc6cLS0=6161WS9eS2WA8">影消失不见。