正文 75奇迹
没过多久,篝火升起,方纪看着明亮的火光叹气道:“肚子好饿。”
云琛看着她被火光映照的眼睛也叹了口气,“别的饿了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">可以满足,肚子饿了真没法子。”
方纪无语地看了他一眼。
他继续说:“要不要试一试?没准可以望梅止渴画饼充饥。”
“再胡说八道信不信<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">踢<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">屁股?”
“这个有意思,需不需要脱了裤子给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">踢?”
方纪怒而起身,云琛哈哈大笑,拉住她道:“好了,不说了,坐下来,咱们好好说会话。”
方纪气鼓鼓地瞪了他一眼坐下。男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">啊,无论外表看起来多么体面,骨子里都那么色|情!
云琛看着她任性又气恼的神情不由心中一荡,多久没有见过这样的方纪了?
他想亲她,不过真的更想和她好好说会话。肌肤之亲常常有,然而真正放松愉悦的交谈却许久没有过了。
他想了想,找了一个感兴趣的话题,“方纪,有件事情<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">一直想问<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。”
“什么?”
“当初<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">父亲去世后,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">为什么没去申请复学,而是跑到云氏来打工?”
方纪神色一愕,真没想到他会忽然问起这个。
云琛露出好整以暇的笑容,“怎么?不好启齿?”
“和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">没关系。”
“不要恼羞成怒,有什么不好说的,不就是为了秦限?”
“上次就说了,不是!”
“那是什么原因?难不成是暗恋<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">?”
方纪“呵呵”干笑两声当做回答。
“说说看嘛,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">当真想不出。”
他当然想不出,想死他也想不出。“干嘛要知道?反正和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">也没关系。”方纪生硬地说。
云琛怒了:怎么没关系?<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">继续卖关子会把<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">憋死。刚才还谢谢<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">来着,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">就这么谢<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的……”
“修仙。”她忽然闷声说了两个字。
“什么?”云琛以为自己没听清。
“修仙。”她咬着牙把这两个字又从牙缝里挤出来一遍。
云琛看着她,目光呆住,脸像被冻住一般没半点反应,过了好一会,他忽然扑地一下笑了出来,然后越笑越大声,整个空旷的夜空都回荡着他开怀放纵的笑声,“修……方纪,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">、<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">……”
方纪却没有笑,一丝笑容也没有,“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">真是个神经病对不对?他们也是这么说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">父亲的。”
云琛脸上的笑容凝住了,“什么?”
她静静看着眼前跳跃的火光缓缓说道:“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">父亲不知道从哪里弄到一本古书,他生命的最后几年就一直沉迷<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">这本书里。或许是现实中有太多胸臆难平的事情,那个超脱凡俗的梦对他来说实<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">太过诱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,无法摆脱越陷越深。所有<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">都说他是个疯子,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">也是这么认为。有一天他把那本书郑重其事地交给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">好好参研和他一起修炼。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">把书给撕烂了,当时的感觉真是愤恨,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">所有的努力都抵不过那本破书,都不能把走火入魔的父亲拉回来一步!
两个星期后,他跳楼自杀。
从殡仪馆回来,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的枕头边又看见了那本书,他把它重新粘好,封面上还有他亲笔写的字‘送给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">亲爱的女儿,天堂再见。方伦。’”
“……拿着那本书<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">就一个劲想不明白自个,当初<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">为什么就不肯相信他一次?那个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">父亲,所有的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">都可以不相信他,都可以说他是疯子,但是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">怎么能和他们一样?若是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">肯信任他,或许他就不会走得那么绝望而孤独……”
云琛不知说什么好,只觉有一股苦涩的战栗从心底涌起弥漫<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">喉间。
她平静的表述中没有激动、没有伤楚,只有大悲无言,只有眼睁睁看着至亲泯灭的无力和绝望。
她没有哭,他也没有张开臂膀将她搂进怀里。
这个怀抱应该十几年前就给她了,这些宽慰和温暖应该十几年前就属于她了,结果他只是让她独自<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">寂寞和失意里把自己熬得岩石般坚强而冷硬。
她对他如此残酷也是他罪有应当。
“方纪,对不起。”云琛缓缓道。
她笑了笑,“傻了吧,又不干<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的事。”
“然后呢?”他柔声问。
“然后?”
“对,然后。”
然后她就遇到了他,嫁给了他。
想起初遇的时光,两个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的唇角都不觉而然地微微扬起。
“……然后<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">就遇到了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的修行都一直毫无建树,然后……然后<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">就想也许该找个男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">采补一下试试。”
“方纪!!!”
她哈哈大笑起来,明亮的笑颜如记忆中最绚烂的夏花,如沧桑中永不磨灭的曾经。
他伸手抚住她的颈,倾身缠绕的舌尖化作温柔如梦的情丝,“方纪,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">傻不傻?光采阳补阴有什么用?不如把书拿出来一起参详参详,双修一下试试。”
她噗嗤一笑。
他又吻她。
心神俱醉、心神俱痛。
他们错失了多少时光?又辜负了多少曾经?
“方纪,等接回了小东,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们好好过日子行不行?”充满磁性的声音带着让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">颤抖的期翼。
方纪脸色微微一滞,有些勉强地笑道:“现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不就是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">好好过日子?”
他哀伤地说:“别当<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不知道,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">等小东长大……然后就离开<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。”
她脸上的笑容一下子就枯萎了,眼中涌出了泪水。
或许他不该提这事,云琛看着她苦涩地想,或许他不该<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">这样甜蜜快活的时刻又提起这件事……可是,他们经历了那么多,她居然还是放不下他!居然还是忘不了他!!!
亿万只蚂蚁啃噬着他,从里到外,嫉妒和愤怒让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">发疯地想毁灭一切!她看着他扭曲痛苦的目光,怅然一笑,泪水落了下来。
“云琛,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">有没有听说过一句话?要是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的另一半背叛了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,如果<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不爱他,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">可以原谅他,如果<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">很爱他,那么不要原谅。因为那件事<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">永远不会忘记。
云琛,这句话很对是不是?
那一关<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">过不去,难道<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">就过得去?”
他盯着她,过了许久,也笑了起来,“是,有道理。不过<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">忘不了那件事,难道就能忘了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">?”
“方纪,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">看,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">并没有太多选择,要么杀了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们一起毁灭。要么就是说服自己原谅<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们,说服自己是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">负<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">先不该责怪<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。这么想会好一些,很管用。有时候还是会不由自主想象<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">床上的样子……那滋味真他妈不是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">受的。那种时候非得和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">做.爱,再难受也得拼命地做,好像只有那样才能擦掉他<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">身体里的痕迹,只有那样才感觉到<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">是属于<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的……然后就会想起<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">也遭过这种罪,又觉得自己真他妈不是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。
方纪,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">要真随便找个男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">报复<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">也就认了,可是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">怎么能和阿越……<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">置<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">于何地?!<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">就真的那么喜欢他?喜欢到毫不顾忌<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">这才是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">最痛苦的事。”
“这么痛为什么不放手呢?”她流着泪问。
她不明白,真是不明白这个男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。
云琛惨然一笑,“再痛也舍不得。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,这感情虽然让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">痛苦,可也确确实实给了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">很多快乐……以及所有的幸福。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">总说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">变了,不再是那个光明磊落、干净执着的方纪。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不明白<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">还爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">什么?是,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">是爱那样的方纪,可是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">并没有变。没有<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">只有美好的一面。有光明必有阴暗,现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">只的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不过是将性格里一直隐藏着的另一面显露出来罢了。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">喜欢光明美好的一面,也就必须接受让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">痛苦的另一面。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">并不爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的全部,但<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的全部。”
方纪闭着眼睛,过了许久,说:“云琛,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">说得对,每个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">都有让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">意想不到的另一面。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">看起来霸道专横,爱得却比<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">深邃宽广,而<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">表面上开朗豁达,可实际上一直有一股阴暗的愤怒压抑<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">心里。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">想不到<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">能原谅<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,也想不到自己会原谅<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。
一直以来,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">都说服自己看淡很多事情,却不能容忍至亲至爱的欺骗和背叛,那是生命里唯一的净土和乐园,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">受不了它被玷污,所以<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">永远不会原谅<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">一次次对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">这么说,对自己这么说……对阿越这么说。
现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">回想起来他其实问过<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">很多次,从<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们开始分居到离婚以后,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">总是斩钉截铁地告诉他‘不会,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不会再和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">哥哥<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">一起’
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">知道<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">一直恨他不顾兄弟情义勾引大嫂,可是他是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">确定了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们不会再和好后才表露自己的感情。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">放纵心底的阴暗伤害了两个最爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,受什么惩罚也是应当的。但阿越是因为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的话才陷进这个深渊的,现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">总不能食言而肥享受幸福,而将他继续踩进更深的泥潭里。云琛、云琛,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">有什么权利这么做?
云琛<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">告诉<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,除了等阿越先走出来,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">还有什么法子让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们三个都逃出生天?”
看着她凄清的眼眸,一切化作一声叹息。他拥住她柔声道:“好了,不要再想了,就像<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">说的,一切顺其自然,时间会告诉<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们答案。如果<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">终究会离开<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,那么让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们珍惜现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的每一天。那些被<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们自己摧毁的,让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们自己重新建立起来。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">说什么?”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">送<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的书<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">看过没有?”
“什么?”
“《外遇,可宽恕的罪》。”
“没有仔细看过。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">仔细看过了,有些道理。”
“……”
“那上面说宽恕的第一步是要表达<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的愤怒。”
“这个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">已经做了。”
“这个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">也做了。”云琛说,“第二步,是让情<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">彻底离开。”
“这个……他再也不会是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的情<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">了。”
云琛笑了笑,“好吧,就当<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">做到了。第三,重建亲密和信任。这点很重要,无论最后结果怎么样,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">都希望能和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">重新建立起以往那种亲密的信任。方纪,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">想不想试一试?”
方纪泫然而笑,“当然,当然,是的。”
“好,那<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们就从这一步开始。首先,咱们得做到相互坦率,无论<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">有什么想法,都要坦率地告诉<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,哪怕有可能会伤到<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">说过希望<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们之间永远不用互相欺骗……之前<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们都没有做到这一点,希望以后<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们可以做到。”
“好,”她垂眸涩声道:“好。”
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第二天一早,冷军就带着小东搭乘早班机回T市。云琛和方纪也驱车赶回,他们顺利地<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">机场接到了小东和冷军。
有惊无险的小东并没有多少恐惧,见到父母开心又激动,不停给他们讲着自己的惊险经历。
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回到熟悉的家,大家不由都叹了口气,还是家里好,让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">舒服又放松。
云琛难得地帮儿子拎着包送他回房间去。看着前面并肩而行的两父子,方纪心中忽然涌起一阵难以言喻的满足和感慨,他们都还<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,这还是她的家,还是她的乐园和净土。
“云琛小东。”她大声喊。
有着相似面容的两个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">同时回过身来,一个是高大英俊的成熟男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">、一个是俊秀挺拔的小小少年,这寻常而又美好至极的一幕直突突撞得她胸口发疼,她大步走过去轻轻拥住两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,微笑道:“咱们拥抱一下吧。”
父子俩都微微一愣,有些别扭地站<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">远处任由她拥抱着,过了一会儿,小东笑嘻嘻抬起手抱住妈妈,云琛也轻轻回拥住她。
***
回到房间,云琛扯住方纪问:“想什么呢?干嘛一个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">偷笑?”
方纪狡辩道:“没有啊,哪有?”
云琛眯着眼睛:“忘记才答应<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">什么了?刚刚说好要有话就说,彼此坦率,不会这么快就失言吧?”
方纪瞅着他:“是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">说的啊。”
“说!”
“……<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">想如果有一天能够像刚才那样抱着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">和云越就好了。”
云琛用冷电一般的目光盯着她,恨不得把她钉穿。
方纪“噗嗤”笑了出来,“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不是那个意思,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">是说像亲<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">一样的拥抱。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">希望有一天<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们能再做家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。”
过了片刻,云琛不带表情地冷哼一声,“女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">是不是不管智商多高都这么天真?”
她抱着的时候可能只把他当亲<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,不过被她抱着的绝对不会这么想!
方纪笑道:“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">知道<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">觉着不可能,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">也这么觉得。不过<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们那样极端的爱过恨过后,居然还能像如今这样相处,这难道不是不可能的奇迹?<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">想那个也不是没一点可能性。”
云琛摇头笑了起来。
“说啊,干嘛不说?”方纪道。
“什么?”
“很傻很天真,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">心里不就是这么想的?”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">说的啊。”
“说!”
“反了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">了,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">一个大男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">都不敢做左拥右抱的梦,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">倒真敢想!<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">告诉<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">方纪,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">想想也就罢了,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">要真敢干,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">直接弄死<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">!”
……
转眼两年又过,这两年是云琛十年来最幸福的两年。和方纪有争吵、有生气,可隔膜一天天减少,喜悦和欢乐以他们之前从没想到过的形态一天天重生。
直到这一天,小东初中毕业了,按照计划,他很快会被送到美国读高中。云琛知道自己再没有任何胁迫方纪留<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">自己身边的手段。
作者有话要说:抱歉久等了。另外谢谢MM妹妹的地雷。
云琛看着她被火光映照的眼睛也叹了口气,“别的饿了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">可以满足,肚子饿了真没法子。”
方纪无语地看了他一眼。
他继续说:“要不要试一试?没准可以望梅止渴画饼充饥。”
“再胡说八道信不信<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">踢<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">屁股?”
“这个有意思,需不需要脱了裤子给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">踢?”
方纪怒而起身,云琛哈哈大笑,拉住她道:“好了,不说了,坐下来,咱们好好说会话。”
方纪气鼓鼓地瞪了他一眼坐下。男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">啊,无论外表看起来多么体面,骨子里都那么色|情!
云琛看着她任性又气恼的神情不由心中一荡,多久没有见过这样的方纪了?
他想亲她,不过真的更想和她好好说会话。肌肤之亲常常有,然而真正放松愉悦的交谈却许久没有过了。
他想了想,找了一个感兴趣的话题,“方纪,有件事情<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">一直想问<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。”
“什么?”
“当初<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">父亲去世后,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">为什么没去申请复学,而是跑到云氏来打工?”
方纪神色一愕,真没想到他会忽然问起这个。
云琛露出好整以暇的笑容,“怎么?不好启齿?”
“和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">没关系。”
“不要恼羞成怒,有什么不好说的,不就是为了秦限?”
“上次就说了,不是!”
“那是什么原因?难不成是暗恋<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">?”
方纪“呵呵”干笑两声当做回答。
“说说看嘛,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">当真想不出。”
他当然想不出,想死他也想不出。“干嘛要知道?反正和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">也没关系。”方纪生硬地说。
云琛怒了:怎么没关系?<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">继续卖关子会把<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">憋死。刚才还谢谢<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">来着,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">就这么谢<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的……”
“修仙。”她忽然闷声说了两个字。
“什么?”云琛以为自己没听清。
“修仙。”她咬着牙把这两个字又从牙缝里挤出来一遍。
云琛看着她,目光呆住,脸像被冻住一般没半点反应,过了好一会,他忽然扑地一下笑了出来,然后越笑越大声,整个空旷的夜空都回荡着他开怀放纵的笑声,“修……方纪,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">、<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">……”
方纪却没有笑,一丝笑容也没有,“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">真是个神经病对不对?他们也是这么说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">父亲的。”
云琛脸上的笑容凝住了,“什么?”
她静静看着眼前跳跃的火光缓缓说道:“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">父亲不知道从哪里弄到一本古书,他生命的最后几年就一直沉迷<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">这本书里。或许是现实中有太多胸臆难平的事情,那个超脱凡俗的梦对他来说实<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">太过诱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,无法摆脱越陷越深。所有<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">都说他是个疯子,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">也是这么认为。有一天他把那本书郑重其事地交给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">好好参研和他一起修炼。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">把书给撕烂了,当时的感觉真是愤恨,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">所有的努力都抵不过那本破书,都不能把走火入魔的父亲拉回来一步!
两个星期后,他跳楼自杀。
从殡仪馆回来,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的枕头边又看见了那本书,他把它重新粘好,封面上还有他亲笔写的字‘送给<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">亲爱的女儿,天堂再见。方伦。’”
“……拿着那本书<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">就一个劲想不明白自个,当初<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">为什么就不肯相信他一次?那个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">父亲,所有的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">都可以不相信他,都可以说他是疯子,但是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">怎么能和他们一样?若是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">肯信任他,或许他就不会走得那么绝望而孤独……”
云琛不知说什么好,只觉有一股苦涩的战栗从心底涌起弥漫<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">喉间。
她平静的表述中没有激动、没有伤楚,只有大悲无言,只有眼睁睁看着至亲泯灭的无力和绝望。
她没有哭,他也没有张开臂膀将她搂进怀里。
这个怀抱应该十几年前就给她了,这些宽慰和温暖应该十几年前就属于她了,结果他只是让她独自<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">寂寞和失意里把自己熬得岩石般坚强而冷硬。
她对他如此残酷也是他罪有应当。
“方纪,对不起。”云琛缓缓道。
她笑了笑,“傻了吧,又不干<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的事。”
“然后呢?”他柔声问。
“然后?”
“对,然后。”
然后她就遇到了他,嫁给了他。
想起初遇的时光,两个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的唇角都不觉而然地微微扬起。
“……然后<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">就遇到了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的修行都一直毫无建树,然后……然后<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">就想也许该找个男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">采补一下试试。”
“方纪!!!”
她哈哈大笑起来,明亮的笑颜如记忆中最绚烂的夏花,如沧桑中永不磨灭的曾经。
他伸手抚住她的颈,倾身缠绕的舌尖化作温柔如梦的情丝,“方纪,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">傻不傻?光采阳补阴有什么用?不如把书拿出来一起参详参详,双修一下试试。”
她噗嗤一笑。
他又吻她。
心神俱醉、心神俱痛。
他们错失了多少时光?又辜负了多少曾经?
“方纪,等接回了小东,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们好好过日子行不行?”充满磁性的声音带着让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">颤抖的期翼。
方纪脸色微微一滞,有些勉强地笑道:“现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不就是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">好好过日子?”
他哀伤地说:“别当<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不知道,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">等小东长大……然后就离开<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。”
她脸上的笑容一下子就枯萎了,眼中涌出了泪水。
或许他不该提这事,云琛看着她苦涩地想,或许他不该<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">这样甜蜜快活的时刻又提起这件事……可是,他们经历了那么多,她居然还是放不下他!居然还是忘不了他!!!
亿万只蚂蚁啃噬着他,从里到外,嫉妒和愤怒让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">发疯地想毁灭一切!她看着他扭曲痛苦的目光,怅然一笑,泪水落了下来。
“云琛,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">有没有听说过一句话?要是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的另一半背叛了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,如果<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不爱他,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">可以原谅他,如果<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">很爱他,那么不要原谅。因为那件事<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">永远不会忘记。
云琛,这句话很对是不是?
那一关<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">过不去,难道<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">就过得去?”
他盯着她,过了许久,也笑了起来,“是,有道理。不过<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">忘不了那件事,难道就能忘了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">?”
“方纪,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">看,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">并没有太多选择,要么杀了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们一起毁灭。要么就是说服自己原谅<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们,说服自己是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">负<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">先不该责怪<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。这么想会好一些,很管用。有时候还是会不由自主想象<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">床上的样子……那滋味真他妈不是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">受的。那种时候非得和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">做.爱,再难受也得拼命地做,好像只有那样才能擦掉他<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">身体里的痕迹,只有那样才感觉到<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">是属于<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的……然后就会想起<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">也遭过这种罪,又觉得自己真他妈不是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。
方纪,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">要真随便找个男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">报复<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">也就认了,可是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">怎么能和阿越……<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">置<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">于何地?!<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">就真的那么喜欢他?喜欢到毫不顾忌<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">这才是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">最痛苦的事。”
“这么痛为什么不放手呢?”她流着泪问。
她不明白,真是不明白这个男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。
云琛惨然一笑,“再痛也舍不得。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,这感情虽然让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">痛苦,可也确确实实给了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">很多快乐……以及所有的幸福。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">总说<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">变了,不再是那个光明磊落、干净执着的方纪。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不明白<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">还爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">什么?是,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">是爱那样的方纪,可是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">并没有变。没有<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">只有美好的一面。有光明必有阴暗,现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">只的<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不过是将性格里一直隐藏着的另一面显露出来罢了。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">喜欢光明美好的一面,也就必须接受让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">痛苦的另一面。
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">并不爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的全部,但<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的全部。”
方纪闭着眼睛,过了许久,说:“云琛,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">说得对,每个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">都有让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">意想不到的另一面。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">看起来霸道专横,爱得却比<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">深邃宽广,而<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">表面上开朗豁达,可实际上一直有一股阴暗的愤怒压抑<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">心里。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">想不到<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">能原谅<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,也想不到自己会原谅<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。
一直以来,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">都说服自己看淡很多事情,却不能容忍至亲至爱的欺骗和背叛,那是生命里唯一的净土和乐园,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">受不了它被玷污,所以<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">永远不会原谅<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">一次次对<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">这么说,对自己这么说……对阿越这么说。
现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">回想起来他其实问过<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">很多次,从<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们开始分居到离婚以后,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">总是斩钉截铁地告诉他‘不会,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不会再和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">哥哥<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">一起’
<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">知道<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">一直恨他不顾兄弟情义勾引大嫂,可是他是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">确定了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们不会再和好后才表露自己的感情。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">放纵心底的阴暗伤害了两个最爱<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,受什么惩罚也是应当的。但阿越是因为<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的话才陷进这个深渊的,现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8"><img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">总不能食言而肥享受幸福,而将他继续踩进更深的泥潭里。云琛、云琛,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">有什么权利这么做?
云琛<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">告诉<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,除了等阿越先走出来,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">还有什么法子让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们三个都逃出生天?”
看着她凄清的眼眸,一切化作一声叹息。他拥住她柔声道:“好了,不要再想了,就像<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">说的,一切顺其自然,时间会告诉<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们答案。如果<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">终究会离开<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,那么让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们珍惜现<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的每一天。那些被<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们自己摧毁的,让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们自己重新建立起来。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">说什么?”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">送<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的书<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">看过没有?”
“什么?”
“《外遇,可宽恕的罪》。”
“没有仔细看过。”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">仔细看过了,有些道理。”
“……”
“那上面说宽恕的第一步是要表达<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的愤怒。”
“这个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">已经做了。”
“这个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">也做了。”云琛说,“第二步,是让情<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">彻底离开。”
“这个……他再也不会是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">的情<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">了。”
云琛笑了笑,“好吧,就当<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">做到了。第三,重建亲密和信任。这点很重要,无论最后结果怎么样,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">都希望能和<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">重新建立起以往那种亲密的信任。方纪,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">想不想试一试?”
方纪泫然而笑,“当然,当然,是的。”
“好,那<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们就从这一步开始。首先,咱们得做到相互坦率,无论<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">有什么想法,都要坦率地告诉<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,哪怕有可能会伤到<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">说过希望<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们之间永远不用互相欺骗……之前<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们都没有做到这一点,希望以后<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们可以做到。”
“好,”她垂眸涩声道:“好。”
***
第二天一早,冷军就带着小东搭乘早班机回T市。云琛和方纪也驱车赶回,他们顺利地<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">机场接到了小东和冷军。
有惊无险的小东并没有多少恐惧,见到父母开心又激动,不停给他们讲着自己的惊险经历。
***
回到熟悉的家,大家不由都叹了口气,还是家里好,让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">舒服又放松。
云琛难得地帮儿子拎着包送他回房间去。看着前面并肩而行的两父子,方纪心中忽然涌起一阵难以言喻的满足和感慨,他们都还<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,这还是她的家,还是她的乐园和净土。
“云琛小东。”她大声喊。
有着相似面容的两个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">同时回过身来,一个是高大英俊的成熟男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">、一个是俊秀挺拔的小小少年,这寻常而又美好至极的一幕直突突撞得她胸口发疼,她大步走过去轻轻拥住两<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,微笑道:“咱们拥抱一下吧。”
父子俩都微微一愣,有些别扭地站<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">远处任由她拥抱着,过了一会儿,小东笑嘻嘻抬起手抱住妈妈,云琛也轻轻回拥住她。
***
回到房间,云琛扯住方纪问:“想什么呢?干嘛一个<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">偷笑?”
方纪狡辩道:“没有啊,哪有?”
云琛眯着眼睛:“忘记才答应<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">什么了?刚刚说好要有话就说,彼此坦率,不会这么快就失言吧?”
方纪瞅着他:“是<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">说的啊。”
“说!”
“……<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">想如果有一天能够像刚才那样抱着<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">和云越就好了。”
云琛用冷电一般的目光盯着她,恨不得把她钉穿。
方纪“噗嗤”笑了出来,“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">不是那个意思,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">是说像亲<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">一样的拥抱。<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">希望有一天<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们能再做家<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">。”
过了片刻,云琛不带表情地冷哼一声,“女<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">是不是不管智商多高都这么天真?”
她抱着的时候可能只把他当亲<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">,不过被她抱着的绝对不会这么想!
方纪笑道:“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">知道<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">觉着不可能,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">也这么觉得。不过<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">们那样极端的爱过恨过后,居然还能像如今这样相处,这难道不是不可能的奇迹?<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">想那个也不是没一点可能性。”
云琛摇头笑了起来。
“说啊,干嘛不说?”方纪道。
“什么?”
“很傻很天真,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">心里不就是这么想的?”
“<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">让<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">说的啊。”
“说!”
“反了<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">了,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">一个大男<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">都不敢做左拥右抱的梦,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">倒真敢想!<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">告诉<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">方纪,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">想想也就罢了,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">要真敢干,<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">直接弄死<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">!”
……
转眼两年又过,这两年是云琛十年来最幸福的两年。和方纪有争吵、有生气,可隔膜一天天减少,喜悦和欢乐以他们之前从没想到过的形态一天天重生。
直到这一天,小东初中毕业了,按照计划,他很快会被送到美国读高中。云琛知道自己再没有任何胁迫方纪留<img style="position:relative; top:5px;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com53c205c21fLS0=639z2S2z5WLL8">自己身边的手段。
作者有话要说:抱歉久等了。另外谢谢MM妹妹的地雷。