正文 第二章 祝福多难
她不想就这样死去<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>这是她现在唯一的念头<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>不顾如何尊严<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>哀伤求道：“白水<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>救救我<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>我不想死<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>就算我求你了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>我真的不想死<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”激动的情绪扯痛了她胸口上的内伤<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>她捂住胸口<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>又是一口鲜血从她嘴里溢出<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“你叫我什么?白水<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>呵呵……好美的名字<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>你居然把我当做了别人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>我生平最恨的就是你这种不识好歹<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>视承诺如无物的恶毒女人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”娇嗔呢喃的嗓音顿时又变成沙哑<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>老妇人的脸颊瞬间变得扭曲<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>好像时空扭转<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>事物变形<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
顾清澜顿时觉得她浑身的力气都好像被抽空了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>她从來沒有想过这个问題<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>原來死亡离她是那么的近<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>她直觉地拭去脸颊上的泪水<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>可是粘在指尖的却是一滴又一滴的血水<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>争了一辈子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>怨了一辈子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>得來却还是满手空空<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>她媚眼如新月般勾出完美的弧度<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>撕咬的疼痛感是那么的真实<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>席卷而來的暗潮将她覆盖住了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>老天给了她悔悟的机会<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>却沒有给她悔改、弥补的机会<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
翌日
苏满儿独自一人走在街道上<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>对于街道的那些琳琅满目的小玩意儿完全不感兴趣<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>自从顾清澜昨夜來访<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她心就扑通的跳个不停<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>好似有什么不寻常的事情将要发生似的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她抬起美眸<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>却看到貌似云日衫的背影消失在转角处<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>是她吗?她简直不敢相信<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>步伐紧追着消失的背影而去<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“日衫姐<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>是你吗?你为何要躲着满儿<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>是我做错了什么是吗?”苏满儿朝着四周叫喊着<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她在原地徘徊着<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>这是一条四通八达的小巷子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>如果那个人真的是日衫姐的话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她如果要有意躲着她的话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她就算是想找也找不到了她<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她放弃了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>欲转身离去<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“满儿<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”云日衫生冷地道<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她按住苏满儿单薄的肩膀<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她声音几乎是在颤抖<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>“转眼间<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>你我分离快一年了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>你憔悴了许多<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>而我也变了许多<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>我好不容易才从皇帝手上得到了通行令<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>为的就是和你见上一面<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>如今见到了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>却又不知道该说些什么?你还……怨我吗?”说到‘怨’字<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她的手指微微地颤抖了一下<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“我不曾怪过、怨过日衫姐,对于日衫姐<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>我只有无限的思念<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”她反握住落在肩膀上的柔荑<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她立即转过身子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>目光惊艳地凝视着云日衫娇媚的脸颊<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>秋水如波<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>盈盈动人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>眉宇间多了一股高贵的气势<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>牡丹香扑鼻而來<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她还是她的日衫姐<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>激动地说道：“你还好吗?皇上他对你好吗?如果你觉得皇上是个值得托付终身的男子的话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>你大可脱离主人的掌控<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>最求属于自己的幸福<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”这是她憋在心里<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>一直都想对她说的话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“满儿<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>你变了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”云日衫抬头望着无云的天空<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>昨夜还雷声作响、乌云密布<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>今日就雨过天晴了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>世事变化无常<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>可想而知<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她所认识的苏满儿已经今非昔比了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她强颜欢笑地躲避苏满儿这个问題<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>逗弄道：“别只说我了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>你呢?听说你爱上了一个叫秦穆天的男子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>他的身份可是不简单啊!”
“是的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>我爱上了他<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>但是我不会背叛主人的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>我绝不参与他们之间的纷争<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”苏满儿羞涩地道出<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她敛下美眸<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>不敢看着云日衫说出这句话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>从云日衫的话中她就知道了姜罗谙已经把她的事情都告诉了云日衫了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
云日衫看着她不同寻常的表情<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她就已经猜出了苏满儿对秦穆天的情到底有多深了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她眸中不不添欣喜<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>反而添了几份浓重的忧色<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她望着苏满儿红润的脸颊<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>目光有所迟疑<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>他们的感情已经不是她可以左右其中的了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她勉力笑了笑<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>道：“满儿<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>我很高兴你能找到属于你的幸福<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>可是你夹在他们的纷争之中<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>真的能做到置身事外吗?”她的嗓音中充满了质疑<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“会的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>养育之恩不可忘<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>我不会做出一些背叛主人的事情<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>我可以以我苏满儿的生命來起誓<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”她伸手轻轻地抚平云日衫紧蹙的眉心<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>“日衫姐<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>我要的不是你的担心<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>我要的是你的祝福<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>我希望你会祝福我而不是反对我们在一起<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”
云日衫可以感觉到苏满儿此时的急切心情<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她知道她一直以來都把她当做她的闺中密友<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>情感并不亚于亲生的姐妹<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>可是她一想到秦穆天用质疑的目光打量着她的时候<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她浑身都不由的颤栗起來<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>他活着就是对她的威胁<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她该怎么祝福她们呢?违心之论她已经说得够多了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>可是她不可以对她说这样的话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“日衫姐?”不闻云日衫答话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>苏满儿不免开始焦躁起來了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“我……”云日衫犹豫不决地说道<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她真的无法祝福他们<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>可是看着苏满儿一脸认真的样子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她知道这个问題她无法逃避<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>语气低落地道：“我的祝福对你们真的那么重要吗?”
苏满儿察觉到云日衫的异样<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她的手掌覆上她白皙的柔荑<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>无比恳切地说道：“很重要<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>如果得不到你的祝福<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>那么我们在一起就不是完美的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>日衫姐<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>你在担心些什么?告诉我<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>不要瞒着我<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>我们好不容易才见面不是吗?”
“沒有<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>你别太多心了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>我真心的祝福你们能够白头偕老<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>永结同心<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”云日衫为了安抚苏满儿过于紧张的心<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>她还是说了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>半响后<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>她咬唇艰难地说道：“不过<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>满儿你必须答应我<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>将來你无论遇到什么困难<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>都要坚强的活着<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>快乐地享受着世界的美好事物<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>这只不过是你得到我祝福酬劳<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”
苏满儿轻轻地合上双目<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>点了点头<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>道：“我答应你<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”她非常感激云日衫对她的关怀<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>看着她扭过头的侧脸<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>她忽然觉得日衫姐是这般的孤寂、清冷<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>这种表情是她从前不曾见过的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>她们都变了不是吗?她拉住云日衫<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>继而说道：“好不容易出宫一趟<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>别把大好的时间浪费在这道小巷子里<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>我们不如去闲逛一番如何?”
“你叫我什么?白水<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>呵呵……好美的名字<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>你居然把我当做了别人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>我生平最恨的就是你这种不识好歹<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>视承诺如无物的恶毒女人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”娇嗔呢喃的嗓音顿时又变成沙哑<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>老妇人的脸颊瞬间变得扭曲<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>好像时空扭转<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>事物变形<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
顾清澜顿时觉得她浑身的力气都好像被抽空了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>她从來沒有想过这个问題<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>原來死亡离她是那么的近<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>她直觉地拭去脸颊上的泪水<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>可是粘在指尖的却是一滴又一滴的血水<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>争了一辈子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>怨了一辈子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>得來却还是满手空空<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>她媚眼如新月般勾出完美的弧度<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>撕咬的疼痛感是那么的真实<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>席卷而來的暗潮将她覆盖住了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>老天给了她悔悟的机会<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>却沒有给她悔改、弥补的机会<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
翌日
苏满儿独自一人走在街道上<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>对于街道的那些琳琅满目的小玩意儿完全不感兴趣<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307221063.png)'></span>自从顾清澜昨夜來访<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她心就扑通的跳个不停<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>好似有什么不寻常的事情将要发生似的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她抬起美眸<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>却看到貌似云日衫的背影消失在转角处<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>是她吗?她简直不敢相信<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>步伐紧追着消失的背影而去<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“日衫姐<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>是你吗?你为何要躲着满儿<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>是我做错了什么是吗?”苏满儿朝着四周叫喊着<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她在原地徘徊着<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>这是一条四通八达的小巷子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>如果那个人真的是日衫姐的话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她如果要有意躲着她的话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她就算是想找也找不到了她<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她放弃了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>欲转身离去<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“满儿<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”云日衫生冷地道<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她按住苏满儿单薄的肩膀<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她声音几乎是在颤抖<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>“转眼间<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>你我分离快一年了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>你憔悴了许多<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>而我也变了许多<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>我好不容易才从皇帝手上得到了通行令<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>为的就是和你见上一面<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>如今见到了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>却又不知道该说些什么?你还……怨我吗?”说到‘怨’字<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她的手指微微地颤抖了一下<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“我不曾怪过、怨过日衫姐,对于日衫姐<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>我只有无限的思念<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”她反握住落在肩膀上的柔荑<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>她立即转过身子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>目光惊艳地凝视着云日衫娇媚的脸颊<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912213/4444992/-2826628709281420758.png)'></span>秋水如波<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>盈盈动人<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>眉宇间多了一股高贵的气势<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>牡丹香扑鼻而來<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她还是她的日衫姐<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>激动地说道：“你还好吗?皇上他对你好吗?如果你觉得皇上是个值得托付终身的男子的话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>你大可脱离主人的掌控<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>最求属于自己的幸福<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”这是她憋在心里<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>一直都想对她说的话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“满儿<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>你变了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”云日衫抬头望着无云的天空<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>昨夜还雷声作响、乌云密布<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>今日就雨过天晴了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>世事变化无常<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>可想而知<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她所认识的苏满儿已经今非昔比了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她强颜欢笑地躲避苏满儿这个问題<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>逗弄道：“别只说我了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>你呢?听说你爱上了一个叫秦穆天的男子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>他的身份可是不简单啊!”
“是的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>我爱上了他<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>但是我不会背叛主人的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>我绝不参与他们之间的纷争<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”苏满儿羞涩地道出<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她敛下美眸<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>不敢看着云日衫说出这句话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>从云日衫的话中她就知道了姜罗谙已经把她的事情都告诉了云日衫了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
云日衫看着她不同寻常的表情<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她就已经猜出了苏满儿对秦穆天的情到底有多深了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她眸中不不添欣喜<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>反而添了几份浓重的忧色<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>她望着苏满儿红润的脸颊<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>目光有所迟疑<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912218/4444992/5888680993561868907.png)'></span>他们的感情已经不是她可以左右其中的了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她勉力笑了笑<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>道：“满儿<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>我很高兴你能找到属于你的幸福<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>可是你夹在他们的纷争之中<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>真的能做到置身事外吗?”她的嗓音中充满了质疑<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“会的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>养育之恩不可忘<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>我不会做出一些背叛主人的事情<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>我可以以我苏满儿的生命來起誓<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”她伸手轻轻地抚平云日衫紧蹙的眉心<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>“日衫姐<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>我要的不是你的担心<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>我要的是你的祝福<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>我希望你会祝福我而不是反对我们在一起<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”
云日衫可以感觉到苏满儿此时的急切心情<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她知道她一直以來都把她当做她的闺中密友<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>情感并不亚于亲生的姐妹<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>可是她一想到秦穆天用质疑的目光打量着她的时候<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她浑身都不由的颤栗起來<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>他活着就是对她的威胁<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她该怎么祝福她们呢?违心之论她已经说得够多了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>可是她不可以对她说这样的话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“日衫姐?”不闻云日衫答话<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>苏满儿不免开始焦躁起來了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>
“我……”云日衫犹豫不决地说道<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她真的无法祝福他们<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>可是看着苏满儿一脸认真的样子<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她知道这个问題她无法逃避<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>语气低落地道：“我的祝福对你们真的那么重要吗?”
苏满儿察觉到云日衫的异样<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>她的手掌覆上她白皙的柔荑<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>无比恳切地说道：“很重要<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>如果得不到你的祝福<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>那么我们在一起就不是完美的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>日衫姐<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912223/4444992/-6146344581738628866.png)'></span>你在担心些什么?告诉我<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>不要瞒着我<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>我们好不容易才见面不是吗?”
“沒有<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>你别太多心了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>我真心的祝福你们能够白头偕老<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>永结同心<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”云日衫为了安抚苏满儿过于紧张的心<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>她还是说了<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>半响后<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>她咬唇艰难地说道：“不过<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>满儿你必须答应我<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>将來你无论遇到什么困难<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>都要坚强的活着<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>快乐地享受着世界的美好事物<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>这只不过是你得到我祝福酬劳<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”
苏满儿轻轻地合上双目<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>点了点头<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>道：“我答应你<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912208/4444992/5751884156307203401.png)'></span>”她非常感激云日衫对她的关怀<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>看着她扭过头的侧脸<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>她忽然觉得日衫姐是这般的孤寂、清冷<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>这种表情是她从前不曾见过的<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>她们都变了不是吗?她拉住云日衫<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>继而说道：“好不容易出宫一趟<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>别把大好的时间浪费在这道小巷子里<span class='character' style='background-image:url(/img/1358993912228/4444992/2568965121708619887.png)'></span>我们不如去闲逛一番如何?”