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第六十五章 暗涛
又坐了一会儿,见天色不早,便起身回去。简宁先行一步,去看马车准备如何。由采莺陪着安阳慢慢从寺里走出。
正从凉亭往正店<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">回廊处走过,迎面走来寺庙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">住持玄空方丈。他虽已年是古稀之龄，却依旧精神。安阳略略侧过身，避开往旁走了几步,谁料玄空方丈也移了几步。安阳生疑，心中敬他是得道高僧,再次谦让,可惜对方却依旧堵在她前行<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">路口。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">这和尚，好不讲理！”采莺有些气愤。
玄空抬眸瞧了她一眼，缓缓道：“是二位施主挡住了贫僧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">去路。”
“明明是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">故意刁难！”
“采莺,”安阳似乎想到了什么,“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">去看看马车可套好了。”
“小姐，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">……”采莺欲争辩什么，见安阳神色，心中明白这是有事要密谈，只好道，“那小姐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">可快点，不然简公子等会儿急了又要骂奴婢了。”
安阳点头。
回廊只余安阳与玄空二人。
安阳道：“此处足以让三人并肩而过，如今只余两人，还有什么挡在方丈此去之路呢。”
玄空笑了笑：“佛门虽小，却可挡万丈红尘；施主人不大，却如高山大川，狭路相逢，只能挡住来人去路。”
安阳脸色变了变：“方丈何处此言？”
“佛门讲究因果，今日果全因昨日因，因不解，果不结。施主几经起伏，还不明白吗？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">——”安阳突觉得自己脚步飘浮，一把扶住身旁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">木柱。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">到底该怎么做？”安阳神色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">复杂望着玄空，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">到底做错过什么？！”
“施主一直觉得自己都是无辜被牵连其中？”
安阳没有回答。
“施主身份高贵，受百姓供奉，醉心书画，于是只要有人赠送施主<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">所爱之物，施主便会为其大开方便之门。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">没有！”安阳失声呵斥，却又为难<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">低下头，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">没有……真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">没有……”
玄空深深看了她一眼，双手合十：“昨日合眼梦，今日开眼梦，诸子总在梦中听，云门复说梦中梦。阿弥陀佛，施主好自为之。”
空空<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">回廊，只有安阳一人失神<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">伫立在那里。不知哪里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">微风掠过她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">衣袖，夕阳微斜，看不清她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">脸庞，却兀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">拖长了她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">影子。
直到回到顾府，安阳还是那般模样，看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">简宁万分莫名。之前还好好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，怎么突然就变脸了？好在他已经习惯安阳这种反复无常<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">心情了，只是越发嘱咐紫鹃采莺二人小心服侍，免得让她心情更糟。
第二日清早，赵贵匆匆而来，低声道：“刚收到清潭寺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">消息，他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">住持玄空方丈在昨夜圆寂了。”
只听到瓷器清脆声响，地上散着茶杯碎片。
“安阳？”简宁知道她心情不好，却没有料到会如此失神。
不过圆寂了一个方丈，她怎么这么伤心？看起来也不像伤心啊……
“没什么。”安阳撑着一旁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">案几站起身，“只是想到昨日才见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">大师没想到今天就……真是世事无常，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">……”她也说不下去了，托词头疼便回房休息去了。
见此状，简宁也明白她状况不好了。可是刚跟过去，安阳便带上房门，依旧说头疼想休息。
“那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">好好睡一觉，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">去请大夫。”
“不用了。”门内传来些许低语，“不必那么麻烦，睡一会儿就好。”
“好……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">就在门外，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">有事就吩咐。”说着，却听到了门内安阳丝丝抽泣声，一声一声如热油滴落在他心头，疼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">苦不堪言，却不敢推门而入，只得呆呆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">站在门外，双手不由紧紧握成了拳。
渐渐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，那声音听不见了，想来安阳已走到了里屋了。
屋中空空荡荡，安阳再也忍不住，可又不敢放声大哭，只得拼命捂住嘴，无声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">痛哭。自从这次醒来，她就一直委屈不已，明明什么都没做，可却让她来承担这些后果。她明明是享尽人间富贵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">天家公主，却落得这般下场，这些都是简宁他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">错，他们为什么要将她牵扯进去，为什么！
是啊，她就是这样一遍又一遍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">问自己，一遍又一遍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">替自己委屈到不行。她做错过什么？她真心将那些人当做朋友，可他们却是怎么回报她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">？除了利用外，丝毫不见真心！
可玄空方丈却她是高山大川，狭路相逢，只能挡住来人去路……
也许只有将自己置于受害者<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">地位，才能那样趾高气扬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">指责他人。安阳突然被自己脑中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">这个想法吓呆了，她真是这样卑劣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">人吗？
简宁默默地守在门口，他自认为很会猜女孩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">心思，可这一次他真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">猜不着安阳到底发生了何事。在清潭寺时他曾对住持说过自己那个梦，住持却对他说：“庄公梦蝶，熟真？熟假？因果耳。”
也许是神灵在冥冥中让他看到了那个梦，幸好那是梦，幸好……一切都还来得及。就算抛却梦境，简宁想，他也是喜欢安阳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。
紫鹃正在厨房忙碌，见着孟大嫂，不由道：“大嫂怎么来了？”
孟大嫂试探问道：“听说小姐今日失手摔碎了碗碟？”
“是啊。”想及当时情景，紫鹃也觉得有些不可思议，“应该是听到玄空方丈圆寂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">消息受了惊吓吧，毕竟昨日才见着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。”
“原来如此。”孟大嫂暗自喃喃。见紫鹃在和面，似乎要做些小糕点，不由问道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">也来搭把手吧。”
谁料紫鹃却笑道：“不用了，这点事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">自己来就好了。”
孟大嫂脸微沉：“把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">当外人了是不是？”
紫鹃道：“大嫂是客，哪有让客人动手<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">道理。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">算哪门子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">客啊。”说着就要撩起袖子来帮忙，门外却传来采莺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">声音：“孟大嫂在吗？”
“在。”
“有人找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。”
孟大嫂只好又放下袖子，冲着紫鹃淡淡笑了笑，便出去了。
紫鹃松口气。她是顾府里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">大丫鬟，正是因为细心谨慎才被顾母派到毓兰驿，这边所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">吃食要么经过她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">手要么经过采莺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">手，总之绝对不能让其他人碰到。不是不相信孟大嫂，只不过这些都是府中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">规矩。
孟大嫂来到中院，原来罗娘子已经将屋子收拾好了，过来接她过去住。孟大嫂有些支支吾吾：“这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">怎么好去叨扰大姐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">呢，而且小姐孩子也多，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">去了更会添麻烦。”
罗娘子还可以她是不好意思，直接爽快道：“没事儿，到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">那小住几天权当散心了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">若去了，还可以帮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">照看几个小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">还要感激<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。”
“这……那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">先去向小姐辞行。”见此状，孟大嫂也不好推脱了。
采莺道：“小姐今日有些头疼，现在正休息呢。”
“那可怎么好？”孟大嫂有些焦急，“不告而别似乎不合礼数，加之她又救了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">一命。”
采莺却有点不屑，脸上忍耐着没有表露：“大嫂有什么话现在说便是，待会儿等小姐醒来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">转告即可。”
孟大嫂知道今日是见不到安阳了，勉强笑了笑：“那就烦请转告小姐，多谢她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">救命之恩。”
“嗯，记住了。”
二人离开顾府，走到了街面上，孟大嫂突然停下了脚步，罗娘子不解：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">这是？”
孟大嫂低着头，小声道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想回家看看。”
罗娘子顿时一口气憋在了胸口，要不是看在四周人来人往，就要破口大骂了，如今却是压低着声音，呵斥道：“瞧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">那点出息，如今<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">家那小口子不来找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">就好好过几天安生日子，哪有上赶着去找打找骂！”
“可他……他终归是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">夫君。”孟大嫂声音更低了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">说妹子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">可不是嫌<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">大姐家里小，不愿意去。”
孟大嫂慌了神，连忙摆手：“不是不是……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">从没有嫌弃过……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">……只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">也在外面住了这些时日了，想来他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">气也消了，加之家里也要有个人照应才是。”
罗娘子深深叹口气。据她那口子说，这段日子孟老大消停点全因发了点小财，日日泡在营妓那乐不思蜀。本来她还想着找个机会将这事儿告诉孟大嫂，如今看来，得了，还是瞒下来好，免得又闹出什么幺蛾子。
“行，既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">执意如此，那就回去吧！”热心如罗娘子也觉得孟大嫂此人真真是个付不起来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">阿斗。
“多谢大姐。”孟大嫂微微行了礼，便往自家而去。
毓兰驿多风沙，不过两三日<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">光景，家中便蒙上了厚厚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">积灰。孟大嫂叹口气，看来孟老大这几日也不在家里。
几千年以后会出现一个很奇怪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">病症——斯德哥尔摩综合症。指<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">是受害人对罪犯反而产生了依赖感。这种情况放在孟大嫂身上，也能说得通。她这一被子，前半生富贵荣华，后半生颠沛流离，如此巨大落差让她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">心灵渐渐扭曲，觉得只有恶<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，黑暗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，才是决定命运<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">力量。
孟大嫂叹口气，收拾了一下便将屋子打扫干净。过了会儿，从屋中一角柜子最下面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">一个不起眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">小格子中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">拿出一面铜镜，上面花纹繁复精致，虽然款式有些老旧，却依旧是一面不俗之物。
曾经何时她也对镜贴花黄，她也是临溪抚琴，她也吟诗作对。而如今，这镜中那张粗糙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">脸，那被与毓兰驿风沙不断侵蚀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">皮肤都在一边又一边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">告诉她，当初那个美女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">少女，已经变成一个粗俗不堪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">孟大嫂！天知道她有多恶心这个称呼，每被人叫一次，她都恶心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想要吐！
不过现在，她想她终于可以改变这一切了。
“安阳公主……”镜中女子笑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">万分狰狞，“看着吧，不久之后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">会让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">也沦落到如此下场！”
作者有话要说：我日更，我骄傲~\(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦
又坐了一会儿,见天色不早,便起身回去。简宁先行一步,去看马车准备如何。由采莺陪着安阳慢慢从寺里走出。
正从凉亭往正店<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">回廊处走过,迎面走来寺庙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">住持玄空方丈。他虽已年是古稀之龄，却依旧精神。安阳略略侧过身，避开往旁走了几步,谁料玄空方丈也移了几步。安阳生疑，心中敬他是得道高僧,再次谦让,可惜对方却依旧堵在她前行<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">路口。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">这和尚，好不讲理！”采莺有些气愤。
玄空抬眸瞧了她一眼，缓缓道：“是二位施主挡住了贫僧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">去路。”
“明明是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">故意刁难！”
“采莺,”安阳似乎想到了什么,“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">去看看马车可套好了。”
“小姐，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">……”采莺欲争辩什么，见安阳神色，心中明白这是有事要密谈，只好道，“那小姐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">可快点，不然简公子等会儿急了又要骂奴婢了。”
安阳点头。
回廊只余安阳与玄空二人。
安阳道：“此处足以让三人并肩而过，如今只余两人，还有什么挡在方丈此去之路呢。”
玄空笑了笑：“佛门虽小，却可挡万丈红尘；施主人不大，却如高山大川，狭路相逢，只能挡住来人去路。”
安阳脸色变了变：“方丈何处此言？”
“佛门讲究因果，今日果全因昨日因，因不解，果不结。施主几经起伏，还不明白吗？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">——”安阳突觉得自己脚步飘浮，一把扶住身旁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">木柱。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">到底该怎么做？”安阳神色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">复杂望着玄空，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">到底做错过什么？！”
“施主一直觉得自己都是无辜被牵连其中？”
安阳没有回答。
“施主身份高贵，受百姓供奉，醉心书画，于是只要有人赠送施主<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">所爱之物，施主便会为其大开方便之门。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">没有！”安阳失声呵斥，却又为难<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">低下头，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">没有……真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">没有……”
玄空深深看了她一眼，双手合十：“昨日合眼梦，今日开眼梦，诸子总在梦中听，云门复说梦中梦。阿弥陀佛，施主好自为之。”
空空<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">回廊，只有安阳一人失神<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">伫立在那里。不知哪里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">微风掠过她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">衣袖，夕阳微斜，看不清她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">脸庞，却兀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">拖长了她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">影子。
直到回到顾府，安阳还是那般模样，看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">简宁万分莫名。之前还好好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，怎么突然就变脸了？好在他已经习惯安阳这种反复无常<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">心情了，只是越发嘱咐紫鹃采莺二人小心服侍，免得让她心情更糟。
第二日清早，赵贵匆匆而来，低声道：“刚收到清潭寺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">消息，他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">住持玄空方丈在昨夜圆寂了。”
只听到瓷器清脆声响，地上散着茶杯碎片。
“安阳？”简宁知道她心情不好，却没有料到会如此失神。
不过圆寂了一个方丈，她怎么这么伤心？看起来也不像伤心啊……
“没什么。”安阳撑着一旁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">案几站起身，“只是想到昨日才见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">大师没想到今天就……真是世事无常，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">……”她也说不下去了，托词头疼便回房休息去了。
见此状，简宁也明白她状况不好了。可是刚跟过去，安阳便带上房门，依旧说头疼想休息。
“那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">好好睡一觉，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">去请大夫。”
“不用了。”门内传来些许低语，“不必那么麻烦，睡一会儿就好。”
“好……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">就在门外，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">有事就吩咐。”说着，却听到了门内安阳丝丝抽泣声，一声一声如热油滴落在他心头，疼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">苦不堪言，却不敢推门而入，只得呆呆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">站在门外，双手不由紧紧握成了拳。
渐渐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，那声音听不见了，想来安阳已走到了里屋了。
屋中空空荡荡，安阳再也忍不住，可又不敢放声大哭，只得拼命捂住嘴，无声<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">痛哭。自从这次醒来，她就一直委屈不已，明明什么都没做，可却让她来承担这些后果。她明明是享尽人间富贵<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">天家公主，却落得这般下场，这些都是简宁他们<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">错，他们为什么要将她牵扯进去，为什么！
是啊，她就是这样一遍又一遍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">问自己，一遍又一遍<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">替自己委屈到不行。她做错过什么？她真心将那些人当做朋友，可他们却是怎么回报她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">？除了利用外，丝毫不见真心！
可玄空方丈却她是高山大川，狭路相逢，只能挡住来人去路……
也许只有将自己置于受害者<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">地位，才能那样趾高气扬<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">指责他人。安阳突然被自己脑中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">这个想法吓呆了，她真是这样卑劣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">人吗？
简宁默默地守在门口，他自认为很会猜女孩<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">心思，可这一次他真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">猜不着安阳到底发生了何事。在清潭寺时他曾对住持说过自己那个梦，住持却对他说：“庄公梦蝶，熟真？熟假？因果耳。”
也许是神灵在冥冥中让他看到了那个梦，幸好那是梦，幸好……一切都还来得及。就算抛却梦境，简宁想，他也是喜欢安阳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。
紫鹃正在厨房忙碌，见着孟大嫂，不由道：“大嫂怎么来了？”
孟大嫂试探问道：“听说小姐今日失手摔碎了碗碟？”
“是啊。”想及当时情景，紫鹃也觉得有些不可思议，“应该是听到玄空方丈圆寂<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">消息受了惊吓吧，毕竟昨日才见着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。”
“原来如此。”孟大嫂暗自喃喃。见紫鹃在和面，似乎要做些小糕点，不由问道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">也来搭把手吧。”
谁料紫鹃却笑道：“不用了，这点事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">自己来就好了。”
孟大嫂脸微沉：“把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">当外人了是不是？”
紫鹃道：“大嫂是客，哪有让客人动手<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">道理。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">算哪门子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">客啊。”说着就要撩起袖子来帮忙，门外却传来采莺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">声音：“孟大嫂在吗？”
“在。”
“有人找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。”
孟大嫂只好又放下袖子，冲着紫鹃淡淡笑了笑，便出去了。
紫鹃松口气。她是顾府里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">大丫鬟，正是因为细心谨慎才被顾母派到毓兰驿，这边所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">吃食要么经过她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">手要么经过采莺<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">手，总之绝对不能让其他人碰到。不是不相信孟大嫂，只不过这些都是府中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">规矩。
孟大嫂来到中院，原来罗娘子已经将屋子收拾好了，过来接她过去住。孟大嫂有些支支吾吾：“这<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">怎么好去叨扰大姐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">呢，而且小姐孩子也多，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">去了更会添麻烦。”
罗娘子还可以她是不好意思，直接爽快道：“没事儿，到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">那小住几天权当散心了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">若去了，还可以帮<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">照看几个小<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">还要感激<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">。”
“这……那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">先去向小姐辞行。”见此状，孟大嫂也不好推脱了。
采莺道：“小姐今日有些头疼，现在正休息呢。”
“那可怎么好？”孟大嫂有些焦急，“不告而别似乎不合礼数，加之她又救了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">一命。”
采莺却有点不屑，脸上忍耐着没有表露：“大嫂有什么话现在说便是，待会儿等小姐醒来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">转告即可。”
孟大嫂知道今日是见不到安阳了，勉强笑了笑：“那就烦请转告小姐，多谢她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">救命之恩。”
“嗯，记住了。”
二人离开顾府，走到了街面上，孟大嫂突然停下了脚步，罗娘子不解：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">这是？”
孟大嫂低着头，小声道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想回家看看。”
罗娘子顿时一口气憋在了胸口，要不是看在四周人来人往，就要破口大骂了，如今却是压低着声音，呵斥道：“瞧<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">那点出息，如今<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">家那小口子不来找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">就好好过几天安生日子，哪有上赶着去找打找骂！”
“可他……他终归是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">夫君。”孟大嫂声音更低了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">说妹子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">可不是嫌<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">大姐家里小，不愿意去。”
孟大嫂慌了神，连忙摆手：“不是不是……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">从没有嫌弃过……<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">……只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">也在外面住了这些时日了，想来他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">气也消了，加之家里也要有个人照应才是。”
罗娘子深深叹口气。据她那口子说，这段日子孟老大消停点全因发了点小财，日日泡在营妓那乐不思蜀。本来她还想着找个机会将这事儿告诉孟大嫂，如今看来，得了，还是瞒下来好，免得又闹出什么幺蛾子。
“行，既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">执意如此，那就回去吧！”热心如罗娘子也觉得孟大嫂此人真真是个付不起来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">阿斗。
“多谢大姐。”孟大嫂微微行了礼，便往自家而去。
毓兰驿多风沙，不过两三日<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">光景，家中便蒙上了厚厚<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">积灰。孟大嫂叹口气，看来孟老大这几日也不在家里。
几千年以后会出现一个很奇怪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">病症——斯德哥尔摩综合症。指<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">是受害人对罪犯反而产生了依赖感。这种情况放在孟大嫂身上，也能说得通。她这一被子，前半生富贵荣华，后半生颠沛流离，如此巨大落差让她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">心灵渐渐扭曲，觉得只有恶<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，黑暗<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">，才是决定命运<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">力量。
孟大嫂叹口气，收拾了一下便将屋子打扫干净。过了会儿，从屋中一角柜子最下面<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">一个不起眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">小格子中<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">拿出一面铜镜，上面花纹繁复精致，虽然款式有些老旧，却依旧是一面不俗之物。
曾经何时她也对镜贴花黄，她也是临溪抚琴，她也吟诗作对。而如今，这镜中那张粗糙<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">脸，那被与毓兰驿风沙不断侵蚀<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">皮肤都在一边又一边<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">告诉她，当初那个美女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">少女，已经变成一个粗俗不堪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">孟大嫂！天知道她有多恶心这个称呼，每被人叫一次，她都恶心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">想要吐！
不过现在，她想她终于可以改变这一切了。
“安阳公主……”镜中女子笑<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">万分狰狞，“看着吧，不久之后<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">会让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comca1320c17d">也沦落到如此下场！”
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