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周北生成长于乡间,他骨子里保持着以敬畏对师长<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">态度。他一直以来也都是这样做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">。他想象不出,世间有学生会不尊敬老师,甚至当面嘲笑、愚弄老师。
他经岳父推荐,进了岳父故交开设<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">学馆当教席。便遇到了这他前所未遇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">事情。
一开始事情是顺利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">。这个学馆招收<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">大部分都是富家公子，因此给他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">待遇颇佳。生平首次自己能挣钱，这既让周北生为能贴补家中自豪,与人□流也消除了部分他日渐增多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">困顿和迷惑。而且教学一途，既教且学,也不会让他生疏于书本。
只是他虽然天分好,于学习上举一反三触类旁通，但于教习学问一途上，却生涩得犹如他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">年纪。他教得不够生动,又以己度人,以自己一贯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">学习强度要求学生，富家公子们散漫惯了，又没有刻苦学习光耀门楣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">强烈愿望，对他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">要求便载声怨道。如果是对老夫子，他们还不敢十分爆发。偏偏师长是个比自己大不了几岁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">年轻人，还是个乡下来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">凤凰男，眼睛长在头顶上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">公子哥们自然不把周北生放在眼里。
周北生从此受了学生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">反抗，课堂纪律不是顶好，布置下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">作业学生也交不齐。他气得仰倒。只是他想法正统，秉承有教无类<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">原则，以为自己付出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">不够，便要求得越发严格。学生反抗得也越加激烈。
周北生有时候甚至感觉焦头烂额。在他给吕氏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">家信中，他不由地流露了这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">心情：太艰难了。
后来有人打听出了周北生坐过监牢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">旧事，当丑闻说与其他学子听。当一日周北生被学生闹得终于忍不住，当众要责罚一名顽劣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">学生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">时候，那学生嚷嚷着：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">有何资格教育<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">呢？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">不过是入过监牢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">囚犯，品德不端，还为此丧失了参加考试<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">资格，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">根本就不够德性做老师。”
周北生太年轻了。他不懂得处理别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">非难。更何况这非难正中他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">痛处。他不懂得回击，学不会自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">开解，年轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">他选择了逃避。
他回到他乡下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">家中，避在书房内，镇日面色苍白，书籍摊在面前，一整日也翻不过一页。
忙碌着生存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">周家人一开始并未发现他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">异状。后来周老爷子见他神色恍惚，几次问了他，他才把事情和盘托出。这个曾经骄傲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">青年哭得涕泪同下，“爷爷，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">再也没有前程了是吗？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">和爹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">期盼，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">也没有实现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">那一天了……”
这个想法一开始就埋在他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">身体，如今发芽生根，让他挣扎不开了。
周老爷子大急，但是他和周老爹老夫妻俩也都没有办法。该说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">该劝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">他们全试过了，他们是在意儿孙光宗耀祖，但更在意他过真实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">幸福<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">人生，这样为人长辈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">苦心，还不够吗？
周东生同样理解不了小弟，“难道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">如今不是个自由人吗？难道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">如今不是倚靠自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">双手，为家人，为妻子儿女过更好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">日子在努力干活吗？有没有入过监牢，有影响<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">大声笑大声哭，流血流汗吗？”
周北生喃喃道：“大哥，这不一样……”
周南生一贯支持小弟，这一回却也看不得他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">不振作，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">和大哥都没有往自己身上贴标签，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">又有啥不一样？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">只是三五年内不方便去考试，又不是一辈子都不得考。不过是三两黄口小儿讲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">话，就把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">二十年以来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">骄傲和自信击溃了？”
周北生扪心自问，也许本来他就不够骄傲和自信，他所要走<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">这一条路险阻且长，他从前想一鼓作气，如今这气破了一个洞，他便走不下去了。
如此周家上下都没劝动周北生。
夜里周南生躺在床上想起小弟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">消沉，不由长吁短叹，“唉，怎么办好呢？”
唐荷手脚肿胀，大腹便便，睡觉变成难事，也没有余力同情旁人，便道：“他那么大一个人了自己会想通<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">。”
但是他没想通之前折磨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">是别人。唐荷几次撞见过吕氏偷偷抹泪。这也就罢了，唐荷觉得，做老婆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">迟早要习惯老公不跟自己敞开心扉，反正痛着痛着就习惯了。但周老爹和徐氏两人，也跟着幼子着急上火吃不下饭，唐荷看着他们白发苍苍不忍心。最主要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">还是周老爷子，因为脚瘸得厉害，如今一整日大多坐在自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">摇椅上轻易不走动，只忧虑地看着孙儿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">书房。
唐荷因为怀孕内分泌失调，脾气比孕前略大一些。这几日她看周北生，完全消失掉了共患难<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">感情，对他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">不满又蹭蹭地冒出头来。
她讨厌一个人占据多数资源而不自知，不知珍惜，轻忽浪费。
这一日她走进周北生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">书房，把一份卷子摊开在他面前，“给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">看篇文章。”
这是她选了以前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">科举考试题目写<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">文章。她写文章有天然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">优势。她来自后世，人生有阅历，自然能提出新颖<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">观点，当然她略差<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">在引经据典<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">能力，但她又不是闭卷考，她想引用经典论证观点，就近翻书就可以了啊。而且她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">时间充裕，对文章不满意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">地方可以一再修改。
唐荷看过周北生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">文章，才子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">学问自然是不差<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">，可是文采有余入世不足<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">文章跟她这篇作弊文一比，还是高下立现。
周北生不知道唐荷今日是为打击他而来，只看她挺着肚子进门，慌忙把椅子让给她做。唐荷也不推辞，坐下后下巴一抬，示意他拿起纸卷。
周北生苦笑，“三嫂，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">不是很有心情……”
“这是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">闲来练笔写<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">文章，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">且帮忙看看吧。”唐荷不容他拒绝，直接把卷子拿起等他接过。
周北生无法，接过纸卷阅读。一会后他面色一整，然后越来越认真。“三嫂，这……当真是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">写<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">？”
“对。”唐荷答道，又直白地问他：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">觉得同样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">题目<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">写得好还是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">写得好？”
周北生沉默许久，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">比之三嫂不如。”
他面带苦笑，“果然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">当放弃科举一途，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">十几年苦读，还比不得还比不得只读了三个月书<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">女子……”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">要继续自怨自艾<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">没有意见，”唐荷打断他，“只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">能不能躲远点？不然爷爷和爹娘，还有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">哥他们看着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">这样子，日子也过不好。”
“……对不起，”周北生轻声说道，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">也不想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">……”
“呵。”唐荷无奈地摇头笑，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">如果真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">不想他们担心，就别做这副让他们担心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">样子。”
周北生沉默。
唐荷起身，出门前转身说道：“其实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">一早想告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">应该再多读几年书再去考试，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">看，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">文章连<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">都比不过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">如今<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">学问其实真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">还不够中举，更不用说中进士了。只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">被夸昏了头，没忍心打击<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">。这次<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">虽然受了挫折，但起码能让家里省下好几回<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">注定浪费<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">路费和考试银子。”
话毕唐荷不再管他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">反应，自己腆着大肚子走了。
没想到第二日，周北生竟然就跟周老爹要求去铺上帮忙了。
他经岳父推荐,进了岳父故交开设<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">学馆当教席。便遇到了这他前所未遇<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">事情。
一开始事情是顺利<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">。这个学馆招收<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">大部分都是富家公子，因此给他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">待遇颇佳。生平首次自己能挣钱，这既让周北生为能贴补家中自豪,与人□流也消除了部分他日渐增多<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">困顿和迷惑。而且教学一途，既教且学,也不会让他生疏于书本。
只是他虽然天分好,于学习上举一反三触类旁通，但于教习学问一途上，却生涩得犹如他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">年纪。他教得不够生动,又以己度人,以自己一贯<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">学习强度要求学生，富家公子们散漫惯了，又没有刻苦学习光耀门楣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">强烈愿望，对他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">要求便载声怨道。如果是对老夫子，他们还不敢十分爆发。偏偏师长是个比自己大不了几岁<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">年轻人，还是个乡下来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">凤凰男，眼睛长在头顶上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">公子哥们自然不把周北生放在眼里。
周北生从此受了学生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">反抗，课堂纪律不是顶好，布置下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">作业学生也交不齐。他气得仰倒。只是他想法正统，秉承有教无类<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">原则，以为自己付出<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">不够，便要求得越发严格。学生反抗得也越加激烈。
周北生有时候甚至感觉焦头烂额。在他给吕氏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">家信中，他不由地流露了这样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">心情：太艰难了。
后来有人打听出了周北生坐过监牢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">旧事，当丑闻说与其他学子听。当一日周北生被学生闹得终于忍不住，当众要责罚一名顽劣<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">学生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">时候，那学生嚷嚷着：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">有何资格教育<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">呢？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">不过是入过监牢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">囚犯，品德不端，还为此丧失了参加考试<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">资格，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">根本就不够德性做老师。”
周北生太年轻了。他不懂得处理别人<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">非难。更何况这非难正中他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">痛处。他不懂得回击，学不会自<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">开解，年轻<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">他选择了逃避。
他回到他乡下<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">家中，避在书房内，镇日面色苍白，书籍摊在面前，一整日也翻不过一页。
忙碌着生存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">周家人一开始并未发现他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">异状。后来周老爷子见他神色恍惚，几次问了他，他才把事情和盘托出。这个曾经骄傲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">青年哭得涕泪同下，“爷爷，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">再也没有前程了是吗？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">和爹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">期盼，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">也没有实现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">那一天了……”
这个想法一开始就埋在他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">身体，如今发芽生根，让他挣扎不开了。
周老爷子大急，但是他和周老爹老夫妻俩也都没有办法。该说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">该劝<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">他们全试过了，他们是在意儿孙光宗耀祖，但更在意他过真实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">幸福<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">人生，这样为人长辈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">苦心，还不够吗？
周东生同样理解不了小弟，“难道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">如今不是个自由人吗？难道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">如今不是倚靠自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">双手，为家人，为妻子儿女过更好<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">日子在努力干活吗？有没有入过监牢，有影响<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">大声笑大声哭，流血流汗吗？”
周北生喃喃道：“大哥，这不一样……”
周南生一贯支持小弟，这一回却也看不得他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">不振作，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">和大哥都没有往自己身上贴标签，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">又有啥不一样？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">只是三五年内不方便去考试，又不是一辈子都不得考。不过是三两黄口小儿讲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">话，就把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">二十年以来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">骄傲和自信击溃了？”
周北生扪心自问，也许本来他就不够骄傲和自信，他所要走<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">这一条路险阻且长，他从前想一鼓作气，如今这气破了一个洞，他便走不下去了。
如此周家上下都没劝动周北生。
夜里周南生躺在床上想起小弟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">消沉，不由长吁短叹，“唉，怎么办好呢？”
唐荷手脚肿胀，大腹便便，睡觉变成难事，也没有余力同情旁人，便道：“他那么大一个人了自己会想通<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">。”
但是他没想通之前折磨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">是别人。唐荷几次撞见过吕氏偷偷抹泪。这也就罢了，唐荷觉得，做老婆<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">迟早要习惯老公不跟自己敞开心扉，反正痛着痛着就习惯了。但周老爹和徐氏两人，也跟着幼子着急上火吃不下饭，唐荷看着他们白发苍苍不忍心。最主要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">还是周老爷子，因为脚瘸得厉害，如今一整日大多坐在自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">摇椅上轻易不走动，只忧虑地看着孙儿<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">书房。
唐荷因为怀孕内分泌失调，脾气比孕前略大一些。这几日她看周北生，完全消失掉了共患难<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">感情，对他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">不满又蹭蹭地冒出头来。
她讨厌一个人占据多数资源而不自知，不知珍惜，轻忽浪费。
这一日她走进周北生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">书房，把一份卷子摊开在他面前，“给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">看篇文章。”
这是她选了以前<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">科举考试题目写<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">文章。她写文章有天然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">优势。她来自后世，人生有阅历，自然能提出新颖<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">观点，当然她略差<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">在引经据典<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">能力，但她又不是闭卷考，她想引用经典论证观点，就近翻书就可以了啊。而且她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">时间充裕，对文章不满意<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">地方可以一再修改。
唐荷看过周北生<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">文章，才子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">学问自然是不差<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">，可是文采有余入世不足<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">文章跟她这篇作弊文一比，还是高下立现。
周北生不知道唐荷今日是为打击他而来，只看她挺着肚子进门，慌忙把椅子让给她做。唐荷也不推辞，坐下后下巴一抬，示意他拿起纸卷。
周北生苦笑，“三嫂，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">不是很有心情……”
“这是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">闲来练笔写<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">文章，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">且帮忙看看吧。”唐荷不容他拒绝，直接把卷子拿起等他接过。
周北生无法，接过纸卷阅读。一会后他面色一整，然后越来越认真。“三嫂，这……当真是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">写<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">？”
“对。”唐荷答道，又直白地问他：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">觉得同样<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">题目<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">写得好还是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">写得好？”
周北生沉默许久，道：“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">比之三嫂不如。”
他面带苦笑，“果然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">当放弃科举一途，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">十几年苦读，还比不得还比不得只读了三个月书<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">女子……”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">要继续自怨自艾<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">没有意见，”唐荷打断他，“只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">能不能躲远点？不然爷爷和爹娘，还有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">哥他们看着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">这样子，日子也过不好。”
“……对不起，”周北生轻声说道，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">也不想<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">……”
“呵。”唐荷无奈地摇头笑，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">如果真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">不想他们担心，就别做这副让他们担心<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">样子。”
周北生沉默。
唐荷起身，出门前转身说道：“其实<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">一早想告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">应该再多读几年书再去考试，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">看，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">文章连<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">都比不过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">如今<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">学问其实真<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">还不够中举，更不用说中进士了。只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">看<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">被夸昏了头，没忍心打击<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">。这次<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">虽然受了挫折，但起码能让家里省下好几回<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">注定浪费<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">路费和考试银子。”
话毕唐荷不再管他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?55qEm.jjwxc.com1077a57369">反应，自己腆着大肚子走了。
没想到第二日，周北生竟然就跟周老爹要求去铺上帮忙了。