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景娴是站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">一个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的角度上善意的劝解,但是听到了小历的耳中却变成了一种讽刺
就算<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">是帝王，现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">也是个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，报应！！！
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">什么意思！”小历登时提高了声音,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">他看来这是最大的讽刺，是啊,他本是天子，可是现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">是她要出嫁。
是出嫁，不是迎娶，往后他只能<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的身下承/欢,他的尊严，他的脸面,就因为这个身份！
“皇上这话是什么意思，臣妾当然是将自己的知道的跟皇上说说,免得您吃亏。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">哪里会有这么好的心？当日为什么要让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">出宫？还不是想让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">找个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">嫁了！别以为皇阿玛不说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">就不知道，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">什么都知道！”小历大声喊道。
“原来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">皇上的心中，臣妾从来都没有变过。” 景娴不怒反笑道。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">……” 等话出口才知道自己失言。
有道是江山易改本性难移，他那偏听偏信的性子，从来都没有变过。
“说好了不红脸的。”
突然，景娴抬头说道。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">会信<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">会宠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说过，咱俩小时候就约定过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">一起，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">都记得，弘历，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">还记得吗？”
为什么养<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">敬皇后膝下的乌喇那拉大小姐只能嫁给亲王做侧福晋，为什么甘愿受这么大的委屈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">？
总有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">她的耳边说她不懂世间的情，可是谁又有她爱得深。
就是因为爱这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，所以从来没有对他下过狠手，就是因为爱，所以愿意一直维护他，宁可得到的是训斥也要一直做一个忠言逆耳的皇后。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">……”潮水般的记忆涌进脑海中，仿佛又回到了几十年前，那个笑得很漂亮的女孩，那个躲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">皇额娘身后的女娃娃，看着他，对他说
“四哥哥，娴儿要做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的媳妇。”
可是从何时开始，那如花的笑颜变成了刻板的面孔。残花尚有风韵，可她却是像禁锢自己自由的枷锁，让他只想挣脱。
“为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了？”小历回道。
“以前的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，总是会说笑着对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说话，那时候看到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">就觉得开心，觉得舒坦，可是后来为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了？景娴，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">能不能告诉四哥哥。”
是的，明明是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">有如花的容颜，为什么要用古板来面对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">有爱，可是为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不能给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">相同的爱？
“不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">才会跟着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">去变，以前的四哥哥，会办差，会让姑父放心，后来，四哥哥就消失了，活着的只是乾隆皇帝，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">是一个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，一个养<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">皇后膝下，看遍女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">斗争的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">知道女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">之间争斗的所有规则，可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">没有用，因为不管怎么斗，总归逃不过最后的结局是让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">伤心，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不想这么做！”景娴说道
眼中的泪不断流下来，模糊了视线，但头脑却前所未有地空明。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">身边的时候，可曾对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">疾言厉色过？可曾让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">受过委屈？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，还不是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的脑子糊涂了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">要喊醒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">可曾知道，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的不信任对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">是多大的伤害，姑姑说，女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">啊，一定要疼爱自己的男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，一定要记住，是疼爱，不是溺爱。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">做那么多，只是想让当年的四哥哥回来。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">可曾给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">添过麻烦，受了委屈，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">就自个儿忍着，疼了病了，从来都是让太医看看就是，孩子病了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">可曾给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">添过麻烦。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">可曾<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">去翻别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的牌子的时候截住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">！不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">做不到，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不能这么做。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说过不如孝贤皇后贤惠，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">承认。可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">也有自己的骄傲，只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不曾看到！”
“满洲第一美<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，这个名字岂是乱叫出来的？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">有美貌，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">也可以如慧贤令妃那样温柔小意，可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不能，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，乌喇那拉景娴，是孝敬宪皇后养大的孩子，是乌喇那拉家的嫡女，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">自小受到的教育便告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，不能这么做！”
“谨嫔说感谢上天赐给她一个让她可等可怨可想可念的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">睁大眼睛瞧瞧，后宫里，这样的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">比比皆是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">为她而感动，可曾想过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">？可曾想过，坤宁宫的大门后面，一直有个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">望着大门，等着她爱的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">来，对她多‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">懂’”
景娴一步一步往前走，直把小历逼到墙角。
小历随着景娴的步子往后退，没有胆怯，只是心里有些疼。
“如果说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">错了，那就是错<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">了爱上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，如果无爱亦无恨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">便可以随遇而安，如果不爱，就可以闲看云舒云卷，静听花谢花开。如果不爱……如果也不恨……弘历，那该有多好？”景娴给了小历一个最灿烂的笑容，随后给小历让了一条路。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">心里不痛快，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">也承认，曾经想过让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">一辈子不痛快。其实姑父不说，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">也不会逼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">还记得五儿吗，咱们的女儿，如果她还活着，肯定也这么大了，到了该找婆家的时候。一开始，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的身份，只是想给一个可怜的女孩儿庇佑，后来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">知道了，亦是感谢上苍，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">终究得到了应有的惩罚，到现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，一切都过去了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">只想以舒禄穆福晋的身份，跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的养女说两句体己话，小历啊，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">额娘的一生，是失败的，男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">是什么，额娘用一辈子的时间去读，却没有读懂，只希望<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不要去读，不管嫁给谁，只要记着让自己活得好。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">可以去讨好他，但却是永远都不要将心交出去，因为一旦交出去，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">就输了。”
“景娴……” 小历上前抱住景娴的腰，心愈发像刀绞了一般，疼得喘不过气。
“大了，懂事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，往后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">再也不能护着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">了”
“不要说了！”
“真的不能再陪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">了，以后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">只会是一个死了丈夫的寡妇，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">还有孩子要带，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">要去做什么，往后的日子里，再也不能护着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">一定要听好，好好待自己，不管什么时候都要好好地！”景娴将小历紧紧攥着的手掰开。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不要！<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">都知道了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">懂了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">都懂了，景娴，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">别这样。”小历低声说道
“咱们的夫妻情分，已经尽了。” 景娴转身抓住小历的肩膀，认真地说道。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">记着，曾经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">是爱新觉罗弘历，是大清的乾隆皇帝，如今，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">依然是爱新觉罗弘历，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">生，是注定的真命，注定的不能肆意妄为，不能儿女情长。”
“为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">们都要这么说！<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">全都知道了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">会履行和荣公主的职责，但是，别忘记咱们曾经的情分好吗？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">有错，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">别这样好吗？”
太晚了，景娴抱着小历，眼中落出一滴泪，这是她为这份感情流下的最后一滴泪，她没有说，等永璂下乡后，她就带着舒禄穆家的三个孩子回盛京了，盛京有舒禄穆氏的族<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，她只想过把孩子养大，余下的一生安定，平和。
其实小历何尝不明白，一切都太晚了，他的怨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">景娴面前就是这样不堪一击，其实他早该知道，他对景娴有亏欠，只是景娴的咄咄逼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">让他失了分寸，只想着用帝王的威严将她镇压！
如果时间能倒流，如果此刻他是皇帝，景娴是皇后，他们将彼此的心结解开，那该多好。
可惜的是，上天给了一个如果，却不会再给第二个。
“弘历，若是下辈子，有个叫景娴的女孩子要做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的媳妇，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">还要吗？”不知道过了多长时间，不知道两<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">哭了多久，景娴哑着嗓子张口道。
小历放开景娴，刚想说“要”，却不想给景娴堵住了嘴。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">知道了。”景娴笑道。
就这样吧，“要”与“不要”就看下辈子的缘分吧。
拿起帕子给小历擦了擦脸上的泪，帮她梳理好头发，又帮自己整理了一下。
如今，一切都不一样了。
小历闭上眼睛，深吸了一口气，然后睁开眼睛喊道
“来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">！”
“奴婢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，公主有何吩咐？”初霞开门行礼道。
“皇额娘呢？”小历说道。
“皇后娘娘与十二阿哥一直<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">偏殿歇着呢。”初霞说道。
“去请皇额娘与十二弟来吧。”
“是。”
永璂早就回来了，事实是，刚刚小历与景娴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">屋子里面这么大的动静大家都听得真真的，只是坤宁宫里伺候的都是自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，即使是好奇的永璂，舒欣也只是用母女相见比较激动来做掩饰。
“给皇后娘娘请安，时候不早了，臣妾该出宫了，特地跟皇后娘娘辞行的。” 景娴行礼道。
“不急于这一会儿，永璂，过来。这位是舒禄穆福晋，今儿个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">一定要好好地谢谢她，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">看，这些衣裳还有去西北该注意的事项都是她整理出来送进宫的。”舒欣指着面前的衣服物件对永璂说道。
“有劳了。”永璂作揖道。
“奴婢不敢当”景娴忙想还礼，却被一旁的小历摁住了。
“皇额娘，儿臣还有事情，这就先回阿哥所了，一会儿再过来。”礼也收了，该回去了。
“去吧，一会儿做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">爱吃的菜，早点儿过来。”舒欣说道。
这会儿，永璂正退着往后走就觉得脚下不利索，一个不小心就要倒下去，只是还没等反应过来，已经落入一个怀抱，再睁开眼，原来是舒禄穆福晋把自己拉到了怀里。
“奴婢唐突了。”景娴说道，事实上，她看得很清楚，是小历绊了永璂一下，然后永璂才倒进了她的怀里，她朝思暮想的儿啊，终于还有机会能抱抱他。
“真不小心，快去吧。”舒欣也看得真真的，但也只是将永璂打发走。
“时候真的不早了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">该出宫了。”景娴行礼道。
“去吧，往后有时间就进宫陪姑姑说话。”舒欣说道。
景娴转身，就见小历站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">身后，景娴抬头看了小历一眼，然后说道
“谢谢，保重”
作者有话要说：这一章，主要就是交待这两个人曾经的感情，狗血吧，燃烧吧狗血~~~
这番对话，两个女人，好惊悚啊
错过了就再也不能挽回了。
明天妇女节，貌似有半天假呢托腮
就算<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">是帝王，现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">也是个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，报应！！！
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">什么意思！”小历登时提高了声音,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">他看来这是最大的讽刺，是啊,他本是天子，可是现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">是她要出嫁。
是出嫁，不是迎娶，往后他只能<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的身下承/欢,他的尊严，他的脸面,就因为这个身份！
“皇上这话是什么意思，臣妾当然是将自己的知道的跟皇上说说,免得您吃亏。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">哪里会有这么好的心？当日为什么要让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">出宫？还不是想让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">找个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">嫁了！别以为皇阿玛不说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">就不知道，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">什么都知道！”小历大声喊道。
“原来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">皇上的心中，臣妾从来都没有变过。” 景娴不怒反笑道。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">……” 等话出口才知道自己失言。
有道是江山易改本性难移，他那偏听偏信的性子，从来都没有变过。
“说好了不红脸的。”
突然，景娴抬头说道。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">会信<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说过，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">会宠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说过，咱俩小时候就约定过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">一起，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">都记得，弘历，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">还记得吗？”
为什么养<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">敬皇后膝下的乌喇那拉大小姐只能嫁给亲王做侧福晋，为什么甘愿受这么大的委屈<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">？
总有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">她的耳边说她不懂世间的情，可是谁又有她爱得深。
就是因为爱这个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，所以从来没有对他下过狠手，就是因为爱，所以愿意一直维护他，宁可得到的是训斥也要一直做一个忠言逆耳的皇后。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">……”潮水般的记忆涌进脑海中，仿佛又回到了几十年前，那个笑得很漂亮的女孩，那个躲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">皇额娘身后的女娃娃，看着他，对他说
“四哥哥，娴儿要做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的媳妇。”
可是从何时开始，那如花的笑颜变成了刻板的面孔。残花尚有风韵，可她却是像禁锢自己自由的枷锁，让他只想挣脱。
“为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了？”小历回道。
“以前的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，总是会说笑着对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说话，那时候看到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">就觉得开心，觉得舒坦，可是后来为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了？景娴，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">能不能告诉四哥哥。”
是的，明明是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">有如花的容颜，为什么要用古板来面对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">有爱，可是为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不能给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">相同的爱？
“不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，所以<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">才会跟着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">去变，以前的四哥哥，会办差，会让姑父放心，后来，四哥哥就消失了，活着的只是乾隆皇帝，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">是一个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，一个养<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">皇后膝下，看遍女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">斗争的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">知道女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">之间争斗的所有规则，可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">没有用，因为不管怎么斗，总归逃不过最后的结局是让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">伤心，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不想这么做！”景娴说道
眼中的泪不断流下来，模糊了视线，但头脑却前所未有地空明。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">身边的时候，可曾对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">疾言厉色过？可曾让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">受过委屈？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，还不是因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的脑子糊涂了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">要喊醒<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">可曾知道，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的不信任对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">是多大的伤害，姑姑说，女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">啊，一定要疼爱自己的男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，一定要记住，是疼爱，不是溺爱。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">做那么多，只是想让当年的四哥哥回来。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">变了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">可曾给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">添过麻烦，受了委屈，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">就自个儿忍着，疼了病了，从来都是让太医看看就是，孩子病了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">可曾给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">添过麻烦。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">可曾<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">去翻别<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的牌子的时候截住<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">！不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">做不到，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不能这么做。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">说过不如孝贤皇后贤惠，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">承认。可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">也有自己的骄傲，只是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不曾看到！”
“满洲第一美<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，这个名字岂是乱叫出来的？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">有美貌，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">也可以如慧贤令妃那样温柔小意，可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不能，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，乌喇那拉景娴，是孝敬宪皇后养大的孩子，是乌喇那拉家的嫡女，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">自小受到的教育便告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，不能这么做！”
“谨嫔说感谢上天赐给她一个让她可等可怨可想可念的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，可<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">睁大眼睛瞧瞧，后宫里，这样的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">比比皆是，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">为她而感动，可曾想过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">？可曾想过，坤宁宫的大门后面，一直有个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">望着大门，等着她爱的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">来，对她多‘<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">懂’”
景娴一步一步往前走，直把小历逼到墙角。
小历随着景娴的步子往后退，没有胆怯，只是心里有些疼。
“如果说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">错了，那就是错<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">了爱上<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，如果无爱亦无恨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">便可以随遇而安，如果不爱，就可以闲看云舒云卷，静听花谢花开。如果不爱……如果也不恨……弘历，那该有多好？”景娴给了小历一个最灿烂的笑容，随后给小历让了一条路。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">心里不痛快，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">也承认，曾经想过让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">一辈子不痛快。其实姑父不说，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">也不会逼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">还记得五儿吗，咱们的女儿，如果她还活着，肯定也这么大了，到了该找婆家的时候。一开始，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的身份，只是想给一个可怜的女孩儿庇佑，后来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">知道了，亦是感谢上苍，因为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">终究得到了应有的惩罚，到现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，一切都过去了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">只想以舒禄穆福晋的身份，跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的养女说两句体己话，小历啊，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">额娘的一生，是失败的，男<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">是什么，额娘用一辈子的时间去读，却没有读懂，只希望<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不要去读，不管嫁给谁，只要记着让自己活得好。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">可以去讨好他，但却是永远都不要将心交出去，因为一旦交出去，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">就输了。”
“景娴……” 小历上前抱住景娴的腰，心愈发像刀绞了一般，疼得喘不过气。
“大了，懂事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，往后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">再也不能护着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">了”
“不要说了！”
“真的不能再陪<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">了，以后，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">只会是一个死了丈夫的寡妇，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">还有孩子要带，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">要去做什么，往后的日子里，再也不能护着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">了。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">一定要听好，好好待自己，不管什么时候都要好好地！”景娴将小历紧紧攥着的手掰开。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">不要！<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">都知道了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">懂了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">都懂了，景娴，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">别这样。”小历低声说道
“咱们的夫妻情分，已经尽了。” 景娴转身抓住小历的肩膀，认真地说道。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">记着，曾经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">是爱新觉罗弘历，是大清的乾隆皇帝，如今，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">依然是爱新觉罗弘历，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">生，是注定的真命，注定的不能肆意妄为，不能儿女情长。”
“为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">们都要这么说！<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">全都知道了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">会履行和荣公主的职责，但是，别忘记咱们曾经的情分好吗？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">有错，但<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">别这样好吗？”
太晚了，景娴抱着小历，眼中落出一滴泪，这是她为这份感情流下的最后一滴泪，她没有说，等永璂下乡后，她就带着舒禄穆家的三个孩子回盛京了，盛京有舒禄穆氏的族<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，她只想过把孩子养大，余下的一生安定，平和。
其实小历何尝不明白，一切都太晚了，他的怨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">景娴面前就是这样不堪一击，其实他早该知道，他对景娴有亏欠，只是景娴的咄咄逼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">让他失了分寸，只想着用帝王的威严将她镇压！
如果时间能倒流，如果此刻他是皇帝，景娴是皇后，他们将彼此的心结解开，那该多好。
可惜的是，上天给了一个如果，却不会再给第二个。
“弘历，若是下辈子，有个叫景娴的女孩子要做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">的媳妇，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">还要吗？”不知道过了多长时间，不知道两<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">哭了多久，景娴哑着嗓子张口道。
小历放开景娴，刚想说“要”，却不想给景娴堵住了嘴。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">知道了。”景娴笑道。
就这样吧，“要”与“不要”就看下辈子的缘分吧。
拿起帕子给小历擦了擦脸上的泪，帮她梳理好头发，又帮自己整理了一下。
如今，一切都不一样了。
小历闭上眼睛，深吸了一口气，然后睁开眼睛喊道
“来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">！”
“奴婢<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，公主有何吩咐？”初霞开门行礼道。
“皇额娘呢？”小历说道。
“皇后娘娘与十二阿哥一直<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">偏殿歇着呢。”初霞说道。
“去请皇额娘与十二弟来吧。”
“是。”
永璂早就回来了，事实是，刚刚小历与景娴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">屋子里面这么大的动静大家都听得真真的，只是坤宁宫里伺候的都是自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">，即使是好奇的永璂，舒欣也只是用母女相见比较激动来做掩饰。
“给皇后娘娘请安，时候不早了，臣妾该出宫了，特地跟皇后娘娘辞行的。” 景娴行礼道。
“不急于这一会儿，永璂，过来。这位是舒禄穆福晋，今儿个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">一定要好好地谢谢她，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">看，这些衣裳还有去西北该注意的事项都是她整理出来送进宫的。”舒欣指着面前的衣服物件对永璂说道。
“有劳了。”永璂作揖道。
“奴婢不敢当”景娴忙想还礼，却被一旁的小历摁住了。
“皇额娘，儿臣还有事情，这就先回阿哥所了，一会儿再过来。”礼也收了，该回去了。
“去吧，一会儿做<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">爱吃的菜，早点儿过来。”舒欣说道。
这会儿，永璂正退着往后走就觉得脚下不利索，一个不小心就要倒下去，只是还没等反应过来，已经落入一个怀抱，再睁开眼，原来是舒禄穆福晋把自己拉到了怀里。
“奴婢唐突了。”景娴说道，事实上，她看得很清楚，是小历绊了永璂一下，然后永璂才倒进了她的怀里，她朝思暮想的儿啊，终于还有机会能抱抱他。
“真不小心，快去吧。”舒欣也看得真真的，但也只是将永璂打发走。
“时候真的不早了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">该出宫了。”景娴行礼道。
“去吧，往后有时间就进宫陪姑姑说话。”舒欣说道。
景娴转身，就见小历站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.com6749a1d3ff">身后，景娴抬头看了小历一眼，然后说道
“谢谢，保重”
作者有话要说：这一章，主要就是交待这两个人曾经的感情，狗血吧，燃烧吧狗血~~~
这番对话，两个女人，好惊悚啊
错过了就再也不能挽回了。
明天妇女节，貌似有半天假呢托腮