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“什么意思？”齐慎不是没有听出来这句话里面暗含的讽刺,只是他并不认为自己的态度是他说的那样。
卓谨看到他挑高的眉,心中的踌躇一扫而光,“就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">以为的意思,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">了解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，齐慎，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">真的了解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">吗？”
她的问题明明没有任何玄机,但语气却尖锐而讽刺，连她的脸色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">这时也一并变得苍白。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">真不配说出这句话，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">真的了解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">怎么会把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">置于那种境地，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">怎么会让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">每日都<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">倒数幸福的天数……”
她突然悲从中来,齐慎看到全她身瑟缩的样子,踌躇着放开了她的手。
“这些日子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">教会<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">幸福，教会<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">信任，教会<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">爱和依赖，给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">温暖，可是当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">以为自己已经得到幸福的时候，才让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">知道原来所有的一切都是有期限的，这所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">以为的美好，都是源自于<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的一时兴起。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">说什么，让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">感激<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，赠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">空欢喜吗？”
她眼眸中泛起了清冷的涟漪，嘴角却挂着苦笑。这样的表情让他看得心惊，心里窜过针扎似的疼痛，想开口辩解，却发现吐不出一言半语。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">为什么分手，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">是怎么问出口的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">明明有了苏潋滟，为什么又要来招惹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">？”她用手指了指胸口，看着他，“齐慎，齐先生，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">希望这是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们最后一次再讨论这种话题，既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">已经有了未婚妻，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">真的不想，也不屑当第三者。”
齐慎坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">沙发上，看着站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">眼前的女子，她明明是站立着，神色也是那般冷漠，可是自己却觉得她身体的力气都已经被抽空，这副直立的躯体，正如没有灵魂的空壳一般。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">听到苏潋滟的名字时，他的面容也终于有些扭曲与无奈。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">听谁说的？是谁告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的？”
“需要谁告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">吗？需要有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">吗，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">自己做得不够明显吗？”她突然有些受够了，这样遮着掩着算什么呢，就连要分手了，都要维持那表面的和平吗？
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">第一次见到苏潋滟，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">那晚的晚宴上，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">以为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">为什么独自离开，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">亲眼看见了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们相携着走出去，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">还要以何立场待<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">那里？”她的问题似乎并不需要齐慎来回答，那其中嘲讽的语气早已代替了质问的。
“那时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">还不知道她就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的未婚妻，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也只告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">她是尹默的妹妹，当时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">就想，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">多心了吧，也许真的是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">想多了。但是那天下午<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">网球场的时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">又看见了她的身影，可惜当时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">都没有意识到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们之间有多默契与熟稔，偏偏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">又那么笨，只以为那是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">以前的红颜知己。现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">想起来，真的觉得很奇怪，为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">总是要带<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">去有她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的场合？”
齐慎听到这句问话，压制不住心里的愤怒，他是不对，他瞒住了自己的过去，也隐藏了与苏潋滟的婚事，但是他绝对没有伤害她的想法，一丝一毫也没有。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">说，谨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">说好不好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">已经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">发抖了，冷静一点，先听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">说好吗？”齐慎看到卓谨激动得全身颤抖，眼泪也不断涌出来时，才意识到自己那些不经意的行为到底伤得她多深。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">相信吗，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">很冷静，这段日子也许就是现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">是最冷静的，这些话<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">忍了好久，这些事情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也不是今天才知道的，只是现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">忍不住了，既然是最后一次了，那么就彻底说清楚吧。至于其他的事情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">已经不想知道了。”
话既然说出口，似乎就像潘多拉的盒子一般，止不住，也关不上了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">还记得那天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的公司找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">吗？那天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">终于知道原来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">是有未婚妻的，也<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">同一天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">终于知道了原来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">早已见过了她，甚至还不止一次。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">承认，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">多疑，这是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">性格里的缺陷，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">看到苏小姐从<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">车里出来时，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">就明白了，有些事情只有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">被瞒住而已，而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">却当着苏小姐的面，说送<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">回去，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">是该庆幸<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">宠着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，还是该感叹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">又多残忍？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">看着苏潋滟的表情，真的忍不住怨恨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">怎么能将<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">与她置于如此的境地，进退两难？”卓谨的眼前突然浮现出当天的情景，那空荡的内心犹如断线的风筝一般，找不到方向，也没有依靠，只能摇摇晃晃地随风坠落，摔得粉身碎骨。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">公司里忙事情，可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">到底去哪里了？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">离开以后，又回去过的，可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">已经不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">了，电话里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">却告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">公司。”
“齐慎，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不喜欢这样，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不喜欢被欺骗，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">都需要用欺骗才能面对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，那这段感情真的没有任何意义了。”卓谨颤颤巍巍地说着，那无比悲伤却压抑的表情居然让齐慎的目不忍视。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">知道吗，这种生活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">没办法再继续了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不知道哪一天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">就会离开，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">给的宠溺，疼惜，恋爱，也会随即全部消失，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">该有怎样的心理承受能力，才能面对这种倒数的幸福？”
他怔住，内心涌过万丈涛澜，“谨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">没有办法否认苏潋滟的存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">知道了，那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也应该知晓这桩婚姻是尹家和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">父亲订下的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">遇到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">之前，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也确实没有反对或者否认过它的存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，这件事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">本也没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">意，上次<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">突然说起婚姻的时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">才觉得或许该先处理这件事。”
“潋滟的事情，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">对不起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">。”齐慎摇了摇头，总觉得眉心有着或多或少的疼痛，即使他的初衷不是如此，过程中也确实伤到了她，只是他也有些失望，原来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">相处过程中，眼前的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">曾经有过这么多的悲伤，质疑，绝望和猜忌，但是她居然都没有问过他。
那种对于眼前的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">和事都有种无力改变的挫折感让他沉重地闭上了双眼，“谨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">曾经这么难过，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">能早点问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，便不会有今天的结局了。”
齐慎看着卓谨，想伸出手将她抱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">怀里，却发现力不从心，她冷漠的神色，像只刺猬一样严密地包裹住自己，他只能将自己的手收回来，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">从来没有对不起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，潋滟是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">和尹默他们几个看着长大的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">二十多岁的时候也跟她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">一起过，但那都是多年前的事情了，现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">真的把她当亲妹妹一样。”
齐慎的这句话说完，卓谨往后退了两步，轻轻微微地笑了：“好一个亲妹妹，齐慎，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不是三岁的孩子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">看得到她眼里对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的爱，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也见过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">对她的疼惜，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">更清晰地感觉到她对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的忌讳。”
她很快便恢复到了冷漠的表情，继续说道：“如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们要上演哥哥妹妹的表演，那么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">拜托<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，放过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">没兴趣，也不想参加了。”
“谨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">别这样，事情并不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">想象的那样，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">跟潋滟真的已经是过去的事情了……”
“齐慎，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">别搞笑了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">是一个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，一个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的第六感告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们之间并没有彻底断掉，苏潋滟如果真的跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">分手了，那为何这么多年都还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">身边，当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">带着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">出席宴会后，还去云姨那里要求她主持公道。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不笨，也不傻，后来便明白了云姨定然是因为苏潋滟去闹了一场所以才想见见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">是怎样的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">吧，真是讽刺，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">那个时候居然还以为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">想要和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">一起，便想让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也接纳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">。齐慎，很多事当时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不懂，不代表<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也不懂，也许<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">曾经维护<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，宠爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，可是没有保障的爱情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">真的没有勇气和能力去承受了。”
曾经他深深怜爱着的小鹿般的双眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">他面前变得暗淡无光，齐慎突然有些畏惧，并不是畏惧分手，也不是无法面对以后一个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">生活的寂寞。
其实，他宁愿卓谨能够大吵大闹的，因为她若愿意大吵大闹，那便证明她的心里仍然深深地眷恋着自己，事情发生转变的可能就很大。
可是她却这样，仅仅是面如死灰地将她的感情，她的决定，她的认知告诉他，让他连改变的力气都没有。
她却是明显地将那份悲伤展现给他看，让他明白，她已经死心，她已经决定将自己从那过去里拉出来，她已经想断了和自己的关系。
他从来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">感情的事情上都没有这么被动过，他知道女孩子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">一些事情上确实锱铢必较。也明白她是个很缺乏安全感的女子，他甚至一直自以为已经很认真，很妥善地处理着这段感情，现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">却发现原来他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不经意之间已经把她伤得如此之重，记忆里那个害羞胆小的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，那个一碰触便会脸红的女子；那个微微露出羞涩就让他整个胸腔溢出浓厚满足感的女子；那个只要看着他就会笑靥如花的女子；那个牵着他的手就像拥有全世界一样幸福的女子。
难道就这样因为些误会，因为着对于某些事情的不确定，就这样遗失了吗？
他不想，好不容易上了心的女子，他真的不想就这样和她分开，如果就这样失去了她，今后该怎么办？
他看着她倔强的神色，竟然找不到话来追悔，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">他心里最隐蔽的角落，却也是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">他心里最疼痛的地方，给了他家的感觉，亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的慰藉，情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的爱，夫妻的温暖。
他想挽留，他看着她漠然的脸色，却说不出一句话来让她再尝试和自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">一起一次。
呵呵。
他说出了又怎么样，他能确定之后的生活他能不再伤害她吗
不能，至少他现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">还没有彻底解决苏潋滟的问题，她心中的结，只要一天他没有彻底解决这个根本的问题，她便一天解不开那个结，可是……
“谨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">能等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">吗？给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">时间，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">会和潋滟好好说清楚的。但是这之前，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">能不能不要这么决绝。”
齐慎说完便后悔了，脑海中闪现的就是那日<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">厨房里，他对卓谨说让他等自己的场景，他记得他心爱的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，隐忍而沉默的哭泣，他忘不了泪水滴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">手上的灼热，现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">他却再次说出了让她等待的言语。
只是还没等齐慎挽回，卓谨已经面色悲戚地回绝了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">说过了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">希望经过这次，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们便不会再有情感上的纠葛，很抱歉，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不会等待，等待太痛苦，会让一个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的心变得苍老而没有活力。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不想让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的父母失望，也不想对不起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">自己。”她深深地吸了一口气，看着他英俊的侧脸，和熟悉的眼眸，意识到那一微笑起来就足以让她的心变得温暖的感觉也终于是要彻底失去了。
“齐先生，那些过去，对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">而言其实是很美好的回忆，只是现实永远没有想象那么美好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们两个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的家庭，社会地位，还有对于事物和爱情的认知，都是达不到统一的，与其日后很多摩擦与矛盾，不如现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">就彻彻底底地断了，也好过日复一日的折磨。”
说完这句话，她突然有些疲倦，刺痛的眼眶，和已经变得沙哑的声音，让她无法再继续面对他，“很晚了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">要休息了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">离开的时候请把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的钥匙留下，您自便吧。”
卓谨说完，自顾自地走向了卧室。
齐慎听到门响的时候，手和腿仿佛都失去了力气一般，心里也好像有什么东西碎掉了，伴随着的哀伤随着血液流淌过全身，胸腔和眉心针扎似的疼痛，怎么也停止不了，他站起来环望着四周，这些熟悉的角落，这个曾经带给他温暖和舒适的房间，拥有熟悉感觉的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，是不是就真的失去了，再也找不回来了？
他看着卓谨紧闭的房间门，从兜里摸出钥匙，放<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">了一旁的桌上舍不得，他紧紧地捏着，知道钥匙尖锐的轮廓刺得他手心刺痛。
他突然感觉到，如果钥匙交出去，他们之间就真的完了，他就真的跟她没有了将来。
可是只是想到再也没有了她的生活，他的身体似乎都无法控制一般，眼眶也随即变得灼热了起来
作者有话要说：小谨终于变得坚强了一点。。。。
我是亲妈。
哦，要积分的孩子，25字以上留言，记得注明JF。。。。但是请原谅我积分有限。
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卓谨看到他挑高的眉,心中的踌躇一扫而光,“就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">以为的意思,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">说<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">了解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，齐慎，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">真的了解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">吗？”
她的问题明明没有任何玄机,但语气却尖锐而讽刺，连她的脸色<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">这时也一并变得苍白。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">真不配说出这句话，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">真的了解<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">,<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">怎么会把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">置于那种境地，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">怎么会让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">每日都<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">倒数幸福的天数……”
她突然悲从中来,齐慎看到全她身瑟缩的样子,踌躇着放开了她的手。
“这些日子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">教会<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">幸福，教会<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">信任，教会<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">爱和依赖，给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">温暖，可是当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">以为自己已经得到幸福的时候，才让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">知道原来所有的一切都是有期限的，这所有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">以为的美好，都是源自于<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的一时兴起。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">要<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">说什么，让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">感激<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，赠<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">空欢喜吗？”
她眼眸中泛起了清冷的涟漪，嘴角却挂着苦笑。这样的表情让他看得心惊，心里窜过针扎似的疼痛，想开口辩解，却发现吐不出一言半语。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">为什么分手，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">是怎么问出口的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">明明有了苏潋滟，为什么又要来招惹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">？”她用手指了指胸口，看着他，“齐慎，齐先生，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">希望这是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们最后一次再讨论这种话题，既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">已经有了未婚妻，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">真的不想，也不屑当第三者。”
齐慎坐<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">沙发上，看着站<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">眼前的女子，她明明是站立着，神色也是那般冷漠，可是自己却觉得她身体的力气都已经被抽空，这副直立的躯体，正如没有灵魂的空壳一般。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">听到苏潋滟的名字时，他的面容也终于有些扭曲与无奈。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">听谁说的？是谁告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的？”
“需要谁告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">吗？需要有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">吗，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">觉得<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">自己做得不够明显吗？”她突然有些受够了，这样遮着掩着算什么呢，就连要分手了，都要维持那表面的和平吗？
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">第一次见到苏潋滟，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">那晚的晚宴上，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">以为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">为什么独自离开，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">亲眼看见了<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们相携着走出去，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">还要以何立场待<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">那里？”她的问题似乎并不需要齐慎来回答，那其中嘲讽的语气早已代替了质问的。
“那时候<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">还不知道她就是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的未婚妻，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也只告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">她是尹默的妹妹，当时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">就想，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">多心了吧，也许真的是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">想多了。但是那天下午<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">网球场的时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">又看见了她的身影，可惜当时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">都没有意识到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们之间有多默契与熟稔，偏偏<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">又那么笨，只以为那是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">以前的红颜知己。现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">想起来，真的觉得很奇怪，为什么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">总是要带<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">去有她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的场合？”
齐慎听到这句问话，压制不住心里的愤怒，他是不对，他瞒住了自己的过去，也隐藏了与苏潋滟的婚事，但是他绝对没有伤害她的想法，一丝一毫也没有。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">说，谨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">说好不好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">已经<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">发抖了，冷静一点，先听<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">说好吗？”齐慎看到卓谨激动得全身颤抖，眼泪也不断涌出来时，才意识到自己那些不经意的行为到底伤得她多深。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">相信吗，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">很冷静，这段日子也许就是现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">是最冷静的，这些话<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">忍了好久，这些事情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也不是今天才知道的，只是现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">忍不住了，既然是最后一次了，那么就彻底说清楚吧。至于其他的事情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">已经不想知道了。”
话既然说出口，似乎就像潘多拉的盒子一般，止不住，也关不上了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">还记得那天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">去<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的公司找<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">吗？那天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">终于知道原来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">是有未婚妻的，也<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">同一天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">终于知道了原来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">早已见过了她，甚至还不止一次。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">承认，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">多疑，这是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">性格里的缺陷，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">看到苏小姐从<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">车里出来时，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">就明白了，有些事情只有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">被瞒住而已，而<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">却当着苏小姐的面，说送<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">回去，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">是该庆幸<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">宠着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，还是该感叹<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">又多残忍？”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">看着苏潋滟的表情，真的忍不住怨恨<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">怎么能将<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">与她置于如此的境地，进退两难？”卓谨的眼前突然浮现出当天的情景，那空荡的内心犹如断线的风筝一般，找不到方向，也没有依靠，只能摇摇晃晃地随风坠落，摔得粉身碎骨。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">公司里忙事情，可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">到底去哪里了？<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">离开以后，又回去过的，可是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">已经不<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">了，电话里<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">却告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">公司。”
“齐慎，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不喜欢这样，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不喜欢被欺骗，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">都需要用欺骗才能面对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，那这段感情真的没有任何意义了。”卓谨颤颤巍巍地说着，那无比悲伤却压抑的表情居然让齐慎的目不忍视。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">知道吗，这种生活<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">没办法再继续了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不知道哪一天<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">就会离开，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">给的宠溺，疼惜，恋爱，也会随即全部消失，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">该有怎样的心理承受能力，才能面对这种倒数的幸福？”
他怔住，内心涌过万丈涛澜，“谨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">没有办法否认苏潋滟的存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，既然<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">知道了，那<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也应该知晓这桩婚姻是尹家和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">父亲订下的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">遇到<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">之前，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也确实没有反对或者否认过它的存<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，这件事<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">本也没有<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">意，上次<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">突然说起婚姻的时候，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">才觉得或许该先处理这件事。”
“潋滟的事情，是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">对不起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">。”齐慎摇了摇头，总觉得眉心有着或多或少的疼痛，即使他的初衷不是如此，过程中也确实伤到了她，只是他也有些失望，原来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">相处过程中，眼前的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">曾经有过这么多的悲伤，质疑，绝望和猜忌，但是她居然都没有问过他。
那种对于眼前的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">和事都有种无力改变的挫折感让他沉重地闭上了双眼，“谨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不知道<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">曾经这么难过，如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">能早点问<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，便不会有今天的结局了。”
齐慎看着卓谨，想伸出手将她抱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">怀里，却发现力不从心，她冷漠的神色，像只刺猬一样严密地包裹住自己，他只能将自己的手收回来，“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">从来没有对不起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，潋滟是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">和尹默他们几个看着长大的，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">二十多岁的时候也跟她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">一起过，但那都是多年前的事情了，现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">真的把她当亲妹妹一样。”
齐慎的这句话说完，卓谨往后退了两步，轻轻微微地笑了：“好一个亲妹妹，齐慎，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不是三岁的孩子，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">看得到她眼里对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的爱，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也见过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">对她的疼惜，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">更清晰地感觉到她对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的忌讳。”
她很快便恢复到了冷漠的表情，继续说道：“如果<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们要上演哥哥妹妹的表演，那么<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">拜托<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，放过<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">没兴趣，也不想参加了。”
“谨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">别这样，事情并不是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">想象的那样，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">跟潋滟真的已经是过去的事情了……”
“齐慎，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">别搞笑了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">是一个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，一个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的第六感告诉<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们之间并没有彻底断掉，苏潋滟如果真的跟<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">分手了，那为何这么多年都还<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">身边，当<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">带着<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">出席宴会后，还去云姨那里要求她主持公道。”
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不笨，也不傻，后来便明白了云姨定然是因为苏潋滟去闹了一场所以才想见见<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">是怎样的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">吧，真是讽刺，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">那个时候居然还以为<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">想要和<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532"><img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">一起，便想让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的家<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也接纳<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">。齐慎，很多事当时<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不懂，不代表<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">也不懂，也许<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">曾经维护<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，宠爱<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，可是没有保障的爱情，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">真的没有勇气和能力去承受了。”
曾经他深深怜爱着的小鹿般的双眼<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">他面前变得暗淡无光，齐慎突然有些畏惧，并不是畏惧分手，也不是无法面对以后一个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">生活的寂寞。
其实，他宁愿卓谨能够大吵大闹的，因为她若愿意大吵大闹，那便证明她的心里仍然深深地眷恋着自己，事情发生转变的可能就很大。
可是她却这样，仅仅是面如死灰地将她的感情，她的决定，她的认知告诉他，让他连改变的力气都没有。
她却是明显地将那份悲伤展现给他看，让他明白，她已经死心，她已经决定将自己从那过去里拉出来，她已经想断了和自己的关系。
他从来<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">感情的事情上都没有这么被动过，他知道女孩子<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">一些事情上确实锱铢必较。也明白她是个很缺乏安全感的女子，他甚至一直自以为已经很认真，很妥善地处理着这段感情，现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">却发现原来他<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不经意之间已经把她伤得如此之重，记忆里那个害羞胆小的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，那个一碰触便会脸红的女子；那个微微露出羞涩就让他整个胸腔溢出浓厚满足感的女子；那个只要看着他就会笑靥如花的女子；那个牵着他的手就像拥有全世界一样幸福的女子。
难道就这样因为些误会，因为着对于某些事情的不确定，就这样遗失了吗？
他不想，好不容易上了心的女子，他真的不想就这样和她分开，如果就这样失去了她，今后该怎么办？
他看着她倔强的神色，竟然找不到话来追悔，她<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">他心里最隐蔽的角落，却也是<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">他心里最疼痛的地方，给了他家的感觉，亲<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的慰藉，情<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的爱，夫妻的温暖。
他想挽留，他看着她漠然的脸色，却说不出一句话来让她再尝试和自己<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">一起一次。
呵呵。
他说出了又怎么样，他能确定之后的生活他能不再伤害她吗
不能，至少他现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">还没有彻底解决苏潋滟的问题，她心中的结，只要一天他没有彻底解决这个根本的问题，她便一天解不开那个结，可是……
“谨，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">能等<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">吗？给<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">时间，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">会和潋滟好好说清楚的。但是这之前，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">能不能不要这么决绝。”
齐慎说完便后悔了，脑海中闪现的就是那日<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">厨房里，他对卓谨说让他等自己的场景，他记得他心爱的女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，隐忍而沉默的哭泣，他忘不了泪水滴<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">手上的灼热，现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">他却再次说出了让她等待的言语。
只是还没等齐慎挽回，卓谨已经面色悲戚地回绝了。
“<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">说过了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">希望经过这次，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们便不会再有情感上的纠葛，很抱歉，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不会等待，等待太痛苦，会让一个女<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的心变得苍老而没有活力。<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">不想让<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的父母失望，也不想对不起<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">自己。”她深深地吸了一口气，看着他英俊的侧脸，和熟悉的眼眸，意识到那一微笑起来就足以让她的心变得温暖的感觉也终于是要彻底失去了。
“齐先生，那些过去，对<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">而言其实是很美好的回忆，只是现实永远没有想象那么美好，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">们两个<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的家庭，社会地位，还有对于事物和爱情的认知，都是达不到统一的，与其日后很多摩擦与矛盾，不如现<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">就彻彻底底地断了，也好过日复一日的折磨。”
说完这句话，她突然有些疲倦，刺痛的眼眶，和已经变得沙哑的声音，让她无法再继续面对他，“很晚了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">要休息了，<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5L2gm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">离开的时候请把<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5oiRm.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">的钥匙留下，您自便吧。”
卓谨说完，自顾自地走向了卧室。
齐慎听到门响的时候，手和腿仿佛都失去了力气一般，心里也好像有什么东西碎掉了，伴随着的哀伤随着血液流淌过全身，胸腔和眉心针扎似的疼痛，怎么也停止不了，他站起来环望着四周，这些熟悉的角落，这个曾经带给他温暖和舒适的房间，拥有熟悉感觉的<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Lq6m.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">，是不是就真的失去了，再也找不回来了？
他看着卓谨紧闭的房间门，从兜里摸出钥匙，放<img align="bottom" style="margin-bottom:-2px;vertical-align:top;" src="/book2/showimg?5Zyom.jjwxc.comed3fae1532">了一旁的桌上舍不得，他紧紧地捏着，知道钥匙尖锐的轮廓刺得他手心刺痛。
他突然感觉到，如果钥匙交出去，他们之间就真的完了，他就真的跟她没有了将来。
可是只是想到再也没有了她的生活，他的身体似乎都无法控制一般，眼眶也随即变得灼热了起来
作者有话要说：小谨终于变得坚强了一点。。。。
我是亲妈。
哦，要积分的孩子，25字以上留言，记得注明JF。。。。但是请原谅我积分有限。
求长评啊啊啊啊啊